bad youth

"I suddenly realized that they had already colluded. Throughout the noon, when I was still sleeping at home, the class leader had gone door to door to find these students and persuade them to do this together. Playing tricks, I didn't Not the monitor's opponent. Faced with so many people's accusations, I was in the third grade. I couldn't explain it, so I had to set my sights on a boy. He was the best-studied and the best-looking boy in our class. I always liked him very much. I like him—although I didn't know what "like" was at that time, but it was clear which boy I liked. At that time, I wished that this boy could say something for me, even if nothing changed, As long as he can say one sentence, one sentence is enough."

Speaking of this, Bai Qing sighed for a long time: "But he didn't say anything, just sat there and read a book obediently, just like every day in the past, aloof from the world and not surprised by favor or humiliation. I'm like a Cinderella Looking at him, surrounded by abuse like a tide, but I ignored them all, and only had him in my eyes. I was thinking, does he know that I am wronged? Why doesn’t he come to speak for me? He is So kind, so beautiful, many girls like him."

"At this time, a girl suddenly yelled angrily: 'Bai Qing, what do you think Yang Shaozhe is doing? You are a thief with dirty hands and feet, what right do you have to see him?' Yang Shaozhe is the good-looking, A boy who is very good at studying. Then this girl came and pulled my hair, and then several girls came and beat me and kicked me, saying that I should not look at Yang Shaozhe. I fought with these girls, and I fell to the ground very quickly , I looked at Yang Shaozhe again through many figures, but he was still obediently reading the book, as if he didn’t hear anything outside the window. He is a high-ranking prince, and I am a Cinderella who has been humiliated.”

"It's just that Cinderella in the fairy tale will eventually turn into a princess wearing crystal slippers, and I can only fall to the ground in embarrassment and be scolded and beaten by many girls. The squad leader booed from the side: 'Hit, hit this ignorant thief! 'My hair was torn off in bundles, and many people's footprints were all over my body... I don't know how long it has passed, but the teacher finally came and stopped the fight. Then began to attack me In the criticism meeting, many students stood up and claimed that I stole the pencils at the same table. I kept saying that I didn’t, I didn’t have one, but what else could I say besides “I didn’t have it”? Of course the teacher believed in the monitor and most of the students , she angrily asked me to call the parents, but I said stubbornly that I would not call and I did not steal the pencil. The teacher came over angrily and slapped me, stepped on my feet with high heels, and told me to get out of her classroom."

"I stood outside the classroom door for half a class. The classroom door was always closed tightly. I had no choice but to go home and call my mother. When my mother came, the teacher told her the whole story. My mother said that this must be a misunderstanding, my daughter would not take other people’s things. The teacher said that many students had seen it with their own eyes, could they be lying? Then they called many students to testify, and they were still in front of my mother. She said conclusively that she saw me taking a pencil. I yelled and rushed towards one of the classmates. My mother quickly pulled me away. The teacher said, look, this is your daughter. Hit a classmate! My mother persuaded me not to do it again with good words. The teacher said next to her, let Bai Qing return the pencil to her deskmate and apologize publicly on the podium, otherwise she will apply to the school to expel her."

"I yelled and said absolutely not, but my mother hugged my head and said in tears, let's bear with it, you have to continue studying. I looked at the tearful mother and couldn't say a word. At that time I realized that I was not the most helpless. Even if I suffered humiliation, I could still fall into the arms of my mother, but my mother could only bite the bullet and face all this alone. My mother took me home and told me One night, I said that if I was expelled, my bad record would be left in the file, which would never be washed away. The next day, I stood on the podium, apologized to my classmates, then walked off the podium, A brand-new pencil was handed over to the deskmate. The teacher said on the podium that a good boy is a good boy, and everyone should help Bai Qing and tolerate Bai Qing in the future."

"Before this, I didn't shed a single tear, even if my hair was ripped off. But now, I cried a lot. Because I realized that the moment when I handed over the pencil to the deskmate is the real truth. I can't wash it off for a lifetime..."

"When school was over, it was raining heavily outside. I went home crying. The class monitor walked past me with a group of people triumphantly. Xuanxuan was beside her, obedient like a kitten. Such a group of people, holding umbrellas Surrounded me and called me a thief. After all this, the squad leader still refused to let me go. I rushed towards the squad leader angrily, but was quickly knocked down by others. They beat me and called me a thief, and I fell on the ground In the rain, fell on the muddy ground, crying in despair..."

When Bai Qing said this, his whole body was already sobbing, and his whole body was trembling, as if he was in that terrible rain.I couldn't help stretching out my arms and hugging Bai Qing tightly in my arms.Bai Qing lay on my shoulder, crying in despair: "I'm not a thief...I'm not a thief..."

I patted her on the back lightly, and said softly, "I know you're not, and godmother also knows you're not."

Bai Qing was still crying, crying, tears streaming down my shoulders.After a long time, her emotions calmed down, and she continued: "Since then, I have become the most bullied girl in the class. No matter what I do, people scold me. From the third grade to the sixth grade, I have not had a day. Don't spend it in humiliation. Wang Hao, I don't have as smart a head as you, and I can still learn in that situation. My grades were not good, and after that it plummeted, and the teacher also looked at me more. It's pleasing to the eye. I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything, I was like a walking dead every day, and I just wanted to leave here when I was in junior high school."

"After graduating from elementary school, I finally got my wish and came to the south of the city to study, and finally I was able to stand up and be a man. My character became cold-blooded, violent and perverted. As long as someone provoked me a little, I would definitely retaliate tenfold. At that time, there were not many girls who could fight, so my name quickly became famous, and I gradually gained my own influence. You know what happened later, Hou Shengshuo took a fancy to me, and then absorbed me into the Seven dragons and six phoenixes, until today."

I gently wiped away the tears from Bai Qing's face with my fingers, and said with a smile, "It's the end of all hardships! My sister is so powerful. She used her fists to conquer the sky. It really is a woman who doesn't give in to a man. In ancient times, this was Hua Mulan." !"

"I hate you." Bai Qing pushed me and turned her face aside, "I don't want to say it, but you have to force me to say it, is it interesting to make my face full of tears? What's the matter with all the hard work, I still often say I had nightmares, and I went back to the primary school classroom at every turn, and my classmates all had hideous faces, accusing me of being a thief one by one... When I woke up, I was covered in cold sweat."

"It's exactly the same as me..." I said with a smile, "Sometimes I can dream that I hold a machete and chop up all my former classmates to bloody splashes. After waking up, I feel so happy, It would be great if it was true." Bai Qing said in surprise: "Yes, I occasionally have such a dream. Once I dreamed that I had a huge meat grinder and put them in one by one. , came out and turned into strips of meat, and I was jumping happily by the side."

"My God, you are too cruel." I shook my head.

"It's just a dream, and I won't really do it." Bai Qing said bitterly.

"elder sister."

"Ok?"

"Do you believe me?"

"What do you say?"

"Okay." I took a breath: "Listen to me, go to the primary school reunion."

"Why?" Bai Qing looked at me suspiciously.

"Don't ask why." I held Bai Qing's hand and said seriously, "Trust me this time."

"...Okay." Bai Qing looked into my eyes and had no choice but to agree.

I exhaled, showed the warmest smile to Bai Qing, stretched out my arms again, and held Bai Qing in my arms.

"Believe me, I will make you reborn from Nirvana and become a real phoenix." I said this very seriously.

Bai Qing leaned on my shoulder and responded softly: "En."

Frankly speaking, I have wasted too much time on Bai Qing's matter.This is not in line with my original plan. In my original plan, Bai Qing was only the first step, and there were other steps to follow, all of which had to be resolved during the holiday.In fact, I have already done it the moment I recognized Bai Mu as my godmother to win over Bai Qing.As Bai Qing said, my goal has been achieved, and I don't need to bother to do other things.But how can I get out now?In my opinion, making a real friend is much more important than dealing with other dragons and phoenixes without stopping.

Even if the consequence of doing so is that I have to face more pressure after school starts, I still don't regret it.Even if I have been busy with this matter for the whole vacation, even if I was killed by other dragons and phoenixes after school started, I would not say the word "regret".

For Bai Qing, for such a girl who has a similar experience as me, it's worth it.

Probably this is because the legendary plan can't keep up with the changes.I looked at the girl in my arms and her reassuring face. I wanted to give her the utmost warmth, and I wanted her to come out of the haze of the past.

I want to tell her that after the boundless darkness, there will be warm light.