Military Marriage: Young Master Han's Intriguing Wife

Chapter 256 Feed me first Song Lingzi shook her head. "I've seen the result..." She didn't have the courage to try because she knew the result.When a woman is injured once, she will wrap herself up and use all her strength to protect herself.

Song Lingzi didn't know whether such an approach was right or wrong?However, it is natural for people to subconsciously protect themselves.

"It would be great if everyone could see the result." A trace of loneliness appeared on Lina's face, and her watery eyes were also full of sadness. "Maybe, this will avoid a lot of regrets."

"Regret?" Song Lingzi was a little strange, this Lina was full of mystery. "Do you have any regrets?"

"I have regrets." Lina smiled a little pale. "You may not be able to see it. I am much older than you. In fact, at my age, many people are already mothers."

"Is that so." Song Lingzi didn't ask further, she knew that the story hidden behind Lina must be a sad one, and she didn't need to open a person's wound, it was too bloody. "You should look forward, no matter how big your regrets are, as long as you look forward, you can erase all regrets."

It is inevitable for a person to have regrets. The most fearful thing is to keep regretting. As a result, more good things will be missed and more regrets will be left behind.

"Really?" Lina murmured. "What if I can't look forward all the time?"

"Then I can't help you." Song Lingzi was very straightforward. "I am not a god, even if I am a god, I cannot save a person who wants to destroy himself."

Lina's delicate body shook, and a look of shock appeared on her face. "you……"

"I'm that kind of person." Song Lingzi didn't like to pretend.Saving others also depends on one's own ability, if one cannot do it by one's own, why bother to make a false gesture for others to see? "Will not do things in vain."

As soon as the words fell, Song Lingzi clearly felt the vibration of the mobile phone. She took out the mobile phone from her trouser pocket, and saw the word "husband" flashing non-stop.

Song Lingzi smiled apologetically. "I'm going home now, let's talk another day." After speaking, Song Lingzi passed Lina, pressed the call button, and walked to her apartment while chatting with Han Shaoting.

Walking to the door of the house, before Song Lingzi took out the key, Han Shaoting had already opened the door.Both of them had mobile phones in their hands, and the phones were still on the phone.

Looking at each other with a smile, Song Lingzi and Han Shaoting hung up the phone at the same time.

Song Lingzi spoke first: "How do you know I'm at the door?"

Han Shaoting raised his eyebrows and replied with an unpredictable answer: "This is the intuition of a soldier."

"A soldier's intuition?" Song Lingzi smiled. "You wouldn't base your judgment on the sound of the elevator, would you?"

"You can also say that." Han Shaoting didn't expect Song Lingzi to be so smart and guess the key point all at once. "We soldiers are used to counting our steps and how far we are from the target. Sometimes, we can measure by our own steps."

Song Lingzi fully understood. "You can't even count the number of steps from home to the park, can you?"

Han Shaoting smiled and turned sideways. "Well, I know exactly how many steps the kitchen is from the master bedroom in our house."

Song Lingzi was a little shocked, did this man have an occupational disease? "Did you count them specially?"

Han Shaoting glared at Song Lingzi. "Do you think your husband has a brain twitch? Of course, you didn't count them specially, but you just walked over and remembered how many steps. For example, on the day of your wedding, when you walked towards me, you took a total of nine steps. At that time, I was thinking, we It’s bound to last a long time.”

Song Lingzi really wanted to thank her forehead, but fortunately it was nine steps, what if it was another number? "What if I took seven or six steps?"

Han Shaoting smiled, knowing that Song Lingzi was in a dead end. "Will I cancel the wedding just because you took seven or six steps?"

Song Lingzi suddenly understood that their wedding was imperative and had nothing to do with other things.

Han Shaoting pulled Song Lingzi into his arms, "Lingzi, you walked nine steps before you came to my side. I told myself, this is a beginning, and in the future, we will walk together, from young to white Gray hair, will go from brisk walking to faltering. Would you like to walk with me all the way?"

Song Lingzi was shocked, and felt a kind of heart-pounding joy at Han Shaoting's alternative confession. "Okay, as long as you don't let go of my hand."

As long as you don't let go of my hand, I will always walk with you.Song Lingzi didn't say this sentence, but engraved it in her heart.

Han Shaoting showed a gentle smile. He lowered his head and kissed Song Lingzi's forehead. However, when he touched Song Lingzi's forehead, a ray of sweet fragrance loomed, which made his expression stiffen suddenly.

Keeping distance from Song Lingzi, Han Shaoting asked calmly, "Did you wear a new brand of perfume today?"

"No." Song Lingzi was at a loss. "I always use those brands of perfume."

A faint light flashed in Han Shaoting's eyes. "Then, it's nothing, there may be something wrong with my nose."

Song Lingzi probed Han Shaoting's forehead worriedly, and breathed a sigh of relief seeing that there was no sign of fever. "You startled me."

However, Han Shaoting felt annoyed by Song Lingzi's small actions, and hugged Song Lingzi in his arms again, and asked in a low voice, "Are you hungry?"

Only then did Song Lingzi remember that she hadn't eaten her breakfast yet, and her stomach growled immediately.

Han Shaoting was unkind, and laughed loudly: "I thought you forgot to eat breakfast."

Song Lingzi made a gesture and lightly bit Han Shaoting's shoulder.

Han Shaoting was in pain and exclaimed: "What are you doing?" Of course, Han Shaoting's exclamation was also full of water. As a special soldier, what kind of pain has he never experienced?

"Let you have a longer memory." Song Lingzi smiled sweetly. "Who told you to make fun of me?"

Han Shaoting heard the words, and hugged Song Lingzi: "I think your courage is getting fatter, is your husband someone you can flirt with?"

"Put me down." Song Lingzi exclaimed, "I'm hungry."

"I'm hungry too." Han Shaoting stretched out his foot and closed the bedroom door. "Feed me first, and then I'll feed you."

"..." Song Lingzi regretted it. She should have known earlier that men cannot be teased at will.

After sleeping until three o'clock in the afternoon, when Song Lingzi woke up, she found that it was raining outside.She opened the quilt and got out of bed, only to find that there were several missed calls in the mobile phone on the table.

Song Lingzi turned on the phone and found that the missed calls were all from Zhuo Tianyuan's phone, and there were several text messages.When she opened the text message, she saw the message left by Zhuo Tianyuan.

After deleting the text message, Song Lingzi sat by the bed, dazed.What Lina said today somewhat touched her nerves.She also thought about it, if she continued to choose to wait for Zhuo Tianyuan in this life, what kind of result would she get?In other words, if Zhuo Tianyuan kicked Tang Lijun out of his world before he fell in love with Tang Lijun, then would she be able to monopolize Zhuo Tianyuan?

After thinking for a long time, Song Lingzi still couldn't come up with a result. She knew that there were no answers to many things. Even if she lived again, she would have different choices and opportunities.

Changing into a new skirt, Song Lingzi combed a simple flower bud and went to Zhuang Ya's apartment.As soon as she entered the room, Song Lingzi noticed that her mother's expression was not good-looking.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Song Lingzi asked worriedly.

"It's okay." Zhuang Ya looked reluctant. "I met your father and that woman today."

Song Lingzi was taken aback. "Is Dad married to that woman?"

Zhuang Ya shook her head, "I don't know, I'm not interested in asking."

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Song Lingzi sat next to Zhuang Ya.After being reborn, Song Lingzi felt that she didn't understand Zhuang Ya more and more.

"I'm fine." Zhuang Ya tried her best to smile. "I just feel old."

Song Lingzi understood what Zhuang Ya meant.There are only three reasons for a person to feel old. The first reason is mental exhaustion, the second reason is physical discomfort, and the third reason is major changes in life.

"Mom, you are not old at all, go out with me, people will treat you as my sister." Song Lingzi tried her best to make Zhuang Ya happy, and she didn't want to see Zhuang Ya become decadent.

Zhuang Ya touched her daughter's head and sighed: "There are some things you can't understand."

When she met Chu Dan while shopping, Zhuang Ya didn't feel anything, but she didn't expect that Chu Dan would suddenly throw a tantrum at her, let alone that Song Jing would beat Chu Dan for herself.After returning home, Zhuang Ya thought over and over of the grievances between the three of them.

"Mom, are you still thinking about Dad?" Song Lingzi asked softly. "If you still think about him, I... I support you."

Zhuang Ya shook her head, looking tired: "I don't love your father anymore, and I can't tolerate the mistakes he made. Ling Zi, I know that you still hope that our family will be reunited in your heart, but I hope you understand that broken mirrors are hard to bear." If it is round, even if it is repaired, the scar will be there, and it cannot be erased."

Song Lingzi held her mother's cold hand. "Then why are you unhappy?"

"I'm just depressed, and I'll be fine after a while." Zhuang Ya smiled and patted her daughter's knee. "These days, I see that the relationship between you and your husband has improved a lot. Ling Zi, you have to work hard."

effort?Song Lingzi was puzzled: "Mom, what do you mean?"

"What else could it mean?" Zhuang Ya smiled lightly. "I just hope that you and Shao Ting can grow old forever and get back the happiness that mother lost twice."

To grow old together is a very simple wish, but in the materialistic world, it has become an unrealizable myth.

"Mom, what if Shaoting never falls in love with me, what do you think?" Song Lingzi was still uncertain about her marriage. "Do you think I can last long with him?"

Zhuang Ya touched her daughter's smooth face, "There are many things, and I don't have the answers for you. As your mother, Ling Zi, I can only tell you that whatever you do, you must do it according to your heart, and you cannot go against the law. "

Just like her, she obviously hated Song Jing's betrayal, but endured the humiliation for Song Lingzi for more than 20 years. Now that she is divorced, Zhuang Ya feels that she is wrong.If at that time, she left Song Jing with the ignorant Song Lingzi, and found an ordinary man to marry, perhaps, there would be no such farce today.

However, Zhuang Ya didn't regret her original choice, she just felt that she wasn't worth it. A man like Song Jing wasn't worth her wasting more than 20 years to wait and wait.

Do what you want?Song Lingzi lowered her long eyelashes. The reason why marriage is complicated lies in the repeated changes in people's hearts.

"Ding dong, ding dong..." The piercing sound of the doorbell awakened Song Lingzi's mind.Song Lingzi stood up, went to open the door, and saw Lu Tianming standing outside the door. "Uncle Lu? Why are you here?"

"Ling Zi is here too." Lu Tianming smiled warmly, with a mature charm that only middle-aged men possess. "I just moved here today, and I have something to trouble you."

"You moved here?" Song Lingzi was really surprised. "Do you also live in this community?" Song Lingzi knew that Lu Tianming was worth a lot of money, but she didn't expect that Lu Tianming would also live in this community.

"Yes, I just bought an apartment." Lu Tianming was very excited. "You know, my family is sparsely populated, and the villa is empty. I feel very uncomfortable. Now I rent the villa to a charity organization at a low price. First, I can contribute to the society. Second, the villa will not be in vain. Vacant."

Zhuang Ya came out of the living room when she heard Lu Tianming's voice. "What's the matter with you, tell me quickly."

Lu Tianming didn't care about Zhuang Ya's indifference. "I can't start the stove today, can I make do with you for one night, and can I use the bathroom?"

Zhuang Ya gave Lu Tianming a cold look. "Are you next door?"

"Yes, my house is next door." Seeing that Zhuang Ya had guessed it, Lu Tianming did not hide it. "We are old friends, we live together, and at least we have someone to take care of us..."

"Stop---" Zhuang Ya had a headache, this man made it clear that the drunkard's intention was not to drink. "My home is not a hotel, you should go to a hotel and spend the night."

Lu Tianming's smile was a bit dull. He had thought of Zhuang Ya's thoughts early in the morning, but he didn't expect that Zhuang Ya would reject him so much. "Aren't I just greedy for convenience?

A few black lines appeared on Song Lingzi's forehead. No matter how stupid she was, she knew what Lu Tianming was planning. "Uncle Lu, how about you go to my house?"

Lu Tianming was a little disappointed. Of course, his purpose was not to save money, but to find an opportunity to get close to Zhuang Ya.Obviously, Zhuang Ya didn't even leave him a chance.

In fact, Lu Tianming was also unlucky, he didn't move sooner or later, and moved in when Zhuang Ya was at her lowest mood.Coupled with Song Jing's shocking response, Zhuang Ya already developed a slight dislike for creatures like men.

"No need." Lu Tianming tried his best to squeeze out a natural smile. "I'm going to spend the night in a hotel."

When Zhuang Ya heard Lu Tianming say this, she couldn't bear it a little: "Don't you have another place to live? Or, you can squeeze in a night at a friend's house."

Lu Tianming shook his head. "My friends are not here. Even if they are here, I can't disturb them. The whole family is affectionate, and I see it alone. Isn't it envious of their happiness?"

Zhuang Ya felt sorry for her, seeing Song Lingzi and Han Shaoting, a pair of young children who loved each other, how could she feel better?This feeling of being excluded is really helpless. "Looking at the old relationship in the past, tonight, I will temporarily entertain you for one night. Tomorrow morning, you should settle the moving matter as soon as possible."

Lu Tianming nodded, "Okay, absolutely no problem."

Song Lingzi looked at her mother, then at Lu Tianming, and had some calculations in her mind.

When Lu Tianming and Song Lingzi walked out of Zhuang Ya's apartment, Song Lingzi asked straight to the point: "Uncle Lu, do you want to pursue my mother?"

A trace of embarrassment quickly flashed across Lu Tianming's face.He had ulterior motives for Zhuang Ya, but he never thought that Song Lingzi would expose his background so quickly. "I, I mean that."

"Uncle Lu. Don't mind if I speak bluntly." Song Lingzi spoke cautiously. "If you can't give my mother happiness, I still hope you stay away from her. She was hurt twice, one from love and one from marriage. Now she can't afford to be hurt anymore."

Lu Tianming looked a little serious. "I got you……".

"You don't understand what I mean." Song Lingzi's face was somewhat serious. "For a man to pursue a woman, it is not enough to win the woman's heart. Responsibilities and obligations are very important. Without these two, no love, no matter how beautiful it is, can survive in the world, let alone take root. Uncle Lu , if you can't give a woman something practical, don't give her the idea of ​​such a luxury."

Lu Tianming was silent for a while, and then slowly opened his mouth. "Don't you believe that I love your mother?"

"Love?" Song Lingzi chuckled. "Even if you love her now, is it useful? To put it bluntly, with your current status and status, do you want any kind of woman? I'm afraid that if you wave, there will be many girls queuing up and willing to marry you."

This is the biggest difference between men and women. The older a woman is, the lower her value is, and the older a man is, her value is higher.Young and beautiful girls always like mature men. What's more, many men reach middle age and become famous, which can greatly satisfy the vanity of girls. In addition, they have rich experience in coaxing women, and their methods are clever and secretive. It's no wonder that those little girls He threw himself into the arms of the old man one after another.As for women in middle age, the opportunities are completely different.Beauty is gone, youth is gone, and sometimes, even wealth and status are gone. At this time, it is difficult to attract a good man. Even if you meet a good match, it will be hindered by family and other factors. Choose to be single.

Lu Tianming also knew that Song Lingzi was telling the truth. "The only person I love is your mother."

"I don't believe this sentence." Song Lingzi continued to walk forward, "You and my mother have been separated for so many years, even if you say that you have been thinking about her and loving her all these years, it doesn't mean that you are real Love her. Maybe what you love is just your obsession. Because you can’t get it, you will miss it repeatedly. When the miss becomes a habit, it will paralyze your thinking. When you are with my mother, If you find that you don't love this old woman and leave in time, at that time, who will comfort my mother, who will protect her?"

Lu Tianming stopped, a little surprised at Song Lingzi's hypothesis. "I didn't expect that you would have such an idea."

"Please forgive the heart of a daughter." Song Lingzi lowered her position as much as possible. "For me, making my mother happy is my greatest happiness. She has experienced a lot of ups and downs, and I don't want her to face ups and downs in her later life."

Lu Tianming looked at the rain outside the window, "If I tell you that I love your mother for 30 years, would you believe me?"

"I believe." Song Lingzi's eyes looked through the rain curtain to a big tree in the distance. "It's just that love is not everything, and it's not enough to solve the troubles encountered in life."

People who believe in love always blindly believe that the power of love can change everything, but in fact, what love can change is only their own heart, and then rely on their own power to try to change it.

"You're right." Lu Tianming smiled, and there was a hint of vicissitudes in his smile. "Perhaps, I'm just persistent. I always think that as long as I persist enough, I can achieve my goal. Lingzi, I rely on this persistence to get to where I am today. I also believe that relying on my persistence can also make you and I Your mother accepts my existence."

"Uncle Lu." Song Lingzi always thought that it was difficult to find the shadow of love in a mature person, but she never thought that Lu Tianming would let her see a man's perseverance and dedication to love. "I don't object to my mother's remarriage, I just ask you, before you are sure of your own mind, when you are not sure about giving happiness, get to know her more, do it as a friend, not a pursuit to do it with the attitude of the reader.”

"Your tone looks like your mother's tone." Lu Tianming teased, then restrained the smile on his face, and replied very seriously: "Lingzi, your mother and I are both older, and we understand better than you. Time is very important, we will not waste unnecessary time on someone who is not worth it. Why did your mother choose to leave your father? Is it really because of heartbreak? Actually, no. She is understanding There is a reason, that is, the time she has left for herself is running out. If it continues to be wasted, it is not worth it."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Song Lingzi looked at the rain curtain hanging between the sky and the earth, and a smile slowly emerged from the corner of her mouth. "Uncle Lu, I agree with what you said, but you still haven't agreed to my previous request. You know, my mother values ​​my opinion very much. If you don't want me to make trouble in it, it's best, Just give me a promise."

"What if I can't keep my promise?" Lu Tianming asked Song Lingzi back. In his opinion, Song Lingzi was too domineering. "What are you going to do if I finally break my promise?"