bad youth

After the promise, we washed up and tidied up, and then we went to school together.At the school gates of Beiqi and Chenggao, one went to the left and the other went back, and devoted themselves to a day's study.Xia Xue is the kind of smart girl who knows how to play and learn, and she can be at the top of the class if she learns casually; while I am the kind of hard-working student who is stupid and flies first, and I can stand out in the class by memorizing every day.

It's just that my up-and-coming appearance in the ordinary class of Beiqi cannot be compared with Xia Xue's top ranking in the key class of Chenggao.In order not to fall too far, and in order to be admitted to the same university as Xia Xue in the future, I started to study harder, and even had to memorize vocabulary in my English book after class.Whenever this time, Lu Xiang always yelled: "Look, look, he was like that when he was in junior high school. He didn't know anything and only studied. He read books all day long and didn't socialize with others. He was completely like that. Just a nerd! What's the use of being admitted to Chenggao? Isn't he still being bullied and has no choice but to transfer?"

Under Lu Xiang's tireless slander, the classmates in the class always looked at me with contempt.There are quite a lot of gangsters in this class, accounting for almost half of them. It is said that every class in Beiqi is of this size.But fortunately, there is no one like Zou Yang to take the lead, I just study hard, and no one comes to trouble me for the time being.Although no one cares about me, it is quite interesting to be able to tease Zhou Mo occasionally.Zhou Mo is indeed a cold beauty, and basically doesn't talk to others, she only talks to me a few words, probably because she knows my details, so she looks at me differently.

As for Lu Xiang, I really don't bother to talk to him, even though he keeps stroking my beard, he seems to be able to bear it overall.For me who have experienced high winds and waves in the city, Lu Xiang's little trick can't arouse my anger at all.

Xia Xue's father's case has not yet been tried, so I can continue to live in Xia Xue's house.To put it bluntly, since I transferred to Beiyuan No. [-] Middle School, except for making up the beds in the dormitory on the first day, I have never touched the door of the dormitory since then, and I don’t even know who is in the dormitory.It’s not that I’m a tall man, because firstly, Xia Xue and Xia Xue are tired of being together and take up most of the time every day, and I really don’t even have time to go back to the dormitory, and there’s no need to go back; secondly, I have a feeling for strangers. I have a natural sense of repulsion, and the experience in the cage also taught me that I should not be too friendly to people, otherwise I would be asking for trouble and being bullied and deserved it.

So I went to Chenggao to pick up Xia Xue from school after evening self-study every day with peace of mind, and then went home to live our happy and sweet life together.Although we did that several times on the first day, we all restrained later on, and we were not on the same bed when we slept. She was still in the bedroom and I was in the living room, maintaining the "after graduation" agreement together.

However, it is indispensable to linger before going to bed.Sometimes on the couch, sometimes in the bedroom.It always stops at a critical moment, either she drives me back to the sofa, or I drive her back to the bedroom.Once in her bedroom, after some lingering and refraining, I was about to get up and go to the living room.Xia Xue held me back and said, "Let's chat for a while."

So I lay down, Xia Xue put her head on my chest, and said quietly: "I feel so guilty."

I asked strangely: "What is the crime? We don't have that."

"It's not because of that." Xia Xue said, "It's Tao Zi. I am with you, and I am alone with you, so I always feel sorry for Tao Zi. Sometimes when I kiss you, Tao Zi's figure will flash in my mind. When we are together and don’t say anything, I must be so sad that I will die. Wang Hao, Taozi has a very important place in my heart. I really treat her like my own sister. When I think of her, she will be alone. Crying secretly, I felt as sad as if I had been stabbed."

After hearing Xia Xue's words, I fell silent.In fact, why am I not? When I am in love with Xia Xue, Taozi's face will flash in my mind.What I am particularly ashamed of is that sometimes I hold Xia Xue, and occasionally think that she is a peach.Of course, it was just a fleeting image. Whenever this thought flashed by, I quickly ordered myself to calm down and concentrate on being with Xia Xue.

I know I can't completely forget Tao Zi.That gentle little person is hidden in a certain corner of my heart, and she will pop out from time to time, announcing her existence to me.And most of the time, I think Tao Zi is sad, she has always been very good at forbearing her feelings, she would rather hide in bed and cry to death quietly, and would not take the initiative to tell me.

Tao Zi is quiet and quiet, not making noise or fighting, but always exists in the time between me and Xia Xue, soft and weak like catkins in spring, but able to invade every corner unconsciously, making us unstoppable and unstoppable .

"Wang Hao." Xia Xue said again: "It's been more than ten days, and you haven't seen Taozi, why don't you go and talk to her tomorrow. I always feel that she must be very sad now, and I am very worried. She, but dare not go to her. The person who is with you now is me, I am always afraid that if I appear in front of Tao Zi, it will make Tao Zi even more sad. "

I looked at Xia Xue and asked, "I'm going to find Tao Zi, won't you be jealous?"

Xia Xue shook her head: "As long as I can't see it, it doesn't matter. Of course, even if I see it, it's nothing. I know Tao Zi can't do anything, she knows you are my boyfriend, and she will never behave unruly things."

I nodded, Xia Xue really knows Tao Zi very well.As long as I have a girlfriend, Tao Zi will never let me do anything to her, even if I touch her hair, I have to think about it for a long time, and then reluctantly let me touch it lightly.

I said with some hesitation: "What if Taozi is slowly trying to forget me, and I rashly appear in front of her, and all her efforts are in vain? Then I will be guilty of a big sin, so I might as well not see her Woolen cloth."

"No." Xia Xue said, "It is impossible for Taozi to forget you. I can see that she loves you more than me, not less than me. Taozi is the kind of person who will love you forever A girl who is desperate."

I became even more silent when I heard this. Is this ruining Taozi's life?Seeing my expression, Xia Xue also said sadly: "It's over, it's over, my sense of guilt is even heavier. After we get married, what will Tao Zi do?"

I suppressed the pain in my heart and said, "Xia Xue, why don't you introduce a good boy to Tao Zi, maybe she can change her mind."

"Are you willing?" Xia Xue asked suddenly.

I was silent again.How can I be willing, I always feel that Xia Xue is mine, and Tao Zi is also mine.But this idea can only exist in my mind, and I know this is unrealistic and impossible to realize.

Xia Xue said again: "I am also reluctant to let Tao Zi go with someone else. I think no one is worthy of her except you."

"Ah?" I found that Xia Xue was contradictory, I was also contradictory, and maybe Tao Zi was also contradictory.The three of us have fallen into a completely contradictory hybrid state, and this life has been entangled and involved.

"Remember Brick's proposal that day?" Xia Xue said again: "He said that we should all be with you. At that time, I thought it was absurd and absurd. How could this be possible. Either you are with Tao Zi, or you are with me Together, this is undeniable and indisputable. But then I thought about it, maybe the two of us follow you, which can relieve the sadness in my heart, and it can also make the three of us less painful..."

I looked at Xia Xue in surprise, never expecting her to have such an idea.

"Ah, ah." Xia Xue thumped her head: "What am I thinking about? Of course love is one-on-one. How can I be willing to share you with others? But sometimes I feel that if it's Tao Zi That's all right……"

"I think you are completely crazy." I nodded Xia Xue's head: "What are you thinking about, how is it possible?"

"Yeah, how is that possible." Xia Xue put her arms around my neck: "It would be great if we lived in ancient times, and you men would be able to marry one more wife. But if it was really ancient times, you and Tao Zi have already paid homage to each other. A real couple."

I know that Xia Xue's thoughts like this are only temporary.She loves Taozi dearly and can't see Taozi being sad, that's why she said this kind of strange talk. It has already been said that the three of us have fallen into a mixture of contradictions.

"By the way, what's going on with you and Taozi paying homage?"

"Hmm..." I hesitated for a moment, but still told the story of that day in detail.

"Taozi has a good brother." Xia Xue said, "Brick is a very good guy. We used to eat together, and he always protected the two of us, queuing up for dinner and so on, and never let us interfere. I envy Tao Zi to have such a big brother."

"Actually, Brick also regards you as a younger sister." I said, "There is one thing you don't know yet. I was acquitted that day, and Brick made me have to make a choice. I chose you, and I was so angry that Brick wanted to show you my sister." Brick came to take pictures of me. Ye Zhan asked him, what if I chose peaches. Brick said that he would also take pictures, because Xia Xue is also his sister."

After listening to Xia Xue, she held her head with both hands: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhly , I feel so guilty ah ah ah ah..."

I smiled, took Xia Xue's hand off, and held her in my arms again: "Don't think so much, love is blind and selfish. Although I also feel guilty, I think this is the only way to go. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds..."

"No, no." Xia Xue said pitifully, "Wang Hao, you should go and find Tao Zi tomorrow, or I will die of guilt."