official journey ups and downs

Mother took Yan Ni's hand and said, "Actually, Mom already knew what you were thinking, but Mom couldn't help it. Your younger brother and sister have to go to school, and your family is poor. If you don't get married soon, where will you get the money to pay for it?" They study, where did they come to fix this house."

Yan Ni shook her head and said, "Mom, stop talking, I didn't blame you."

"How about this, you ask Shen Tong to come to our house for dinner tonight, I'll talk to him, and it's settled." The mother said on her own.

Yanni did not refute this time, and agreed to her mother's approach.When Yan Ni married, she was less than 20 years old.Married into a family with better conditions, in addition to providing for the schooling of younger siblings, but also demolished and rebuilt the family house, which can be regarded as something I have won for my family over the years.

She was ignorant when she was a child, but since she entered junior high school, she had a love affair and understood the relationship between men and women, only then did she realize that she has always liked Shen Tong.But Shen Tong didn't think about that at all, and still regarded her as a tomboy playmate.Later, she found out that Shen Tong and Li Mingming had been secretly in love with the same girl, the unattractive Yang Xiaoyi who was the monitor next door.Yan Ni became jealous, and began to gradually alienate Shen Tong and the others, so the relationship between them gradually cooled down.But no matter how many years have passed, Yan Ni still misses Shen Tong in her heart.

Over the years, Shen Tong almost only returned home during the Spring Festival.It was only in those few days that Yanni could see Shen Tong who was thinking about it day and night.When we met today, Shen Tong matured a lot, and his body became more masculine. Compared with the five big and three thick seas, Shen Tong seemed so obsessed.A secret love is a secret love after all, Yan Ni has never expressed her inner feelings, and of course Shen Tong doesn't know the ripples in Yan Ni's heart.

Just now, her mother suggested asking Shen Tong to have dinner at home. Yan Ni wanted to refuse, but her inner demons overcame her reason, and she was so desperate to see Shen Tong, and wanted to have a good chat face to face, so as to release the backlog buried in her heart all these years. emotion.

Mother went to Zhang Luo for dinner, and Yanni went down to the ground and began to tidy herself up, maybe because she hadn't looked in the mirror for a long time, seeing herself in the mirror was much older, Yanni's face inadvertently showed sadness.

After dressing up carefully, Yanni went out of the house and came to Dahai's house next door.

Shen Tong and the others were fighting in full swing, Yan Ni lifted the curtain and came in.Sitting on the edge of the Kang, Dahai held up a "[-]" card and refused to put it down for a long time, giggling at Yanni.

Xiajia Qiangzi glanced at Yanni, and concentrated on playing with the cards in his hand. Seeing that Dahai was still unwilling to play a card, he poked it with his finger and shouted: "Play!"

"Oh. [-]!" After being reminded by Qiangzi, Dahai moved from Yanni to the mahjong, and called the wrong tile.

"Are you [-] or [-]?" Qiang Zi scolded.

"Oh, [-], [-]." Dahai shook his head a little embarrassedly, and his tone was obviously much gentler than before.

Yan Ni smiled at everyone, moved a chair and sat in front of Shen Tong.Shen Tong turned around and smiled, "You're here."

Yan Ni pursed her lips and nodded, seeing that there was no water in Shen Tong's quilt, she quickly got up and filled the thermos bottle with water.

Yan Ni observed Shen Tong's every move from this angle, sometimes frowning, sometimes smiling, sometimes scratching his head, sometimes shrugging his shoulders, looking from the side, his bright eyes were shining brightly, full of affection and hope.The two sword eyebrows are handsome and straight, as thick as ink, the strong nose bridge has a three-dimensional effect, the vermilion lips are slightly upturned, and the sharp-cut face is as deep and clear as a knife.Such as the brainchild of a sculptor, the ultimate imagination of Dan Qingshou.Raise your hands and feet, smile and frown, as bright as the sun in spring, as dignified as the wind blowing on the green mountains, as quiet as the gurgling stream in the mountains.

Yan Ni seemed to be in a daze looking at Shen Tong, who doesn't like handsome and handsome men?What's more, Shen Tong's personality, manners, and conversation are so gentle and elegant, especially when he smiles, he shows his white teeth, which is intoxicating.Yan Ni leaned forward slightly, using the tip of her nose to feel the faint smell of tobacco and soap on Shen Tong's body.

Yan Ni's actions were very careful, and no one else noticed, but at this moment, her heart was moved, and the door of her heart that had been sealed for a long time was opened again. She seemed to rest her head on Shen Tong's shoulder. Satisfied.

Fantasies are always fantasies, and when she pulls back from the dream to reality, she feels so cruel.She has never experienced true love. The previous man only used her as an object to vent her bestial desires and a tool for bearing children. She never felt love or affection from him.The failed marriage ruined her life, but inspired her strong desire for love.

But thinking about her own situation, Yanni lost her confidence.How could Shen Tong like herself?It's delusional, a fool's dream.Thinking of this, her face turned red, and she lowered her head in depression.

Yan Ni sat behind Shen Tong like this until it was almost time for dinner.After a few laps, the novice Qiangzi actually ate three times, earning seven or eight hundred yuan, which made him laugh out loud.Shen Tong didn't lose much, just over 100, and Dahai lost the worst, losing over 400.Seeing it was dark, Hai Hai's eyes were red after losing the money, and he wanted to play a few more rounds when he said anything. It was Yanni who spoke, and said: "Stop playing, come to my house for dinner tonight, my mother is already ready, I guess It's about time."

Dahai was originally angry, but when Yanni said it, he immediately became angry.Pushing mahjong, he said with a smile: "No more, no more, let's go to Yanni's house for dinner and drinks, haha."

Qiangzi didn't intend to win their money at first, but when he heard that the show was about to end, he returned all the money he won.Dahai didn't hesitate to put it in his pocket, packed the mahjong, and rushed to Yanni's house eagerly.

It was already dark, and the village was much more lively than usual, and the sound of crackling mahjong could be heard everywhere.Shen Tong ran home and got two bottles of good wine, told his mother that he would not come back at night, and went to Yan Ni's house.

The newly built house of Yanni's house has four rooms on the left, right, east, and west, which is much more spacious than Dahai's house.Yanni's younger brother went to the army for the Chinese New Year and did not come back. The younger sister went to a classmate's house and has not returned yet. Yanni's mother and father are busy cooking and cooking. Tonight's protagonist is put on Shen Tong.

The meals are basically home-cooked dishes. Shen Tong was tired of eating big fish and meat, but became more interested in the long-lost local dishes such as fried potato shreds and fried noodles.

After puffing their stomachs, several people filled up the wine and started tonight's crazy night.Yanni also took out her wine glass, and drank boldly with her childhood playmate.

Several people reminisced about the funny stories in their childhood, and when they talked about so-and-so's embarrassing things, everyone laughed, and Yanni even burst into tears.Just like that, Shen Tong drank the most after drinking four bottles of wine before he knew it, and before he finished drinking, he climbed onto the table and fell asleep.

Seeing this, Dahai stood up staggeringly, pulled Shen Tong and said drunkenly: "Don't pretend to be cowardly, get up, I want to drink with you." After speaking, he raised his glass and drank it down.

Don't look at Qiangzi as a frail scholar with an amazing capacity for alcohol.Although unconscious, he was able to stand upright.