Shrew, I'm hungry!

259 Farewell in truth!Holding a bowl of hot soup, Luo Zhiheng stood in front of Mu Yunhe's door, hesitating whether to enter.

"Master, please give it to the slave." Xiao Xizi opened the door and said cautiously.

Luo Zhiheng's expression changed: "He still refuses to see me?"

Three days passed in a flash to others, but to Luo Zhiheng, it seemed like years.For three whole days, from the day when the banquet came back to now, Mu Yunhe refused anyone to enter this room. Luo Zhiheng went in, but was kicked out. Mu Yunhe only said one word 'get out' that day.

Normally, Luo Zhiheng would not take it seriously, and would mess around with him, but that day Luo Zhiheng obediently left.She knew that Mu Yunhe couldn't bear such a huge blow. When the bloody betrayal of a relative was in front of her eyes, a simple-minded person couldn't accept it at all, and would even be defeated.

She knew that Mu Yunhe regarded her as an enemy in her subconscious. Mu Yunhe might not want to do this, but those plots and injuries came from her mouth clearly. She could understand Mu Yunhe's rejection and resistance. , and willing to accommodate.She is willing to give him time to digest these, even if he blames her now or can't accept it, one day he will figure it out.

"Bring it in, and persuade him to order." Luo Zhiheng handed the soup to Xiao Xizi, stood at the door for a while, and was slightly relieved when she heard that there was no other sound in the room. She turned around and was about to leave the room. Suddenly there was the sound of porcelain breaking, and she stopped abruptly.

"Master, please take a bite, this is all made by the little princess for you, you should feel sorry for the little princess and eat some." Xiao Xizi persuaded earnestly.

There was a brief silence in the room, and suddenly Mu Yunhe's heart-piercing cough broke out.Luo Zhiheng was so frightened that she turned around and ran into the room, but just as her hand touched the door, a nanny's voice sounded behind her.

"Miss, there are people coming from the palace, please go to the front now."

Luo Zhiheng let go, today is the three-day appointment between Mu Qingya and the emperor of the Southern Dynasty, she concluded that something big will happen today, at this time the three bigwigs in the palace are too busy to take care of themselves, how could anyone think of her?

"Whose is it?" Luo Zhiheng asked as she walked out.

"The person sent by the imperial concubine." The nanny said.

Luo Zhiheng's eyes flashed, and he came to the front hall after a while.The person who came was the second chief eunuch next to Mu Qingya, and he was still able to come out of the palace at this moment, probably because of the emperor's permission.

"Tell me, what's the matter." Sitting down, Luo Zhiheng asked.

The eunuch's face was pale, and he knelt tremblingly on the ground to salute, and then said: "Slave/is the one who was ordered to invite the little princess into the palace for a gathering. The noble concubine is in good spirits today, and I invite the little princess to show her face."

This was the first time that Mu Qingya's slave treated Luo Zhiheng so respectfully, but Luo Zhiheng didn't feel happy at all, only heaviness and confusion.Mu Qingya's beloved is dead. According to Mu Qingya's state that day, this woman has obviously collapsed. How can a collapsed woman still be in a good state?And it was adjusted in just three days?And why did the emperor allow Mu Qingya to ask her to enter the palace?

Luo Zhiheng asked, "When are you going?"

"Now."

Tapping the handrail with her fingers inadvertently, she stood up abruptly and walked back, saying as she walked, "Wait here for me, I'll ask the little prince what he means."

Luo Zhiheng came to Mu Yunhe's room again, this was the second time within three days that she pushed open his door without hesitation.As soon as Luo Zhiheng entered the room, she immediately felt a sense of death-like suffocation and depression.

The darkness once again surrounded/surrounded Mu Yunhe, and once again he retreated into the black protection circle. After being betrayed by his family, he couldn't trust anyone again. He rejected the whole world, including Luo Zhiheng.When Luo Zhiheng finally walked into his world, but because of this cruel exposure, he was neatly excluded from his heart.He wasn't cruel, he was just afraid of getting hurt, and he just didn't want to face reality.

Luo Zhiheng's heart was burning with pain, and he walked slowly into him, and he lay on the bed like that, his eyes staring straight at the top of the bed, but his eyes were dull and dull.Still wearing the clothes he came back that day, with a pale face and protruding cheekbones, he actually lost a lot of weight in three days.It looks like a fragile ceramic doll.

Crouching beside him, Luo Zhiheng called him softly: "Mu Yunhe, I know you are awake, and I know you don't want to face me now, but I have to ask you something. She sent someone to find me , she wants me to enter the palace, do you agree with me?"

Mu Yunhe's sluggish eyes seemed to move for a moment, but the next moment, he returned to silence.

Luo Zhiheng was heartbroken, and carefully took his hand. Although he didn't reject it, he didn't cater to it either. He was like a zombie. There was a corpse in the world, but without soul and thought, his heart was empty. , the eyes are also empty, this resistance makes her uncomfortable.

"Please, tell me a word, okay? You are not torturing yourself, you are torturing me. Even if I am wrong, you can't just ignore me like this. I know that in your heart It hurts, but between your healthy life and your family, I have no choice. Do you call me selfish and cruel in your heart? But do you know how angry I am when I just think of all the truth ? I wish I could kill Mu Qingya, because she is too ruthless."

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know Mu Qingya. Because of you, I would try to get to know Mu Qingya. I hope we can get along peacefully, but you see, it's impossible. Mu Qingya is too extreme. , Everything she did can no longer be described as outrageous. But I don't hate it now, but I can't talk about forgiveness, because it is a fact that she hurt you. "

"If you really want to draw a line with me because of this matter, then I have nothing to say. For you, I, Luo Zhiheng, dare to pat my chest and say that I have a clear conscience. So Mu Yunhe, tell me something , do you still want me?" How could Mu Yunhe understand Luo Zhiheng's anger and fear?

She thought of the beginning of the matter, but did not know the end.But now that she knows Mu Yunhe's attitude, she still doesn't regret the exposure at the beginning. She wants to save Mu Yunhe from the sea of ​​suffering. Although it temporarily pushes Mu Yunhe into another abyss that looks very painful, she will find a way pulled him out.But if Mu Yunhe doesn't even give her a chance, then what else is there between them?

Mu Yunhe was silent, as if he was a living dead, although his eyes were open, he couldn't hear Luo Zhiheng's words, maybe he heard it, but he didn't know how to answer.He began to break out in cold sweat, his head and body covered in cold sweat, and his clothes were wet after a while, his face became paler, but he remained silent.

"Master, I beg you, don't force the young prince. He hasn't spoken since he came back three days ago. If you press him like this, he can hear you, but if he can't speak, wouldn't you be more anxious?" Xiao Xizi I couldn't stand it anymore, and said anxiously.

Luo Zhiheng's painful expression gradually turned into indifference, she stood up and said condescendingly: "Well, you Nuofu will be your living dead here, and I'll go see your snake sister, if I'm not careful After being killed by her, you might not be able to resist me anymore! Let me stay in your memory too, as a shadow you once thought was beautiful!"

Luo Zhiheng withdrew her hand, turned and left.

Xiao Xizi called out several times behind her, and then anxiously circled on the ground: "It's over, it's over, the little princess is really angry. What should the master do? Is the little princess really in danger?"

Xiao Xizi who was in a hurry didn't see it, Mu Yunhe blinked his eyes a few times, the emotions in his eyes gradually accumulated, and his brows twitched.

Luo Zhiheng came to the palace in a carriage, accompanied by the nanny.Nalan Daibai's death was caused by the nanny, but neither the master nor the servant felt any guilt at all, because Nalan Daibai deserved to die, he could do crazy things for his beloved, then she could care for herself people to kill him!That's fair.

"Miss, do you think this Mu Qingya is looking for trouble for you? For Nalan Daibai's death?" the nanny asked gloomyly.

"Hmph, is she still causing me little trouble? After all, the grievances and grievances have not been understood, so why not meet? I want to know what else she can do when she is at the end of her rope." Luo Zhiheng turned the corner after speaking, Mu Qingya's palace is already in sight, but it is heavily guarded!

"Miss, be careful, there are quite a few people out here, and there are still many masters in the dark." The nanny whispered in her ear.

"Oh? It seems that the emperor is really afraid that Mu Qingya will have an accident. That's right, if Mu Qingya has an accident, he will die too." Luo Zhiheng sneered and sneered at the emperor of the Southern Dynasty.

After many notifications, Luo Zhiheng finally entered Mu Qingya's bedroom, but the nanny was left outside.She looked at the bright red eyes and found it very dazzling. When she entered Mu Qingya's bedroom, she suddenly found that Queen Murong Xianchen was already kneeling on the cushion.

She looked up, and saw a woman in white sitting on the big bed in the bright red bedroom, gently combing the hair of the person lying on the bed. Her movements were skillful and gentle, as if she had done a thousand Ever-changing, from the side view, the corners of her mouth have a warm arc, the light in the corners of her eyes is also gentle, the whole person looks gentle and quiet.

"You're here." The woman in white said, her voice was also soothing and gentle, she slowly turned her face to see that the face without heavy makeup was no longer coquettish, no longer ferocious, it was as fresh and elegant as a lotus emerging from water , it was Mu Qingya!

Mu Qingya, who has faded away from the depressing dark red and heavy makeup, turned out to be such a gentle person!

Mu Qingya smiled at Luo Zhiheng: "Sit next to sister, and I will entertain you after I comb Nalan's hair."

Luo Zhiheng only felt that this kind of Mu Qingya was too weird, but there was an indescribable sense of reality.Suppressing her shock and confusion, she sat beside Murong Xianchen, only to find that Murong Xianchen's face was pale and her eyes were red.

"Is it strange that I still have the face to come to you?" Mu Qingya said suddenly, with a relieved smile in her voice, she picked up a strand of long hair from the person on the bed, and finally lifted her body, and the person on the bed The profile of his face immediately came into view, it was Nalan who had died long ago.

She combed her hair slowly, and said with a smile: "Because I asked the emperor for the last favor, I begged him to give me a decent way to die. Before I die, I want to see you for the last time in this life. two people."

"Mu Qingya!" Murong Xianchen's voice was low and choked, his complexion gradually turned blue, something seemed to be suppressed in his throat, and he collapsed without being able to shout out.

Mu Qingya smiled and said, "Sister, don't tell me, I know you still have a lot of doubts, and I will tell you everything today. As for Luo Zhiheng, you are very curious about how you became the person you can't let go of, right? It's very simple , what I can't let go of is the resentment towards you. A person I love the most, a person I hate the most, before I die, with you two by my side, I am the most special person ever. "

"Shouldn't the people you hate the most be Mu Yunhe and the princess?" Luo Zhiheng said coldly.

Mu Qingya's comb paused, and then continued: "It used to be them, but now it's you. I hate that the princess indirectly killed Rui'er, and I hate that Mu Yunhe survived, but those were finally replaced by you, because you killed My Nalan! That's why you have become the person I hate the most. I suddenly realized that hating a stranger is much easier and happier than hating and calculating one's closest relatives. Luo Zhiheng, I also want to thank you for allowing me to I can still laugh so freely before I die."

Luo Zhiheng didn't panic, but instead asked: "Then do you still hate Mu Yunhe and the princess?"

"Where can I let go of hate easily? What's more, it's been so many years? But when I hated to the end, I realized that hating someone is so painful. Not only I suffer, but also the people around me. I let the most Nalan, who loves me, followed me into hell and lived in dire straits. He gave up the dignity and integrity of a man for me without hesitation. What I can give him in the end is probably just a promise to stay together after death. But I don’t Regret, also very beginning, life, we can't be together, death, no one can separate us again."

"It's just my sister, but the person I'm most sorry for in my life. I know the things you did for me behind the scenes, I know you helped me clean up the mess time and time again, and I also know that you hate me And all patience and tolerance. Sister, do you know that I always know that you are waiting for me to turn back, you are my shore, I always know that as long as I turn back, you are behind, no matter how big the wind and rain ahead, I will always have someone Tolerate my good sister unconditionally. So I am unscrupulous. But in the end I am sorry for you."

"I know the emperor loves you. The only woman Nan Xiaoqing has ever loved in his life is you, Murong Xianchen. But you silently guard me in my heart, so I use your sisterhood to me to force Nan Xiaoqing time and time again." Xiaoqing, I am lawless. I killed so many innocent unborn children. Those children belonged to Nan Xiaoqing. I know that I did it, but I am still safe and sound. I know, because you pleaded for me in front of Nan Xiaoqing again and again, and Nan Xiaoqing let me go again and again because of loving you. I know all this .”

"You use your own life to bet on me. You bet that I still have a sense of kindness in this life, but sister, you will never understand the despair and collapse of a mother who loses her child. I am sick and very serious. No one can heal me but my Rachel, I envy and hate all women who have children, I cause them miscarriages, I make them as sterile as I am, I know, I am crazy. My hands , after all, it is covered with blood, and it can no longer be washed clean."

Mu Qingya's clear voice was full of self-mockery and trembling. She looked at her hands and said with a strange and sad expression: "I have never been able to look back. I have isolated myself in the dark, and only Nalan is with me day and night. We jointly produced There are all kinds of poisons. I crazily regard myself as a poisoner trying drugs. I like the fear and darkness before death when the poison is about to kill me. I let myself face death again and again. Nalan rescued me again and again."

"Whenever I kill a child, I let myself die. I always think, what if I just die this time? But Nalan doesn't allow me to die. He also has a good idea Like a madman, he used himself as a poisonous person to test the medicine. He turned a good self into a person who needs blood to survive. I know, I killed him. I used myself as a sacrifice and sent Give him a taste, we can't do things between husband and wife, I don't even dare to think about the part that Nalan lost, I want him to suck my blood in this world."

"We will be crazily entangled with each other on this bed, two living dead with cold body and mind, numbly ignite passion at that moment, at that moment the whole world is only each other, and only that short hug in the dark, he When the sharp teeth pierced into my skin and sucked/allowed my blood to surge wildly, I felt that I was still alive, and I felt that I was not alone!"

"We licked each other's wounds and lived exhaustedly. We have been entangled for a lifetime, but the two of us have never been able to truly be together. My sister doesn't know, I have been in the same bed with the emperor for 14 years. I hate him, he hates me , We are loving before others, but indifferent behind others. Sometimes when I think about it, I really envy my sister, at least Nan Xiaoqing loves you."

Listening to Mu Qingya recalling her past with Nalan Daibai intermittently, Murong Xianchen had already burst into tears.But Luo Zhiheng was very calm, because she knew that Mu Qingya would not just gossip about family affairs.

Sure enough, Mu Qingya changed the subject and said to the queen: "My sister has been wondering what happened back then. In fact, I left you and didn't go home. Instead, I went to the pharmacy to buy poison, and then went to Nan Xiaoqing's house. place. I gave Nan Xiaoqing medicine."

Murong Xianchen's pupils constricted: "It's true?! Why did you do this?"

"Because my sister, my sister has been in pain. I know that I hurt you. I should have been the one who married Nan Xiaoqing, but I was so cowardly that I let my sister bear all this for me. That night you I said you wanted to escape, and you asked me to accompany you. Although I promised you, I was reluctant to leave. I didn't want to leave Nalan, so I had a bold and crazy idea in my heart. I wanted to Except for Nan Xiaoqing, in this case he will not force you away. When you are free, my heart will be relieved."

"You're crazy! He's an emperor!" Murong Xianchen was terrified when he heard that, he never imagined that the little sister who had been protected by her would do such a bold thing?

"I'm crazy! Nan Xiaoqing is selfish and an asshole! If he wants to get you, he will do whatever it takes. I hate him! What's more, how could I care about him being the emperor? I just want him to die!" Mu Qingya said harshly.

"I showed my identity in front of Nan Xiaoqing and explained that I was his savior. He believed it, and I easily gained his trust because I also told him that I am your good sister. He I was very interested in you at that time, and he asked me to talk more about you, so I naturally told him that my mouth was dry, so we drank wine, a jar of drugged wine that I prepared in advance. "

Mu Qingya said with a wry smile: "It's just that things didn't go as planned. What I bought was not poison but a strong aphrodisiac by mistake. Something went wrong after he drank for a while. I thought he was poisoned, and I thought about it in fear. I wanted to run away, but I was held tightly by him. He choked my neck fiercely, wishing he could strangle me to death, but he couldn't resist the power of the medicine, and I couldn't resist his power either. "

"When the tragedy happened, there was only one thought in my head. I can never be with Nalan again. My stupidity killed myself. He vented in my body like a beast. That's what I did. On one of the most desperate and dark nights, I called my sister to save me, but the funny thing is, the person he called was Xianchen!"

Mu Qingya looked at Murong Xianchen with a strange look, and seeing that Murong Xianchen's face could no longer be expressed in shock and paleness, she asked with a smile instead: "Sister, do you think this is ridiculous? Two people in a tragedy A person, shouting in his mouth and thinking in his heart, turned out to be the same person."

"So... this is the truth back then?!" Murong Xianchen's straight body that had been sitting upright softened instantly, her tears rolled down, she covered her face with her hands, crying depressingly and desperately: "It turned out to be for Me, it turned out to be for me..."

How can she repay all the pain and love debt in this tragedy?Her beloved sister, her beloved husband, has been pestering her and making her suffer for 20 years. The secret turned out to be like this!How much lighter is this truth/fact than the truth/fact of Mu Yunhe's poisoning?

Mu Qingya walked down from the bed, her body floated over so lightly as if she had lost weight, and she knelt down in front of Murong Xianchen, holding Murong Xianchen's hand carefully with her pale hands, her eyes were calm after washing away all the lead. Clean, with hidden tears: "Sister, I ask for your forgiveness. I know that I am unforgivable, I know that I am full of bad deeds, and I know that I am hopeless. But please forgive me, 14 years of alienation, It's not my intention, I just know that I don't have the face to see you anymore, I'm no longer the pure and enthusiastic Mu Qingya back then, I'm already crazy, I'm afraid to see the disgust and fear in my sister's eyes, I'm afraid to see the dirty eyes in your eyes My dirty and depraved self, in that case I will lose even my hatred, and I will no longer be able to live."

Murong Xianchen raised his head, the two sisters were so close for the first time after 14 years, they were the friendship when they were teenagers, and there were traces and figures of each other in their most splendid age, they agreed to call each other sisters, and they would be together for the rest of their lives People who are sisters.But in time, tribulation and hatred made them go further and further away, with many misunderstandings, their trust and friendship became weaker and weaker.

How can a fragile friendship bear the weight of the truth?

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you bully me for so long? You clearly know that I have resentment for what happened back then, why do you still let me resent you? Looking at me in pain and confusion like a fool, don't you Very happy?" Murong Xianchen accused angrily, but tears meandered to his jaw and fell down cracklingly.

Mu Qingya hugged Murong Xianchen, and the dry corners of her eyes finally became moist: "Because I know I can't say it, and if I say it, you will no longer be happy. I know how stubborn and strong you are. If this love is gone, you will still be happy." You can laugh, but you won’t be smiling happily. I’ve seen your obsessively loving eyes behind Nan Xiaoqing’s back, and seen your happy smile when you are hugged by him, I really can’t do anything to hurt you.”

"You fell in love with my enemy. I can't bless you, but I don't want to destroy you. Although Nan Xiaoqing is damned, but he can make my sister happy, even if it's only for a short time, I don't want to destroy it. You are the last piece of pure land in my heart, my hands are already covered with blood, I don't want my sister's blood to be among the dirty blood."

"Qingya! I'm sorry, I don't know this, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." The indifference and alienation on Murong Xianchen's pale face was finally broken, she didn't doubt Mu Qingya's words, she believed them.

"Go, let's go to the emperor, I'll beg him, I beg him to let you go." Murong Xianchen suddenly grabbed her hand and said eagerly.

Mu Qingya struggled a bit, pressed her wrist and said, "No! We won't beg him, there's no need. He has always hated me because I was the first to drug him. And later I also poisoned him because of hatred. Nalan gave it to me when she was with me later, and it was only in the last few years that she discovered that she had been poisoned. He wished that I would die immediately, how could he still release it? past me?"

She looked back at Nalan who was quietly laying on the bed, and said with a gentle smile: "What's more, he has already left one step ahead, and I can't delay any longer. He promised me that he would wait for me on the road to Huangquan. I've been waiting for me for a long time. Now, I can't let him wait for a long time alone on the cold Huangquan Road."

Once the update arrives, I’m sorry that the update is late today. There are so many things in summer, and I’m speechless. Hurry up and write the second update. Babes, please smash the recommendation tickets, comments and monthly tickets. I love you, group?