bad youth

Xia Xue was in a daze and didn't know what to say, so I forced a smile and said, "Uncle, I still have something to do, so I'll go first." She wanted to leave, but Xia Xue held my arm tightly.Xia Xue's father also came over and dragged me; "My child, why is it so urgent? No matter how urgent you are, you have to eat before leaving. Come back quickly. Xia Xue, tell your mother to come out for dinner. How can you go back to the bedroom when Wang Hao is here?" gone?"

Xia Xue still didn't move, I knew she was afraid that her mother would come out and tell the truth.I said directly: "Uncle, I have already been expelled from Chenggao, and I have already transferred to Beiqi to study." Xia Xue's father was taken aback for a while, and I took the opportunity to break free, opened the door and snatched the door away, thud I went downstairs and heard Xia Xue's father shouting behind me: "Hey, don't go." Xia Xue's voice also came: "Wang Hao, Wang Hao!" As I went away, I couldn't hear anything. arrive……

After leaving the unit door, he ran two steps frantically in the community, as if he was venting something.On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, there are lights and festoons everywhere, and every family laughs and laughs, but I walk alone on the street alone.I didn't eat, but I didn't feel hungry.Suddenly, I felt a chill on my face. It turned out that something was falling in the sky, like snow or rain. Whatever it was, it had nothing to do with me.I was very sad, and I really felt Xia Xue's mother's disappointment in me.She didn't look down on my family's conditions, but only hoped that I could study hard and be admitted to university with Xia Xue.But I can't even fulfill such a small request, and I have deceived my elders with a lot of lies, no matter who I am, I will be angry because of this.

When he was about to walk to the door of the bar, the phone in his pocket suddenly rang.I took it out and saw it was an unfamiliar number.When I picked it up, Xia Xue's mother's voice came: "Wang Hao, come back to eat." Although the words were said like this, there was no enthusiasm in the tone, but a cold taste, probably Xia Xue and Xia Xue's father forced him to eat. She must have made the call.

"Auntie." I kept a polite tone: "I'm having dinner with my friends outside, so I won't go there, you guys can eat."

"Wang Hao, Auntie, let me say sorry for what you did just now." Xia Xue's mother said, "I just hope you can listen to what I think. Logically speaking, you and Xia Xue are only 16 years old. Oh no, it's Chinese New Year, Already 17 years old. You who are only 17 years old should not fall in love. Dad Xia Xue and I have always maintained an open-minded attitude. After all, we came from that ignorant age group. Curiosity and liking for the opposite sex are also the same. It's normal. We think that as long as you don't leave your studies behind, it's okay to play and play together occasionally. It can be used as a life adjustment. What we hope most is that you can be admitted to the same university. I am Xia Xue Don't worry, that's where her intelligence lies, and I've always been more worried about your grades."

Holding my mobile phone, I had already walked to the door of the bar, but I didn't want to go in, but sat on the stone steps at the door.

"So as soon as the final exam was over, I started to inquire about the grades of the two of you. Needless to say, Xia Xue's grades were very stable. When Xia Xue told me that your grades were better than hers, you know that I have a relationship with Xia Xue's father. How happy are you? Even Xia Xue never made us so happy when she was the first in the class! Now you know how important you are in our hearts? So, when I know that you have been expelled from Chenggao, and When I transferred to Beiqi to study... I was really sad."

"Auntie, I'm sorry." I said these words seriously: "I shouldn't have lied to you."

Xia Xue's mother ignored my apology, but continued: "Although Chenggao and Beiqi are only separated by a road, the difference is as big as heaven and earth. You are in Chenggao, everyone envies you, say You are the proud son of heaven, your future is limitless; when you are in Beiqi, people will only say oh, that school is okay, work hard. This is not snobbery, this is the real difference, do you understand? "

"Yes." I whispered.

"In other words. If you are in Chenggao, I have unlimited hopes for you; but if you are in Beiqi, I dare not make such a guarantee."

My heart seemed to be stabbed severely by something, and I almost guessed what Xia Xue's mother was going to say next.

"I don't want to break you up." Xia Xue's mother said, "I just hope that you will keep a distance for a while. In the future, when you are admitted to the same university, it will naturally be a happy ending for everyone. It also shows that you have really worked hard to be with each other. See I am also very happy to be a mother when you have achieved positive results. If you really like Xia Xue, you must be able to do this, right?"

"...Yes." What else can I say today?

"If you are together secretly, I won't be able to see it." Xia Xue's mother said, "It's just that I believe in you, and I hope you don't look for Xia Xue again for the time being, and don't let me down again, is that okay?"

"Okay." My heart was so painful that it was almost numb.

"Okay, I hope you don't hate me." Xia Xue's mother said: "I am waiting for the day when you are admitted to the same university, waiting for the day when you take over Xia Xue from her father, waiting for you to put on Xia Xue On the day of the wedding dress, can you?"

"Okay." I said, "Goodbye, Auntie." Then I hung up the phone.

The sleet was a little dense, and my face was covered with water stains.I stood up, patted the aquarium on my body, rubbed my face again, and walked into the bar.The attendance rate in the bar is not very high, there are about half of the customers.Yu Chengfei and the others still occupy a piece of the machine, and when they saw me coming in, they greeted me one after another, and Lao Zhang said happy new year to me beamingly.

After I greeted everyone, I moved a chair and sat next to Yu Chengfei.Nan Nan is not here, he is a little listless while playing games.

"What's the matter again?" Yu Chengfei said lazily, as if I was a transparent person in front of him.

"Yeah." I said, "I broke up with Xia Xue. Her mother said that we can only stay together if we go to the same university."

"Then take the test." Yu Chengfei yawned: "It's not a problem for you."

"It's not so easy." I said with a wry smile, "You don't know how good Xia Xue's grades are. She is at the top of the key classes in Chenggao, and she has the opportunity to be recommended to prestigious universities in advance. When I was in Chenggao, I was also flattered." I can't catch up with her, not to mention going to Beiqi, where the learning atmosphere is even worse, and fighting every day is nothing but fighting, I'm afraid there is no chance..."

"Brother, don't worry so much." Yu Chengfei stopped playing games, put his arm around my shoulder and said, "It's too easy, let Xia Xue fail the exam on purpose, so I can go to the same university as you ?"

I smiled wryly and said, "Brother Yu, you are so smart. But in this case, her mother will only hate me even more?"

"That's right." Yu Chengfei yawned again: "Are you particularly sad now?"

"What do you think?" I continued with a wry smile: "You don't know how much I like Xia Xue, without her appearance, my life would be in darkness." Yu Chengfei cursed: "I'm stupid, you still write Poetry? Let me tell you, mouse, don’t give your heart when you are a student, we are still too young to grasp the future, and no one knows what the future will look like.”

"Did you not give your sincerity to Sister Nan Nan?"

"Of course." Yu Chengfei said firmly: "I'm just playing around. You said you have no chance with Xia Xue, and I have no chance with Nan Nan. What are the conditions in her family and what are the conditions in my family? If you want to marry her, it’s a toad wanting to eat swan meat! I didn’t have much hope from the beginning, if I can live a day, if I can’t, let it go. Don’t look at Nan Nan pestering me every day, when she has God has come to understand, and I am very open to those who are going to leave me."

I looked at Yu Chengfei enviously, and really appreciated his open-minded attitude towards life.

"Okay, don't bother others." Yu Chengfei said: "We are all toads, and things like swan meat are lucky to eat, and we are destined not to eat them. Work hard, wait for us to spend time in this city. It's getting better and better, and a lot of swans are thrown into the arms... Before you succeed, it's better to be able to afford it and let it go."

Listening to Yu Chengfei's comforting words to me, my heart opened up a little.I sighed: "Brother Yu, you said it so easily, in case sister Nannan is really..." Before I finished speaking, I found that Yu Chengfei had fallen asleep leaning on the back of the chair.

I shook my head and took off my coat to cover him.Looking at Yu Chengfei's peaceful face, I said softly, "Brother Yu, I hope you can really afford it as you said...don't be so worthless like me..."

After saying this, my tears have crawled all over my cheeks.

I turned on a machine, logged in to the game that Yu Chengfei and the others played every day, built a level 0 trumpet and rushed to the village full of monsters again and again, was cut down on the ground again and again, and resurrected again and again rush out again...

After a long, long time, Lao Zhang stood up, walked to the door of the bar, looked around, and said, "The sleet is getting bigger and bigger. It seems that no one stays up all night." He pulled down the rolling gate with a hook, and was about to close it. up.

All my attention was in the game, but I heard Lao Zhang's "Huh".I looked up and suddenly found a wet girl standing at the door, her face could not tell whether it was rain or tears.

"Xia Xue." I called softly, then stood up.Because of sitting for too long, both feet are a little numb.I staggered and walked towards her, while Xia Xue hurried over and threw herself into my arms.

"Wang Hao..." Xia Xue's cry made my heart ache.

Lao Zhang pulled down the shutter completely, and murmured: "It seems that I can earn another five yuan..."