Director's growth history

Fang Shujuan, who didn't expect too much from Fang Yuan's words, sat there calmly all the time, carefully sorting out the gains from this training. 【 】This kind of training is really good, and I cannot but admire Fang Yuan's work wisdom.As for friendship, it's not a place for a woman like me to show off her charm. Talents like Tian Qiaoqiao and Su Ruihan who like to show their faces are most suitable for such an occasion.Therefore, Fang Shujuan sat silently in the corner during the two nights of fellowship and the third night of free activities, or went back to the dormitory to rest early, without participating at all.When she saw Fangyuan dragged out by a female lieutenant and danced one after another, she still felt a strong jealousy in her heart.Obviously Fangyuan has married Kong Shuanghua and has become a person who has no relationship with Fang Shujuan other than her working relationship, but Fang Shujuan still has jealousy for some reason, and it can't be dispelled for a long time.

It's a very strange feeling.When Fang Shujuan saw Fangyuan, she wanted to avoid Fangyuan. Did she hate Fangyuan?no.Fang Shujuan also repeatedly asked herself many times: Why do you always want to hide from Fangyuan in your heart, but in the dead of night when you are in bed, you are desperately missing this man who obviously violated his promise and did not want her.Sometimes, Fang Shujuan couldn't tell the subtle feeling deep in her heart.This afternoon, when Fang Shujuan saw Fang Yuan at the teaching office, her first feeling was that she wanted to run away quickly; when Fang Yuan enthusiastically said that she would help her contact the train ticket, she was moved in her heart, although she also knew that when the Spring Festival approached At that time, train tickets were hotter than hot dogs and more sought-after than stocks. Fangyuan might not be able to get tickets.But although Fang Shujuan still appeared indifferent on the outside, she was very warm in her heart: this showed that Fang Yuan still cared about her, at least, she, Fang Shujuan, still had a place in Fang Yuan's heart.

Now, Fang Yuan appeared in front of her again, looking excited.Fang Shujuan said: "Principal Fang, have you got the ticket?" Fang Yuan said: "Shujuan, don't call me Principal Fang, I feel awkward." Fang Shujuan said: "You are the vice principal, so it is better to call you Principal Fang Appropriate." The coldness caused Fangyuan's heart to feel a burning pain like a small gash being cut by a knife, and the pain pierced his heart.Fang Yuan felt that Fang Shujuan was getting further and further away from her.There is nothing wrong with what he did. I am a married man, and I am an innocent single female teacher. I am afraid it is not very good to have sex with a married man.Thinking about Fang Shujuan, thinking about Su Ruihan, Fang Yuan really felt that Fang Shujuan was the most virtuous woman in the feudal society, and Su Ruihan must be a slut who couldn't help but seduce her.Fang Shujuan is better, better than Su Ruihan, better than his wife Kong Shuanghua.

Fang Yuan didn't want to entangle with Fang Shujuan's address anymore, and said: "Shujuan, I contacted a friend, she was willing to help, and said that she would send you directly to the train, guaranteeing a seat, and then buy a ticket on the train. She asked us to arrive at the train station on time at 4 o'clock, and I can just call her." Fang Shujuan was also very surprised: "Principal Fang, really?" Fang Yuan said, "What am I doing?" Have you ever cheated on me?" Fang Shujuan looked sad: "Maybe you don't want to cheat on me all your life, but sometimes, just one cheat is enough to change your life." Fang Yuan immediately thought of returning from the provincial capital Hangjiang in May last year, He accepted Kong Shuanghua's pursuit, but broke his previous promise.Yes, what deception is more unforgettable than emotional deception?Fang Yuan said: "Shujuan, I was the one who was sorry for you that time, but after that, I have been making up for it." Fang Shujuan said: "I know."

Without any more words, both of them left the teaching office.Fang Yuan followed Fang Shujuan to her dormitory.Fang Shujuan packed the package silently. In fact, there was nothing to pack. A few clothes, some books, and food and other things sent by the school. Fang Shujuan might not be willing to finish eating and was going to take them home.Fang Yuan stood silently in the room, unable to help.Seeing Fang Shujuan tidying up and tidying up swiftly, Fang Yuan's eyes suddenly became blurred: If she marries Fang Shujuan, will she pack her bags in such a virtuous manner every time I go on a business trip?Yes, I will.But Kong Shuanghua does not, Kong Shuanghua only has herself in her heart, she always longs to be cared for by others, but rarely thinks of caring for others.

The luggage was packed, a backpack and a travel bag with small wheels.Fang Shujuan stood up and patted her waist lightly.Fang Yuan volunteered, picked up the backpack from the ground, picked up the travel bag, and was about to go out.Fang Shujuan stopped Fangyuan: "Wait, there are still things to wash and wash." But when their hands touched, both of them felt strange in their hearts.Fang Yuan put down her bag, stood up straight, looked at the ordinary and calm face in front of her, feeling guilty and loving.Fang Shujuan also stared silently at the Prince Charming in front of her who had been on a date in her dreams. With his sincere expression and affectionate eyes, Fang Shujuan couldn't help but threw herself into Fangyuan's arms and hugged him tightly. After stopping Fangyuan, her voice choked up: "Fangyuan, Fangyuan, the more kind you are to me, the more I can't stand it."

For Fang Shujuan's sudden move, Fang Yuan was not mentally prepared at all, but when the woman he once loved was firmly in his arms, Fang Yuan couldn't help but hugged her.Hearing Fang Shujuan's choked up words, Fang Yuan felt uncomfortable: "Shujuan, it's all my fault, it's all my fault."

Fang Shujuan showed no sign of letting go, her voice was gentle and soft: "Fang Yuan, do you know how much I love you? For you, I am willing to give everything I have. But you don't want me, you don't want me, I hate you to death You." Disappointing tears flowed from his eyes, soaking Fangyuan's chest.The two hands that were originally holding Fang Yuan also clenched into fists, hammering Fang Yuan's back fiercely without any angle.

Fang Yuan's heart felt like a knife was being twisted, and Fang Shujuan burst into tears, and Fang Shujuan was punched with fists.Fangyuan said: "Shujuan, I know I'm sorry for you. But I'm already married and I'm going to be a father. What else can I do? Shujuan, except for marriage and love, I can give you everything and help you wholeheartedly. I hope so It can make up for my mistakes." Fang Shujuan said: "Fangyuan, Fangyuan, why didn't you marry me? Is it just because Kong Shuanghua's father is the vice president of a university? If you marry me, maybe our life will be harder at first, but We can fight, and our future will be very good. And as your wife, I can go all out to support your career progress more than Kong Shuanghua. Those troublesome housework will not let you worry about it, and I can Be your good adviser and helper. Fang Yuan, am I really not as good as Kong Shuanghua?"

Listening to Fang Shujuan's confession from the bottom of her heart, Fang Yuan also asked herself: Why did she make such a choice?Could it be that giving up Fang Shujuan and choosing Kong Shuanghua was really a mistake?

Fang Shujuan said: "Fang Yuan, I really hate you! How many times have I thought about destroying your reputation, but you are so kind to me, I can't even hate you, but I can't get love. Fang Yuan , do you know my pain? It is said that the infatuated woman is a heartless person, is this really the case in this world?"

Fang Yuan hugged Fang Shujuan tightly, and said: "No, Shujuan, there must be better and better men than Fang Yuan in this world. I am not a good man. If you want to scold me or beat me, I will Accept it willingly and never fight back."

Fang Shujuan said: "Fangyuan, I think I may be single for the rest of my life. Because my heart was once filled with you, and there will never be another man to occupy my heart. Fangyuan, do you think I am very ridiculous?"

Fangyuan's heart was even heavier: "Shujuan, it's not ridiculous. This is an expression of your true feelings for me. I, I'm sorry for you. But, Shujuan, you still have to continue looking for a partner that suits you. Look, isn't Vice President Dong Mei Have you found her other half too?"

Fang Shujuan broke away from Fangyuan's embrace, looked directly at Fangyuan with tears in her eyes, her eyes were firm: "No, I won't look for it anymore. At least until now, I haven't found someone more suitable for me. I will wait, wait for the day in the future, Fangyuan, you walked into my life again. I believe that there will be a day, no matter how far away this day is! I will always keep my virginity and leave it to you, my future husband!"

Fang Yuan was touched, Fang Yuan was ashamed, Fang Yuan was at a loss, and looked at Fang Shujuan blankly: Will she really become his wife in the future?

Fang Shujuan pulled a tissue from the small table and wiped away her tears.Seeing that Fangyuan's chest was already wet, I felt a little guilty, and said, "Fangyuan, either I did it on purpose, or I couldn't control it. See, your chest is all wet, let me dry it for you. "

I took a dry towel from the towel rack and wiped it vigorously on Fangyuan's training uniform, but how could this wet thing be wiped clean so quickly?Fang Shujuan said: "Fangyuan, take off your shirt, I will use a hair dryer to dry it."

Like an obedient child, Fang Yuan took off his coat and handed it to Fang Shujuan.Fang Shujuan hung the clothes on the steel wire in the middle of the room, found a hair dryer from the small cabinet, connected it to the power supply, and skillfully blowed on the chest of Fangyuan's training uniform carefully and carefully.Fang Yuan stood behind Fang Shujuan, silently watching the girl who was concentrating on blowing her hair, and felt an inexplicable impulse.He took a step forward and hugged Fang Shujuan from behind.At this moment, Fang Shujuan's body also froze there, and she heard Fangyuan's magnetic voice: "Shujuan, I'm sorry, it wasn't on purpose, or I couldn't control it."