The army commander takes love, and the warm wife is poisonous

To her, the smile was more like a mask of disguise.

"Mumu," César frowned, "she saved my life, that's a fact, you can't kill her."

"I don't know why you have to kill her, but Mumu," his arm touched her face through the table, "I don't like you killing people. You shouldn't do these things."

In a low voice, even with a gentle and affectionate word, her heart cooled down little by little in vain.

There was only one sentence echoing back and forth in my mind.

He doesn't like...she kills.

Her gaze moved down slowly, but her hands were already stained with blood, and she couldn't wash it off in her whole life.

She kept looking at her hands, listening to her low voice resounding in the quiet restaurant, "Cesar, all these years, what do you... like about me?"

He never asked, he said he liked her very early on, and after a long time, she was used to it, so she never thought about why he liked her.

It is taken for granted that they are childhood sweethearts who grew up together and have feelings, which are natural and normal, so they never think about it.

However, there is no reason to say that I like you.How can a person like another person for no reason?

Whether it is love at first sight or love over time, in fact, there are reasons, but some can be said, and some cannot be expressed in words.

"Because you are the cleanest." He answered her question without even thinking about it, "Mumu, I like you always the way you are now, living under shelter forever, it used to be your father and your brother, From now on, I will protect you."

Because... she is clean?

Putting this word on her is really ironic to the extreme.

Shenmu closed her eyes, her breathing became suffocated little by little.

It was she who forgot that Gong Shenmu was spotlessly clean in the eyes of everyone. It was she who forgot that in César's world, it was full of violence and blood, murder and arson. People are all real criminals.

Everyone thought she was different.

Because she was born to be favored, because her mother is very sorry, the children of their generation, from Mobai to César, to her brother and Hughes, are doomed from birth, doomed burden on shoulders.

That's why she was born, she didn't have to participate in anything in Yemen, she didn't have to take the road of the underworld, she had a free childhood, she had endless favors, and she could do what she wanted to do according to her own wishes.

It turned out that César liked her... for this reason.

Isn't this... ridiculous.

Shenmu really felt that this must be the biggest joke in her life.

César frowned, the calm face in front of him made him suddenly uneasy, for no reason, he suddenly felt that she was far away from her.

Did he say something wrong?

Unable to bear it any longer, he got up and went around her, holding her in his arms, "Mumu, don't you believe that I can protect you?"

Shenmu only felt cold, as if the blood in her whole body had gone cold, and even this embrace that she had always been greedy for couldn't give her any warmth at all.

She suddenly smiled, looking at his beautiful chin, "Clean? Then César, you should have known from the first time you coaxed me into bed that I am not clean anymore."

His dark green eyes sank.

The atmosphere between the two gradually became worse.

"Or, in fact, you have always been concerned about this matter?" She looked up at him, smiled lightly and mischievously, and nodded, "If you mind, I can understand, but since there is a lump in my heart , you have to pretend nothing happened, it’s hard work, isn’t it?”

César's face became more and more ugly, and he pinched her chin with his hands, "Gong Shenmu, what exactly do you want?"

What does she want to do?She doesn't know what she wants to do.

She just felt that she felt very painful now, and she even wanted him to accompany her.

A few minutes ago, they were close and sweet lovers, but in the blink of an eye, they became like this.

Is it her fault, or his fault?

"It's nothing," she smiled lightly, "I just remind you that I am no longer a clean woman, lest you regret it too late."

As he spoke, he pushed his hand away vigorously and got up to leave.

Maybe they shouldn't be together from the very beginning, so at least she won't know... these things.

She got up and left without the slightest nostalgia from her back. César clenched her hands into fists, chased after her in a few steps, and hugged her from behind, "Mumu, what are you doing? Don't make trouble with me, okay?" ?”

With such a tall figure, it was too easy to hold her. She was in his arms, and she didn't even have room to struggle.

"Let go," she said coldly with her eyes closed.

The indifference that had never been seen before, yes, César realized almost instantly that she had never spoken to him in such an indifferent tone.

Her eyes looked straight ahead, "Cesar, let me say it again, let me go."

A woman who wants to be clean should not hold her, she has been unclean for many years.

Her heart was in severe pain, but her eyes were blurred, she couldn't see anything clearly, everything was blurry, she wanted to lose her temper, she could feel the hostility she had never had before.

She wanted to throw things and people, she needed to vent.

She doesn't want to stay here anymore, she wants to leave, she wants to leave him.

She is very angry, but why is she so angry?He didn't say anything about her past, did he?

Of course César couldn't let go, how could he let go, "Mumu, you know, it's impossible."

His voice fell on her ears, already a little bit harsh.

She struggled fiercely in his arms, her long hair was disheveled, and he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, so he didn't even see her red eyes.

"Don't you think I'm dirty? What are you doing holding me, let me go." At the end, it was uncontrollable hysteria, "Get out, get out of here."

She has never felt such a sharp heartache before. This feeling is really too uncomfortable. It is hard to say that she is already at a loss. She just wants to find a place to hide herself, so that no one can see it.

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