bad youth

"I breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and walked back, only to see Qi Siyu reaching into the bedpan and groping for something. My scalp was numb again, and I boldly asked: 'Little Yu, what are you doing?' Qi Siyu Stretching out her hand, she saw that her hand was stained with blood, and there was a fleshy blood clot in the palm of her hand, about the size of a little finger. I suddenly guessed what it was, but Qi Siyu looked at it carefully. Full of affection and pampering. I said tremblingly: "Xiao Yu, throw him away!" Qi Siyu looked up at me with puzzled and puzzled eyes, "This is our child, why throw him away?" What about?" Qi Siyu stood up after finishing speaking, without even wearing pants!"

"I shivered in fright, and asked Qi Siyu what you were doing. Qi Siyu showed a weird smile, spread his palms towards me, with a weird smile on his face, and the blood from his lower body kept flowing down, dripping on the floor." Ye Show, come and take a look, this is our child, come and take a look...' My scalp seemed to explode, and I yelled: 'Don't come here, don't come here!' I took a step back, my eyes His feet were already weak, and he fell to the ground with a "plop". Qi Siyu still walked over step by step, and said in a mournful voice: "Look, look at our children..." My spirit finally broke down, Crawling towards the door with hands and feet, opened the door and ran out, Qi Siyu's terrifying appearance was all in my mind. Qi Siyu's voice came from behind: "Don't run, don't run, don't..." My mind went blank , I just wanted to get out of here, but my legs didn't work, so I had to crawl, crawl, and crawl all the way to the yard. Those prostitutes came around and asked me what's wrong. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just died. Running, running, my mind was buzzing, I don't know when my feet finally regained strength, I stood up and ran... I don't know where to go, my mind is full of Qi Siyu spreading out The palm of my hand is walking towards me, as if Qi Siyu is still following me, I can only run desperately, keep running..."

Speaking of this, Ye Zhan stopped talking, his body began to tremble again, and he muttered incessantly: "Don't come...don't come...don't come..." I quickly said: "Ye Zhan, it's okay, we It’s on the beach.” Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear to it, still repeating the sentence: “Don’t come here…don’t come here…” I quickly looked at Liu Yanfu, who also said: “Calm down, there is an endless sea in front of us… But Ye Zhan's voice became louder and louder, and his limbs danced wildly, as if he was refusing something: "Don't come, don't come!" The sharp voice was full of terror.

"Doctor Liu, it's too late!" I looked at Liu Yanfu anxiously.Liu Yanfu quickly took the clock and pressed it, and the sound of "Guji Guji" sounded, Ye Zhan's eyes suddenly opened, his eyes were full of horror, his chest heaved and heaved, and he was panting heavily.

"Ye Zhan, are you okay?" I patted his chest lightly, trying to calm him down.

Ye Zhan's breathing finally calmed down, he looked at me and said, "I had a long, long dream just now, and that lost memory seems to have been found." I nodded, "It's good to have it back." .” But my heart was extremely depressed and uncomfortable.It is true that Ye Zhan ran away from the door, but who is to blame for this matter?In that small hotel room, both of them seemed to have mental problems, and Qi Siyu's mental breakdown directly caused Ye Zhan's mental breakdown.

Ye Zhan sat up slowly, his face pale and terrifying.He bowed his head to put on his shoes, and just as he stood up and took a step, it seemed that his legs were still weak, and he fell to his knees on the ground!Ye Zhan supported the bed with one hand, struggling to stand up.I hurried to help him, and suddenly found that Ye Zhan's face was full of tears! "Ye Zhan?" I patted his back lightly.

"It's my fault..." Ye Zhan lay on the bed and cried bitterly: "Rat, it really was my fault... I actually ran away from the door when Qi Siyu was in the most pain. I am not a thing, I am Scum, I'm a bastard..."

"Ye Zhan, it's not your fault." I can only comfort him like this, and I don't think Ye Zhan is really to blame for this matter.This tragedy was not caused by him alone, and he cannot be asked to bear it alone.

Ye Zhan's cries echoed in the not-so-spacious office.Liu Yanfu sat back on his office chair and looked at us expressionlessly.I kept comforting Ye Zhan, and Ye Zhan kept crying.In my impression, this is the first time I've seen Ye Zhan cry. This youthful and sunny boy was so heartbroken when he cried.

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Liu Yanfu didn't count the time Ye Zhan cried bitterly in the paid treatment. He said that most patients would have such a process after recalling it, which made me think that this doctor didn't seem to be so black-hearted.After paying 2000 yuan, Ye Zhan and I left here.There was a long silence on the road, and the oppressive atmosphere always permeated between us.In order to break the silence, I said: "This doctor is quite powerful, and he really reminded you of it."

"Yes." Ye Zhan had no expression on his face, I think he must be extremely sad now.

"What are you going to do?" I know this question is out of date, but Ye Zhan will have to face it eventually.

"I don't know." Ye Zhan shook his head: "I know I'm sorry for Qi Siyu, but I don't know how to face her."

"After recalling the whole thing." I asked, "Do you think you like Qi Siyu?"

Ye Zhan shook his head: "I don't like it, I don't even want to see her, I don't want to have any contact with her." It seems that the impression left on Ye Zhan by that incident is very deep-rooted, and it still makes him instinctively want to Reject Qi Siyu.

A long silence followed.We took the bus again, and experienced many processes of arriving at the station, parking, starting, and arriving at the station again, looking numbly at the buildings passing by outside the window.When I arrived at the school gate, I couldn't help but said: "Ye Zhan, you don't have to do this. It's not entirely your fault. Seven dragons and six phoenixes always grab you for no reason." Ye Zhan shook his head and remained silent. Grabbing his shoulders, he said, "Cheer up, let the past pass!" Ye Zhan nodded numbly, wondering if he had listened.Seeing Ye Zhan like this, he was obviously hit hard.In his mental state, I must never let the seven dragons and six phoenixes hurt him again, otherwise I don't know how I will destroy Ye Zhan.

When we got back to school, we didn't go to class and went straight back to the dormitory.The two were lying on the bed, neither of them spoke.As the sky darkened a little bit, Ye Zhan suddenly said: "It would be nice if this matter can be settled." I was stunned for a moment: "What?" Ye Zhan said: "How can we be cleared? If I beat you up, can you let them put it down?" I was silent for a while, and said, "If it's just to beat you up, I'd like to be with you, but I don't think they'll make it so easy..."

Ye Zhan sighed softly, turned around to face the wall, and did not speak again.When the evening self-study class was over, everyone in the dormitory came back. Lei Yu walked up to me and said, "Brother Hao, Zhou Mo has been looking for you for a day today." Ye Zhan was taught a lesson before the mid-term exam, but now the time is almost up, and it seems that he is ready to make a move.

Ye Zhan was still lying on the bed and didn't speak. I got up and took the basin to the water room to wash up. When I came back, Lei Yu told me that someone called my cell phone just now.I picked up the phone on the bed and took a look, it turned out to be Xia Xue's missed call.I walked out of the dormitory and stood in the corridor to call Xia Xue back.She asked me how I went for treatment today, and I told what happened.After Xia Xue listened, she was silent for a while before she said: "The two of them are so pitiful, but neither of them is right. The best way to solve this matter is to turn it over as soon as possible, and no one will bring it up again in the future, otherwise it will be wronged." The second injury of two people. And the two people can't be together, otherwise, that incident will never be forgotten, and it is even more torture and devastation for the two of them."

"You're right." I said, "Now Ye Zhan's mental state is very bad, he is lying on the bed without moving, I am worried that he will completely close his heart like he did during the two months of summer vacation, After a long time, I am afraid that I will have a mental breakdown again.”

"Then talk to him more." Xia Xue gave me a bunch of useful suggestions.After hanging up the phone and returning to the dormitory, I climbed straight onto Ye Zhan's bed, got into his bed, and broke his body over.

"Brother, what are you thinking?" I asked him seriously.Ye Zhan still looked numb, like a walking dead, with no expression on his face, and his eyes looked hollow and lifeless.If he had known that he would be like this, he shouldn't have taken him for that treatment. It's actually a good thing for him to forget about that horrible thing.

"Can you stop pretending to be a dead person? It's been a long time. There's no need to keep thinking about it."

Ye Zhan nodded, but obviously he didn't change much mentally.I told him jokes, like coaxing a girlfriend, but the effect was not very good, Ye Zhan didn't laugh for a long time, and only said at the end: "Go to sleep."

Then just sleep.Sleeping until midnight, I felt Ye Zhan's body trembling slightly. I touched him with my hand and found that he was sweating profusely. It seemed that he was having some nightmare.I patted him lightly, and after his body recovered to calm, I fell into a deep sleep.

Early the next morning, everyone in the dormitory got up and got ready to go to class.I don't want to go, I know Zhou Mo is looking for me and Ye Zhan, why not just hide in the dormitory for the last two days, take the exam directly and go home after the winter vacation, let's talk about the future.But Ye Zhan started to put on his clothes. I asked him what he wanted to do, and he said that he was going to class, and he couldn't hide from what should come.