Four Nights Red House

The toga with the belt of pendant jade flutters in the wind, tossing and turning, bringing out a burst of extravagant charm, echoing the splendor and uniqueness of the Tang Palace in the prosperous age, and washing away round after round of exciting beauty magnificent.

Junchen staggered all the way, walking very slowly.

At this moment, there is a wave of mixed feelings in his chest, but when he patiently wants to savor and pursue it carefully, it is very strange, he only feels that this heart is empty, I can't taste anything!

Is something missing?Something that has been cherished, longed for, precious and cherished for a long time... Is that so?

He can't see through it, can't hide from it, let alone escape.No matter how hard he tries to suppress it, he will never forget or lose Taiping.

How could this mere word "love" torture him to such an extent?How ridiculous!

But I couldn't laugh anymore, I just wanted to cry, but when the tide of emotions was overwhelming and stuffed in my heart, I often couldn't even shed my tears!

When the original intention of love is no longer there, what else will be left out?Thoughts of heaven and earth are faint, even tears of sorrow and self-mockery are powerless to sustain.

It seems that Lai Junchen is the only one left in this vast world. The long streets and wide alleys are still full of people and voices, but to Lai Junchen, it is all snow and cold!

I don't know how long this heavy pace has been dragged on. The wind passed by, and the tortuous momentum tore apart a few new willow leaf petals in early spring. Ye looked over and suddenly found that he had returned to Laifu.

Outside the gate of the vermilion main courtyard, a petite figure stood there.It was Wang Yusu who had been waiting here early to watch over her husband.

Looking up, Yu Sufu saw Junchen as soon as his eyes met.

Junchen seems to carry a bright light wherever he goes, which makes him always clearly recognized at a glance even if he is not in the crowd.But at this time, through a layer of pale golden sunlight, Yu Su turned her head sideways, as if seeing a thin layer of sadness on his face.And because of the nameless desolation at the corners of his eyes and brows, Lai Junchen was more and more concealed, showing an aura of detachment from the world.

Yu Su's heart moved, she was subconsciously dull for a moment, and immediately raised her feet and ran down the jade steps, walking to Lai Junchen with smooth steps: "My lord... What's wrong with you?" She raised her anxious eyes. For hibiscus noodles, Xu Yin is soft and sticky, and his voice is always full.There is a bit of hesitation and a little bit of speculation between the lines, and Yu Su's heart is full of knots.

Speaking of which, she is his wife, and a wife who has not been "newly married" for a long time.The mutual concern between the husband and wife, but she had to think about it effortlessly, for fear that she would accidentally touch his brow!

With such unfamiliarity, how can there be the intimacy and understanding that a husband and wife should have?

and many more……

"Couple"?

Thinking about it again, Fourth Miss Wang couldn't help laughing to herself!Between me and him, I am afraid that there is only revenge and the pleasure and helplessness of being affected!Lai Junchen treated her well, pitied her innocence, and respected her family background. This is what she should be sincerely grateful for in her sadness.As for the word "couple", can they really afford it?Is she really worthy of admiration?She has already asked herself such a question more than once, heh!

Words like "couple" and "husband and wife" are too extravagant, for them, no, for her, too extravagant, too extravagant!

No one can win the game against time, no one can lose, the heart-pounding and sincere love that I have given... If Yu Su has no affection for Jun Chen, then all this will be over!The longer Piansheng stayed with Junchen, the more Yu Su fell into a panic of recognizing herself!She is becoming more and more unable to deceive her own heart, and more and more discovers that her love for Lai Junchen has been deeply rooted early in the morning!

If it is said that under the too gentle clear moon at the beginning, the unconscious encounter between him and her was just a conclusion of fate, a momentary pleasing to the eyes and heart; The realm is determined to be the continuation of the love seed sprouting from the bottom of my heart!And when fate turns around and time keeps flowing, intentionally or unintentionally, after he accidentally takes her out of Duan's mansion as a married woman, the moment when the eyes of the former people met again, she It's like drinking a pot of poison with a smile without knowing it, just like the natural poison has penetrated into the bone!And when he unexpectedly placed her in the east courtyard and gave her the status of an upright wife, she followed him willingly and hibernated for him!

Such feelings are very teasing, and Yu Su who is teasing can hardly bear it.This kind of love is actually a disgrace to her, but what is tormenting is not her reputation and her ups and downs, but her love for him is destined to not get an equivalent return from him!

How much she wanted to be a real and famous couple with him... instead of such rough entanglements, strangeness and disharmony!

Junchen could only feel a dull pain in his head. At this moment, he obviously didn't have the energy to devote to Yu Su and observe what she was thinking.His heart is deeply burdened. If it was someone else, he would definitely not have this kind of conscience-like torment, but it happened that he was Taiping's son-in-law... and Taiping, I am afraid that since then, resentment and even deep hatred will develop. he!

My mind sank, and my mind felt another burst of pain that seemed to tear apart!Tangled like a Junchen, he couldn't stand still any longer, and when he turned his eyes, he saw Yu Su beside him looking at him with concern, just like that, a heart seemed to thump in his chest unexpectedly !There is no way to refute what kind of emotional teasing this is. Junchen didn't say a word, and pulled Yu Su in front of him into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Yu Su was taken aback, her lips subconsciously relaxed slightly, but she didn't say a word for a long time...

The distance between the two of them is very close, the two bodies are tightly pressed together, close to the heartbeat, separated by the skin, it seems that the soul is leaning on each other.At the moment when Junchen's complicated and entangled emotions fell into Yu Su's arms, he finally found a safe place to put them; he embraced Yu Su, as if he wanted to embrace this hard-to-find, only remaining meagerness in the world. temperature.

At this time, Lai Junchen was clearly decadent and negative, out of place.He was so fragile, over and over again, with a hoarse voice, he kept asking: "Am I a devil? Am I... Is it..."

Who can believe that Lai Junchen, who is so embarrassed and a bit downcast, is the one who is deeply trusted by Empress Wu, who holds life and death in his hands, and even when interrogating criminals who take his life, he is also elegant and absolutely What about the well-mannered Zuotai censor Zhongcheng?

But once the tide of emotion flooding his heart obliterates him, Junchen is doomed to have no way to talk to the second person about his thoughts!He could only suffer the pain silently, those slight tricks, that shallow conscience suddenly jumped out of the grave again, and Lai Junchen had an inexplicable fear of being cut to pieces by this power of thought!

Xue Shao died at his hands, it was he who personally judged Xue Shao's death and fixed the date of Xue Shao's death... It was him, it was him!It's him!

This idea became more and more intense, and in the end it turned into a scorching death talisman, as if he insisted on mortgaging his life without giving up!

I can't do it anymore, I can't do it anymore, I can't do it anymore, I still pretend to be safe and maintain the calmness on the face and the strength of my heart!With another subconscious rush, Junchen tightened his arms.

Yu Su was taken aback again!Obviously, Junchen's embrace just now had taken her by surprise, but now he suddenly embraced her more closely, which made Yu Su even more flattered.

A woman's heart is actually very small, and sometimes she only needs a little unconscious warmth from the person she cares about.

This embrace is enough for Yu Su to cherish for a lifetime, even if the next moment greets her with that painful alienation, Yu Su still feels that she is worth it!

She was so moved that she really wanted to call him "husband" and "junchen".She will always be by his side, because she is willing to be by his side like this, as long as he is, she will definitely be by his side, no matter rich or poor, high or low, warm or cold, like or sad, she is fearless and fearless, because as long as she sees him That's already a great thing!

But Yu Su put away her thoughts again, thinking about how to comfort Lai Junchen.

As smart as she is, why doesn't she understand the anguish in Lai Junchen's heart?She also knew why he behaved so abnormally.

Originally, he thought that there was nothing in his heart that could make him hesitate and drive him crazy, not even Princess Taiping; but he still didn't guess right.

As a wife, she should come to comfort him, but she really doesn't know where to comfort him!After tossing and turning for a while, Yu Su tried to open her mouth slightly: "I understand that the adults can't help themselves, and the princess understands too...she won't blame you, and you don't have to blame yourself." After a meal, I probably said the same thing to him. The true thoughts in her heart.

The words came back suddenly, Junchen snorted and laughed at himself.

Taiping understands...she understands?Does she really understand?Will she understand?Oh, she never understood!Even if he understood, he was still to blame, and he was found to be the scapegoat of Empress Wu!

Isn't her indifference to herself in prison enough to explain it!Is it not enough...

Junchen once thought that he would not shed tears, because no one in this world really cared about him.But now I suddenly feel that my eyes are moist, but it is because my heart suddenly hurts so much.

He thought like this, I come to Junchen to regret for you Li Lingyue lost his soul and helpless, but what about you?What did you do to me?You blame me, blame me, neglect me, ignore me, even hate me...you are very selfish!You know, you are emotionally standing in your own situation, thinking that you are supremely rational, but you never think about it for me from my perspective!You're mad at me for hurting you, but what about you?Thinking about it again, you didn't hurt me ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times more than I hurt you!

The tide of emotion in his heart was mostly due to grievances, and thousands of depressions rushed up, and Lai Junchen was so aggressive that he couldn't breathe, and he didn't even have the weak strength to speak.