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At this moment, I had mixed feelings in my heart, both painful and regretful, but also the hope of getting back together with Ding Shuang. After speaking to Ding Shuang, I didn't know what to say, I just looked at her infatuatedly.

At this time, Ding Shuang had already shed tears silently, and she didn't speak to me, she bit her lip hard, there was a trace of friendship in her eyes besides tears, but more of resentment, I know, I hurt her too much Deep, she will not forgive me, but I really hope we can go back to those happy days before.

"Zilong, we've finished talking. I think we should go first and let Ding Shuang and the others talk alone?" Just when Ding Shuang and I were staring at each other and neither of us spoke, Zhao Zilong's girlfriend Walked up to him and spoke softly to him.

"Well, okay!" Zhao Zilong smiled lightly and nodded to the girl, then looked at Ding Shuang, then at me, after thinking about it, he leaned next to my ear and whispered: " Although Ding Shuang and I are not together, we are still friends. I don’t want to see Ding Shuang so unhappy every day. I think she really loves you, and only you can make her happy, but , I don’t know what you should do, so you can do it yourself!”

After finishing speaking, Zhao Zilong walked up to Ding Shuang without waiting for me to speak, smiled at Ding Shuang and said, "Ding Shuang, don't torture yourself all the time. As a friend, everyone doesn't want to see you like this." Look, you and Wang Hui...forget it, I won't say much, you can talk about it yourself!"

After speaking, Ding Shuang looked at Zhao Zilong's bitter smile, then lowered his head and said nothing, Zhao Zilong sighed lightly, shook his head, lightly patted Ding Shuang on the shoulder, and pulled the girl into the school go.

Zhao Zilong and his girlfriend left, only me and Ding Shuang were left, we stood there all the time, I stared at her affectionately, while she lowered her head and sobbed silently, after a long time, I left In front of Ding Shuang, I stretched out my hand to help Ding Shuang wipe away his tears, but when Ding Shuang saw it, he suddenly backed away and avoided my hand.

I froze for a moment, looked at Ding Shuang, and Ding Shuang also looked at me at this time, with hatred in his eyes, I knew that Ding Shuang didn't mean to forgive me, so he withdrew his hand, long He took a deep breath and said to Ding Shuang: "Shuang'er, why are you spoiling yourself? I am the one who is sorry for you. You don't need to punish yourself. Isn't it good to live happily?"

"Wang Hui, do you think I'm happy?" Ding Shuang finally looked up at me and said, "If I can't forget you, I will never be happy!"

"Since you can't forget it, then don't forget it. We...we can still be together, can't we?" Hearing Ding Shuang said that he couldn't forget me, I was still happy for a while, and I decided , as long as Ding Shuang can't forget me, it means that she has me in her heart, as long as she has me, then we can still be together.

However, as soon as I finished speaking, Ding Shuang immediately said: "Impossible, we can't be together!"

I didn't expect Ding Shuang to reject me so resolutely. I couldn't help but frowned and said, "Why, you said, you can't forget me, Zhao Zilong also said, you are not with anyone, why are we both together?" We can't be together, we are lovers, I love you, you love me, we are still the same as before..."

"Stop talking, I've said it, we can't, don't forget, you still have Liu Xiaoyu!" Ding Shuang suddenly interrupted me and said, "Don't you already be with Liu Xiaoyu now? , how can we still be together, it's impossible!"

Hearing that Ding Shuang mentioned Liu Xiaoyu, I couldn't help being taken aback, yes, I'm already with Liu Xiaoyu, but I don't love her, now I know that Ding Shuang is not with anyone, my heart is getting more and more The more I longed to reconcile with Ding Shuang, so I hurriedly said: "But, you have to know, I love you. After we broke up, I have always been alone. Liu Xiaoyu and I just got together It didn't take two days, it was because of some situation, I had to..."

"Anyway, you are with Liu Xiaoyu after all." Ding Shuang didn't let me finish my sentence, with tears in his eyes, but said seriously: "I broke up with you because I want you to be with her. Now that you are with her, it is good. If we are together again, it will be too unfair to Liu Xiaoyu. I can't do this. Besides... Wang Hui, Liu Xiaoyu was pregnant with you My child, this is the truth. My heart is not so tolerant. I am a woman, and women have small eyes. I can't get over this matter in my heart. Even if we are together, I can't guarantee that I won't go Think about it, that way..."

"No, this matter is over, isn't it?" I shouted anxiously to Ding Shuang, I don't want to lose Ding Shuang anymore, I know she has me in her heart, so I suddenly reached out and hugged Ding Shuang , and then said eagerly: "Shuang'er, it's been a year, Liu Xiaoyu's child has been killed for a year, this matter has passed, we can be together, please, give me a chance, I will I swear, I really won't do anything to be sorry to you again, okay, promise me!"

I hugged Ding Shuang suddenly, but Ding Shuang didn't struggle, he just let me hold him stiffly without a trace of resistance. When I finished speaking, Ding Shuang looked up at me with tears in his eyes, and then without a trace He said to me with a straight face: "Wang Hui, let me go, you are right, this incident is over, everything we have is over, then let them all pass, don't mention it again! "

Hearing what Ding Shuang said, not only did I not let go of Ding Shuang, but I hugged her even tighter. At this moment, I had nothing else on my mind, I just wanted to hold Ding Shuang tightly in my arms, and never Let her leave me, so I yelled at her: "No, we have not passed, we will start again, I love you, you love me, since we love each other, what to do Let it pass, it's impossible..."

"Let me go!" Ding Shuang also yelled at me suddenly, and struggled hard to get out of my arms, then she stared and said, "I don't love you anymore, Wang Hui, I have already said that , I don’t want to be with you anymore, why are you forcing me, do you really think we can’t even be friends in the future?”

"No, it's impossible, how can you not love me, you don't love me, why do you have to train and study hard every day, why do you reject everyone's pursuit, Zhao Zilong said, you love me, what are you doing If this is the case, do you have to make both of us suffer..." I yelled at Ding Shuang, and at the end of the yelling, I also shed tears.

Seeing that I was also shed tears, Ding Shuang shook his head, walked in front of me again, stretched out his hand, wiped away my tears, and then said softly: "Wang Hui, we are not together, but the two of us will Pain, but that is also temporary. After a long time, we will forget each other, but if we are still together, it will be three people's pain. First of all, I know that Liu Xiaoyu loves you more than me, she will suffer For the rest of my life, secondly, the two of us are together. I really can’t guarantee that I will treat the things you and Liu Xiaoyu were together as never happened. To this day, I still think of a woman who conceived a child for you. Every time I think of this, I will hate you very much. In this way, if I am with you, I will not treat you like I used to. Then, you will not feel that you are with me Happy, so it's better for us not to be together, at least in this way, Liu Xiaoyu will be happy, won't he?"

Hearing Ding Shuang say these words, I couldn't help being stunned. I looked at Ding Shuang for a long time and couldn't speak. In fact, what Ding Shuang said was right. There is always a barrier between us, Liu Xiaoyu. With her here, Ding Shuang and I are together, so we both have a knot in our hearts that cannot be solved. First of all, I will always feel sorry for Ding Shuang if I do something wrong with Ding Shuang. Then I will always feel that I can't hold my head up in front of Ding Shuang, and I will always face her with a guilty attitude, and because of this, Ding Shuang will no longer treat me as tenderly as before. It was very awkward. In the end, I thought, with Liu Xiaoyu's personality, she would not be willing to let me and Ding Shuang get back together again. She would definitely try her best to destroy us.

I first heard Zhao Zilong say that Ding Shuang was not with him, so when I got excited, I wanted to get Ding Shuang back regardless, but now that Ding Shuang said that, I realized that I was with Ding Shuang It was really difficult, so I stared at Ding Shuang in a daze, I really didn't know what to say.

But I still couldn't bear to lose Ding Shuang in my heart, and I always felt that there was still a ray of hope with her, so I thought for a long time before I said a very selfish thing to Ding Shuang: "Shuanger, I know, there is a Liu between us." Xiaoyu, you can't forget about us for a while, but you also said that time can make us forget everything, can you stop rejecting me so unfeelingly, give me a chance, stay with me first, I believe that we can forget all the unhappiness in the past. When I was with Shen Yue, you could have me with her, so you can't do that now... "

"Wang Hui, stop talking," Ding Shuang suddenly straightened his face when he heard me say this, and said angrily, "I didn't expect that after such a long time, you are still like this, don't you Do you think you are too selfish? When you were with Shen Yue, I was the one who was sorry for Shen Yue. I did something wrong, but now, I finally know how Shen Yue felt at that time, so I don’t want to make any more mistakes Well, that's it, I don't want to tell you any more, you can do it yourself!"

After Ding Shuang finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the gate of No. [-] Middle School without a trace of nostalgia. I just looked at Ding Shuang's back foolishly, neither chasing after nor stopping him...