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242 The deeper the love, the more afraid of losing

Xia Chun's face was horrified, and her tearful eyes were full of panic.As soon as he finished speaking, he rushed over to grab the knife in his hand. Liang Shangjun's expression changed, he was afraid of hurting her, so he had to raise his hand high, his painful eyes locked her sight heavily, and said in a deep voice:

"Chunchun, if chopping off this dirty hand can calm you down, then I will never frown."

A hand is nothing compared to losing her!

Xia Chun shook his head violently, tears streaming down his face:

"Liang Shangjun, put down the knife, can I listen to your explanation?"

She was just afraid and didn't ask him to cut off her hand.

"Chunchun, are you really willing to listen to my explanation?"

The determination on Liang Shangjun's face remained undiminished, a gleam of light flashed in his deep eyes, Xia Chun nodded again and again, for fear that he would really chop off his hand:

"I am willing to listen, as long as you stop lying to me, I will listen."

Liang Shangjun's heart tightened, and his eyes became moist. As long as she was willing to give him a chance to explain, he would listen. He put down the knife in his hand, and hugged her tightly in his arms. The voice overflowing from his thin lips was choked with sobs:

"Chunchun, I love you, and I will never betray you."

He loves her so much, how could he betray her.

Xia Chun's tears flowed down, and her body trembled in his arms. She reacted so strongly and got so angry, but it was because she loved him so much and cared too much that she was even more afraid of losing him.

Although she acted indifferent every day, facing the rumors from the outside world and his mother's opposition, she was still with him without hesitation, but deep down in her heart, she was still terrified.

It's just that she buried her fragility and fear. When he lied to her, when she saw him with Lu Lin, when Lu Lin talked to her in that victorious manner, no one Knowing that, that kind of fear and anxiety spread from the bottom of her heart like a virus, eroding her internal organs, even the blood in her whole body, every cell was eroded.

She admitted that at that moment she felt inferior.

Lu Lin has something that she doesn't have. She is right with him, she is childhood sweetheart with him, she...

Her heart was messed up and panicked, and that's why she quarreled with Lu Lin on the street regardless of her appearance. The more excited she was, the angrier she became, but it was because of the uneasiness and fear deep in her heart.

Even if he loves her, she is afraid that time will change him, that reality will change him, and that he will compromise in a certain way. So much fear and fear weighs her down like a mountain.

Liang Shangjun tightened his arms around her. Perhaps he knew the uneasiness and fear in her heart, so he concealed it from her, not wanting her to have any thoughts.

But she didn't expect that she would find out in this way in the end.

He almost hated himself to death. He really wanted to chop off that hand just now. How could he have brought coffee to feed Lu Lin? Wasn't Lin Yan's lesson enough last time? Why didn't he know how to learn from it.

"Chunchun, don't cry, the baby will be sad if you cry again."

A few seconds later, Liang Shangjun pulled her out of his arms, and he raised his rough palm to wipe her tears. Every drop of her tears hit his heart like hot molten iron, and the pain made it hard for him to breathe.

Xia Chun bit her lips tightly, she could only keep herself from crying, but she couldn't stop the tears from rolling down.

Liang Shangjun sniffed, suppressed his urge to cry, wrapped his arms around her waist, helped her out of the kitchen, and let her sit on the sofa in the living room.

He himself squatted beside her, hoping to be lenient with the confession:

"Chunchun, let me make it clear that there is really nothing wrong with Lu Lin."

When he said this, his moist eyes were filled with deep love for her, and her tears were hazy reflected in the bottom of his deep eyes.

"Then why did you feed her coffee?"

It became a knot in her heart.

With Liang Shangjun's temperament, if he didn't want to, no one could force him. Besides, she could see clearly at that time that he was the one who brought the coffee to Lu Lin to drink.

The question she couldn't figure out after thinking about it, but after a long time, when the truth that Liang Shangjun wanted to hide was exposed, she finally understood...

But that's something later. At this moment, her tearful eyes are full of coldness, causing the warm spring to suddenly retreat to the cold winter. Liang Shangjun thought about it, but he couldn't find a suitable explanation. In the end, he simply used business to perfuse her :

"Chunchun, I can only tell you that it's a business matter, because I asked her for something, and she deliberately made things difficult for me at that time. I had to do that, but other than that, I didn't do anything."

Business?

Xia Chun had doubts in his eyes, stared at him carefully, and sniffed heavily. Liang Shangjun's scalp was numb from her look, and he turned his face sideways by pulling a tissue for her, and took out a tissue from the coffee table and turned it around. When he turned his head, he looked sincere and calm.

"Then how many times did you say you met her without telling me?"

Since business matters were involved, it was inconvenient for Xia Chun to ask more questions, so he took the tissue from him and continued to interrogate the next question.

"Chunchun, twice!"

Liang Shangjun had ten guts and didn't dare to hide it any more, he confessed honestly:

"The night before you came back, when I was at the Sichuan restaurant, I said I had a dinner, but I actually invited her to dinner. The negotiation didn't work out that night, and she didn't agree to me, but the matter was urgent, and I had to rush early today. Come to County C to find her."

What he said was reasonable, Xia Chun didn't say she believed it, nor said she didn't believe it, she just looked at him quietly, as if she was thinking, judging the truthfulness of what he said.

"Then why did you lie to me and not tell me?"

After a long while, her mood calmed down, her voice became a little more indifferent, obviously she had chosen to believe his words, Liang Shangjun hurriedly explained:

"I'm afraid you'll misunderstand. I know you don't like Lu Lin, but Chunchun, you believe me, I really don't have any ambiguity with her, I swear..."

"Is your business done?"

"Ah, do it, almost."

Liang Shangjun was startled, he wanted to say that it wasn't finished yet, but Xia Chun's expression changed, and he changed his words hastily, but the words were hesitating.

Hearing what he said, Xia Chun didn't get it done yet. She frowned in confusion. He was doing it for business, so she wasn't so angry. Seeing his embarrassed face again, if she really hindered his work, That's really unreasonable.

Liang Shangjun squatted forward again, catching her cool little hand with his big broad palm, and the height of his squatting was just at eye level with Xia Chun who was sitting on the sofa, and there was a trace of tenderness in his deep eyes , whispering softly:

"Pure!"

Xia Chun's heart trembled slightly because of his soft call, her eyebrows frowned even tighter, and she struggled symbolically. He increased the strength, but she couldn't break free, and she didn't struggle any more. She just said calmly:

"Liang Shangjun, I hope you won't lie to me this time, and I hope you won't lie to me in the future. If it's because of work, I won't stop you. I'm not the kind of unreasonable person, but I There is a requirement, even for work, you can't sell your hue."

Xia Chun didn't want to think deeply about what kind of important things he could do to make him compromise with a little girl like Lu Lin.

She knew what kind of person Liang Shangjun was.

But since he gave such an explanation, she has to believe it or not.

There were two small voices in her heart arguing, and in the end, she still compromised for love and chose to believe him.

"Chunchun, I won't do it again, really, I promise you, I will never sacrifice my appearance, even if it's a big deal, it's not as important as you."

His words really came from the bottom of his lungs.

If it wasn't for her, how could a proud and resolute person like Liang Shangjun try to please a little girl who had unreasonable thoughts about herself.

He can't avoid it.

He did this because he wanted Lu Lin to promise not to pursue Xia Chun's matter again, not to tell his mother about her life experience, and not to hurt Chunchun.

Everything, just for her.

But he couldn't tell her, he was so entangled in his heart.

Anyway, Chunchun finally calmed down. Thinking of the fact that she was almost hit by that motorcycle just now, he panicked again, got up and sat beside her, and held her tightly in his arms, Whispered request:

"Chunchun, promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't scare me like you did just now!"

The reason why Liang Shangjun is so scared is not entirely because of just now, but because he is worried that after he knows, Xia Chun becomes angry and doesn't care about anything. If one day she knows her life experience, what will she do to hurt herself? things come.

Thinking of this, he tightened his grip on her, hesitating in his heart whether he should simply tell her her life experience.

But this idea was quickly dismissed.

When Xia Chun was so hugged by him that he couldn't breathe, he made a protesting sound from his chest, and he suddenly realized that he was so absorbed in his thoughts that he actually retracted and retracted his strength. When she struggled to escape from his chest, Xiao Chun His face was blushing, but he looked better than his pale face just now.

"Pure!"

He stared at her tenderly, picked up a tissue and carefully wiped away the tears on her face, and dried her eyes. Her tears finally stopped, but her eyes were red and swollen. He felt distressed again, and said softly:

"Chunchun, no matter what happens, my love for you will never change."

Xia Chun said nothing, but bit her red lips, and blinked her red and swollen eyes lightly.

He squatted down again, and said with concern:

"Can you show me your leg? Tell me, where does it hurt?"

She was not walking right just now, and he was sure that her legs were hurting. While speaking, his big palm with strong bones gently lifted her trouser legs. Xia Chun wanted to stop her, but as soon as he spoke, he interrupted her:

"Chunchun, let me see."

He looked up at her, then lowered his head, and carefully rolled up his trouser legs. Inside was a pair of thin purple body-fitting pants. When he gently lifted up her purple body-fitting pants, his handsome eyebrows frowned, and the bottom of his eyes After a touch of distress, he raised his head and said nervously:

"Chunchun, your leg is swollen, we're going to the hospital now, no, we're going back to City A now."

After saying that, he put down her trouser legs, got up, and was about to hug her.

"It's normal, I've checked."

Xia Chun grabbed the hand he stretched out to hug her, and explained gently, but Liang Shangjun looked worried and frowned:

"What's normal? Your legs are swollen and it's normal. Chunchun, let's go back to City A now. Don't let the steel plates be misaligned like last time. You won't be allowed to run anymore, you know?"

At the end, he lowered his face and told her seriously that her legs were still running around on the street.

Xia Chun frowned, seeing that he was anxious to get angry with her, so she pulled him to sit beside her, bent down and rolled up the other side leg for him to see:

"Look, this leg hasn't been operated on, so it's also swollen, isn't it?"

Liang Shangjun took a closer look, didn't he?

Her leg that had not undergone surgery was actually swollen. His deep eyes narrowed slightly, and he squatted down to take a closer look. He stretched out his fingers and gently touched her white and tender calf. Although the edema was not very serious, it was indeed there. puffy.

His face became more and more solemn, and even his breathing became unsteady. He looked up at Xia Chun seriously, and asked in a deep voice:

"Chunchun, this phenomenon has been going on for a few days, why didn't you tell me, did the cell tumor develop a lesion and spread to this leg?"

Seeing that his handsome face turned pale with fright, Xia Chun felt a little warmth in her heart, but her eyebrows frowned even tighter, and said displeasedly:

"Liang Shangjun, are you cursing me?"

Liang Shangjun hurriedly shook his head:

"No way, Chunchun, let's go back to City A now, and go back to the hospital for a pathological examination by the doctor."

He grabbed her soft little hand with his big hand, trying to pull her up.

He frowned distressedly. He didn't care about her so much that he didn't even know that her legs were swollen.

"Liang Shangjun, I said this is a normal phenomenon. It's really fine. I went to the hospital for an examination that afternoon."

"What afternoon?"

Liang Shangjun didn't believe it, he thought she was coaxing him.

Xia Chun's face darkened, and he said coldly:

"It was when you went to the hospital to pick up Lu Lin, I happened to go to Qing'an Hospital, and I saw you at that time."

Shock flashed in Liang Shangjun's eyes:

"Chunchun, did you know that I had dinner with Lu Lin?"

He was secretly startled, if he had concealed the fact that she had invited Lu Lin to dinner that day, the consequences would have been serious, it's okay, it's okay.

Xia Chun snorted coldly, looked away from his face, and said in a cold tone:

"I happened to see you picking up Lu Lin, and then Tiantian called me to go out to play. I didn't expect that it happened to be the Sichuan restaurant you went to, and I met Lu Lin in the bathroom. When we went back to the private room, Lu Lin didn't close you. The door of the private room, I happened to see you patting her on the back and feeding her water, Liang Shangjun, when I got in the car, I said that your car smelled of perfume, you will not forget it, you lied to me and said yes Colleagues use your car..."

Cold sweat broke out on Liang Shangjun's forehead, and the look of astonishment in his eyes continued to increase. He really didn't expect that Chunchun knew from the beginning to the end, and how many times he had lied to her for giving him so many opportunities.

No wonder she was so excited today. She must have thought of hundreds of versions and possibilities for him in her mind these days.

With self-blame on his face, he held her hand tightly, wishing he could commit suicide and apologize:

"Chunchun, I'm sorry, I really shouldn't lie to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He didn't know what to say other than to say sorry.

Xia Chun sighed softly, and looked directly at his deep eyes full of self-blame. This man was loved by her with her life. She swore she believed him that day, but today she still got angry with him. He made a fool of himself, and we don't know if it will be publicized.

"Gentleman."

Her soft voice overflowed her red lips, and her clear and bright eyes reflected his handsome face.

Liang Shangjun sprayed her warm breath on her face, hummed lightly, and listened to her say:

"I'm a very insecure person, and I often have low self-esteem, you know? Although I really want to go on with you and strive for our happiness, I'm still afraid, afraid that one day you will leave me go."

"No, Chunchun, there will never be such a day."

Liang Shangjun said it firmly, and his heart was tangled with pain.

It's because he's not good enough that makes his innocence uneasy. His big palm with well-defined bones caressed her small face, and he leaned forward, hugged her into his arms, and buried her face in his warm and spacious chest, softly said:

"Chunchun, don't think about those messy things in the future. Unless you don't want me, otherwise, I will depend on you for the rest of my life. No, even if you don't want me, I will be a fool to rely on you. Remember that I used to treat you I said that once you marry me, you will be my wife for the rest of your life, unless I die, otherwise, as long as I have a breath, I won't let you go."

Last time she said that unless he didn't want her, he would depend on her for the rest of his life.

Now he told her that unless he died, he would depend on her.

Perhaps, even if one of them dies one day, this deep-rooted love will not disappear. Even if Yin and Yang are separated, the love will still be continued by the other living person, and they will be together forever.

Liang Shangjun's words soothed Xia Chun's uneasy heart, and the misunderstanding between the two was settled, and Xia Chun explained to him that her legs were caused by pregnancy.

Somewhat related to her surgery, but it has been checked, it is not a recurrence, nor is it a metastasis of cell tumor. Although Liang Shangjun is no longer so worried, and does not clamor to take her to the hospital immediately, he asks her to come with him in the afternoon Go back to City A.

"No, I have already told my mother that if you want to stay at home for a few more days, you can go back by yourself first, and I will go back in a few days."

Liang Shangjun frowned, and no longer continued this topic with her, but said softly:

"Chunchun, you rest at home first, I'll go to the store to find our dad, and I'll be back in a while."

Xia Chun also stood up:

"I'm going to buy some food."

"No, you rest at home obediently. If you want to eat, I'll buy it later. I'll cook for you at noon."

Liang Shangjun is always domineering and powerful at such times, and she couldn't help but refuse, he pressed her on the sofa again, swept her deep eyes over her legs, and urged:

"Don't go out and run around, I'll be back in a while."

After going downstairs, Liang Shangjun immediately took out his mobile phone to make a call. The moment the call was connected, he had already opened the door and got into the car. As soon as the door closed, a voice came from the phone. It was a doctor from Qing'an Hospital. Steering wheel, holding the mobile phone in one hand and putting it to the ear, politely asked the doctor whether Xia Chun had a solution to this situation.

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