bad youth

Yu Chengfei glanced at me and said, "You have been very soft-hearted since you were young. Do you remember that autumn? We went to the back mountain to dig out bird nests, and we were going to roast some sparrows to eat. I was lucky. I touched one just after entering the mountain. At that time, I caught two sparrows and found five cubs inside, just a little bit bigger." Yu Chengfei gestured with his hand, and continued: "I was very happy at the time, saying that the cubs were roasted more It's delicious, one mouthful is very fragrant. But you said they are too pitiful, so don't touch them, just take the two big ones away. I tell you it's useless, the cubs will be fine without the big ones You died. You took those five cubs home and said you wanted to raise them yourself. In the end, they all died within three days."

I lowered my head and said nothing.Yu Chengfei went on to say: "At that time, you were crying and wanted to bury them. I couldn't see it anymore, so I snatched the corpses away and threw them all into the stove. For this reason, you ignored me for more than a week. Later, I It cost you thirty glass balls to let you continue playing with me." She said while shaking her head.

"I know you mean I'm not ruthless enough." I said sadly, "But real people are different after all. I really hate myself for not being able to protect them well. When I think of how much they trust me, I... ..."

"It's not easy to be a boss." Yu Chengfei said: "If you want to be a boss, this kind of thing will definitely happen. Once you are successful, you have to step on the bones of countless people, not just the enemy's. Even friends."

I shook my head: "I can't do it, I can't watch my friends fall." Yu Chengfei said: "Then do your best to protect the people around you." I asked: "How should I protect?" Yu Chengfei He waved his fist and said forcefully: "Kill all those who may hurt your friend, so that we can truly prevent problems before they happen and minimize the probability of danger!"

I stared blankly at Yu Chengfei, my heart pounding constantly.Yu Chengfei continued: "You have to remember that this world is the jungle of the jungle. If you can't kill him, he will hurt you in return; instead of waiting for him to hurt you, it's better to kill him as soon as possible."

I breathed out and said, "Brother Yu, I admit that you are right. But I think, I still can't do it." After all, the other party is also a living person, how can you just kill him?Now I am very good at fighting, but I don't necessarily want to beat the other party.

"You have to know what kind of road we are taking." Yu Chengfei gestured to draw a particularly narrow path: "There are cliffs on both sides of this road, and the food is only enough for a small number of people. To beg for food on the road, we must ruthlessly kick down the extra people, and we will not hesitate to use all means. Either you die, or I live."

I gasped, if I was walking on such a road, a person with my personality would only be kicked down by others.

Yu Chengfei patted me on the shoulder and said: "If the person around me dies, I will definitely do my best to avenge him, but I can't stop my determination to continue walking. Even if I am the only one left in the end, I will I will move forward without hesitation.”

I stared blankly at Brother Yu.This kind of wolf-like courage is something I was not born with.Yu Chengfei put his arms around my shoulders and said, "I always knew you weren't ruthless enough, so I didn't want you to charge in the front line. Just leave it to Yuan Shao and the others to cut people down. As for you, give me out in the back." It’s enough to make plans.” I smiled wryly and said, “I think my brain is not as good as yours.” Yu Chengfei said, “That’s because you haven’t fully realized your potential, and I understand your potential better than anyone else. But now Forget it, you are already timid about this road, you should leave us far away."

I didn't speak.Actually, that's exactly what I thought too.

"It's meaningless to say these words." Yu Chengfei patted me on the shoulder again: "I just hope you don't have so much pressure. As the boss, of course you have the responsibility to protect the people around you. But the world cannot be perfect Be as careful as I am, and still hurt a lot of brothers." He yawned, sighed and said, "Actually, there were more than 20 brothers in our circle before."

I was surprised and said, "Where are the others?" because I only saw a dozen or so now.

Yu Chengfei snapped his fingers and said, "Some are in jail, some are injured, and one... is dead."

I gasped, "Dead?!"

"Yes, dead." Yu Chengfei said: "He died in a serious fight, and in the end he didn't even know who the murderer was. The school kept this matter from being reported, so the public didn't know much about it. And The police didn't bother to take care of it. After a hasty investigation, it became a case without a head. In the end, we paid for his funeral, because he was an orphan without a father and a mother since he was a child. Seriously , the fewer people around me, the more ruthless I will strike. Because I know that once I back down, all the previous enemies will come to me, and they will only make it worse. So I can't shrink back, I can only bite the bullet and go go down."

After listening to Yu Chengfei say so much, I was also shocked in my heart.Yu Chengfei, who feels that he doesn't care about anything, is so stressed in his heart.Especially the phrase "the fewer people around me, the more ruthless I will strike" made me feel extremely shocked.After saying these words, Yu Chengfei lowered his head, presumably lamenting the ups and downs of his journey.

Now, it seems it's my turn to comfort him.

I put my hand on Yu Chengfei's shoulder and called softly: "Brother Yu..." I wanted to say something more comforting, but Yu Chengfei's head tilted and fell directly on my arm.It turned out...it turned out to be asleep!

I carried him back without a word and sent him in. Everyone knew what was going on at a glance, let me send him to Lao Zhang's room.Just halfway through memorizing it, Yu Chengfei said in a daze, "Lao Zhang helped me level up..." I still remember this at some point!I put him on Lao Zhang's bed, and I was about to say hello to everyone before leaving, but Nan Nan called me out again.I thought to myself that Nan Nan was more curious about what Yu Chengfei said to me, but Nan Nan said, "Mouse, what's the matter with you and Zhou Mo?" I was stunned: "It's nothing ?”

"Sister is not a fool." Nan Nan poked my chest and said, "Boy, don't be so sentimental, do you hear me?"

I had no choice but to nod, my face was burning like something.Nan Nan said again: "How are you doing resting at home recently? Which school do you want to go to and tell my sister, there should be no problem with other schools except Chenggao." I said, "I don't want to go to school yet." Nan Nan shook her head: "That can ruin a good seedling, why do you still get tired of studying?"

I did not speak, noncommittal.Nan Nan said: "Forget it, then you can rest first, and tell me when you want to go to school."

"Ah."

Come back, Lao Zhang has already started to help Yu Chengfei upgrade.I said goodbye to the others, and left with Zhou Mo.I have to say that after having a heart-to-heart talk with Yu Chengfei, I felt much more relaxed, and I didn't feel as depressed as before.Maybe it's because of sympathy?Come out, Zhou Mo asked me where I was going again.I said it's getting late, let's go have a meal first.The two of us found a snack bar at random, ate Xiaolongbao and chaos, and walked out sweating profusely.

"Where do we go next?" Zhou Mo asked me again.

I looked at the big sun in the sky and said, "Let's go and see Yang Mengying."

Zhou Mo nodded, and after driving for a few minutes, I suddenly said, "By the way, why don't you take Brick with you."

Zhou Mo said yes, and drove back to Chenggao.I asked her to wait at the door, and entered Chenggao alone.This time I came to Chenggao, and my mood was different.When I came here before, I always regarded this place as my hometown that I couldn’t give up in my heart. Now it seems that this is the case. It seems that the status in my heart is not as high as that of Beiqi. I don’t know if I like the new and hate the old.

I was lucky, just in time for get out of class to end, and the voice of "Brother Hao" was heard all the way.I nodded one by one, went against the flow of people to the second year of high school, found Brick's class, and saw Brick in the corner at a glance.He was looking at the book meticulously. Sure enough, the crooked scarf was tied around his neck, and his shoulder bag, which had never changed for thousands of years, was slung across his shoulder. There was also the words "serve the people" on the shoulder bag.I yelled at the door: "Brother Brick!" Brick raised his head, saw that it was me, and rushed out.

"Wang Hao." Brick came to me: "Long time no see!"

"Yes, long time no see." I nodded, "Hou Shengshuo was put on trial today, so I'm here."

Brick's face changed suddenly, he clenched his fists, and asked softly, "Has he been sentenced to death?"

"No." I said, "I was sentenced to 18 years."

I thought Brick would be furious, but he was relieved instead: "18 years? Not bad. I'll wait for him. When he comes out, I'll take his life with my own hands!" Brick is a very stubborn person, and his words It must be done, and I know that if he can say it, he can do it.Brick said again: "Next step, which school do you want to go to?"

I am a little confused, why everyone is asking me this question today.I can only say: "I don't know yet, what's wrong?"

Brick said, "Keep playing, take me with you."

"Why?" I was even more surprised.

"I heard that people in the underworld don't pay for their lives." Brick said, "If I want to kill Hou Shengshuo, I must go to the underworld."

Brick's logic is so straightforward, and no one can convince him, not even Taozi.

I smiled wryly: "Let's discuss this matter in the long run. Zhou Mo and I are going to see Yang Mengying, will you go?"

"Go!" Brick said immediately, and left immediately.