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1939.958. Why is there no smile on my face?

On the train, Fang Shujuan sat there motionless for a long time, holding the train ticket in her hand, staring at the ticket in a daze. 【|】The carriage was very crowded, even the aisle was full of people, apparently they got on the train with a platform ticket, but Fang Shujuan didn't seem to be disturbed by the noise, she was still immersed in her thoughts.

Fang Shujuan knew very well that this ticket was not easy to come by; on days like the May [-]st Golden Week, it is really difficult to get a ticket, and this ticket was bought by Fangyuan.For Fang Yuan, this is the pain in Fang Shujuan's heart that will never be erased.The most ideal man to marry, the man who can stay together for a lifetime, but was snatched away by that barbaric princess Kong Shuanghua.Apart from my family being a little worse than Kong Shuanghua, what else is I not as good as Kong Shuanghua?Is it wisdom or connotation?Whenever she thinks about her family background and being the daughter of a farmer, Fang Shujuan feels inferiority and indignation: Why should a child of an official family not need to think about anything, the parents have already arranged it; The children of the common people not only have to struggle on their own, but also there are so many obstacles in the process of struggle?Put yourself in Fangyuan's position and think, if you were Fangyuan, would you choose yourself?Fang Shujuan asked herself this question many times, and the final answer disappointed her, that is, if she were Fang Yuan, she would have chosen Kong Shuanghua instead of Fang Shujuan!What do men value most?It is the success of the career and the progress of the work.Although I can provide Fang Yuan with a lot of reference, and I am willing to devote myself to the family, but how can I have the strength to help Fang Yuan take off?At this time, Fang Shujuan's heart was full of regrets: Oh, why are my parents not officials?

The long exam on the train made Fang Shujuan forgive Fang Yuan's "betrayal" from the bottom of her heart, and Fang Yuan's choice had her own reasons.Don't give Fang Yuan a cold face anymore. In fact, Fang Yuan is very kind to herself. Every time she encounters difficulties, who else has ever reached out to help her?Only Fangyuan!This time, the train tickets were so hard to buy. Although I queued up until the last train time in the evening, I still couldn't buy a ticket, so I had to look for Fangyuan again.Fangyuan faced her cold face with a smile, not to mention buying the ticket, not even asking for the ticket money.This shows that Fangyuan still has her in her heart!At least he still cares about her!There is no legal relationship between myself and Fangyuan, so how can I ask others to care about her like the person agreed in the law?A cold face will only make Fang Yuan farther away from him, not closer; if you give Fang Yuan a smile in the future, maybe there will be more opportunities in the future.Fang Shujuan had a premonition that the relationship between Fangyuan and Kong Shuanghua would not be long-term. After all, Kong Shuanghua had a bad temper and was well-known in the whole school. Back then, when no one dared to offend Principal Qi, Kong Shuanghua didn't care, and dared to be the top bully with Qi Xiuyun. and Song Guoxiong, who was also bullied by Kong Shuanghua so much that he didn't dare to let go. In the end, Kong Shuanghua didn't like him at all, and his wish to climb Kong Shuanghua's tall branch was completely vain.Even a commoner like Song Guoxiong knows what it means to choose Kong Shuanghua. A smart and outstanding person like Fang Yuan naturally knows more about what it means to choose Kong Shuanghua.Wait, it's better to wait than to marry someone you don't like.If one day in the future, Fang Yuan can no longer bear Kong Shuanghua's bad temper, then he must seize the opportunity, take advantage of the opportunity, and make Fang Yuan his man.So, from now on, put away your cold face, and use gentleness to influence Fangyuan.The better he is with Fang Yuan, the more Fang Yuan will feel that Kong Shuanghua is not good. Then, the separation between them is only one step away.I can’t eat hot tofu in a hurry, so I must stay calm. The Anti-Japanese War took 8 years, and I used no more than 8 years to make Fang Yuan my husband and myself Fang Yuan’s wife. The goal will definitely come true.After figuring it out, Fang Shujuan's gloomy mood improved a lot-in fact, there is no way out.What else can I do?Put away the ticket and put it away carefully.Not only for the inspection when leaving the station, but more importantly, everything Fang Yuan has done for her is very commemorative and must be treasured.If the time comes when everything Fang Yuan has done is suddenly shown in front of Fang Yuan, Fang Yuan will be shocked, and she will definitely feel how deep the love she hides in her heart. At that time, this will be the best weapon to capture Fang Yuan. !Thinking of this, Fang Shujuan showed a smile that she hadn't seen for many days.

Fang Shujuan really felt the crowded and noisy carriage after she came out of her reverie.Look around, it's full of people.Thinking about the past, I often stood from the Dongzhou departure station to the station where I got off, but now I can sit here easily, and Fang Shujuan couldn't help laughing: Fangyuan, in fact, is really good to me .

With such a good mood, Fang Shujuan returned home.To get off from the train station, you need to rent a tricycle and run for dozens of miles to get home.After haggling with the tricycle driver, we agreed on a price of 12 yuan.This is already the lowest price, such a price, because Fang Shujuan suddenly spoke authentic Jiangxi dialect, letting the driver who wanted to rip off the driver know that he had met someone from his hometown, so he had no choice but to accept this price.

The tricycle is parked in front of the house.After getting out of the car and taking the package, Fang Shujuan paid the money.Ah, everything is so familiar, even the air is especially fresh.Fang Shujuan felt refreshed and very unhappy.Opening the courtyard door, Fang Shujuan shouted: "Dad, Mom, brother, sister-in-law, I'm back." It was the little nephew who greeted her, ran into the yard, saw Fang Shujuan, and shouted happily: "Auntie is back, My aunt is back, I have candy to eat, I have candy to eat."

The child's mind is always so simple, which makes Fang Shujuan's heart overflow with infinite love.Putting down the package, Fang Shujuan hugged her nephew up: "Xiaobao, do you miss your aunt?" The little nephew flashed her big innocent eyes and said, "Yes. I really miss my aunt. Every time my aunt comes back, I have a lot of delicious food." Fang Shujuan kissed her nephew on the face: "Xiaobao, aunt brought you a lot of delicious food this time. Do you like it?" The little nephew said: "Auntie , I want it now, I want it now.”

Fang's mother came out to greet her: "Juanzi, you are back!" Fang Shujuan said: "Yes! May [-]th holiday, nothing to do, I'll be back." Fang's mother said: "Then come in quickly "Fang Shujuan said: "Okay. Mom, where are my father and brother-in-law!" Mother Fang said: "They are working in the field! I am preparing lunch, and your father and brother should be back."

After entering the house, my nephew's eyes stayed on the big package.Fang Shujuan said: "Xiaobao is getting bigger and bigger now, and he knows where the good things are." Fang's mother said, "Yes! This child is smart!" Fang Shujuan took her nephew's hand and said, "Xiaobao, What do you want to eat?" The nephew said, "I want candy. I want egg rolls." Fang Shujuan smiled, this was the nephew's favorite food brought back last time.For sugar, of course it is the white rabbit, and for the egg roll, of course it is Dali pie.Although it is a bit more expensive, Fang Shujuan also loves her nephews, aunts and nephews very much. To be honest, this is a proverb, and it is said so.Every time Fang Shujuan sees her nephew, she feels happy in her heart, and she also feels more or less emotional: When will she have a cute baby!

Lunch is very simple, rice, pork stewed potato cubes, fried rapeseed.Because Fang Shujuan came back, Fang's mother ran to the street again, bought a piece of pork head meat, cut it up, and added a dish of pork head meat mixed with cucumber.This is a simple farm meal, and Fang Shujuan clearly feels the difference between the city and the countryside.Although I grew up in the countryside, I have no nostalgia for the countryside now. Alas, the difference between urban and rural areas may not be eliminated in a lifetime!Fang's father, Fang brother and Fang's sister-in-law were all very happy to see Fang Shujuan coming home. They said a few pleasantries, and there was no more topic.Early May is the busiest time of farming, and this time is the busy season of early rice transplanting.When the three of them came back, they just took the time to eat, and in the afternoon they had to continue transplanting rice seedlings to grab the farming time.In Fang Shujuan's eyes, the bowl and chopsticks seemed to be not very clean. Alas, after staying in the city for 9 years, Fang Shujuan became more and more uncomfortable with the lack of hygiene at home.Father Fang didn't even wash his hands, so he just ate, how can this work?A piece of pork head was not caught, and Fang's father picked it up from the kang with his hands and ate it, how unhygienic!Fang Shujuan really wanted to say it, but she had no choice but to hold back.The taste of the food is also very bad, the rice is fine, but the bowl is too dirty, it is not cleaned at all, and it feels greasy to the touch.As for the dishes, except that the pork head meat tastes like pig head meat, the remaining two dishes only taste like salt. How can there be any umami taste?Where can it compare to the big pot dishes in the school cafeteria?It seems that before dinner tonight, I must wash all the pots and pans in the family.

Meals are eaten quickly.They all have to catch up with farm work, and they don't have too many polite words. My daughter, my sister, and the whole family don't need to be polite.Fang's father said: "Juanzi, eat slowly first. Your brother and sister-in-law and I will go to the field to plant rice seedlings. In the afternoon, you will talk to your mother at home. I have no other ideas. You are already 27. It's time to get married and have a baby." It's a child." Although Dad didn't say much, the key point was which pot should not be opened, which made Fang Shujuan feel panicked.Brother Fang said: "Yes, Juanzi, when your sister-in-law married me, she was only a little over 21 years old. Our little treasure is already 6 years old. It's time for you to find a boyfriend." Inquire about our village, is there any girl who has not married? You have become a joke for the whole village." Fang Shujuan said: "Dad, brother, don't worry about my affairs. I met a suitable woman. Yes, I will marry." Father Fang said: "What is appropriate? I met your mother once before I married you, and I have lived like this for the rest of my life. How can I live? I don't have time to tell you this, let's go , to work in the field."

Fang Shujuan no longer had a smile on her face.Originally, she also wanted to change clothes and plant rice seedlings in the field with her father, brother, and sister-in-law. When she thought that she might be nagged by her father and brother to get married after she went there, Fang Shujuan didn't agree with her like in previous years. They went together and ate unpalatable meals in silence.Alas, if I knew it was like this, why would I come back?There is no joy in school, and I want to go home to find some warmth; I didn't expect that when I go home, not only will there be no joy, but I am afraid that I will be angry.If I had known this, I might as well stay at school and read books and listen to music alone in the dormitory!

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