Black deal, the president only marries but not loves

Grandpa passed away very quickly, and the doctor said he was not in pain, which is a happy thing.It's just that after getting the mung bean cake, he closed his eyes and left this world forever.

Grandma cried very sadly, facing the parting of her relatives again and again, she couldn't accept it.

It was Gu's mother before, then his younger brother, and now his wife.

Gu Minwei was in the hospital that day, tears kept falling, but after leaving the hospital, she stopped crying.

She was a small person, but she started to deal with all the affairs firmly, and she single-handedly arranged the funeral of grandpa.

She didn't let anyone intervene, and she was doing these things silently by herself.

Gu Min even said to Tang Renxiu, "It's okay, I can do it, I'm fine, as long as I'm here."

And the more she was like this, the more bored Tang Renxiu felt.

More even worried.

"Is the cemetery all set?" After a long while, he could only ask this question.

"Well, Chunling Cemetery." Gu Min said softly, and she said with a smile, "My mother and younger brother are also there. Grandpa won't be alone."

The public has no pain.Grandma told her that when Yuqian passed away in the early years, grandpa had already bought the cemetery there.

It turns out that my grandfather knew that he would have such a day.

But next to grandpa's cemetery, it belonged to grandma.

When they return to their old age in a hundred years in the future, they will still be together.

Gu Min was thinking, if one day they all left, what about her, where is her graveyard?

On the day of grandpa's burial, many people came from the village, including the village chief, the uncle of the director, and Uncle Zhang from the next courtyard.Grandma and distant relatives also came.

Parting between life and death is actually a common thing in life, not to mention that Gu Min has already experienced it many times.Grandma also came here, but she wept bitterly. When the urn was put into the tomb, grandma didn't even go to see it with her own eyes. She just stood at the bottom of the steps, accompanied by someone and stood there quietly.

Uncle Zhang's eyes were very red, and he couldn't help crying. He murmured, "Old Gu, why did you leave like this? If you leave now, who will play chess with me in the future, who will drink tea with me..."

Yes, from now on, I can never see him, hold his hand, or hear his voice.

Miraculously, Gu Min didn't cry. She didn't cry in front of everyone, in front of Tao Sitian, in front of Tang Renxiu, or even in front of her grandfather's tomb. She didn't cry until the tomb was finally sealed.It's like a faucet, the valve has been twisted by someone, and not a single tear can flow out.It's just that those eyes are very red, as if they are about to bleed.

She just knelt in front of her grandfather's grave, holding her hands weakly.

She looked at the photo of grandpa, he was gray-haired but smiling at her.

She knew, she had always known, that grandpa actually liked to laugh.

But since my mother left, my grandfather's smile has decreased.After Yu Qian left, he stopped laughing even more.Many times, Gu Min would feel sad when looking at his grandfather's smile, and at this moment, the sour feeling was even worse.She lowered her eyes and fixed on the plate of mung bean cake.

In his ears, he suddenly remembered the last words of his grandfather before he died.

—I don’t eat it...I’ll take it to you—Mom and your brother...they love it...they...favourite it...

grandpa.

He was always like this, only thinking about them.

In this life, all concerns are for them.

But she suddenly remembered that she forgot to tell Grandpa.

She always wanted to say it herself, but she didn't have the nerve to say it.

She has been waiting, waiting for the day when he is so old that he can no longer walk, and his eyes are drooping. She wants to count the gray hair for him, review the interesting things in the past, and accompany him to travel all over the famous mountains and rivers, and see everything. Scenery from all over the place.Also, tell him that sentence, that sentence that has been buried in my heart for a long, long time.

That sentence—Grandpa, I love you.

When Mother Gu left, she didn't have time to say that sentence.

It never occurred to her that when grandpa left, she would not be able to make it in time.

At this moment, it has become a bone-eating pain, a mark that can never go away!

Gu Min bent over and kowtowed, and hit the ground hard, but it was like hitting the apex of the heart, so painful.

Tang Renxiu stood behind him, but he suddenly felt that the prostration seemed to hit his heart!

Tao Sitian was even more worried, she wanted to say some comforting words, but she didn't know what to say.

"Xiao Min, you have to be good, you still have grandma, don't you?" After a long time, Tao Sitian said this.

Gu Min nodded, she watched the people in the cemetery paint grandpa's name in black, she just gave a dull "Yes".

After the burial on this day, it was cloudy and rainy. The adults said it was Feng Shui and rain, which foreshadowed good luck.

Tang Renxiu held up the umbrella and accompanied Gu Min and grandma. The two slowly walked out of the cemetery while supporting grandma.

After returning from the cemetery, grandma was exhausted physically and mentally, and immediately lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

Gu Min was by her side, she sat quietly and went to shake her hand.Seeing her grandmother's old sleeping face, she murmured, almost to herself, "Grandma, I will be with you all my life..."

Her voice is getting softer.

Finally, she lowered her head and whispered in her grandmother's ear, "Grandma, I love you."

In the corridor outside, Tang Renxiu stopped quietly.He leaned against the wall and smoked without saying a word. At this moment, he felt so at a loss.

What can he do for her?

……

After the grandfather was buried, Gu Min would send a memorial tablet to a nearby temple to offer incense.Grandma believed in gods and Buddhas, but she was too sad, so she didn't want to go out.

It was a temple not far from my grandmother's house, and it was very quiet.It is not a big temple, and the peak season for burning incense has passed, so there are not many pilgrims, only a few sporadic ones.After entering the temple, the little monk saw a pilgrim coming, it was Amitabha Buddha.

After adding some sesame oil money, the little monk led them to walk quietly in the temple.

It is already October, and the morning is still a bit chilly, the air is cool, and the bamboo forest is green.

When I came to the small pavilion where the memorial tablets were placed, my eyes were full of black and white, and they were all deceased.

Gu Min stopped and watched the little monk embed the tablet in one of the small pavilions.

Suddenly, she heard his low male voice.

"Amin, where do you think people go after death?" He said quietly, the voice seemed very close, but also seemed far away.

Gu Min's heart was silent at this moment, and the sore feeling lingered in his heart again.

She shook her head. Who knows where a person will go after death?

"I always feel that I didn't actually die, I just left." Tang Renxiu stood beside her and said in a deep voice. Gu Min felt a little blocked in his heart and felt sad. He slowly turned his head to the side, half of his tall figure was sunny. Halfway into the darkness, he said after a moment of silence, "It seems like I just left for a while."

Gu Min frowned, feeling as if a hole had been torn open in his heart, and something was about to flow out.

After her grandfather passed away suddenly, she has been not very talkative, and now she desperately wants to keep something.

So she subconsciously reached out and grabbed his sleeve!

As soon as she opened her mouth, her voice was already choked, and she murmured, "You know, my grandfather always took me and my younger brother to play when we were young, and he would buy us popsicles, two for one yuan, but he himself He was reluctant to buy it for himself. In fact, I know that it’s not that he doesn’t like to eat mung bean cakes, it’s just that he didn’t want to eat mung bean cakes because the family had no money at that time. Every time he buys them back, he will keep them for his mother and younger brother ..."

Gu Min still remembers the words of his grandfather before he died, in this life, no matter what, he will never forget it.

"I'm really useless. I really want to make money earlier, so that grandpa won't have to work so hard... He hasn't had a good life for a few days in his life... Either he is worrying about his brother, or he is worrying about me... Before leaving , I didn't give him anything..." Gu Min blamed herself like that, she was already teary-eyed, but she still tried not to cry.

"If you know this is the last time..."

"If I knew that he would leave that day, I should have told him, Grandpa, don't worry, I'm grown up now, and I'll take care of myself! But why didn't I say that at the time! I didn't even say that! I Why didn't you say it!" Gu Min hoarse, she held Tang Renxiu's clothes tightly.

Tang Renxiu saw that she was biting her lip, stubbornly not crying, so he hugged her into his arms.

"Cry!" He ordered domineeringly, but said in a low and gentle voice, "I won't tell others."

It was as if he had received an amnesty and forgiveness, as if he had gained a reliance, as if he had found a safe haven, and he did not continue to endure, Gu Min finally wept bitterly in his arms.

"It's my fault—" Gu Min cried and murmured this sentence.

Those tears soaked his shirt, as if through the clothes, seeped into his chest and into his heart.

After crying for a while, Gu Min asked hoarsely, "What about you?"

Tang Renxiu didn't know why, and only heard her ask, "Will you leave me too?"

Suddenly feeling a sharp pain in his heart, he didn't speak, but whispered, "What nonsense."

He pulled her out of the small pavilion and came to the gods and Buddhas, and both of them knelt down.

Cigarettes are curling up, white mist rises up, the great monk is chanting sutras and meditating, accompanied by the unknown muttering of Buddha's words, and the sound of wooden fish knocking again and again. The sky and the earth are big, but they can't reach this temple, so quiet and so God.

Gu Min reached out to shake his hand, and kowtowed reverently.

Bending her waist close to the ground, she said silently: I want to be with him forever.

... 13 acv.

The two stood up hand in hand, left the temple, and rushed back to grandma's house.

Passing the wooden bridge on the way, the two people here were walking forward, but there were also people walking quickly in front of them.

A closer look, but it is fixed.

Tang Renxiu's eyes were fixed, and he stared at the person in front of him.

Gu Min's eyes were already red from crying, and she kept her head down all the time. Feeling his slow pace, she was a little suspicious, so she looked up.

Just by looking at him like this, he met that figure.

He was wearing a neat suit and short, crisp hair. He was a familiar figure.

It was Shen Che!

Shen Che ran all the way, but unexpectedly bumped into them halfway.His gaze swept over Tang Renxiu, and then hurriedly but quickly landed on Gu Min.He was already anxious, but at this moment when he saw her walnut eyes that were red and swollen from crying, he suddenly felt unspeakably uncomfortable, as if he had been tightened, his whole body tightened up!

Gu Min.

She is so strong, always smiling, did she cry just now?

At this moment, the three of them are at both ends of the bridge.

It's like meeting each other on a narrow road.

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In the past two days, as I wrote this, I burst into tears.Hey, I am also a person with low tears. ps: Girls, you have passed the 500 monthly pass checkpoint, let's talk about the monthly pass.