Abuse: The Bride

Chapter 093 I Didn't Want To Hurt You

Hearing about the past, Yun Mengxue was extremely surprised!

She turned her head to look at Luo Haoning in a daze, but what surprised her even more was that after hearing these things, Luo Haoning didn't react too much, and remained calm.

"Brother Haoning..."

Yun Mengxue looked at Luo Haoning with worried eyes, often behind this kind of calm, there was a hidden storm.

At the same time, Yun Mengxue also began to resent herself. She didn't expect that what she was going to talk about was about the two brothers of the Luo family and Chu Mengyao, which eventually involved the love entanglement between Xu Yeli and Luo Jingtian.

"Haoning, you..."

Seeing that her son hadn't responded, Xu Yeli couldn't help but feel worried. She came to Luo Haoning, gently held Luo Haoning's hand, and looked at Luo Haoning's calm face with concern.

"Haoning, if you feel uncomfortable or unhappy, just tell your mother, don't be so silent. In my mother's heart...I actually... regret it. The decision at the beginning caused you so much pain, and it became a harm to you. The fundamental reason, but... I can no longer speak out..."

Xu Yeli was a little choked up emotionally. She had been struggling with self-blame for so many years, and today she finally spoke out her heart, but she felt uncomfortable while feeling relaxed in her heart.

"Mom, I'm fine."

Luo Haoning finally spoke, with a faint smile on his face, very shallow and faint, as if he was dealing with a forced smile, if you don't pay attention, it's really hard to spot it.

"How could it be all right?"

Xu Yeli raised her hand and caressed Luo Haoning's head, just like when he was a child, her eyes showed not only love, but also guilt that spread boundlessly.

"I have thought about it more than once, to tell you all those things, but your father... Sedum has always opposed me doing this. He said... I don't want you to know those things back then, and I don't want you because I am A child who was abandoned by the family, and I feel sad in my heart, and I don't want you to know that you are not his son, and have a grudge against this family."

As Xu Yeli spoke, tears couldn't stop streaming down her face. Although she was trying her best to control her emotions so as not to lose control in front of Luo Haoning and Yun Mengxue, she still couldn't reach the level of a saint.

"Auntie, I'm sorry."

Yun Mengxue quickly took out a handkerchief and handed it to Xu Yeli. Today's incident was caused by her, and now she really doesn't know how to end it.

"Mom, don't do this, I'm really fine."

Luo Haoning wiped away the tears for Xu Yeli. He actually felt very sad when he heard those things, but what can he say to Xu Yeli, a mother who has been suppressed and wronged for a long time?

"In that case, why didn't you tell Luo Haochen?"

Yun Mengxue couldn't help but speak at the side, Xu Yeli was slightly taken aback.

"Tell... tell him? But... Sedum..."

Xu Yeli shook her head, she couldn't say it, because Luo Jingtian once said, don't say these words even if they rot in your stomach.

"Auntie."

Yun Mengxue didn't quite understand what Xu Yeli was worried about, and in her opinion, those things seemed unnecessary.

"Have you ever thought that if those words had been said frankly and honestly, the relationship between Brother Haoning and Luo Haochen might not be as stiff as it is now. Although saying it now may cause some unnecessary troubles, but There is no impenetrable wall in the world, he will know sooner or later. By that time, after experiencing the pain and suffering, and being resented, don’t you feel wronged?”

Speaking of these words, Yun Mengxue felt that she was actually a gossip, but she had to say something, she really couldn't see that the whole family was entangled with each other because of such things, but they always opened up about things that were clearly seen. The words are held in the heart and then abuse each other.

"let me think again……"

Xu Yeli frowned tightly, without Luo's signal today, she dared not say anything easily in front of Luo Haochen.

"Aunt……"

"Mengxue."

Luo Haoning interrupted Yun Mengxue's continued persuasion, Yun Mengxue was stunned for a moment, when she saw Luo Haoning's eyes, she nodded slightly and did not push Xu Yeli any more.

"Mom, I put these words in my heart for the time being. I know Dad's concerns, but he thinks too much. Since I have been Luo Jingtian's son for nearly 30 years, I will not abandon the past just because I know my true life experience." Luo Haoning will always be Luo Haoning, he will not be the kind of ungrateful person, and will not abandon my father who has always treated me as his own."

Luo Haoning's words seemed to put a reassurance in Xu Yeli's wobbly heart.

"Haoning, mother knows your intentions and knows that you are not that kind of person. I... have said everything I need to say, and the rest of the time... I will leave those things to you to solve by yourself. I will go back first .”

What they solved by themselves was nothing more than the entanglements between Luo Haochen and Yun Mengxue, Luo Haoning and Chu Mengyao.

After Xu Yeli finished speaking, she glanced at Yun Mengxue with a serious look in her eyes, and then left the studio. Only Yun Mengxue and Luo Haoning were left in the huge space.

"Auntie is really pitiful. Why doesn't God open his eyes like this? He always makes good people suffer so much, so...it's too unfair."

Yun Mengxue was a little depressed, because her relationship had uncovered Xu Yeli's secret, which made Luo Haoning's state of mind different from the past. Although he acted like nothing, just thinking about it will make you realize how uncomfortable that feeling is. .

"Mengxue, don't worry about it. It's just like what you said. Sooner or later you will be known. If this is the case, what does it matter if you know sooner or later?"

After Luo Haoning finished speaking, he shook his wheelchair and turned back to the painting. Only then did Yun Mengxue discover in surprise that Luo Haochen's picture at this time was no longer Chu Mengyao, but a landscape painting.

"Brother Haoning, Chu Mengyao, she..."

Realizing that she was talking too fast, Yun Mengxue quickly covered her mouth with her hand to stop what she said.

"I have painted a lot of the same picture, and I need to change my style to adjust my heart."

Luo Haoning spoke lightly, skillfully sketching the picture in his heart on the canvas——

The hazy night is shrouded in clouds and mist, the half moon is in the sky, and the green bamboo is thin and straight under the moon.

The simple lines are simple and clear, the strokes are silent and simple but not childish, and the strokes of the strokes leave traces, just like Luo Haoning's calm and elegant personality, even if he falls, he will not fall down, and he still stands proudly in the world with such a strong attitude.

Yun Mengxue never thought that smearing with thick brushes like oil paintings can draw outlines like the quintessence of Chinese landscapes with light brushes, showing a clear and unrestrained aesthetic conception.

Luo Haoning's painting environment completely envelops Yunmengxue. She can feel the unknown desolation and sadness behind that beauty. The moonlight shining through the clouds seems to be a turning point after dusk, suddenly adding a dazzling gleam. Bright lines.

Although Luo Haoning said that he changed styles for the sake of adjustment, Yun Mengxue can see different feelings from this beautiful picture.

If it wasn't because Luo Haoning still missed Chu Mengyao in his heart, how could he be so hard on himself?

"If you've never loved before, then your heart...wouldn't feel this pain?"

Yun Mengxue murmured to herself in a low voice, she was hurt by Luo Haoning's love, hurt by Luo Haochen's persistence, lamenting Luo Haoning's inability to walk, resenting the different fate, why must such a kind and gentle person be deprived of the right to move freely ?

Under these emotional pains, Yun Mengxue also felt pity for herself.

Unknowingly, she began to sympathize with Luo Haochen, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart, and she even felt distressed for Luo Haochen.

People say that a passionate man is worth entrusting for life, but Luo Haochen is not the one who belongs to her.

"To have loved is to have loved, there are no assumptions, and life will become more colorful because of those pasts. Although there are differences and pains, but in one life, who can escape in the end?"

Luo Haoning's words made Yun Mengxue slightly taken aback.

"This... yes, what you said is correct, we will not escape that day after all."

Hearing Yun Mengxue's answer, Luo Haoning curled up one corner of his mouth and smiled slightly.

"So, it's just a matter of time. There's no need to worry too much about it. Just treat it as a kind of experience in life. People are not grass and trees, and no one can be ruthless. We have experienced pain and cried, which shows that this heart It's still alive and kicking."

Yun Mengxue frowned slightly, felt a cold and itchy slid across her cheeks, raised her hand to wipe it lightly, tears like ice crystals wet her fingertips.

"Although it is true to say so, Brother Haoning's words are too direct and too calm. It makes people feel uncomfortable after listening to them. in this way."

Yun Mengxue walked up to Luo Haoning, squatted beside her wheelchair and grasped Luo Haoning's wrist holding the paintbrush.

Luo Haoning's expression was slightly startled, and he lowered his eyes to look at the hand holding him. Because of Yun Mengxue's abrupt action, Yun Mengxue's hand was still trembling uncontrollably.

"When you vent your sadness and express it, you say that you will cry when you feel pain. Why do you suppress yourself so much? Brother Haoning is the one who has the most pain in his heart. Why do you have to endure Luo Haochen's accusations and treatment every time? But you don't explain it to yourself? Are you responsible for Chu Mengyao by doing this?"

The more Yun Mengxue spoke, the more excited she became. Even if she wanted to shut her mouth and say nothing, she was unable to close her two thin lips, and the words poured out like water from a gate.

"If she knows that you have done this, she will cry sadly! Brother Haoning, do you really want to be such a person? I really want Chu Mengyao to worry about you even in that world Do you keep crying for you?"

Luo Haoning's eyes froze, and Yun Mengxue pulled Chu Mengyao out so directly to speak out, undoubtedly hitting his long-locked heart with a heavy hammer, the closed door was smashed into cracks, and the bright red was dotted one by one. Point oozes spread.

Seeing that her words had an effect, Yun Mengxue immediately took the opportunity to catch up.

"Brother Haoning, just admit how you really feel in your heart. You don't need to always be misunderstood and treated like Luo Haochen. It will make you feel better if you vent it like him!"

"Clap!"

Luo Haoning loosened his fingers slightly, and the paintbrush fell on the marble floor. The pen holder was flicked twice, and the dark oil paint was stained on the ground.

"Why...you...why do you have to tell me this?"

Luo Haoning slowly turned his head to look at Yunmengxue, his eyes filled with pain.

Why?Yun Mengxue couldn't help being startled.

"I...just want...to let you..."

Seeing Luo Haoning open up his emotions as he wished, Yun Mengxue's lips trembled slightly, not knowing how to speak.

Do you want to tell Luo Haoning directly that the reason why you helped him open his blocked heart is to allow another woman to walk in?

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