bad youth

I looked at the girl in the photo and thought about the current He Juan. If it wasn't for Ye Zhan's repeated emphasis that they were indeed alone, I would have no way of linking them together.I sighed and put the photo away, and said, "Tell me her story in detail." Before Ye Zhan told me He Juan's story, I only knew the simplest version, that is, she was betrayed by a Lied by the man, his temperament has changed drastically since then, he gave up on himself, overeating, and gradually became what he is now.

This incident also proved from the side that she is indeed a person who attaches great importance to feelings. The more emotional a person is, the easier it is to be hurt by the feelings he values.He Juan was able to take the position of Dafeng not because she could fight, it was after she became fat.Three years ago, when she was a slender beauty, she was bold, righteous, and acted like a big sister. Many girls admired her and were willing to surround her. In today's words, Said she was a queen, royal sister.

Because He Juan is very capable, and the teacher also values ​​her very much, so she was asked to be the monitor of the class.He Juan belongs to the precocious type. When other little girls were still dancing with rubber bands, she was already in love with the study committee member in her class.The two were ordered to do a blackboard newspaper together, and when the blackboard newspaper was finished, the two were officially together.It's not that the teacher didn't notice it, but he also turned a blind eye.After all, when I was young at that time, everyone thought it was just a child's game.But He Juan didn't think so. She was talking about this relationship very seriously, and she wanted to go to the end with this boy wholeheartedly.

According to Ye Zhan, this boy is also recognized as a good boy, with excellent grades, handsome appearance, sincerity, and gentle personality. It's not too much for him, and it's no wonder He Juan is so obsessed with him.Because both of them are excellent students, there are inevitably some suitors around them, but they are always determined and stay with each other wholeheartedly.

"Before that happened, He Juan's life was still beautiful, and every day was full of happiness for her."

"What the hell happened?"

"In the summer vacation of the first year of junior high school, that boy lost contact with He Juan."

"Why is that?"

"A little sister of He Juan saw that boy and another beautiful girl walking on the street, so she told He Juan the news. He Juan called the boy that night to ask what was going on. The boy was silent. For a while, I said: 'That's my new girlfriend, He Juan, we are not suitable, let's break up.' Then I never contacted him again."

I said angrily: "Why is this person like this? If you fell in love with someone else, you should tell him in advance. Why did you break up with He Juan after confirming the relationship? Such a boy is too immoral and irresponsible. It's also thanks to what you said just now that it's not an exaggeration to put all the beautiful adjectives in the whole world on him!"

"That's his superficial appearance, who knew he would be this kind of person?" Ye Zhan sighed: "Knowing people, knowing the face, but not the heart."

"Then with He Juan's temper, surely she won't let that boy and that girl go?"

"It was originally like this." Ye Zhan said: "He Juan was already a big phoenix at that time. With her influence and connections, as long as the boy and girl are still in school, they can be killed. dead."

"What do you mean? Could it be that they just transferred to another school?"

"Yes." Ye Zhan said: "I guess the boy also knew that He Juan would not let him go, and he went through the transfer procedures before the summer vacation was over, and transferred to another junior high school in Beiyuan City, which seems to be Beiyuan No. [-] Middle School." , is still on the north side of the city, far away from our south side of the city, and it is unlikely that we will see each other for the rest of our lives, so why talk about revenge?"

"That girl also left with him?"

"No one knows that girl." Ye Zhan said: "That girl is not from our school, and she only showed her face once, and has since disappeared from the world. But it's also easy to guess, probably a student from Beisan, I don't know why Take that boy away."

"For He Juan, it's really a disaster."

"Who said it wasn't?" Ye Zhan sighed: "He Juan stayed at the gate of Beiyuan No. [-] Middle School for three days and three nights, but she didn't even see the boy. After returning, she became seriously ill and stayed at home for more than a month. Well, when I went back to school, I was already a little fat, but it was not too obvious. Later, it became more and more exaggerated, almost a little fatter every month, and completely disregarded the image, catching every opportunity to eat, eat, eat , and gradually became what she is now. Oh yes, she also turned into a lesbian, and began to pursue beautiful girls in school, and she was very philandering, changing girlfriends more frequently than Xiaochun."

"According to my guess, it's not because she changed girlfriends frequently." I thought about this question carefully.

"why would you say so?"

"I don't think she's really gay." I tapped on the table lightly: "Because she was hurt by a boy, she lost confidence in all men and became disheartened, and turned to the same sex to find warm words , then she will rekindle her hope in a man because of another boy—if there is such a boy.”

After I finished saying this, Ye Zhan looked at me with another strange look.I felt hairy and asked, "What do you see me doing?"

Ye Zhan said: "You don't want to say that you are this boy, do you?"

"...My taste isn't that strong, is it?" I felt very speechless.

"That's good." Ye Zhan breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if you use beauty tricks on Zhou Mo and Bai Qing, but if you use the same trick on He Juan, I really want to completely admire your fraternity, what is it really?" Such a girl can do it too."

"Hey, I've never used any beauty tricks. I used my sincerity to impress the two of them."

"So, now you want to impress He Juan with 'sincerity'?"

"Actually, I want to help her." I said, "After listening to your story, I think she is also a poor person. I want to try to get close to her heart and see if I can get her back from three years. Come out of the shadow of the previous scene."

"He Juan probably won't give you a chance to get close to her." Ye Zhan said with a smile: "If you get too close to her, only the steel pipe will greet you."

"How do you know if you don't try?" I smiled and said, "Besides, I have legs. If she insists on hitting me, then I have no choice but to run away."

After I finished saying this, Ye Zhan looked at me seriously.

I asked strangely: "What's wrong?"

Ye Zhan said: "Sometimes I think you don't look like a bastard."

"Then what am I like?"

"Like a hero with the common people in mind." Ye Zhan said: "I always want to use the sword in my hand to cut off all the injustices in the world."

I laughed: "Wouldn't that be nice?"

"It's very good." Ye Zhan said, "But I'm worried that your sword isn't sharp enough."

"It's okay, grind slowly." I stretched my waist: "Maybe it's because I have encountered injustice before, so I always feel very angry when I see 'injustice'. Since I have tasted the pain, and Now that you have come out, you have an obligation to help more people get out of pain."

Ye Zhan smiled: "Okay, I'll sharpen your sword for you."

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On the way back from school in the afternoon, He Juan was surrounded by many people, including boys and girls. There was no need to worry about the rule of "ten people" outside the school, so her brothers could go home together.As everyone split up and went in their own direction, there were fewer and fewer people walking with He Juan, and finally she was the only one left, and she slowly turned into her own community.

Probably the same is true in life, maybe there will be peers in the early stage, but in the end it is always inevitable to move forward alone.

After such a long journey, He Juan was exhausted and out of breath.Ever since she gained weight, she didn't bother to walk, even on the way home. Every extra step felt like torture. With a height of 1.7 meters and a weight of more than 200 kilograms, he looks like a man from a distance.When He Juan walked downstairs, she leaned against the wall and panted for a while before she took out her key to open the anti-theft door of her unit.Her eyes froze as the key was inserted into the hole.

On the anti-theft door, there was a photo pasted. The girl in the photo was beautiful and moving, but in He Juan's eyes, it was a painful memory.

He Juan tore off the photo and looked around angrily: "Who, who is it?!"

I came out from the corner, looked at He Juan and said, "It's me."

When He Juan saw that it was me, she immediately looked around vigilantly, and at the same time pretended to touch her sleeve.I actually know there are no steel pipes in there, and no one would take that stuff home.I spread my hands and said, "I'm not malicious, and I'm the only one here." Then I patted myself, which meant to tell her that I didn't bring a guy.

"Hey." He Juan smiled, "Want to attack me by myself? You don't think much of me." As she spoke, she walked over holding her fingers.

I took two steps back and said with a wry smile, "I didn't come to fight with you, I just wanted to have a good talk with you."

"What are you talking about? What do I have to talk about with you?!" He Juan stood in front of me, looking at me ferociously, like a tiger staring at its prey.

I was ready to run and said, "Tell me about that picture I just taped on the door."

He Juan's complexion suddenly darkened: "Where did you get this photo?" Then she tore that photo into powder in front of my face, and at the same time looked at me fiercely.

"Actually, it's useless if you tear it up." I took out a stack from my pocket: "I have copied a lot."

"Are you sick?!" When He Juan saw the stack of her photos from three years ago, her spirit was not quite right, and she punched me.