bad youth

Sometimes, the campus is more cruel than the society, because it is a group of destructive but intolerant teenagers.

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You can read it as an autobiography, a memory, a novel, whatever, just don't ask me if it really happened, it will embarrass me so much.

In junior high, I was the most bullied boy in my class.

When answering questions in class, the moment I sit down, the stool will definitely be pulled away by the students behind, and then I sit on the ground with my buttocks. The classmates in the class laugh, and even the teacher can't help but laugh; He sat down with a sigh of relief, but jumped up hastily, with a few sharp thumbtacks stuck on his buttocks, followed by roaring laughter.

In the evening self-study, the students in the class were talking and chatting, but the disciplinary committee member quietly walked up behind me, hit my head hard with the rolled up textbook, and then cursed: "Stupid, don't make trouble Is it okay?!" Amidst the roar of laughter, I just wanted to find a crack in the ground and get in.After class, I plucked up the courage to throw a stool at the disciplinary committee member, but was beaten by all the boys in the class.

They never let me touch the football that Ban Fei bought.In physical education class, I ran excitedly to the big playground, but a fat man told me: "How about this, if a classmate agrees, we will take you to play together, how about it?" Zhang Zhang's indifferent face was full of mockery, and I walked away sadly alone.Later, when the soccer ball broke, the squad leader came to me and said, "My classmates said that you are the most ruthless player in football, so you have to pay according to the price."

There are countless things like this, and during the three years of junior high school, I was like staying in hell.

Looking back now, poor people must have something to hate, and of course I myself have done a lot of things wrong.The more they bullied me, the more I wanted to blend in with them, to interact with everyone tremblingly, walking on thin ice, and with a smile on my face, but what I got in return was more ridicule, bullying, white-eyed, and exclusion from them...every class There is one person who is the most bullied in the world, unfortunately, I acted in this role.

And the source of all this is because of my deskmate, a rich second-generation fat man.Yes, the guy who took the lead in stopping me from kicking the ball on the big playground.It’s also my fault to say it, because I don’t understand the world, I was brainwashed by education, and I did what the teacher said.

My study is good, but my deskmate is bad at study.He always wanted to copy my answers during mock tests.Thinking about it now, if he wants to copy it, I will copy it for him, and there is a lot of meat.But I was stupid at the time, thinking it was a violation of campus discipline, so I blocked him with my arm to prevent him from copying.So it was a tragedy. His family was very rich, and his parents were officials. He was also very popular in the class, and his classmates all looked up to him.He was the first to lead everyone to exclude me, and over time, it became the current situation.

Telling the teacher is useless, she will ask me back: "Why do people bully you and not others? Look for problems in yourself."

When I was in junior high school, I tasted the warmth and coldness of human beings. I went to school alone, walked alone after school, stayed in the corner alone in physical education class, and no one was in the same group as me when doing activities.The girl I like can only watch from a distance, because she refuses to even get close to me.

At that time, I even thought about suicide.

The campus is cruel, even crueler than society.This is a group of destructive but intolerant teenagers. Everything they do is reckless, and they don't even think about the consequences.The current me is ruthless, violent and dark, which cannot be separated from the experience at that time.

Day after day, what I wish most is to graduate early and be admitted to high school.Our locality is a small town with only elementary school and junior high school. If you want to go to high school, you have to go to the city.I think that after going to high school in the city, the students are all from surrounding counties and towns, and I can get rid of the current painful situation.

I studied hard, studied hard, and tried my best not to deal with anyone around me.I swallowed all their jokes, teasing, and insults.My grades are getting better and better. In the senior high school entrance examination, I finally entered Chengnan High School, the number one priority in the city, with the fifth place in the school.

There were still some twists and turns when I got the admission notice.The school called me and told me to go to the teaching office to get it.I couldn't find it when I got there, and even the teacher felt strange: "Where did the one who was here just now go?" After thinking about it carefully, he said: "By the way, a few students from your class also came here just now." Take the notice, did you take it for you, please ask."

I get chills when I hear it.The students in our class would never be kind enough to help me get the notice. If they did, it would only prove that they wanted to burn or tear up the notice.I pushed the door out like crazy, and ran to find them on the way back.

Our town is really not big, and I soon found them in the small square.There were about four or five people, among them was my tablemate, the fat second-generation official.He was fiddling with an envelope in his hand, and the words "Chengnan High School" could be vaguely seen.I rushed over and yelled: "Zou Yang, return the notice to me!" One stride over was about to snatch my notice.

In a blink of an eye, Zou Yang saw that the fat man was quite nimble. He immediately held up the notice and said with a smile, "You come and grab it, it's up to you if you grab it!"

Zou Yang is not only fat, but also tall. He is also a good player in basketball in our class.And I was thin and short, and I couldn't grab what he was holding. I jumped around like a clown, which made the others laugh. "Zou Yang, please, give it back to me." I was about to cry.That notice is my only hope out of hell!

"Haha, Wang Hao is going to cry!" Zou Yang proudly tossed the notice back and forth, and the thin envelope jumped lightly in the air.

"Zou Yang, give it back to me." I begged in a low voice, trembling all over.

"Kneel down." Zou Yang said suddenly: "Kneel down, and I'll give it back to you." Then, he bent down, stuffed the notice into the hole in the sewer, and showed a ferocious smile: "Otherwise, I'll let go of it." It's gone." He pinched the notice with two fingers, and as soon as he let go, the notice would fall into it.

"Don't..." I trembled even more, and tears finally burst out.At that time, I thought that if I lost the notice, I would have no hope of going to high school.

"Kneel down." Zou Yang's voice became colder.

The other students looked at me numbly without saying a word.

The passers-by who came and went thought it was children playing, and ignored the situation here.

Who can know the pain in my heart at this time?

I gotta get out of here, gotta get out.

I said this silently in my heart, and then my legs slowly knelt down.

The pain in my heart is self-evident.This revenge must be reported, and it will be reported.My fists clenched into fists.

In high school, I will have a bunch of brothers who are life and death friends.One day, I will make Zou Yang kneel in front of me!

I swear such a poisonous oath in my heart.Tears rolled down one by one on the clean ground.

"Hahahahaha..." Zou Yang laughed loudly, his expression froze suddenly, and he took his finger out of the sewer, "Where is the notice, the notice fell down accidentally!" Flustered, obviously he couldn't bear the consequences at such a young age.

I looked at his hand in astonishment, it was indeed empty, and the notice had disappeared.

My head felt like it had been struck by lightning. I was numb from head to toe, and I didn't respond at all. I even forgot that I was still kneeling.

"Haha, I'm just kidding you!" Zou Yang conjured up a notice out of nowhere, walked up to me with a laugh, and slapped my face with the notice. "It's really impressive that you can be admitted to Chengnan High School." Once, twice, three times.

I endured it silently, it wasn't the first time I was beaten like this, and it didn't seem too painful to slap me in the face with a notice.

Finally, Zou Yang got annoyed, put the notice on top of my head, and walked away with those classmates laughing.I looked at their backs and took down the notice from the top of my head. My name was written on it, which made me feel relieved.I stood up slowly, my legs were already numb, and there were still wet tears on my face.

"I can get out of here." I looked around, everything in this small town was my nightmare.

Chengnan High School, I'm coming.

I didn't go out for the whole summer vacation.I was afraid that if I ran into Zou Yang and my former classmates again on the street, I would be humiliated again for no reason.My parents also blamed me for not wanting to go out and run more, and staying at home was like mold.Alas, where do they know my pain?But I was admitted to Chengnan High School, and they were very happy.I'm tired of staying at home, so I hang around at the door of the house at most, and I will never run too far.

Sometimes I run into my neighbor Yu Chengfei, who is one year older than me and who is also studying in the city.However, his studies were poor, so he could only study in Chengnan Vocational and Technical College, which was separated from Chengnan High School by a wall.The two schools live next to each other, but their status is very different.Since Yu Chengfei went to the city a year earlier, I asked him about the situation there, and got to know him well in advance, so as not to be blinded by time.

After one chat, Yu Chengfei said casually: "Wang Hao, if something happened in Chengnan High School, remember to find me."

I smiled all over my face: "Thank you Brother Yu." But I didn't take it seriously.This kind of situation happened a lot, I was notoriously bullied in class, and the boss of the school proposed to accept me as a junior.At that time, I was very happy, thinking that I had found a backer, but the next sentence of the boss was: "Bring 50 yuan tomorrow." I was speechless, shook my head and sighed.So this kind of proposal to cover me actively, I am also a little wary.

Besides, Chengnan High School is a well-known key high school, what could happen?It's too late for everyone to study hard!