Indulge in life

Jiang Yayun froze, her pace slowed down a lot, she bowed her head in silence, as if she was thinking about how to speak.

Tang Weichao took two steps, walked side by side with her, and whispered: "Sister Jiang, if something really happens, don't hold it in your heart, my brother is definitely not an outsider! You..."

Jiang Yayun stopped in her tracks all of a sudden, her eyes were red, and she whimpered a little: "My good brother, we...were all wrong!"

"What's wrong?" Tang Weichao was a little surprised.

"Go to your office and talk about it!" Jiang Yayun looked back, although there was no one else around, she still didn't dare to speak out.

The two entered Tang Weichao's office, and Jiang Yayun sat there powerlessly, watching Tang Weichao pour a cup of hot tea and warm it in his hand for a while, before sighing: "The other day you said that the reason why I was ignored at home was because I spend less time at home..."

Tang Weichao nodded: "Isn't it? You are usually too busy, you always work overtime, and you have to socialize. You must have very little time at home..."

Jiang Yayun suddenly put down the glass, put her face in her hands and started to cry: "No, it's not just for this reason... I thought it was the same at first, I also wanted... I wanted to try to change...but I didn't expect..."

Tang Weichao was stunned for a moment. It seemed that this matter was not that simple. Seeing Jiang Yayun crying in pain, he had no choice but to stand up and close the office door, and then handed her a tissue. feel better.

Jiang Yayun wiped the tears with a tissue for a long time, but she still couldn't wipe away the tears on her face. The eyes were like an inexhaustible spring, and the tears kept gushing out one after another. Later, she didn't wipe it off at all, just like that With tears in his eyes, he said: "He has had a woman outside, and it hasn't been a year or so... During the weekend. I wanted to have a good talk with him and change our current situation, but as soon as I opened my mouth, he said Said it. You don't know. I was dumbfounded and didn't know what to do. I never thought I would encounter such a situation..."

She smiled wryly: "It's ridiculous. Before that, I thought about cheating, but in the end he cheated a long time ago..."

Tang Weichao smiled awkwardly, and said, "Is he trying to anger you on purpose, after all you have been..."

"No, I naively thought so at first, he was deliberately fabricating some stories to punish me, but later. He took out the photo of that woman, and even called me in front of me!" Jiang Yayun's face was full Endless pain, as if unable to accept this reality.

"No, this is too bold... This kind of thing should be kept secret as much as possible..." Tang Weichao was a little puzzled, and this man proved it like this.What exactly is it for.

"He did this. He just wanted to tell me that he would never live with me again!" Jiang Yayun burst into tears.Shaking his head, he said, "Actually, he planned this way a long time ago, but he didn't make up his mind because of the child's ground, but when he saw that I wanted to change the current situation with him, he finally decided that he wanted to leave me!"

Tang Weichao was tongue-tied, he didn't expect Jiang Yayun to go home and have a good talk to completely change the current situation, but this turned out to be the case!

"Then, what about your children?" It took him a while to think of this question.

"They discussed it early, and after explaining it to me, they moved abroad. He took the child away. There will be a better educational environment abroad, and life will be easier in the future. This is good for the child... I think in the future I lost him, so I flew over to see him..." Jiang Yayun said, with no expression on her face, her eyes were a little absent-minded, maybe losing her child is the most unbearable thing for her, but after these two days of pain and struggle, maybe she She has already figured it out, and she has to accept the fact that she can't change it. She should accept it even more when she makes better arrangements for her children in the future.

"That's it?!" Tang Weichao looked at her indifference, worried for her.

"What else? He has already made up his mind. I can't change it. Even if I change it, it's meaningless." Jiang Yayun thought about it: "I have no other way! It's okay to end like this, at least that woman treats me My child is also very good, and with him here, the child will not be able to bear any grievances in the future, and it will be better than not being able to receive maternal love before..."

"Sister Jiang, can you really see through it?" Tang Weichao saw that although she said so, he was still afraid that she would not be able to turn around in her heart. If she got into a dead end later and did something, wouldn't it be bad up!

Jiang Yayun smiled miserably, and said: "It doesn't matter if you don't see it. The reality is the reality. It's already like this. We can't change it anymore... Maybe this is God's punishment for me. He told me a lot, I After thinking about it, yes, I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a wife and a mother in many ways, I have wronged him so much these years..."

Seeing Tang Weichao's puzzled eyes, Jiang Yayun continued: "I'm not afraid of making fun of you if I say it. When we first got married, everything was fine, especially in terms of husband and wife. It was also very happy, but later my position was promoted step by step. When I came up, I always felt tired after a day at work, and I didn’t want to make any more troubles when I got home. I always refused to shirk when he asked, and after a long time, he didn’t mention it himself...let him stay by my wife’s side like a big man Being a widow, I didn't understand what that feeling was like before, but now that I think about it, I was too much... Later, when I got older, I had to have a child, and I didn't mention that kind of thing after that, he was also in the child I found that woman after one year old, she was very kind to him, she was obedient to him, she was taking care of him with all her heart, she also liked our child, and even said that she could not want it herself in the future, only being good to our child..."

"I don't know if you believe it or not. I didn't have that kind of desire for a long time ago, but after you came, I suddenly wanted to..." Jiang Yayun glanced at Tang Weichao, her face flushed, she continued. : "Don't think that my sister is the kind of woman who is easy-going, thinking about what to do with other men all day long, if I hadn't met you, maybe my sister would still live like that..."

Tang Weichao scratched his head in embarrassment, and said with a smile: "Sister Jiang, I never thought you were that kind of person, but I didn't think there was anything good about me. How could Sister Jiang be tempted by me?"

"Are you still modest? You are so handsome, you are already attractive, and there is something about you that makes people want to approach you actively, maybe it is enthusiasm, maybe it is sincerity, and you are very capable, I I like to see you doing things seriously and attentively. That appearance is so handsome and handsome. For some reason, it just makes people's hearts jump...I don't know when my sister was completely attracted by you..."

Tang Weichao avoided her hot eyes, and said with a smile: "Look at what you said, Sister Jiang, it seems that I am born with some special attraction! By the way, since you all talked about it, what are you going to do in the future?"

The enthusiasm in Jiang Yayun's eyes dimmed again, and she sighed: "What else can we do? We have already agreed that we will go through the divorce procedures a year ago, and they are also going through the immigration procedures at the same time. If it goes well, they will all leave soon. It's..."

"Then you're the only one left? In the future..."

"I will live alone in the future, what else can I do..."

A long sigh made Tang Weichao feel very uncomfortable. Jiang Yayun was only in her early thirties. On the surface, she was in a high position and had a good life. Who knew that behind the scenes, she would have a marriage change and be separated from her children. Living alone, how poor and lonely it must be, who can imagine that a beautiful and mature senior white-collar worker will end up like this now?

Jiang Yayun stood up and said, "Okay, let's not talk about it, I'm going to work... Don't mention it to others, let me be quiet for a while recently..."

Tang Weichao couldn't say anything more, so he nodded, and tried to persuade her a few more words, but he felt that he was powerless to say these words. Seeing her walking out with a lonely back, he felt a little annoyed, if he hadn't made up his own mind to ask her to go back Talk about it, maybe it won't cause their divorce so soon, but even if you don't talk about it, it will happen sooner or later. If they still make do with each other like before, even though it looks like a family on the surface, but there is another What happiness is there?

Alas, people, I can’t find my way when I’m always walking. Even the goal I set before will deviate a lot, and I will even completely forget it. Everyone wants to find happiness, but in the busy process , did you really find it?

Tang Weichao sat in front of the computer, doing the things he wanted to do years ago, and the things he promised Situ Xuan to do, but after he did it for a while, he would calm down and think for a while, whether he was the same as Jiang Yayun and others, Just fall into the inexplicable busy every day, but forget the original goal of life?

However, for me, when there is only one person left in this world, what is my life goal?

Career and love?

In layman's terms, money and beauty?

After wandering around the void for several times like this, Tang Weichao suddenly realized that he pursued the surface too much. No matter when, as long as he can feel happy and happy, and make the people around him happy and happy, that is enough. Working hard is the most correct way, because there are always too many variables in the future life, and no one knows what tomorrow will look like. It is better to live every day seriously and experience it with your heart...