bad youth

"Okay, don't think too much, maybe there is still room for maneuver, I'm just telling you the worst outcome in advance. For your parents, I will try to delay the time as much as possible, and notify them when there is no other way." Yu Cheng Fei took out two cigarettes and handed them to me, "Smoking first, by the way, call the guys in the cell, I will let you know as soon as I have news."

During the whole process, Yu Chengfei was very calm, which I really admire.If it was Yu Chengfei or Ye Zhan who was in prison, I'm afraid I would have cried a lot.Yu Chengfei's state undoubtedly made me more calm, and I felt that going to jail was actually no big deal, but it was only a few years, and I was still a good man after I got out.

"Brother Yu." I said, "Tell Sister Nannan, I am very grateful to you for being so kind to me. Really, I..."

"Okay." Yu Chengfei frowned: "We still need to talk about this? No matter what the final result of this matter is, we will definitely do our best. No matter how many years you live in prison, you will live well for me , did you hear that?"

"Yes." I nodded, trying not to let my tears flow down.

The moment Yu Chengfei pushed the door to go out, I suddenly saw Nan Nan standing at the door with tears streaming down his face.Yu Chengfei hugged Nan Nan's shoulders, buried her whole head in his arms, and then led her away along the corridor.

I know that I am really hopeless.

The policeman in charge of escorting me also stood at the door: "Let's go."

I tucked two cigarettes—two absolutely good ones—under my clothes, and followed the policeman back to the cage.

Ma Wulong had already woken up, and the people in the cage hurried to do their own thing again, squatting down, barking like a dog, crawling around the wall, what a lively scene.When the policeman saw this scene, he acted as if he hadn't seen it. He snorted, locked me in and left. ——It was only later that I found out that this kind of fact is too normal, there must be a boss in the cage to suppress them, otherwise these scumbags will not be able to calm down.

"Haha, little brother, are you back?" Ma Wulong smiled when he saw me, and he could see that he really liked me.

"Hey, Brother Ma." I also smiled, and took out two cigarettes from my clothes and handed them to him: "One for you, one for the next door, is this okay?" I think the relationship between Ma Wulong and his brothers This is so good, I will definitely agree without hesitation, but he stared and said: "Scared, how can they smoke such good cigarettes? No, no, this will spoil them. They have the habit of smoking cigarettes that cost two yuan a pack." Yes. You give me one, and then pack one for yourself, and just give them a box every now and then!"

As soon as the words fell, the next door cursed: "Ma Wulong, you really know how to plan for yourself......"

"Why, are you not convinced? Come over and kill me if you have the ability." Ma Wulong roared loudly: "This little brother... by the way, what's your name?" I quickly said, "My name is Wang Hao." Ma Wulong continued: "Wang Hao is in our cage. Cigarettes. If you are happy, I will give you a box. If you are not happy, I will give you a cigarette butt. What's the matter?"

As Ma Wulong said, he opened one and took out a box from it and said: "Scared, I'm in a good mood today, let's give you a box to smoke first." Then he threw it into the cage next door.When the neighbors got the cigarettes, they all exclaimed in admiration. It seems that they have never smoked such a good cigarette, and they all seem to be happy for something.At that moment, I knew that not everyone on the road has money, and there are also poor people on the road, some who snatch gold chains and run all over the street, and some who are chased by loan sharks all over the street.

Throwing away the cigarette, Ma Wulong sighed in a low voice: "They don't know when they will go to the west, there is no need to give one, isn't it a waste of tobacco? Take your time, give a box when you finish smoking, and give another box when you finish smoking... ..."

After listening to Ma Wulong's words, I also felt sad.Why does this affectionate and sexual man always like to hide his true feelings with viciousness and cold-bloodedness?Is this the only way to gain a firm foothold in society?

"Hey!" Ma Wulong shouted again: "Give one to Wang Hao's friends too, don't forget the well diggers."

"What do you need to say?!" The second child said angrily, "What kind of person are you pretending to be?"

Shi Dong's voice sounded immediately: "Thank you, Brother Ma, they have already given me cigarettes."

Ma Wulong also said in a strange way: "Scared, when did you become kind, I was very surprised."

Ma Wulong had a verbal fight with his neighbor for a while, probably because he thought it was boring, so he also smoked.I continued to sit on the edge of the cage and chat with Shi Dong, saying that it would be great if the two of us were assigned to the same cell in the future.Sitting on the row of chairs doing nothing, Ma Wulong smoked a cigarette up to the butt, walked up to the man squatting at the base of the wall, and stuffed the butt of the cigarette into the man's mouth.The man took a deep breath and said, "Thank you, Brother Ma, thank you, Brother Ma."

"Hey..." Ma Wulong smiled: "How many have you made?"

"Four hundred... more than 80." The man said.You don't need to guess to know that this number is nonsense.

"Yeah, that's right, you can take a rest after you're done." Ma Wulong patted him on the shoulder and went back to the row of chairs to smoke.

A cigarette was almost finished, and he walked up to the man who barked like a dog: "Are you thirsty?"

The man nodded and yelled "Wow".Ma Wulong also stuffed the cigarette butt into his mouth: "Let's rest for a while."

The one who squatted and the one who barked like a dog rested, and the one who crawled around the base of the wall couldn't help but look at him.Ma Wulong pointed at his nose and cursed: "Look at a bird? You are relaxed, do you know? Climb until dawn tomorrow morning before resting!"

When Stone and I were chatting, the man crawling around the base of the wall passed me every minute on average, which made me feel weird.I said, "Brother Ma, forget it."

As the saying goes, the mouth that eats people is soft, but the hand that grabs people is short.Ma Wulong smoked my cigarette, and he couldn't help selling me some face: "Okay, okay, for the sake of the deputy prison chief, forget it. Give me a little more cleverness in the future, and stop."

So everyone leaned against the wall to take a breath as if they were granted an amnesty, and they also cast grateful glances at me.

After two or three days like this, Ma Wulong would play with these people when he had nothing to do. I usually didn't care about it, and sometimes I just talked about it when I couldn't see it.But as soon as I said it, Ma Wulong would stop immediately, which made me like this guy even more.In the cage, I answered the phone calls from many people.Ye Zhan, Tao Zi, and Gong Ning all called with choked tones, comforting me not to be too sad, they will always stand by my side, which made me feel sore and sad; When Liang and the others called, they were laughing and joking, saying that going to prison is the only way for a man to go, and those who have never been in prison are embarrassed to say hello when they come out, which made me very dumbfounded, so I had to follow them laugh together.

There has been no news about Yu Chengfei and Nan Nan, but I think they must be running around.Thinking that so many people are worrying about my situation, I feel happy and uneasy, and I really want to say to Yu Chengfei and Nan Nan: "Brother Yu, sister Nan Nan, don't run away because of my affairs, I want to sentence you I’m not afraid of being sentenced to a few years, I’m accompanied by people like Shi Dong and Ma Wulong in the cell.”

But I know that Yu Chengfei and Nan Nan are definitely not happy to hear this, and they dislike me for meeting them.Sometimes I think about it, how can I, Wang Hao, be able to get the favor of so many friends, I really can't finish their love in a lifetime.Compared with me who had no friends for three years in junior high school, even in prison, I feel very happy.

It's just...Xia Xue never called.

I don't know what happened to Xia Xue, I dare not ask anyone about her news and whereabouts.Whenever I think of Xia Xuelai, my heart feels like being pierced by thousands of sharp knives.I am sorry for her, for her, I only have deep apologies and guilt.

Xia Xue must hate me to the core, now she might wish that I would be sentenced as severely as possible.

In these two or three days, I have not regretted for a moment, trying to cleanse my dirty soul.That night, in front of Xia Xue, I had already turned into a devil.I began to wish that I could be sentenced for a few more years, which could be regarded as redemption for the sins I committed.

——Not for Su Xiaobai, only for Xia Xue.