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3429.2116. Torment and Baptism of the Soul

"Do you have any other women out there?"

Kong Shuanghua's voice was not high, but it was like a heavy drum hammering, shaking Fangyuan's heart almost to burst!The tremendous pressure brought by this short sentence is no less than the pressure he endured during the previous fainting times.This is really a question that is difficult for Fang Yuan to answer!For any man like Fang Yuan who has experienced true or false love with multiple women, this question is difficult to answer and difficult to choose.In life, the most difficult thing is not to make progress, but to choose.A successful life is certainly related to struggle, but the most important thing is the choice at every important juncture.Now, Fang Yuan is facing exactly such a choice.Fang Yuan felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff, if he took a wrong step, he might fall into the abyss, or fall into a situation beyond redemption.Fang Yuan fell silent.To say, or not to say, has become a difficult hurdle in front of Fangyuan!There was even a strong voice screaming in Fangyuan's mind: "Why, I have to go through so many choices and tortures than others?"

Kong Shuanghua's heart was also hanging in the air.She hoped that Fang Yuan would say "no", but she was afraid that it would be a lie, and the lie would only make Kong Shuanghua more sad and disappointed; she didn't want Fang Yuan to say "yes", if she really said "yes", Kong Shuanghua would not know how to deal with it Marriage and love with Fangyuan, I don't know whether to break up resolutely or continue to maintain this cracked marriage.Although, from many channels, Kong Shuanghua has realized that in today's era, it is not uncommon for a wife and a lover to coexist, especially in official families and merchant families, it is commonplace.Some people even joked that if you are an official, you will have a lover, and if you are a boss, you will have mistresses. Today's era is already an era where mistresses are rampant and lovers are everywhere.If an official does not have a lover or a boss, if he does not have a mistress, he will not be able to adapt to the environment he lives in, that is, a white horse is not a horse, and a white crow is not a crow. out of the circle.That's the reasoning, but when it was really his turn, Kong Shuanghua still couldn't accept it.The only thing that can give Kong Shuanghua a little comfort is that if Fang Yuan really said that there are other women out there, it means that Fang Yuan is honest, and it can barely be regarded as a side worthy of recognition.

The two of them remained silent like this.The general manager's office, which had been stunned by the sound of crying, suddenly fell silent, and the staff of various departments who had been holding their breaths to listen, suddenly realized a new and possibly a terrible situation.Several department heads came to the office of Deputy General Manager Zhang Qiao at the same time.Yuan Huiwen asked for instructions: "Mr. Zhang, there has been no sound in the general manager's office for a long time. What should I do?" Zhang Qiao's heart was also worried, but Zhang Qiao was not sure whether he should go in and have a look.Zhang Qiao asked: "Manager Yuan, what did Fang Da tell you?" Yuan Huiwen said: "Fang Da said he didn't call me, so don't bother me." Zhang Qiao said: "Do as Fang Da said. President Ding is gone. From now on, Fang Da will really be the top leader of our company." Yuan Huiwen said, "Yes."

Finally, Fang Yuan gently took Kong Shuanghua's hand, and looked at his wife calmly.The progress of his wife made Fang Yuan extremely happy; the potential of a lady shown by his wife made Fang Yuan feel that his wife should be like this.Now, Fang Yuan is reluctant to ask Fang Yuan to take the initiative to divorce, because Fang Yuan feels that it is not easy to find another wife like Kong Shuanghua who can protect her husband at critical moments.What's more, Kong Shuanghua is still the mother of his son.As an educator, Fangyuan is well aware of the adverse effects of single-parent families on children's growth.But after such a long period of contemplation, Fang Yuan has made up her mind: if Kong Shuanghua really can't forgive and tolerate herself, then divorce will be divorced; if the civil servants really can't tolerate herself, then she will resign.With Chunxiao Company, even if he is a businessman, how much worse can he be than before?Being an official trains and sharpens people; doesn't being a businessman train and sharpen people?Being an official may make one's own career, and doing business can also make a career!Taking ten thousand steps back, I have nothing left, but I still have wisdom, ability, and ambition to do something good!Everything can start from scratch!At worst, it is not impossible to become a department manager at Dongsheng Sewing Machine Company and start your own business again!

Fangyuan said: "Shuanghua, after two years of working together, I think you are getting better and better. To put it in the most heartfelt words, I love you more now than when I first got married! If you don't propose a divorce, I will I will never divorce! I think you are the most suitable wife for me! No one else can replace your unique position in my heart!"

Kong Shuanghua's tears were wet again.It is nature for women to cry a lot.But Fang Yuan's words made Kong Shuanghua's heart more tangled, and even a little moved.It can be heard that Fang Yuan's words should be his heartfelt voice, but Fang Yuan said this first, maybe the next words will be words she doesn't want to hear, Kong Shuanghua has such a premonition, she feels her heart is sinking!

Fangyuan said: "Shuanghua, I have two answers to the question you asked me. The first answer is to deceive you, and the second answer is to hurt you. I don't want to say these two answers. I hope that our husband and wife can continue the current state of affection and love, and go on like this for the rest of our lives. Shuanghua, do you really want me to answer?"

The chosen ball was kicked to Kong Shuanghua, which made Kong Shuanghua also have a difficult time.In the general manager's office, silence fell again.Kong Shuanghua's heart also began to suffer!Finally, Kong Shuanghua raised his head and looked at her husband: "Even if you hurt me, I still hope that my husband can face me honestly. In fact, since the incident with Sister Chunxiao, I have already been hurt, and this hurt makes me sad I was heartbroken. But I got through it. I never hope that my husband is all lies in front of me. Although lies are nice, they are poison; The last bridge of communication! Therefore, I would rather choose to hurt than to lie!"

Kong Shuanghua's gaze was firm and his face was resolute, which moved Fang Yuan very much.Fang Yuan said: "Sister Shao has become a thing of the past, and Sister Chunxiao is like a one-night stand sibling relationship. Shuanghua, after I tell the truth today, no matter what choice you make, I will accept it silently. However, there is one thing I want to make it clear in advance: Shuanghua, I don’t want a divorce, I don’t want Ruirui to become a single-parent child, and I want to join hands with you until I grow old.”

Kong Shuanghua's tears fell like beads with a broken thread.Kong Shuanghua did have the idea of ​​divorce, but after a complicated and arduous psychological struggle, Kong Shuanghua has actually decided not to divorce.Now, hearing Fang Yuan say that he doesn't want a divorce, Kong Shuanghua's heart is a little more moved.

Fang Yuan said: "Now, I have another woman outside, you know her too, and she used to be our common colleague." Kong Shuanghua felt his heart sinking, and couldn't help blurting out: "Song Sisi?"

Fang Yuan nodded.Kong Shuanghua closed his eyes in pain.Song Sisi, the person who warned her when she fell in love with Fang Yuan in 68, has been broken with Fang Yuan for several years, and finally came together!

Fang Yuan said calmly: "The relationship between Song Sisi and Song Sisi has actually been broken. When you were in No. 68 Middle School, you also knew that Song Sisi liked me. Between you and her, I hesitated for a long time. Qian, her family is really rich, I am the son-in-law of a rich man, I will save 20 years of struggle! But I finally chose you, Shuanghua. In front of two girls who love me, I have to make this choice, and I did it at the time After struggling for a while. Shuanghua, do you know why I chose you in the first place?"

Kong Shuanghua said, "Why?"

Fang Yuan said: "It's because Song Sisi's father disappointed me! He may think that he has a little money and despises me, and that his daughter can take a fancy to me. mentality, which I cannot accept; and what about our father? With his profound knowledge and appreciative attitude, I feel warm. From my father, I learned the principles of life and doing things; direction; from my dad, I have deepened my understanding of this society. Dad is the guide for my growth! And what about Song Sisi’s dad? Apart from being rich, he couldn’t and didn’t teach me anything! In terms of money, Song Sisi’s My father is more than our family, I don’t know how many times more than our father; but in terms of ability and level, I don’t know how many times inferior! What’s more, in those days when I was preparing for provincial and national classes, we Mom and you have been carefully preparing my breakfast, lunch and dinner every day, which made me feel the love of the family, so I resolutely decided to reject Song Sisi and choose you! This was my mental journey at that time."

Kong Shuanghua said: "But why did you come together with Song Sisi?"

Fang Yuan said: "I contacted Song Sisi again, which happened in April this year. This year, the global financial crisis had a great impact on Dongzhou's exports. Song Sisi's family business was at a critical moment due to the sharp drop in export orders. .Song Sisi called me and asked me to help. I was busy with the provincial high-quality class competition in April, so I didn’t have time to take care of it. In May, she called me again. Thinking that if her family’s business really went bankrupt, she would I am afraid that the days of Dacheng will be very sad. I couldn't bear it, so I gave her company a few ideas, made a few rectification plans, and contacted some orders to bring Dacheng Company back to life. Song Sisi is very grateful to me, Song Sisi's mother I am also very grateful. Even Song Dacheng, who used to look down on me, has changed his attitude towards me. In fact, I helped Song Sisi because of her love for helping me at school. If this is not Song Sisi's family business, but If it belongs to Song Dacheng, then even if I watch the company go bankrupt, I will not help. I have no other ideas about helping Dacheng, but because it brought Dacheng back to life, it is even better than before. On a certain day in July, Song Sisi took the initiative to confess, and I drank a little wine, and something that should not have happened. Speaking of which, it has been a month since this happened. Before, Song Sisi and I were innocent Relationship!"

Fangyuan told the truth as much as he could: "Shuanghua, it's the cause and effect, everything is true, there is no lie! If you scold me, scold me! If you really want to leave me, I will definitely I won't blame you!"

Kong Shuanghua's heart was cut like a knife.I still heard the truth that I least wanted to hear; the woman I least wanted to appear in Fangyuan's life was really that woman!Kong Shuanghua believed that Fang Yuan was telling the truth, but how should he deal with this problem now?Could it be that I have worked so hard to make Fangyuan grow from an ordinary teacher to a deputy county-level deputy director who is envied by everyone around me, and did I take advantage of that vixen Song Sisi?no way!The strong thought of defending his marriage and love suddenly filled Kong Shuanghua's mind and heart.Kong Shuanghua said: "Fangyuan, if you are willing to leave Song Sisi, I can forgive you for everything you have done in the past, and I will treat it as if nothing happened. We are still a loving couple, and I will live a good life with you and raise Rui Ruichang together. Let’s take care of both parents together.”

Fang Yuan shook his head in pain: "Shuanghua, although I am very grateful for your attitude, but I can't completely leave Song Sisi."

Kong Shuanghua suddenly pulled out Fangyuan's hand, "Why? Why? Isn't my concession big enough? Isn't your fault big enough?"

Fang Yuan's face was bleak: "Because Song Sisi was also a virgin when we met for the first time! If I want to be a loving and righteous man, I should also be responsible to her! More importantly, if I leave her now, She absolutely cannot survive. Her spiritual dependence on me has reached a very heavy level! In the current Dacheng Company, I am the direction and she is executing it. If I no longer propose the direction and ideas of development, she will be very confused. know how to proceed."

Kong Shuanghua was a little angry: "Don't tell me you shouldn't be responsible for me? I am also clean, and you are also my first man and the only man at present!"

Fang Yuan said: "There is another key point. I am afraid that Song Sisi will make a fuss! All my progress has not come easily. If Song Sisi or her family members complain to the whole Dongzhou city because they cannot control the situation, no one will know, no one will I don’t know, everything will come to an end. Not only will my reputation be ruined, I’m afraid our father will also be affected, and Ruirui and you, how come it’s not a huge blow? Ruirui could have gone from kindergarten to high school without worrying about it. The director's father, some things will be arranged; and I am nothing, who will guarantee Ruirui's high-quality education? What's more, Song Sisi has no higher expectations now, and she doesn't want me to be married by the media, she just hopes, I don't want to leave her. Her parents seem to have acquiesced to this matter at the moment, and they didn't ask for a divorce or marriage. The main reason is that I made great contributions in the process of saving Dacheng Company. Shuanghua, I'm fine, and you're fine , are clear-headed, able to weigh the pros and cons! This matter is indeed unfair to you, I feel very sorry for you! But Shuanghua, can you accept that I am no longer the deputy director of the Education Bureau, and no longer the principal of No. 5 Middle School , Is it a ruined Fangyuan in the Dongzhou circle?"

torment!Absolutely tormented!Kong Shuanghua was in great pain, and Fang Yuan was also tortured mentally.

I don't know how long it has passed, Kong Shuanghua's tears are gone, only the firm will that has been through the pain is left.Marriage, of course, must be maintained; Fangyuan, of course, must be maintained; love is still there, I don’t know; but what you get, you must not lose!Kong Shuanghua said: "Okay, Fangyuan, as long as Song Sisi agrees that I am your original wife, I can acquiesce in her existence! You create a suitable opportunity, and I want to have a good talk with Song Sisi."

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