Director's growth history

"Shujuan, you are right, so I owe you, and I will owe you for the rest of my life. [@] Except that I can't give you love and marriage, as long as you bring up anything else, as long as I do what I can, I will I will do my best to help you. Shujuan, since you understand me very well, you know how important I put my career. In this regard, Kong Shuanghua’s family can indeed bring me a lot of help. So, although You have many advantages that Kong Shuanghua does not have, although I like you much more than Kong Shuanghua from the bottom of my heart, but I still have to choose Kong Shuanghua. Please forgive me."

Fang Yuan said these words in pain and looked at Fang Shujuan.Fang Shujuan's heart was completely chilled, helplessness and helplessness enveloped her whole heart.A beautiful love is like a soap bubble, how many beautiful ideas and happy expectations it once brought to oneself, it burst like this today.Can the feeling of happiness last for less than 20 days?Why can't love be as pure as water, but always mixed with utilitarian impurities?And is it always this utilitarian impurity that makes love so vulgar?

Tears have flowed for half a night, and the blood in my heart is still flowing.It's useless to say anything, Fang Yuan seems to have become determined after being weighed down, he is going to choose to develop and give up the most sincere, selfless and deepest love.At this moment, Fang Shujuan has calmed down a lot, and her eyes that have been closed have opened.These are a pair of eyes that are red from crying. These are eyes that express disappointment and helplessness. Its owner cannot let go of the man he once loved so easily. A few words made Fang Yuan feel even more heavy.

"Fangyuan, do you really want to make a decision with Kong Shuanghua?" The tone was calm, as if a passerby was asking another passerby for advice.

"En." Fang Yuan was a little afraid to look at Fang Shujuan, at this moment the guilt in his heart became the main body of his thoughts.

"Fangyuan, I respect your choice, and from now on, I will never pester you again, we will just be ordinary colleagues. But there are a few points, I want you to keep in mind forever, if you are still a conscientious Responsible man."

"Please speak."

"Although I am still a virgin until now, I still have many firsts for you. The first time I care about a man, it is you; the first time I wash a man's underwear, that It’s also you; the first time I cook for a man other than my father, that’s you too; the first time I choose clothes for a man other than my father, that’s you too; It's you too; the first time I let a man touch my tits in my adult life, it was you; the first time I showed my full body in front of a man, it was you. All of this, I will never forget, These many firsts all contain the most sincere, selfless and utilitarian love I have ever had for this man, and these beautiful 20 days will always remain in my memory, for the rest of my life.”