bad youth

After a while, Su Wan asked me again: "Brother Hao, have you avenged Ye Zhan? I don't want him to be like this!" Su Wan is a bold, outspoken girl, and she also talked with others in Chenggao. After quarreling, I have always advocated that revenge must be revenged, even if it is done by any means.I just said: "The culprit has been taken away by the Public Security Bureau." Su Wan was in a hurry: "How can we just take him away? At least his legs and arms must be cut off!" It was quite a ruthless method.

I'm a little upset right now, and I'm not in the mood to continue talking to Su Wan, so I perfunctory her a few words and went to say hello to Ye Zhan's parents.Ye Zhan's parents are very talkative, as kind as Ye Zhan.When they learned that I was also a party involved, they asked me to explain the specific process.I said that our two gangs fought in a scuffle on campus, and each of us was injured a lot.Both Ye Zhan's parents sighed, and then said: "Why do you say this is so, the children don't go to school well, why do they fight all day long?" After hearing this, I felt even more guilty.

Seeing Yang Mengying's death and Ye Zhan's serious injury made me very confused about my previous behavior.

Should we mix it up?What is the way out?What exactly is the life I desire?

After talking, Ye Zhan's parents called Su Wan and the others over again, and said, "I know you are all good friends of Ye Zhan, and thank you for staying with him for so long, but it's getting late now, you all go back to rest. Come on, we have class tomorrow."

Everyone didn't want to leave, but Ye Zhan's parents insisted on letting everyone go.Only I said: "Uncle and aunt, I don't go to class, our school has been smashed, and we won't be able to start classes for a while. Let me stay with Ye Zhan, I am his best friend." Su Wan and the others also said: "Brother Hao is Ye Zhan's best friend, let him stay, and I can help you run errands or something."

Ye Zhan's parents couldn't resist, so they had to agree.After Su Wan and the others left, I stayed with Ye Zhan's parents.Ye Zhan has become like this, and it is very likely that he will never wake up. The two adults feel uncomfortable, and the eye circles are red when they sit.I didn't know how to comfort them, so I had to sit with them stupidly.Seeing them sad makes my heart sad too.

This night, almost no sleep. The ICU intensive care unit is on the top floor of the hospital, and few people come here to hang out, but it is an absolutely quiet place.Twice in the middle of the night, the nurse came out to ask for food, but only a small amount, saying that the patient should not accept too much food now, and had to eat less and more.Ye Zhan's parents made half a bowl of soy milk and asked the nurse to bring it in.

Every time the nurse went in and out, Ye Zhan's parents would ask her if Ye Zhan had woken up. The nurse always shook her head, which disappointed them, and kept moaning and wiping away tears.The next day, Xiaochun and a group of friends came and gathered around Ye Zhan's parents to ask questions.I dragged Xiaochun over and asked, "How is Yang Mengying?" Xiaochun said, "Brother Yu has already helped Yang's mother bring Yang Mengying's body back to her hometown. Because Yang's mother gave birth to Yang Mengying when she was young, she is almost the same as the one at home." The relationship is broken. Brother Yu and the others still have to help with the funeral affairs, building the mourning hall, digging the cemetery, etc., all have to be done by themselves. I’m afraid I can’t keep up with the busy days, so let’s come and see Ye Zhan .”

I was very sad and said, "Do you need me to help?"

Xiaochun shook his head and said, "Brother Yu said he won't let you come. Mother Yang's mood is unstable now, and she faints from crying at every turn. I'm afraid it will be even worse when she sees you. Alas, Mother Yang is also true. This kind of thing should Blame the person who shot it, how can it be blamed on Brother Hao."

I felt a pain in my heart, and said, "It's nothing, I should be blamed." Then he said, "Even if I'm not allowed to go now, I have to go and have a look on the day of the burial, right?" Xiaochun thought for a while and said, "I don't know yet, when the time comes Let's talk again, wait for Brother Yu to call you."

There's no other way, that's the only way to go.When Xiaochun and the others left, only the three of us were left in the corridor.When it was time for dinner, I went outside to buy some, and the three of them just spent time like this.At four o'clock in the afternoon, I can visit Ye Zhan.We put on the disposable protective clothing issued by the hospital, wrapped our whole body tightly, and then went into the ward to see Ye Zhan.

Ye Zhan lay motionless on the bed, his eyes were slightly closed, and there was no trace of blood on his pale face.Mother Ye called out to Ye Zhan tremblingly, but Ye Zhan didn't respond at all, it seemed that he couldn't hear us at all.Thinking that Ye Zhan might always be like this, the two adults couldn't help crying, and I cried too.Since I came to Beiyuan to study, this is my best best friend.No, Ye Zhan has been my best friend since I was born.

After a while, visiting hours came and the nurse kicked us out.She has been in this business for a long time, and her expression is also numb, just like the doctors and policemen last night.No matter which line of work has been in for a long time, you will feel numb to things in related industries.

We continued to watch in the corridor. After a few days a day, we kept making liquid food for Ye Zhan and let the nurse go in to feed him.Then I went in to visit on time at four o'clock every afternoon, but Ye Zhan still didn't wake up for a long time.We asked the doctor what was going on, and the doctor said there was no way. It also depends on the patient's own physical fitness. Some people can wake up quickly, while others need some time.Anyway, I just said some specious nonsense, and finally said: "What's the rush, it's only been a few days?"

It's okay not to say this sentence, but after saying this sentence, Father Ye became even more anxious: "It's already half the time!"

The doctor said: "Just wait. Every day when we visit at four o'clock in the afternoon, chat with him more, and it will help his recovery. Tell him more stories about the past, more impressive stories, exciting his brain."

Father Ye said anxiously: "Why didn't you mention this method earlier?" The doctor spread his hands: "Because this method has almost no effect, anyway, I have never seen anyone who can wake up like this. But it is on TV, I watch TV I learned it, anyway, if you are anxious, you might as well try this method." Ye Zhan's parents shook their heads and sighed, and I was speechless to this doctor.

Regardless of whether it works or not, we still have to try it after all.Every day at four o'clock in the afternoon, we went in to visit, and we took turns to take turns, each holding Ye Zhan's hand and talking.Ye Zhan's parents told Ye Zhan the story of his childhood, and asked him if he still remembered the third grade of elementary school. There was a girl in the class who insisted on pestering him to marry him, and finally they all came home and stayed with him sleep on a bed.And I will tell the story when I first met Ye Zhan, how we dealt with Zou Yang and Li Jie together, and later got into trouble with Hong Li and so on.

But it didn't work, totally useless.As the doctor said, these methods are only useful on TV. It is almost impossible for such a miracle to happen in real life. It still depends on the patient's own physical fitness and will to survive.Although we think it is useless, we still have to persevere to the end, never give up at the last moment, and still tell stories to Ye Zhan every afternoon.When we were not in the intensive care unit, the three of us would sit in the corridor and discuss what to say to Ye Zhan. We should first think about what we want to say, and then we will talk when we go in.

In this way, another two days passed, and there was still no effect at all. Ye Zhan's parents became more and more anxious.The seven days are getting closer and closer. If Ye Zhan really can't wake up, he will spend his whole life in bed, and we will never see this sunny and kind boy again.When I think of this, my heart feels like a knife is twisted, and I am in great pain.And Ye Zhan's parents were even more so, almost to the point of washing their faces with tears every day.A masculine and resolute man like Ye Zhan's father has lost a lot of weight in five days, and his eye sockets are deeply sunken.In the past five days, the three of us have rarely slept, and basically leaned against the wall and squinted.

In the past few days, there were naturally people coming in constantly. Su Wan and the others came every day and asked what was going on every day, but they returned disappointed every time.Xia Xue and Tao Zi came here once, and they also sighed and cried, so they could only talk to me.But I didn't want to say a word at all, Yang Mengying died, Ye Zhan was in a severe coma, and I basically lost the desire to speak.Except when I was at Ye Zhan's bedside, I told him the story of the two of us, and basically didn't speak at other times.In the past few days, I have even made a decision that I will never mess around again, never fight again, and never associate with people from before....

Because I'm a broom star.When I was in Chenggao, I saw Shi Dong stabbing the old dog to death with my own eyes, and Shi Dong also went to prison; when I was in Beiqi, I watched Yang Mengying die in front of me, and Ye Zhan was seriously injured and unconscious now.Does all this have nothing to do with me?Where would they be without me?Xia Xue also said before that I am like Conan, and there will be trouble wherever I go.Although it was a joke, but slowly I found that it seemed to be true.

So do I have to hang around again?Do you have to kill all your friends to be satisfied?It's okay to be unlucky alone. I was bullied for three years in junior high school; I don't want to be bullied anymore when I came to high school, and more people are involved in bad luck!

What a jerk.I'm leaning against the wall, crying, and there's really no worse, more disgusting person than me.It was me who made everyone like this, it was me!Extreme shame and guilt filled my heart, and painful thoughts kept circling in my mind.

But there is something strange to say, five consecutive days have passed, and Beiyuan City seems to be calm.Logically speaking, it shouldn't have happened. There was such a big scuffle, and a student died. The TV station and newspapers didn't even report it.But this is not something I should consider, so I didn't inquire about it or worry about it.Anyway, for me now, it doesn't matter whether I go to school or not. After smashing Beiyuan No. [-] Middle School to pieces, how could the school still want me, and maybe I have to face a huge compensation.