bad youth

Chapter 188, Sing a song

"Since this stimulus is so strong that it is unacceptable, how can you forget it?" I still don't quite understand.

"It's actually very easy to understand." The doctor said: "Many unsatisfactory things happen in everyone's life. Some of them are quickly forgotten, and some are always lingering. No matter how hard you try, you can't forget them. Always Repeatedly tormenting one's fragile nerves, shame, anger, grievance and other complex emotions that are deceived are entangled together, so they will not keep wandering on the verge of emotional collapse. In order to prevent this creature from being too sad, the brain uses Selectively forgetting these things is actually a kind of self-protection."

Inexplicably, I remembered my miserable life in junior high school for three years, and couldn't help but ask: "I also have some things that are extremely uncomfortable when I recall them. Why is my brain unwilling to protect itself and let me forget it subconsciously?"

The doctor looked at me and said, "First, this proves that your brain can still handle this, so it's not a huge setback for you. Second, selective amnesia doesn't happen to everyone, but If you can’t resolve it in time after encountering a huge mental stimulus, you may experience a mental breakdown, which is what we call this person’s nerves.”

I nodded, probably understood what was going on, and asked again: "Then is there a way to restore his memory?"

"Of course there is a way." The doctor said: "Selective amnesia is not really forgotten, but the brain's illusion to deceive itself. On the surface, it has forgotten this matter, but its shadow still exists. Usually, he would even be affected by this incident. Even he himself didn’t know whether that incident existed. Over time, it became an unresolved knot. After some psychological treatment, behavior hints and other methods, it can be recovered. Memories. But..."

The doctor raised his eyelids: "Since this incident caused him such pain, it's better to forget it. Why do we need to restore his memory?"

Qi Siyu nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, let him forget it, and don't have to recall it anymore."

I thought this was indeed the case, since this incident caused Ye Zhan such pain, it would be better to keep him in his current state and forget about it at all.But it's not a very safe way, because Ye Zhan can often recall some episodes, and the stimulation he accidentally receives from the outside world will also make him fall into greater pain.

"Of course, the best way is not to forget." The doctor continued: "The best way is to let him face the things at that time bravely, no longer escape from reality, no longer deliberately forget, and get out of the troubles brought by this incident. The huge impact.” Finally, the doctor took out a business card and handed it to me: “If you want to restore his memory, you need to find a professional psychologist to do it. My friend who came back from studying in France has a better Clinical experience may be able to help you.”

I took the business card. There was only my name and phone number on it, and everything else was blank. It was quite mysterious.

"Well, let's do that." The doctor looked at Ye Zhan and said, "After infusing this bottle of water, he should wake up. But it should be noted that his brain is still relatively fragile, so don't let him suffer from it in a short time. Stimulation, if there is anything on the scene that can irritate him, put it away quickly, otherwise the possibility of recurrence is very high." After finishing speaking, he left the ward.

"Zhou Mo, you heard me." I said, "The doctor said that Ye Zhan should not be irritated anymore..."

"I understand." Zhou Mo nodded, walked to the bed and pulled Laqi Siyu's arm: "Sixth sister, let's go."

"I won't go." Qi Siyu held Ye Zhan's hand tightly: "I want to stay with him, and I won't leave him again."

"Sixth sister, calm down." Zhou Mo said, "Ye Zhan will be stimulated again when he wakes up and sees us. Do you want to see him become what he was before?" Sad look.

When passing by my side, Zhou Mo paused, as if he wanted to say something to me, but in the end he didn't say anything, and pulled Qi Siyu out of the ward. "Take a rest." Xia Xue helped me move a chair and put it beside the bed: "You're tired too."

Yes, I am really tired, not only physically but also mentally.I walked over and sat on the chair, while Xia Xue sat on the bed, facing me.Looking at Ye Zhan's pale face, I couldn't help but sigh again.Xia Xue said: "Ye Zhan is so pitiful." I nodded and said "yes".Xia Xue said again: "Qi Siyu is so pitiful." I nodded again and said "yes".

"Seeing them now, I'm very scared, I'm worried that the two of us will also..." Xia Xue bit her lip.

I felt a pain in my heart, I took her hand and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too selfish, I won't do it anymore. We are indeed too young, and there are some things we can't bear." He gently hugged Xia Xue in my arms , This girl should not be frightened anymore.

Outside the window, the bright moonlight shines in.I asked, "Aren't you going to self-study?"

"Well, I won't go." Xia Xue said, "I'll be with you, and I can't bear to let you be so tired alone."

I was moved for a moment, and pulled La Xiaxue to sit on my lap.Xia Xue put her arm on my shoulder and said, "I'm asking you something, you have to tell me honestly." I had a bad premonition in my heart, but I still said, "Tell me."

"Zhou Mo of seven dragons and six phoenixes...does he like you?" Xia Xue squinted at me.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" My face flushed suddenly: "We are just good friends, don't be jealous."

"I believe in my intuition as a girl." Xia Xue said seriously: "Especially when facing a female friend of her boyfriend, the vigilance of the whole body will be mobilized, and any disturbance will not escape our eyes." Xia Xue stretched out Pointing to his own eyes with two fingers: "You can't escape, do you know?"

I think Xia Xue looks so cute now, and I couldn't help kissing her on the face: "Baby, are you the Black Cat Sheriff?" Unconsciously, she sang the theme song of "Black Cat Sheriff" It came out: "Eyes stare like copper bells, shoot out lightning-like shrewdness, ears stand up like antennas, and hear all suspicious sounds~" This is the only song I can sing, and others include "The Sloppy King" ", "Gourd Baby" and so on, they are all the theme songs of cartoons, and I lived by these when I was a child.

"It's so ugly!" Xia Xue covered her ears, but still laughed "giggling": "It's the first time I heard you sing, so it's so ugly." I pretended to be shocked: "In the future Never sing again."

"No, no, just sing for me alone, okay... No, no." Xia Xue shook her head: "You almost diverted the topic away, Zhou Mo must have fallen in love with you. Such a tricky one Girl, she can bear being so fierce and scolded by you like that, if she had her usual temper, she would have turned against you a long time ago, and she might even beat you with her big mouth."

"Nonsense." I said, "I beat her up and scolded her, but she didn't fight back because she knew she had done something wrong. Besides, she couldn't beat me, so how dare she turn against me, dare to whip me with her big mouth?" , isn’t this courting death?”

"Hey, are you so powerful now?" Xia Xue pinched my face, and said with a smile: "It's not easy to dare to provoke even seven dragons and six phoenixes, Wang Hao, this is the same as the one who was bullied by Zou Yang back then. Did you fight back?"

Thinking of the past, I felt a warm feeling in my heart again.If it wasn't for Xia Xue, how could I muster up the courage to resist?Maybe I'm still a student who can be bullied by others. I can't help but look at Xia Xue with a hint of affection.

"Xia Xue." I said seriously, "I love you."

"Well." Xia Xue said sweetly: "I love you too." Then she fell into my arms and said softly: "Wang Hao, I choose to believe in you, and you must be worthy of my trust."

"Yeah." I responded gently, and then stroked Xia Xue's hair.

"Of course, Tao Zi is an exception." Xia Xue straightened up and said with a smile: "I have thought about it, if when we grow up, if the marriage law allows monogamy, I will definitely allow you to marry Tao Zi into the house. .”

I scratched Xia Xue's nose: "You little fool, what are you thinking about all day long?"

"Taozi is a good girl." Xia Xue took my hand and said, "I don't want her to marry someone else! I think, only when she is with you can I not be so jealous, On the contrary, I will be very happy and feel happier.”

I touched Xia Xue's forehead with my hand, and said with a wry smile: "Xia Xue, you have a fever today, right? You are still testing me on purpose."

"Really, really." Xia Xue said, "Tao Zi is very kind to you. Didn't you fight with a bunch of people in Beiqi a few days ago? But you can't make me and Tao Zi anxious. I am anxious but I There was no other way, but Tao Zi asked her brother to transfer to Beiqi to help you. Brick disagreed at first, but Tao Zi cried and cried hard. There was nothing she could do to get Brick down, so she had to agree. The result was not too late If you transfer to another school, your troubles have been solved. Brick just let it go, and cursed all day long: "Taozi is so good to Wang Hao, Wang Hao, who has no conscience, doesn't know how to come and take a look." Hahaha..."

I was speechless: "I was scolded by others, how can you be so happy?"

"Haha, that's because I think Brick is right." Xia Xue shook her head, "Who told you not to go find Tao Zi?"

I glanced at her and said, "You, just talking about Huan, if I really do something with Tao Zi in front of you, I don't know how sad you are! You are a typical idealist, The imagination is always too beautiful, and the reality is too cruel."

Xia Xue stuck out her tongue, as a tacit consent: "Then you sing for me."

I sang "The Sloppy King" for her, and after I finished singing "Gourd Baby", when I sang "Avanti", Ye Zhan's painful voice came from the bedside: "Brother...don't...don't sing I can't listen to it anymore, people sing to cultivate their sentiments, but you sing to kill people."

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