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"Dad, I got into a fight!" When I got home, I said to my dad who was lying on the sofa watching TV. 【@】

"Okay!" Dad sat up from the sofa excitedly, but when he saw me with flowers all over his face, he frowned and asked, "Who beat who?"

"They beat me!" I told the truth.

"Son, what's the matter?" Mom just came back from get off work and shouted in surprise when she saw my face.

"I was beaten!" I told the truth.

"Whoever called, go, mom will take you to his house!" Mom grabbed my arm and was about to leave.

"Come back!" Dad yelled loudly: "Someone got beaten up, and even licked his face to find someone else, it's embarrassing!"

Mom didn't speak, shook her head and went into the house to change clothes.

"Say, what's going on?" Dad roughly dragged me to him.

"I was good at playing ball, but when Meng Xinyu made trouble, we started fighting." I said with my mouth pursed, a little aggrieved, and wanted to cry.

"Look at your beating." Dad put me on his lap, took off my pants, and exposed my white butt: "Why did I give birth to such a waste thing like you?" !"

After my father finished speaking, he slapped my buttocks with a slap. I cried and howled desperately at my mother's room.

"Why are you beating the child!" My mother rushed out like crazy, snatching me out of my father's clutches.

I hid behind my mother and poked my head and cried. The snot bubbles came out. It hurts. At first, my face hurt, and now my butt hurts too.

"Hold it back!" Dad yelled at me with glaring eyes.

"There is something wrong with you. The child was beaten, and you beat him instead of comforting him!" Mom stared, and Dad shrank his neck.

"This is not my seed, look at who I have been bullied since I was a child!" Dad said.

"Yes, you have never been bullied, you are the one who bullies others!" Mom poked Dad on the forehead with her finger: "You want our Wang Hui to be like you, big hooligan!"

"I'm in charge of the children, don't meddle too much." Dad said softly to mom, and then waved to me: "Come here!"

I grabbed my mother's clothes and dared not go, but my mother pulled me and said, "It's okay, my mother is here!"

I stood in front of my dad again tremblingly.

"Why did someone beat you? Why didn't you beat him?" Dad's tone became lighter.

"He is in the third grade of junior high school, two years older than me, and he is also tall and strong!" I wanted to cry again, really wronged.

"What's wrong with you, if you can't beat him, just take a stool and hit him on the head while he's not paying attention. If you break it, I'll pay you for it. Remember?" Dad stared again, and I Did not dare to cry.

"Remember!" Although I knew I wouldn't dare to do that, I still promised my dad honestly.

"Teaching the child blindly," Mom gave Dad a blank look, touched my head and said, "Son, Mom will make you something delicious!"

At night, I couldn’t sleep anyway. The bloody slivers on my face scratched by Meng Xinyu were knotted up. It was very itchy, but I didn’t dare to scratch for fear of losing my appearance, and my butt still hurt. Mom said that people with horizontal stripes beat others very hard, and I deeply agree.

I am very thirsty, my mother's food is too salty, I want to go to the living room to drink a glass of water.

"Squeak... squeak..."

"crack...crack..."

"Hmm...um..." This is my mother's voice, as if she was holding her throat hard.

"Huh...huh..." This is my father's heavy breathing.

As soon as I came to the living room, I heard such a movement from the room of my parents. Based on my experience, I knew that the "squeak" sound was the sound of the mattress in their room, because I took advantage of it. When they were not at home, they played "trampoline" on it, that's the movement.

But I don't know what's going on with the "popping" sound. Could it be that my father and my mother are fighting?The sound of my dad spanking my butt was the sound of physical impact.

It shouldn't be. Although my dad is a big and thick guy, he is also a scary master outside, but when he gets home, my dad is most afraid of my mother. It is said on TV that this is called "strict wife control". As long as I can remember, I have never seen my father dare to beat my mother.

I pressed my ear to the door, hesitating whether to go in and have a look, and to fight for them.

"Uh!"

My dad let out a muffled snort in the room, and the "squeaks" and "snacks" stopped.

Could it be that my mother is beating my father to avenge me?

I snickered and decided to listen again.

"Why so fast, it's really useless!" This is my mother's voice, although the voice is very low, but I can hear it.

"Maybe I drank too much." Dad's voice sounded tired.

"Drink too much, you can't do it. It's very exciting to beat the child, but it will be a bear on the bed!" The mother's voice was slightly higher.

"Keep your voice down, don't let the children hear you!" Dad said with a choked voice.

Hearing this, I was still ignorant, and I probably understood something, but I couldn't grasp how their specific content was operated.

"I fell asleep early, and I can't hear you." The mother's voice dropped again: "Do you think you are sick? Our son was beaten. You didn't say you were helping to vent your anger, but you beat my son. Are you here?" Isn't it awesome outside?"

"You don't understand, our son is too cowardly and always bullied at school, I'm teaching him, otherwise, you say that my old Wang is also a number one person in the city, but my son is a softie, say It's embarrassing to go out!" Dad gasped.

"They're all like you. Anyone who sees them outside will be scared, so that's fine? My son studies well, and that's enough!" The mother's voice was full of pride.

"I didn't say he must be like me, but don't you feel sorry for him being bullied every day and every day? Besides, boys, you have to be more aggressive!" Dad said.

"That's right, you said our son is good at everything, studies well, is good-looking, and is prettier than many little girls, but his personality is just like a little girl's, and he doesn't follow us at all." Mom sighed Said angrily.

"Isn't it because you have been used to it since you were a child? No, I think I should change my son's school, let him stay, and exercise him!" When my father heard this, I was shocked.

"What, change schools? You're crazy, our son's No. [-] Middle School is a key school!" Mom's voice raised again.

I nodded desperately outside, calling in my heart, Mom, you must not agree.

"What's the use of just studying well, you have to learn to be self-reliant. Besides, as long as you are willing to learn, it doesn't matter which school you are in!"

"Then which school do you want to change for him?"

"I've thought about it, I'll go to Ninth Middle School!"

"What, Ninth Middle School?" The mother's voice was full of anxiety: "There is an accident in that school, and the people who come out are all punks. You want to harm my son!"

"Whoever says it is a punk. I think I came out of No. [-] Middle School, which is my alma mater!" Dad's voice showed a hint of longing.

"Yes, you are not a punk, you are an old punk, I don't agree!" My mother was very decisive, and I felt a little relieved.

"What's wrong with the old gangster? I'm doing well now. I have a lot of little brothers. Who in this city dares to provoke me!" Dad first boasted proudly, and then said softly: "I just want my son Go to No. [-] Middle School to practice, like a real man, you will be able to get a foothold in society in the future, or you will look like a woman in the future, don't you worry?"

"I'm thinking about it." My mother finally said this, and I went back to the house, worried to death.

"Son, come here!" Three days later, as soon as I entered the house, my father called me in front of him.

I timidly came to the sofa, feeling not very good in my heart.

"Shouldn't you be on vacation this semester?" Dad lit a cigarette and asked me.

"Yes, soon." I said.

"Yo, Xiaohui is out of school!" Uncle Zhao came out of the kitchen at my house, still wearing an apron. He is my dad's little brother. He is a very good cook. He often comes to my house to cook and drink with my dad.

"Uncle Zhao!" I greeted politely.

"Is it time for Xiaohui to go on summer vacation?" Uncle Zhao said with a smile.

"Well." I said.

"It's holidays, don't be bored at home all the time, practice boxing with Uncle Zhao every day, learn how to fight, and be healthy!" Uncle Zhao patted my head and went into the kitchen again.

I:"······"

"Tell you something!" Dad looked at the TV and said to me casually.

"Oh." I hurriedly listened carefully, more focused than listening to lectures in class.

"Don't go to No. [-] Middle School next semester, I'll transfer you to another school." Dad's tone was still so casual.

"Where are you going?" I knew it was probably Dad's alma mater No. [-] Middle School.

"Go to No. [-] Middle School, and you have to live on campus!" Dad's tone was non-negotiable.

"Okay." If it is said that my father obeyed my mother's words in front of my mother, then I would just accept it in front of my father and dare not disobey.

But my mother usually dotes on me in front of me, so I decided to discuss with my mother not to go to Ninth Middle School.

dinner.

Dad and Uncle Zhao were drinking in a haze of smog.

"Mom, I don't want to go to No. [-] Middle School." I whispered to my mother beside me.

"Why?" My mother glanced at me with a smile, and scolded Uncle Zhao again: "Xiao Zhao, tell your brother Wang to drink less, he is so old."

"It's okay, sister-in-law, you have to be willing to admit defeat with this punch, my brother can drink!" Uncle Zhao smiled at his mother with a blushing face.

"Damn it, they're all drunks!" My mother smiled and let it go, looked back at me and said, "Son, why don't you talk?"

"Anyway, I just don't want to go!" I was very angry at my mother for not taking me seriously, and whispered angrily.

"Son, your dad has already contacted you. It's not good if you don't go. It's okay. Just go to exercise and come back if you don't get used to it." My mother smiled and patted my head. Dad poured wine, so he hurriedly scolded Uncle Zhao.

I wanted to cry but had no tears, and I couldn't eat anymore, so I went back to my room alone.

The next night.

After dinner, I called and invited Shen Yue to the People's Park.

"Wang Hui, why do you keep wandering around and don't talk? Is there something wrong with you looking for me?" Shen Yue asked me, fanning her big eyes, it was so beautiful.

"Banhua, my dad has transferred me to another school." Because Shen Yue has a few freckles on her face, I call her "Banhua", but in fact she is very good-looking, not a class flower, but a school flower.

"Ah!" Shen Yue seemed to be taken aback, her big eyes fluttered several times, and then she asked me curiously: "Why, isn't our school the best junior high school? Where else can I transfer you? "

"My dad wants to transfer me to No. [-] Middle School." I pouted and said.

"What, no way, Ninth High School is a school for rogues, and it's not in our district, it's quite far away!" Shen Yue was more surprised this time than before.

I didn't speak, and walked forward full of thoughts, Shen Yue just followed, with a curious face, but she didn't chirp to ask me, this is what I really like about her, she's different from other girls.

I came to the small woods in the park, and there were no people here.

"Banhua, do you think I will become a hooligan when I go to No. [-] Middle School?" Although I don't know exactly who a hooligan is, I know that he is definitely not a good person.

"No, Wang Hui, I believe you won't become a hooligan, your academic performance is so good, and...and..." After speaking, Shen Yue was a little hesitant.

"And what?" I asked curiously.

Shen Yue took a breath and said, "And you're pretty handsome!"

I saw that Shen Yue's face seemed to be red, but it was dark and I couldn't see clearly, so I couldn't be sure.

"What does being handsome have to do with being a hooligan?" I know that I am good-looking, so I will not deliberately be modest, that would be too fake.

"Of course it does. I heard that hooligans are very ugly, otherwise they wouldn't bully girls." Shen Yue answered me with certainty.

"Really?" I feel more at ease, it seems that I am not qualified to be a hooligan, who made me handsome.

"Wang Hui, your dad transferred you to No. [-] Middle School. What do you think? Are you willing to go?" Shen Yue asked me.

I looked up at the sky, but didn't say anything, the sky was dark, without even a single star, just like my mood, it wasn't bright and clear at all.

"Wang Hui, I'm talking to you, why don't you say anything!" Shen Yue urged me.

I looked at Shen Yue and asked, "Ban Hua, do you want me to transfer schools?"

"Me?" Shen Yue froze for a moment, then said, "What does this have to do with me?"

"Of course it does. Are we friends?" I stared at Shen Yue and asked, eager to know her answer.

"You are the study committee member and I am the class monitor. We are both class cadres in the class. It can be said that we are also friends." Shen Yue tilted her head and thought for a while.

"Then since we are friends, do you want me to transfer?" I asked again.

"Of course not!" Shen Yue blurted out.

"Okay, then let me tell you, I don't want to either, just because of you." I said to Shen Yue seriously.

"Because of me, what does it have to do with me?" Shen Yue's face changed, and it could be seen that she was a little flustered.

"It does matter, because I like you!" I worked up my courage and finally said this sentence.

"Wang Hui, what are you talking about? If you say that again, I will get angry." Shen Yue said with a straight face.

"Anyway, I'm leaving the No. [-] Middle School, I don't care, I just like you!" I feel like an adult now, as if I grew up instantly as soon as I said it.

"You..." Shen Yue was a little silly, unable to speak, but I could see that although she was nervous, she didn't seem to hate me very much, because she was not angry and did not run away.

You and I looked at me, I looked at you, and we didn't speak for a long time.

"I want to kiss you!" I secretly cheered myself up, and said again.

"Wang Hui, you... why are you such a rascal, you haven't gone to No. [-] Middle School yet!" Shen Yue seemed to be really angry, and ran away as soon as she turned her head.

"Shen Yue!"

Shen Yue stopped, maybe it was because I always called her "Spotted Flower" and never called her by her name, so she stopped.

Shen Yue looked back at me.

"Just one touch, just one light touch." I tried to persuade Shen Yue: "We may not see each other in the future!"

Shen Yue came back, crouched her neck and looked around for a long time, before she said to me: "Then... just one tap, just tap it lightly, don't go too far!"

"I promise!" I swear at that time, I really didn't think too much, I just wanted to kiss Shen Yue as a parting memorial.

Shen Yue stood up straight, her body was stiff, and she closed her eyes.

Because girls developed faster than boys of the same age at that time, Shen Yue was taller than me. I stood on tiptoe and closed my eyes to come in front of Shen Yue.

Before touching Shen Yue's mouth, I was touched by her chest first, it was very soft.I opened my eyes and took a look, and found that Shen Yue's breasts had begun to take shape. Although there were not two large bowls towering like an adult woman, it was still somewhat like two small plates buckled upside down on her chest.

I was a little distracted watching, and forgot to kiss Shen Yue.

"What are you doing, hurry up!" Shen Yue urged me with her eyes closed.

"Oh, good!" I agreed vaguely, and continued to tiptoe to touch Shen Yue's lips.

"Okay, that's it, I'm leaving!" I just felt that my lips just touched Shen Yue's lips, she immediately pushed me away, and ran away from the grove looking around, like a thief .

I touched my lips, looked at Shen Yue who was going away, and smiled. Although I didn't feel anything, this was my first kiss, and I believe Shen Yue did too.

That year, I was 12 years old...