Chapter 151 Heartbreaking "Mom, today, I shouldn't be that excited. └@ ┘" Song Lingzi was a little shy, "I can't accept it for a while, and I'm not angry with you, let alone venting anger on you."

A faint smile appeared on Zhuang Ya's face. "You're still young, and you haven't experienced much. When you encounter things, you will inevitably be a little impulsive. I think I was more reckless when I was your age. You have done a very good job."

Song Lingzi blinked, her long eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings. "Mom, I will borrow flowers to present to the Buddha today for my daughter. Please drink this glass of water. It is my daughter's apology for you."

"You, there are so many tricks." Zhuang Ya smiled angrily, and drank the water that Song Lingzi handed over in one gulp. "Mother and daughter, how can there be any overnight hatred? I don't know your temper yet, it comes and goes quickly."

Song Lingzi leaned on her mother's shoulder and acted coquettishly: "Mom, you know my temperament, that is, I have a clear distinction between likes and hates."

Zhuang Ya touched her daughter's silky hair, "In front of mother, if you vent your anger, mother will not be angry with you. But in front of mother-in-law or husband, you should restrain your temper. Everyone is in the hands of others. There is no reason to be angry with you, you know?"

Song Lingzi heard the seriousness in her mother's words, nodded, and then wrapped her arms around her mother's neck: "Mom, what's going on with that woman?"

Song Lingzi wants to hear the truth from her mother, only in this way can she understand more comprehensively.

After hearing Song Lingzi's words, Zhuang Ya's eyes were filled with sadness. "She is your father's childhood sweetheart. She grew up in a village. At the beginning, there were two high school students in their village who were admitted to college. The villagers could only support one person to go to college, so they chose your father."

"That woman was infatuated with your father. When your father was in college, she worked outside alone to provide for your father's living expenses. Later, when I met your father, I didn't know that there was such a woman, so I talked with you in a daze. Your father is getting married." Zhuang Ya sighed deeply, regretting her impulsive recklessness at that time. "After getting married, your father lost contact with that woman. Not long after, we changed cities and came to S City to develop. No one thought that that woman would also come to S City to work as a waiter."

"Things are just as you imagined, they met, and then your father had a relationship with her in a muddle." Zhuang Ya showed a trace of disdain, she would never believe such a coincidence.It is estimated that the woman knew about their family's background early in the morning, and then waited for the opportunity to capture Song Jing in one fell swoop, holding him firmly in the palm of her hand. "At that time, I was pregnant and didn't know about it at all. When I found out about it, you were just born."

"Looking at you in the swaddling baby, I asked myself, should I forgive your father, or continue to hide it?" Zhuang Ya thought of these past events, and felt a hole in her heart, and blood was gurgling out. "As a result, your grandfather was found to have a heart attack during a physical examination."

Song Lingzi could feel her mother's struggle. She wanted to leave Song Jing, but she was afraid that her daughter would lose her father's love and not be able to grow up in a healthy family. She wanted to tell her grandfather the truth, but found that her grandfather had a heart disease and could not be stimulated.

"Mom, you must have worked very hard at that time." Song Lingzi could imagine her mother's pain.

"What's hard work?" Zhuang Ya sneered, "What I hate the most is your father. While showing me the love between husband and wife in front of me, he also acted like a sea of ​​love towards her. A man doesn't even have this responsibility , Is he worthy of being a man? From then on, I slowly gave up."

"Mom---" Song Lingzi's black eyes filled with despair. "Since you don't like this, why continue to pretend?"

"I'm afraid." There was a hint of worry in Zhuang Ya's beautiful eyes. "I am afraid that the unfortunate marriage of the parents will cause indelible scars to the children. Many girls will end up on the wrong path because of the misfortune of the family. Many men do not know the influence of a family on their children and think that it is an adult's business. , has nothing to do with children. In fact, no matter what the reason for divorce, it is not the adults who get hurt in the end, but the children.”

"Mom." Song Lingzi opened her mouth, but she just called out "Mom" before being speechless.For the first time, Song Lingzi deeply realized the greatness and heaviness of maternal love.

Zhuang Ya held her daughter's knee. "Lingzi, don't feel wronged for your mother. How many women in this world can live a happy life? Your father has no other outsider except that woman. You can call him a scumbag, or you can say He attaches great importance to love and righteousness. Over the years, I have also understood that any man with some ability will have some emotional debts outside, and women are too serious, and they just can't live with themselves. "

Zhuang Ya once complained, hated, and thought about giving up this marriage, but later, she saw more and more women around her encounter their husbands cheating and their marriages changed.Looking at those broken families, watching those innocent children being snatched away by their parents, they are like toys.Zhuang Ya felt terribly chilled, she didn't want her daughter to be like those children, because of family changes, she would learn bad things slowly, and in the end either degenerate or go on the road of no return.Zhuang Ya couldn't afford such an ending.

In order to continue to maintain this marriage, Zhuang Ya forced herself not to think about the affair, and tried to convince herself that this marriage is not hopeless.Gradually, she got used to this kind of mental deception.

"My husband is having an affair, and if a wife lets it go, is she really treating her well?" Song Lingzi couldn't accept her mother's thoughts. "Mom, if it were me, I'd rather not have that person, and don't lie to myself."

After a pause, Song Lingzi's Qianqianyu pointed to her heart, "I don't want to stick a knife in my heart day and night, if someone is destined to suffer this kind of pain, I can tell you, that person must not be me. If one day I meet my mother in such a situation, then I will give him two choices, one is to stay and be faithful to the marriage for the rest of his life, the other is to divorce, I will never forgive him in this life, never! "

When it comes to having an affair, many women will take measures against women to protect their marriage, but in fact, if a mistress falls, countless mistresses will stand up.As long as a man does not repent, rivals will buzz around like flies.The last solution is to block the man's way out and let him know that those who betray their marriage are not qualified to have a marriage, and it is not difficult to find a good man while they are young.

"Even if you love him, are you still unwilling to compromise?" Zhuang Ya was a little startled, she suddenly felt that compared to herself, her daughter Song Lingzi insisted on the word "loyalty".Will such Song Lingzi walk into a dead end on the road of love?

Two groups of flames flashed in Song Lingzi's black eyes. "Even if I love him to the point where I will die if I lose him, I will not wrong myself. I would rather die than compromise for the unfaithful. If he loves me, I will let him know, betrayal I was the biggest mistake he made in his life."

"Lingzi---" Zhuang Ya held her daughter's hand with tears in her eyes. "You must not do stupid things for the sake of feelings, you know? Mom is just a daughter of you, and I can't live without you. If anything happens to you, I can't live on."

Song Lingzi smiled, the corners of her mouth curled up. "Mom, don't worry, I won't do stupid things. Doing stupid things for a scumbag, that is the most stupid woman in the world." When a man cheats, cries or makes a fuss, it is stupid The best way, the best attitude, is to slowly clear that scum from my mind from the moment I know it, no matter how painful the process in the middle is, I must completely drive that person out of my life.

Of course, many women choose to compromise and pretend to be deaf and dumb in marriage, including mother Zhuang Ya.But Song Lingzi really disapproved of her doing this.If she had known about her father's cheating, Song Lingzi would have told Zhuang Ya that she didn't need to consider her own factor. As a mother, she still had the right to pursue happiness.

"You child..." Zhuang Ya shook her head, becoming more and more confused by Song Lingzi's thoughts. "Mom hopes that you will be more tactful emotionally, and don't make mistakes."

Song Lingzi lowered her gaze. "Harvest does not mean compromise. I will try my best to be a good wife. But, Mom, you should understand that this matter is not up to me alone. Even if I treat him well, as long as he is not satisfied, do No matter how good it is, it doesn’t count.”

She was so kind to Zhuo Tianyuan, what was the result?Later, Song Lingzi realized one thing, to love someone, one doesn't have to give everything to him, because the better you treat him, the more he will feel that this kind of kindness is a kind of cheapness.On the contrary, if you treat him well once in a while, he will be ecstatic.There is a saying that is good, people are born cheap, the easier it is to get, the easier it is to have, the easier it is to abandon.

"You've grown up." Zhuang Ya sighed, her daughter has already realized the truth that she only realized in half her life. "Lingzi, mom believes that you will do well, so you should have confidence in yourself."

Song Lingzi knew that her mother was still worried that her marriage would be unlucky, which would arouse her suspicions about marriage. "Mom, there is a saying that is good, the master leads the door, and the practice is up to the individual. Marriage, everyone has their own management methods, it depends on whether this method is suitable for the two of them, not a matter of confidence."

Zhuang Ya patted Song Lingzi's knee. "You understand better than your mother."

"Thank you mom." Song Lingzi hugged Zhuang Ya's shoulder. "Don't worry, in this life, I must live my life to the fullest, and I will never disappoint your expectations." In the previous life, she lived with Zhuo Tianyuan and once disappointed Zhuang Ya. At that time, Song Lingzi couldn't understand Zhuang Ya. thoughts.Now, she finally understood that her mother at that time was probably worried that she would end up in trouble on the road of Zhuo Tianyuan.In fact, Zhuang Ya's worries came true, and she was indeed in the dark.

Zhuang Ya felt very relieved, her daughter's happiness was her greatest expectation in this life. "You must firmly remember what you said."

Song Lingzi nodded, a look of embarrassment flashed across her face.Zhuang Ya saw her embarrassment and asked, "What's wrong?"

"What are you and Dad going to do?" Song Lingzi hesitated for a long time before uttering this sentence. "Mom, I feel so contradictory. I want you to divorce Dad, but I don't want you to divorce. Am I being too selfish?"

Zhuang Ya took a look at Song Lingzi and sighed quietly: "When I just found out about this, I made up my mind to get a divorce. When I saw your father hugging you and making you laugh, I regretted it again and dared not take it Tell me about the divorce. Over the years, I have had countless opportunities to file for divorce, but I have never succeeded every time. Do you know why?"

Song Lingzi was puzzled. "Didn't you say it before? You were worried about your grandfather's illness, and you were afraid that I would get a bad impression..."

"You're right, but not entirely right." There was a faint smile on Zhuang Ya's face. "Another reason is that I am not reconciled. I have always thought that if I am talented and beautiful, how could I not be as good as a country woman? Besides, I did not give up on your father 20 years ago, and I always fantasized about it. One day, he will leave that woman and come back to me."

What else can Song Lingzi say?She really didn't expect that such a calm and self-retaining mother would have such a naive idea.

Zhuang Ya glanced at Song Lingzi and read Song Lingzi's thoughts: "Women are like this. They always have unrealistic fantasies, but they don't know that the reason why the prodigal son turns back is not because he sincerely repents, but because the years are not forgiving. They I can't afford it anymore. Many men cheat and return to their families in their later years because they know that if they continue to play, they will lose their bones."

Song Lingzi was silent, she knew what Zhuang Ya said was the truth.Many men, when they were young, left their first wives and mistresses to enjoy themselves, and when they were old and had something wrong with their bodies, they returned to their old wives and waited for her to take care of them.In her previous life, Song Lingzi saw a news that a rich man fell in love with his mistress and forced his ex-wife away. Later, that rich man got into a car accident, and it was his ex-wife who took care of him day and night and saved his life.The big money came to a complete realization, left the mistress, and returned to his original partner.

When Song Lingzi saw the news, she didn't feel happy about the reunion. On the contrary, she felt sorry for the original partner, who was obviously a scumbag, but she held that man in her hands as a treasure.If it was Song Lingzi who knew that the scumbag was in a car accident and didn't set off firecrackers for three days and three nights to celebrate, it would be considered kind, let alone run to take care of him.Is the original partner possessed by the Virgin Mary or the little white flower reborn?Being a woman for this kind of sake is either success or failure.Because she can't live without a man, which also means that she has no other choice in life except to live with that man.

"If Dad turns back, you will forgive him, right?" Song Lingzi looked at Zhuang Ya's soft and beautiful face, feeling sad.On mother's terms, remarrying won't be too bad.However, she spent more than 20 years on an unworthy man.

Zhuang Ya closed her eyes and let out a long breath: "Ling Zi, if I say that I can no longer forgive him, would you believe me?"

"Mom, I believe you." Song Lingzi pursed her lips and said with determination: "No matter what you decide, you are still my mother. This will never change."

After hearing Song Lingzi's words, Zhuang Ya felt a warm feeling in her heart.With Song Lingzi as a caring padded jacket, what else is there to be afraid of?Even without Song Jing, her life is still good. "To be honest, in the past two years, I really haven't thought about divorce. Maybe it's because I'm getting old and I can't stand it anymore. Or maybe I'm too lazy to change, and I'll just let it go for the rest of my life."

Song Lingzi twitched her lips, but in the end, she still didn't say anything.

"Du Du" came a knock on the door, and Song Lingzi guessed that it was Han Shaoting who came back, and hurriedly stood up and opened the door.

As soon as the door opened, Han Shaoting appeared in front of Song Lingzi. "Tonight, let's have barbecued pork."

"Forked pork?" Song Lingzi's eyes sparkled. "Could it be that barbecued pork shop bought it?"

Han Shaoting nodded. "Last time, didn't you keep talking about eating barbecued pork? Today, I saw freshly baked ones in the store, so I bought two yuan to eat with dinner."

Song Lingzi was very happy, jumped up, and pressed a kiss on Han Shaoting's cheek: "Husband, I love you so much."

A blush flashed across Han Shaoting's face, and Song Lingzi looked at it with surprise. When will the man in her family become shy?

"Since there is barbecued pork, let's have rice tonight." Zhuang Ya broke the silence with a smile.

Song Lingzi's face was burning red all of a sudden.It's no wonder she heard that there was barbecued pork to eat, but she forgot that this was her mother's house, so she kissed Han Shaoting on the spot.Talk about posture.

Song Lingzi was very unnatural when she thought that all the scene just now fell into her mother's eyes.While Zhuang Ya entered the kitchen, she squeezed Han Shaoting's waist hard. "Why didn't you remind me?"

Han Shaoting finally understood that he was shot while lying down, obviously she got carried away and kissed herself, and now she is blaming herself.However, for the sake of his own future welfare, he still counted this muddled account on his own head for comparison. "Honey, I was happy for a while, so I forgot. Next time, I will remind you next time."

Only then was Song Lingzi satisfied, and walked towards the kitchen.

Han Shaoting shook his head behind her, everyone said that only women and villains are hard to raise, now it seems that this is true.

It took more than an hour for Song Lingzi and Zhuang Ya to cook a pot of winter melon soup, stir-fry some fresh vegetables, serve it with barbecued pork and rice.Han Shaoting looked at the brightly colored barbecued pork, and first picked a piece for Song Lingzi: "Try it."

Song Lingzi was dissatisfied, how could he put on a show in front of his mother?She secretly stretched out her foot and stepped on Han Shaoting's instep.

"Ouch—Lingzi, why did you step on my side?" Han Shaoting ignored Song Lingzi's gloomy face and called out on the spot.

As smart as Zhuang Ya, she immediately guessed that her daughter did it on purpose. "Ling Zi, apologize to Shao Ting."

Song Lingzi put down her chopsticks, "I'm sorry. My feet don't have eyes, and I stepped on your young master Han's expensive feet."

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