guilt

(The update is not good, and the work is cumbersome. This is not a reason. The main reason is that the plots of these two days dare not be written lightly, because the content of these chapters has a great impact on the following chapters. I will open a single chapter in another day and tell everyone about it. This story filled me with passion when I created it. ps: Miao Miao, the leader of the book fan group, is too proud, too stubborn, and too lonely on her birthday. I hope that the future will grow old all the way.) Looking at the silent world in front of him, Chu Yu held tightly He squeezed his fist——he saw babies who were waiting to be fed being abandoned and crying on the ground, pregnant women with big bellies being trampled on by others, some old people crawling on the ground with their faces covered in blood, and some people hugged each other and tore each other apart. Biting each other...some were crying, some were laughing, some were chasing, some were curled up on the ground, kitchen knives, iron forks, wooden sticks, fists, all these scenes flashed in front of Chu Yu, Chu Yu stood in place, People seem to not see his existence.The clothes on a fat man were torn to pieces, leaving only his underwear. He was sweating profusely, holding a steamed bun in one hand. Someone was chasing him. The fat man kept stuffing steamed buns into his mouth while running, and a wooden stick fell on him. On his head, the fat man fell down in front of Chu Yu's feet, and the steamed buns mixed with blood spit out from the fat man's mouth. The fat man reached out to put the steamed buns back into his mouth, but he was dragged back by his feet.Looking at the steamed buns he dropped on the ground, the fat man struggled, his eyes filled with tears.A middle-aged bald man was chasing after a young woman. The woman only had a piece of underwear left on her body. As she kept running, the two mountain peaks on her chest were ready to emerge. Finally, the bald man pinned the woman to the ground. The man held the woman down with one hand. Greedily kneading the woman's breasts, tearing the woman's panties with one hand, soon, the naked woman appeared in front of the man, the man lay on the woman's body and opened the woman's legs, and then the man stuck out his tongue Licking the woman's smooth neck with forgetfulness, the woman grabbed the man's shoulders with both hands, trying to push the man away, but the man still brutally broke through the woman's last line of defense.The woman screamed, trembling a little. Following the man's sprinting movements, the woman's sizable twin peaks kept shaking back and forth. The man was like an artist, with his hands constantly wandering around the woman's waist and chest, Scratch marks appeared on the woman's body, and the two bright red spots on the plump twin peaks stood proudly. Looking at the woman below him, the man's eyes were full of bloodshot eyes and lust. Slowly, the man bent down and looked at the woman. The woman's slightly parted lips kissed down.There was a scream and howling, the man reached the peak, and a mouthful of blood climbed up from the woman, the woman tremblingly stared at the ugly man in front of her, chewing something.An obese woman is covered with gold and silver ornaments, the rings on her hands are shining in the night, there is a package on the woman's chest, perhaps because the package is too heavy, the woman is crawling on all fours, at this time, a A strong man ran over to fight for the package on the woman, but the woman refused to let go. She was half sitting on the ground and grabbed one end of the package as if grabbing a life-saving straw. The strong man grabbed the package with one hand and the woman's hair with the other. The woman Moaning in pain, but his hands would not let go, the package was finally torn in two, and the gold beads all over the ground were spinning on the ground. The man looked at the scattered gold regretfully, and came to the woman to confront her. He kicked down on the woman's face fiercely, looking at the woman who fell on the golden bead, the man spit a mouthful of thick phlegm on the woman's face and left.The woman lay on the ground, grabbed a handful of gold beads and put them in front of her nose, sniffing and kissing greedily.A seven or eight-year-old child stood beside Chu Yu, looking at everything around him, with a sad expression on his face, his weak body trembling unceasingly, he wanted to do something, but after taking two steps forward, he stopped. He stopped, and under the child's feet was a bloody flower, which had been stepped on and deformed. The boy stared at the flower in front of him for a moment, then turned and walked towards an alley.There is a temple at the end of the alley, and there are no monks in the temple.A woman with her hands on her hips is scolding the man in front of her. The man's back is a bit hunched, and there is a child less than half a year old in his arms. Hearing the woman's scolding and seeing her angry face, the man just smiles humbly He responded, and after a while, the man remembered something, and stepped forward to lead the woman away, but the woman shook off the man's hand with a look of disgust, and then pointed at the man's nose and cursed, looking at the woman in front of her. The back of the man seems to have become more hunched.The woman still couldn't let go of her hatred after scolding, she stepped forward and began to grab the man, soon there were bloodstains on the disheveled man's face, the man squatted on the ground with the child in his arms, his head in his hands with a dejected look on his face, while the woman simply Lie on the ground and roll around.A scruffy old man was lying in a corner, looking at the chaotic world in front of him, with a mocking expression on his face. After a while, he leaned against the corner and raised his neck to drink the water dripping from the eaves. The drops landed on the corner of the old man's mouth. The old man stretched out his tongue to lick the water stains, and then closed his eyes to reflect on it, with a satisfied expression on his face. Zhu, with a hint of expectation in his longing eyes.Going back and forth like this, the old man lowered his head and took a bite of the bread when he was hungry, and then waited for the water to drop.There is a faucet not far from the old man, and the water keeps dripping. For some unknown reason, the old man just refuses to move away from the place where he has been lying for a long time, and his gaze stays on the faucet for a moment. The old man looks away, He opened his chapped lips again and raised his head.A man in white was wearing a long robe and stood in front of Chu Yu with his hands folded around his chest. He casually looked at the mess around him, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, perhaps because he was used to everything in front of him. His expression was a bit disgusted, and after a while, his attention was shifted to the unpredictable starry sky, his lips opened and closed, and he didn't know what to say.Staring at his lips, Chu Yu realized that what he said was a dream, and he would wake up after dawn.Is this a dream?Looking at everything around him, Chu Yu lowered his head and meditated. After a while, he shook his head.The world may be fake, but these people are real.Thinking in this way, Chu Yu finally took a step - looking at all that happened around him, he had reached the limit of his patience, he wanted to escape here quickly, otherwise he didn't know if he would become like them.Just as Chu Yu took a step, the world in front of him suddenly began to shatter into pieces, just like a mirror suddenly shattered, and those vivid figures just now turned into air and disappeared instantly.One step, one world, one dream, one floating life.Seeing the expected scene appear, a smile appeared on the corner of Chu Yu's mouth, and he took another step forward after walking casually.As Chu Yu walked around, the world that caught his eyes was different.The world full of evil disappeared before him, and Chu Yu stood alone on an island.Chu Yu is very familiar with this island because he has lived here for four years.Turning his head to glance at the surrounding scene, Chu Yu couldn't help frowning.Because he saw a person standing with his hands behind his back, standing by the sea, looking in the direction of the eastern sunrise.Seeing that person's back, Chu Yu couldn't help trembling in his heart.As if sensing Chu Yu's gaze, the man turned his head to look at Chu Yu.A person exactly like Chu Yu appeared in Chu Yu's sight.Then the man suddenly laughed, and said something to Chu Yu: "You are finally... still here."