Director's growth history

When Fang Yuan went upstairs, he passed the teaching office again. 【 】Fang Yuan couldn't help walking in.Fang Shujuan was the only one in the teaching office, sitting quietly at her desk and busying herself.Fang Yuan greeted with a smile: "Hello, Shujuan."

Fang Shujuan raised her head and saw Fangyuan, her eyes lit up first, then dimmed, and she regained her composure in an instant.She stood up: "Fang Yuan, no, Principal Fang." There was no extra words, she stood there silently, without raising her head and lowering her eyes.

Fang Yuan felt a little sad, but what could be done?Originally, she had planned what she would say if she met Fang Shujuan, but seeing Fang Shujuan like this, Fang Yuan couldn't remember a word.After murmuring for a long time, Fang Yuan finally squeezed out 7 words: "Shujuan, how are you doing recently?" Fang Shujuan lowered her eyebrows and said, "It's okay, I've been busy all the time, and the teaching of the two classes is quite tiring. There are quite a lot. Isn’t it the same for you? In front of the vice-principal, I also lead two classes of Chinese.” Fang Yuan said: “If young people want to make progress, they must endure more hardships when they are young. I have always encouraged myself like this " Fang Shujuan said: "If I didn't think this way, I would have collapsed from exhaustion. When others are tired and sick, there are also people who know how to feel warm and caring. If I don't cherish my body, I will collapse from exhaustion. , Tired and sick, who will take care of me?"

Fang Yuan's heart hurts like being pulled by someone: Yes, Fang Shujuan is also a normal and healthy young woman, she should also enjoy the joy of love and happiness of marriage, and someone should care about her, be considerate of her, and give her a warm heart. harbor.Now, Fang Yuan is a married person, and I can no longer trust my thoughts and actions, let alone make any promises to Fang Shujuan.Fang Yuan knew that maybe up to now, Fang Shujuan still loves Fang Yuan silently, but what's the use?Fang Yuan asked herself: Do I have the courage to divorce Kong Shuanghua?Do I need to divorce Kong Shuanghua?Can I bear the serious consequences of divorcing Kong Shuanghua?Besides, Kong Shuanghua had already given birth to her own child, so she couldn't let the child become a single-parent child before it was born.Fang Yuan stared at this ordinary-looking but persistent woman, thinking of what she had done for Fang Yuan in the past, she felt guilty in her heart: "Shujuan, if there is anything I need to do, please don't be polite. Open your mouth, and I will do my best." Fang Shujuan said, "There are some things that you cannot help me with." Fang Yuan said, "Even if I am not capable enough, I will do my best."

silence.Wordless silence.

After a while, Fang Shujuan raised her head and looked at Fangyuan: "Recently, every time I call my parents, my parents always ask me when I will get married. What can I say? Last April, I once briefly mentioned your situation to your parents, and your parents also thought it was appropriate. They are both college students who are single in the coast, and they are also colleagues. They can take care of each other. Especially when I talked about your progress and achievements, my dad My mother thinks it is more suitable. You know, at that time, I was immersed in the vision of happiness every day, but the unexpected choice you made after the class threw me from heaven to hell , I can't accept it psychologically."

Fang Yuan's heart was shaken by Fang Shujuan's words and resonated deeply.Alas, when I made such a choice back then, I really failed Fang Shujuan's sincerity.But Fangyuan also needs to develop and make progress. Although this choice seems a bit more utilitarian now, when Fangyuan asks himself, he always comforts himself with the need to improve.Fang Shujuan is a good woman, if she becomes my wife, then I will get her full support after marriage, and she is thoughtful, she is a very good consultant!But reality means that none of this is possible.

Fangyuan sighed softly, and said in a low voice: "Shujuan, I am sorry for you. In fact, in my heart, I have always wanted to make up for you. I really don't know what to do so that you don't hate me in your heart. , and feel better..." Fang Shujuan interrupted Fang Yuan, "Fang Yuan, I don't need pity, I don't need the sympathy of charity. I also know that I can be the deputy director of teaching smoothly, I can participate in the city class competition, I can You helped No.1 who won the second prize. But have you ever thought that when an infatuated woman is completely occupied by a man in her heart, will there be room for a second man in her heart? Man? I'm almost 27 years old. In my mother's words, I've become an old girl who can't get married soon. In our hometown, children at my age probably go to primary school, but now, from the bottom of my heart, , I seem to be resisting looking for a boyfriend. Whenever an enthusiastic classmate or colleague wants to introduce me, in order not to lose face, I will go too, but I will always compare him with your Fangyuan unconsciously. The comparison is over. , and the matter is over."

The corners of Fang Shujuan's eyes filled with tears unknowingly, brimming with tears.Fang Yuan's heart was pierced by a knife, and she couldn't help blurting out: "Shujuan, what do you think I can do?" Fang Shujuan looked directly at Fang Yuan, and asked back, "Then what do you think you can do?"

Fang Yuan was speechless.

silence.Wordless silence.

There is always something to be done about this.Fang Yuan suddenly realized that he had become a playboy now, and his relationship with Dong Mei was a lover's relationship according to the current society's popular standards. The relationship between Song Sisi and Wen Ruoxing has not been completely broken up to now, and even touched other people's breasts and little sisters during the meeting of the Youth Federation. The photos of Wen Ruoxing, and the muddleheaded promise that Wen Ruoxing would not praise other female students in front of her at the end of the first class today, seems to have begun to interpret the popular teacher-student relationship in today's society; now, Fang Shujuan in front of me, no matter how I think about it, I feel that I owe her a lot, which has affected Fang Shujuan's love, marriage, and childbirth. Isn't this a sin?Thinking about Kong Shuanghua at home, now he seems to be more and more attached to Fangyuan, every day he hopes that Fangyuan can hug her and talk to her, so that he can calm down and review her homework.

Thinking about it, Fang Yuan's heart became even more confused: Oh my God, when did I bear such a heavy emotional debt, and when did I fall into the vortex of emotions?Every woman or girl in the vortex I face is not a bad woman or a bad girl, and they should not be hurt, but choosing any one of them and giving up others means deep hurt!And Fang Yuan didn't want to hurt any of them, he hoped from the bottom of his heart that these women could have a happy life.However, in such a situation, what should I do, Fang Yuan?

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