Four Nights Red House

It seems that those unyielding fireworks that were still panting in my heart were finally extinguished by a basin of cold water in the sky, but the faint gossamer-like star point of hope still took root deep in my heart.

Huai Yi moved the corner of his lips stiffly, and forced a smile.It's okay, it's okay, it's really okay... If you don't like this one, I still have it!

It can be regarded as a little consolation forcibly held on. With this in mind, Huai Yi encouraged him to freeze his restless mind, and immediately turned his body slightly to one side, clapped his hands three times, and signaled to his subordinates.

The pawns lost their lives and hurriedly pulled the boom again and again.

There was another burst of unhurried and methodical busyness, and after a while, a delicate mural with flying ink and brushwork suddenly appeared in the sky!

This mural is more than [-] feet high, and the snow-white base is like a totem formed by a single brush stroke!It is painted like a sacred and glamorous majestic Buddha, which was painted by Xue Huaiyi himself with the blood of cattle.

"Your Majesty." The moment the mural was lifted into the air, the astonishment stopped after facing the full house, but once again the high-profile aroused the bright eyes of the people who were even more astonished. Pushed to the top of the heart fire, he suddenly stepped out, walked a few steps over, and raised his hand to face the Emperor Wu, who was sitting majestically on the golden chair, with both hands in front of him, a neat look Bowing, "This is painted with my own blood when I cut my knee!" I looked at the painting of the mighty Buddha statue rising into the sky, and when I said that, I fell down and bowed.

He didn't lie, this huge and vivid Buddha statue was indeed ground with cow's blood, and it was indeed mixed with his own blood.Is it because I have a cathartic attitude that I have to put blood into ink to make a painting?Even Xue Huaiyi himself can't be very clear, until now he hasn't figured out what kind of mood he had in the beginning, what kind of unwavering firm willfulness and rocky heart he used to paint with blood.But one thing is for sure, the moment he cut his knee and painted with blood, he suddenly didn't want to live...

It is inevitable for a person to have times of depression, but life does not end so easily.The horror of life does not lie in death. Death is liberation and everything returns to the original point of rebirth at the first moment. Therefore, death is actually a gift from heaven. Since it is a gift, it is definitely not for anyone or any time Fuze can get it.

It is a great sorrow and pain if you don’t know the essentials and the Dharma while living; but if you go the wrong way and have the wrong intentions when you are alive, and think that you have too much the essentials and the Dharma, then you will often become a sinner and start a career. In fact, it is the great stupidity and such sadness of completely ignoring what is behind and not being able to see the real chapter!What matters is the "degree" in the middle for balance, but this "degree" is really difficult to grasp, which has to be said to be a kind of infinite helplessness.

When you can't sing in life, and you can't be free in death, there must be some crazy or silly extreme ways to indulge!At that time, Xue Huaiyi painted the Emperor Wu with blood, and he probably had such thoughts in his heart.It’s just that he suddenly regained his composure later, knowing clearly that even if he drained all the blood in his body, he didn’t have so much blood to complete this huge painting, so he just thought of a way to kill a strong cow and mix it with blood...

With a face full of innocent expectations, he raised his head in a daze. Huaiyi only had the last bit of sad desire in his heart. This kind of desire and such humbleness have nothing to do with the identity of Emperor Wu, but the simplest and cleanest. In the face of love, no one can avoid such a kind of groveling and helplessness.

But only after a while, the other end hangs down again in a daze.Huai Yi only felt that the head was heavy and tight, like heavy lead...

Even the picture scroll of blood left in one hand, such a heart full of sincerity and sincerity, did not have the effect of turning the tide as expected.Emperor Wu just glanced at the blood-ink Buddha statue jumping up in the air, then turned his eyes sideways, and flicked away the yellow withered leaves that had fallen on the carved table in front of him, calmly, There are no waves on the face.

Ah!

Finally, even with the best patience and the most true patience and forgiveness for love, Xue Huaiyi couldn't help it anymore at this moment, and he laughed and wanted to go crazy!

I should be funny, the Buddha painted with my own blood still can't affect your heart that is changing day by day under the grinding of the superficial world, and naturally tends to freeze

heart.

What am I?I have done so many things for you, so many things... It's just that now, you put me into limbo just because of a mere imperial doctor?Is it!Is it……

Xue Huaiyi didn't dare to bear hatred for Emperor Wu, firstly because of Emperor Wu's status as an emperor that must not be touched or ignored, and secondly, he always subconsciously poured his hatred on Emperor Wu so unbearably.Perhaps such a so-called relationship born out of nowhere was unequal from the very beginning, but where is there any true equality in the world of love?

At the very beginning, he only hated the imperial physician surnamed Shen. He boasted that he was born with a foxy personality, so he really became a charming fox. Did he really think that he had a foxy way to win Emperor Wu's heart?Oh, it's really ridiculous!

But now, Xue Huaiyi only hates himself.

Hehe, it’s nothing, and I don’t blame anything. In the final analysis, it’s just because I think too much of myself... I think too much of myself!

This year's Shangyuan Festival seems to be more deserted and cold than any previous year. What naive hope and unchanging beliefs have been left behind at the end of the bustling and dim lights at the end of the song, thrown up high , After that, it dissipated for another moment, and returned to the void for the last moment, completely unable to even feel the feeling.

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On the night of the sixteenth day of the first lunar month, the moon was very round, the wind was very light, and the clouds were very light. A fire lit up most of the sky in Shendu City...

This sudden fire came without any warning, and it came from the Palace of Absolute Beginning, which gathered the entire empire and was the highest point of power in a prosperous age.That's where Mingtang is!

At first, it was only the heavens that were on fire, but after a short while, the raging flames suddenly took advantage of the arrogance of the wind, followed the irresistible momentum of the rustling, and then climbed steeply, and was about to approach the sky on the side of the heavens. The hall of miracles is also lit up!

What kind of wonder is this that has never been fortunate enough to be seen by the world in the history of hundreds of years and thousands of years!The two tall and majestic buildings are burning side by side, coupled with the turbulent wind and smoky smoke, the higher and higher flames have a strange momentum of engulfing the world, sweeping the chilling atmosphere that can be found everywhere... …

This strange fire burned for a whole night, and those people in Shendu who were lucky enough to witness such a grand occasion will never forget this night. The city was reflected so wantonly by the raging fire that it was like daytime at night.

And the miraculous Mingtang Paradise, which was only able to truly appear in the world in the long river of time and the changes of the world, was completely destroyed overnight in this sudden fire!Those gorgeous majesties, those miracles related to the destiny of the world, just vanished into ashes in an instant, and the tens of thousands of hectares of emotion and blood that were put into it all disappeared in a flash...

This night, the entire Tang Palace was busy rushing to deal with the catastrophic smoke and fire, but amidst the unabated flames and the anxious crowd, there was a person with his hands behind his back, standing tall He raised such a beautiful face against the moonlight and billowing smoke.

With a leisurely stride and a calm demeanor, he strolled unscrupulously on the winding stone steps in front of the temple, closed his eyes, and sensed that the billowing flames he planted by himself would devour the miraculous god he created with his own hands. It was as if the ghostly, slanderous, greedy, greedy people around him had nothing to do with him.

He is Xue Huaiyi.This fire was not a punishment from God but man-made, it was Xue Huaiyi who let it go!

There is no longer the person I love in this world, because she is far away from me and does not belong to me anymore... So between such a great river and mountain, such a thick and gentle land, As spring goes and spring comes, and the sun rises and sets, what kind of flowers with extremely beautiful colors can bloom?

The raging fire that came from the night seemed to break through the seal of fate and love in an instant, and brought my broken body and incomplete soul into the shadow of death. The billowing sea of ​​fire everywhere quickly swallows up everything that is illusory and chaotic in the world!

Queen, my God!Since this majestic bright hall is the token I gave you, your love for me no longer exists, your heart has changed, and you can’t pull it back... Then why leave this dull token in the world?How about letting me burn it with a fire, wouldn't it be clean?Today and tonight, let it truly and thoroughly bloom in this filthy and vulgar world, let it fully bloom and release the most beautiful and unparalleled fireworks in the thousands of worlds, let this hot phantom flame that seems to come from hell Everything in the world is so bright that it loses its color!

When you love someone to the point of being desperate, that person is no longer a human being, and he has already become a madman and a demon.It wasn't on purpose, it really wasn't on purpose, and he didn't want to...but he couldn't control himself anymore, he no longer belonged to himself.

What about ridicule and contempt?What about accusations?No matter, ignore everything!What kind of?I have no self, I only care about one you care so much that even I can't find myself!Ha ha ha ha……

What is the word "love"?What is the true chapter of love?My queen, my supreme goddess!You don't need to understand, even if you understand, you don't need to do it; as long as I understand, as long as I do, it's fine...

The flashy and prosperous world under the fire of karma seems to subvert everything with just a flick of a finger. The vast sea of ​​fire that swallows the world is like tears of blood. The hot red arrow burns the hall of heaven and at the same time decides my own life; responds to everything, conforms to the heart and soul, and countless companions fall to the sky!

At this moment, Xue Huaiyi seemed to have rediscovered those precious things that he had left behind in the world and had long been dull and invisible.He found his true self.