Director's growth history

"The child of today!" Fang Yuan knew what he wanted to express, but he still swallowed the second half of what he was talking to himself. 【*】After all, the times are different. Too much information in this area on the Internet, TV, and newspapers makes children mature more prematurely; the relatively relaxed atmosphere created by quality education and the burden that the only child has to bear in the family The love of the present makes the current middle school students more daring to express their inner thoughts candidly.Fang Yuan recalled that when he was in high school, he also vaguely liked the female chemistry teacher who taught him, but until he graduated from high school, he never revealed a word to this female chemistry teacher, and he never even talked to the female chemistry teacher alone.Wen Ruoxing, this little girl, who is only 15 years old, expresses her affection to her Chinese teacher so bluntly, and her words are directly positioned as "first love", alas, what is this?If Wen Ruoxing's studies and progress were affected by this undeserved puppy love, then he, the Chinese teacher, would be really guilty.

Fangyuan put away the photos and put them in a drawer.Sitting on the office chair, Fang Yuan was in a daze: What should I do?Find an opportunity to have an in-depth exchange with Wen Ruoxing.Although this incident was not caused by me, I am also a party involved, so I can't delay the future of the students!

While he was in a daze, there was a knock on the door.Fang Yuan woke up from his wild thoughts, quickly gathered himself together, and replied, "Please come in."

It was Fang Shujuan who came in.She was as simple and clean as usual, and her neutral and decent clothing matched her personality very well.With a smile, she said, "Principal Fang, can I sit down?"

Fangyuan quickly stood up: "Welcome. Sit down, Shujuan." Fang Shujuan closed the door, came to the chair in front of Fangyuan's desk, and sat down properly.She looked at Fang Yuan, her eyes were full of tenderness that couldn't be melted away, which made Fang Yuan feel a little unbearable. "What's the matter, Shujuan?" Fang Shujuan didn't speak, just smiled lightly, looking straight at the man in front of her who still kept her awake every night. Even though he was married, he still occupied her heart. man.

Fangyuan said: "Shujuan, congratulations, the No.1 who won the second prize in the city class competition is actually equivalent to No.3 in the whole city." Fang Shujuan lowered her head and said in a low voice: "I know what this award is. Come." Fang Yuan's heart ached, but she didn't know what to say.

It was suddenly cold in the office.Just sit like this.Fang Shujuan thought to herself, even if she sits like this forever, even if she sits like this until the sea dries up.Can sit in front of the most beloved man, be with the beloved man, what could be happier than this?

Fang Yuan felt more and more pressure and embarrassment in this silent atmosphere.Fang Yuan finally couldn't help it anymore: "Shujuan, what do you want from me? Tell me, as long as I can help you, I will help you." Fang Shujuan raised her head, stared at the man who made her worry about it again, and felt jealous of Kong Shuanghua in her heart. Burn up: Fangyuan is mine, why did you, Kong Shuanghua, get him?You don't deserve him, you don't know Fang Yuan, and you can't be Fang Yuan's good helper, and you are not qualified to be Fang Yuan's good adviser and helper.Why?Don't you just have a father who became a deputy director?The man that Fang Shujuan can't get, you, Kong Shuanghua, don't want to have it comfortably by yourself.

Fang Shujuan said: "Fang Yuan, I want to hear some honest words from you. Please forgive my presumptuousness, but I don't ask clearly about some things, and I feel really aggrieved." Fang Yuan's heart trembled, but still She said kindly, "Tell me, I have always been sincere in front of you." Fang Shujuan said, "Fangyuan, have you been in love with Kong Shuanghua and married, have you always been happy?"

This is really a question that has caught Fang Yuan's attention.To be honest, in love and after marriage, there are joys and sorrows. During the time spent alone with Kong Shuanghua, Fang Yuan felt that she tolerated her a lot and tolerated her a lot. As for being happy, Fang Yuan didn’t seem to think too much, and felt that she was responsible , It is necessary to coordinate a good relationship with Kong Shuanghua.Now that I think about it carefully, it seems that there is really no romantic feeling of being in love, nor is there a time when I am touched by Kong Shuanghua's concern-am I happy?Am I happy?

Seeing that Fang Yuan didn't answer, Fang Shujuan sighed faintly and said, "Fang Yuan, sometimes people have to lose something in order to get something. Success is precious, and love is more expensive. If it's for love, everything is worthless." It can be thrown away. If you haven't experienced the sweetness of love and the happiness of marriage in this life, I think you will always have some regrets in your life."

Fang Yuan understood the potential meaning of Fang Shujuan's "what to gain" and "what to lose", and felt a little hesitant: I chose Kong Shuanghua, am I wrong?But he was going to be a father, Kong Shuanghua was pregnant with his own child, what Kong Shuanghua gave to him was a virgin, but what he gave to Kong Shuanghua was not a virgin——Yanping Night, an indelible imprint.I've already felt sorry for Kong Shuanghua, so do I need to involve more love stories?Fang Yuan shook his head: "Shujuan, I am very happy with Kong Shuanghua, and I am also very happy. Kong Shuanghua has changed a lot for me, and even I did not expect that she would have such a big change. Now Kong Shuanghua, with you The resemblance is not the same, she is now gentle, considerate, understanding, and understands and supports my work. Now I want to love Kong Shuanghua wholeheartedly, and I also want to love the crystallization of our love."

Fang Shujuan was taken aback: "Fang Yuan, you, you, do you mean that Kong Shuanghua is pregnant?" Fang Yuan said, "Yes." Fang Shujuan's expression dimmed, she lowered her eyebrows, and did not speak for a long time.Fang Yuan looked at the ordinary girl in front of her who once wanted to dedicate everything to herself, and felt guilty in her heart, but she didn't know where to start.

After a long time, Fang Shujuan raised her head, her eyes filled with tears.Fang Yuan quickly handed over a tissue.Fang Shujuan took the paper, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "I bless you, Fang Yuan. I also want to ask you a question, and I hope you can tell me your truest thoughts." Fang Yuan nodded.

Fang Shujuan said: "Fang Yuan, have you ever loved me?" It was another difficult question, but Fang Yuan nodded firmly after several hesitation.Fang Shujuan said: "Fang Yuan, do you know? I put all my heart on you. I am willing to wash and cook for you. I am willing to be an ox and a horse for you. I want you to be famous in front of others. I will stay silently behind you and be proud of you. I have grown up so much, I have never liked a boy as much as I like you. If someone hurts you, if necessary, I am willing to die for you. Fangyuan, I believe you can understand my love for you, whether it is for Kong Shuanghua or Song Sisi, I have used some provocative methods, just hoping that there will be no relationship between them and you, and you will belong to me. At that time, you reprimanded me and blamed me. Do you know how uncomfortable I was? I kept telling myself that I am the best woman for you, and no one else is more suitable for you. But you still chose Kong Shuanghua, and Give up me, the one who loves you wholeheartedly! In front of everyone, no one can see my sadness because of your marriage, because I bury this sadness deeply in my heart. I already have such a determination, since I can't get you , then other people don’t want to enjoy your life alone! However, you fought for the municipal class for me, and in the municipal class competition, you spoke well to the leaders of the teaching and research section and got the third place in the city. Let me know that you still have Having me and still caring about me makes my heart soft again, Fangyuan, I love you very deeply, which makes me not have the courage to hurt you, because hurting you, my heart will be stronger than yours It hurts! But I can't marry you, and my heart hurts too."

Fang Yuan felt that he could not listen anymore.A single Wen Ruoxing made his heart flustered, and now Fang Shujuan's confession made Fang Yuan completely flustered!How did she marry Fang Shujuan back then, Fang Yuan has every reason to believe that Fang Shujuan must have done a better job than Kong Shuanghua, she is definitely a good wife and helper one in a million.

Fang Shujuan continued: "Fang Yuan, I don't think I will ever get married in this life, because there will be no second man worthy of my deep love. I know my own conditions. A college student from other places, a plain-looking man Girl, she is already 26 years old, she is an older young woman without a boyfriend. Since I have fallen in love with you Fangyuan without regret, then I will continue to wait without regret. I believe that one day in the future, when Kong Shuanghua has trouble with you When I go down, I will give you a warm harbor, even if it takes you a lifetime to wait."

"Shujuan, you must not think like this. There are plenty of men who are better than me now, and I am not worthy of you doing this. Shujuan, the sky at school is very small. When you walk out of school, you will find that the outside world is very exciting, excellent men everywhere."

Fang Shujuan didn't seem to have heard Fang Yuan's advice.She smiled wryly: "Unforgettable for men, it may be a moment; for many women, it is a lifetime! I have always missed the good times in April this year. Although I was tired, I was happy. Fangyuan, I still want to ask you a question , after you married Kong Shuanghua, do you still think of me, Fang Shujuan, from time to time?"

It was difficult for Fang Yuan to answer.Whenever he and Kong Shuanghua got into trouble, how could Fang Yuan not think of Fang Shujuan's virtuousness, reason, understanding, gentleness and forbearance?But can you tell?

Fang Shujuan cast her eyes straight on Fang Yuan's eyebrows: "Fang Yuan, can't you tell me the truth for such a small request of mine?"

Fang Yuan nodded.

Fang Shujuan smiled: "Fang Yuan, at any time, please remember that there is a kind and strong woman who will silently support you and help you behind you. The door of my dormitory will be open for you at any time. I am willing to It becomes a safe haven for you to heal your soul creation. I didn't come in vain today!"

Fang Yuan's heart was beating violently, she didn't know how to deal with the situation in front of her, she just sat there in a daze.Fang Shujuan stood up and said, "Fangyuan, I'm leaving. Thank you for your truth. I also want to give you a piece of information. This time, the rumors in the whole school started with Jia Ming and Zhao Gang."