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After I erupted all my desires, I fell from Ding Shuang's body exhausted, lying on my back on the bed, I only had the strength to breathe heavily, in fact , I really want to smoke a cigarette, but I am too lazy to move any more. After all the passion, there is a powerless and boring emptiness. I don’t remember what was going through my mind at that time. Whether it was my heart or my body, I was very tired. I even thought again, anyway, I have already completed the last step of becoming a man. Even at this time, it is worth dying. 【 】

At this time, Ding Shuang has completely transformed from a girl into a real woman. When I rolled down from her smooth and soft silk-like body, she was still closing her eyes, panting softly, even more so. Like a pool of stagnant water, there was no ripple, and she didn't even move.

Yes, Ding Shuang should be more tired than me, after all, she is a woman, a woman who surrendered herself for the first time, this is the first time for a woman to experience pain different from that of a man, and I , because it is also the first time, so I have no experience. Driven by my outburst, I treated Ding Shuang abnormally roughly, and maybe there was some resentment towards Shen Yue leaving me. All vented on Ding Shuang, ruthlessly and violently whipping Ding Shuang under me.

And Ding Shuang, after she screamed earth-shatteringly when I entered fiercely for the first time, she bit her lip hard, and tried her best to endure my fierce sprints again and again without any resistance. It wasn't until I tossed and tossed for a long time and got off her body that I heard that she seemed to be relieved.

Before the first time, I heard from Chen Wei that the time for a man's first time is very short, but I don't know why, the time is very long, the more I want to end it as soon as possible, the more I feel I can’t do it, maybe it has something to do with my emotions at the time, but Ding Shuang, she had to endure me for a long time with her slender body at the first time, I thought later, fortunately Ding Shuang was the one who practiced For sports, her physical fitness is much better than that of ordinary girls. If it is Shen Yue, then she shouldn't just pass out that day.

Ding Shuang and I just lay on the bed like two corpses for a long time. Finally, Ding Shuang spoke: "Hui... have you... slept?"

"No!" I remained motionless, not even bothering to say a word.

"What are you thinking?" Ding Shuang moved, but then I heard her "hiss", which was the sound of gasping. I knew that her movement must have affected the pain in her lower body, but , she still slowly moved to my side, clinging to me from my side, and hugging me, the residual heat after the passion is still there, and I can still feel the heat of her body.

"I didn't think about anything, I just wanted to smoke a cigarette!" I put my hand on Ding Shuang's tender arm and rubbed it slowly.

"Oh, okay, I'll get it for you... Oops!" Ding Shuang sat up immediately after hearing what I said, but then she cried out in pain.

"No need, you are in pain, don't move!" I wanted to stop Ding Shuang from getting a cigarette.

"It's okay, my body is great, you know, I... I'm all yours, I'm willing to do anything for you!" Ding Shuang slowly moved down to the ground, And walked out of the bedroom. After a while, Ding Shuang walked in again. I could see from the darkness that Ding Shuang staggered cautiously when he walked.

"This is my dad's cigarette, smoke it, I'll light it for you!" After Ding Shuang finished speaking, I felt a cigarette being delivered to my mouth, and I opened my mouth to hold the cigarette.

With a sound of "da", a small group of flames ignited, and Ding Shuang lit the lighter. Through the faint light, I saw Ding Shuang looking at me with a sweet smile.

It didn't take me to reach out, Ding Shuang had already moved the fire to my cigarette, I took a puff at it, the flame on the lighter went out, Ding Shuang stretched out his arm again, and put an ashtray on the bedside table next to my head.

After finishing all this, Ding Shuang slowly climbed onto the bed again, lay beside me again, and hugged me.

In the dark, the two of us still didn't speak, only the firelight on the cigarette on my mouth was absorbed by me, and my eyes blinked brightly and darkly, as if we were witnessing the completion of the coming-of-age ceremony between the two of us.

"What are you thinking now?" Ding Shuang asked me again.

"Nothing, what about you?" I asked back.

"Me? I was thinking, I have changed from a girl to a woman, God, I am a woman, but I am very happy, because, I am your woman, my first time was given You, moreover, your first time was also given to me, I...I want to love you, love you forever," Ding Shuang said while stroking my chest, and then she stood up again, He looked at me with his hands on his head and said, "Do you think we will love each other forever?"

"Well, yes!" I actually said this a bit perfunctorily, because when Ding Shuang said this, I thought of Shen Yue again. I remember that Shen Yue and I also said these vows of love for a lifetime, but now we But the two places are separated, and there is not even a clue to contact me. Did I just lose Shen Yue like this? If she comes back to me again, what should I do? I am already like Ding Shuang now Now, I suddenly regretted how I could be so impulsive and did this thing. How should I explain to Shen Yue, and how should I choose between Shen Yue and Ding Shuang in the future?

Man, what a contradiction!

Thinking of Shen Yue, I suddenly lost interest in talking to Ding Shuang. I didn't want to think about anything other than wanting to sleep. So I put half of the cigarette butt in my hand and put it in the ashtray. Said to Ding Shuang: "I'm so tired and want to sleep, when will your mother and father come back?"

"Oh, don't worry about sleeping, they are going to the province, why do they take two or three days to come back, I will sleep with you!" Ding Shuang said to me gently.

"En." I vaguely agreed, and closed my eyes, but then, I felt a gust of cool wind again, and I opened my eyes involuntarily. In the darkness, I seemed to see that Ding Shuang was holding a cup in his hand. Holding a folding fan, slowly fanning the wind for me.

"Why are you fanning me while you're not sleeping?" I couldn't help asking.

"It's okay, you go to bed first, I think you are very hot and sweat all over your body!" Ding Shuang said softly.

"Stop fanning, I know you are also very tired, don't you have a fan, just turn on the fan!" I said a little moved, but in the bursts of coolness, my eyes began to be a little hard to open.

"No, the fan's wind is mechanical. It's too strong. You'll be sweating all over your body and you'll get sick. I'll fan you. I'm fine. I'm not tired. I'm happy to watch you sleep!" Ding Shuang said.

"Oh, I'm so sleepy, I'm asleep, don't fan me anymore..." My eyelids finally closed together stubbornly, and I fell into a deep sleep.

This time, I fell into a deep sleep and dreamed again.

In our sleep, Ding Shuang and I were making love crazily, we were sweating profusely, carried away and did not know the slightest bit of fatigue, but all around us was a vast expanse of whiteness, and there were some clouds and mist, hazy feeling , This makes me feel like I am in heaven with Ding Shuang. I can't help but think, is this what heaven is like, is it just sitting in love with my lover endlessly? Don't people in heaven feel boring?

Thinking of this, I really want to stop, but my body is out of my control, I keep sprinting in Ding Shuang's body, and Ding Shuang keeps panting and screaming under me.

At this time, a figure suddenly appeared in front of me, vaguely, like a wisp of smoke, ethereal, gradually appearing from faint to clear.

It's Shen Yue, I couldn't help being shocked, how is this possible, hasn't she already gone to Beijing, why did she suddenly appear in front of me, and, at this very inappropriate time, when Ding Shuang and I were making out When the time came, I wanted to stop even more, but there was nothing I could do.

"Shen Yue, you... why are you back, you... don't look at it, I don't want to, but I... can't stop!" I said anxiously while doing it. Shen Yue shouted.

"Wang Hui...you..." Shen Yue shed tears, pointing at me and Ding Shuang choked up and said, "I was forced to go to Beijing by my family, but as soon as I found an opportunity, I came back as soon as possible." I'm looking for you, but, how could you be with her so quickly...you guys...you have achieved this level...woo... "..."

"Don't... Shen Yue, listen to my explanation, I... don't want to, I thought you didn't want me anymore, I thought you would never come back again, I am... I really can't stop, really, you believe me!" The more anxious I was, the faster I moved, and Shen Yue couldn't help crying when she saw all this.

"Shen Yue...oh...you are back, but you came back late, Wang Hui...well... it's already mine, you lose Oh, you...ah...you will never get Wang Hui again!" At this time, Ding Shuang, who was under me, looked up at Shen Yue with a smile under my non-stop sprinting. Said.

"Yes, I lost, I lost him, we can't be together anymore," Shen Yue muttered to herself first, and then looked at me: "Wang Hui, I wish you happiness!"

After finishing speaking, Shen Yue gradually disappeared like a puff of smoke.

"Don't!" I yelled, opened my eyes, and my eyes were already bright. I was on the big bed in Ding Shuang's bedroom, and there was no Ding Shuang on the bed.

"Ding Shuang, Ding Shuang, where are you?" I couldn't help shouting, I didn't want to lose Shen Yue and Ding Shuang.