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It was only then that Qiuqiu realized that he could no longer display all his strength.

Daoist Yuxia didn't know when she touched her body.

Daoist Yuxia was a little proud, but also a little sad and said: "Stop running and bumping around - it's useless, the master is a master no matter what, you can't find my palm."

Qiuqiu suddenly turned around and looked at the master standing there. She couldn't believe that the person she was closest to and trusted the most lied to her like this!

She bit her lips tightly, trying her best not to let the tears fall: "Master! Master, please let me out!"

Master Yuxia took her two hands: "Master and your great uncle must have gone up the mountain now, maybe they are already close to the main peak, there is no use for you to catch up to it—you can stay quietly with Master for a while."

Because Master's time is running out.

She didn't say the last sentence, but Qiuqiu understood.

Daoist Yuxia sat down by the stone fence in the medicine garden, patted Shiji beside her, and said, "Sit down too."

Qiuqiu stood still.

Daoist Yuxia pulled her, and Qiuqiu sat beside her passively and stiffly.

"Master has experienced everything in his life. Looking back now, the most regrettable thing is that he didn't take good care of the three of you. Your elder sister is the most sensible and has the longest time with me. You are the youngest, and Master likes you the most , it is inevitable to ignore Jingyi, and now I feel really sorry for her. But it doesn't matter, the master may see your senior sister and the others soon, but the master is worried about keeping you. "

Qiuqiu lowered her head vigorously and remained silent.

"I know you are angry with me." Daoist Yuxia couldn't bear to reveal such a cruel reality.But she really doesn't have much time left, and the illusion can't last long: "Master, I'm going to apologize to you. Let the master look at you one more time."

Drops of scalding water fell on Qiuqiu's tightly clasped hands.

Master Yuxia felt that the tears fell on her heart, burning her heart and lungs with pain.

"Fortunately, Shi'er is still there. He is very stable and talented. The important thing is that he treats you wholeheartedly. This is rarer than anything else." Seeing Qiuqiu finally raised her head, Yuxia's face flushed red.Tears streamed down her cheeks.

"It's not easy to meet such a person. Master thought he had met him, but it turned out that he loves himself more."

Qiuqiu's voice was choked and hoarse: "Master...are you talking about Master Fang?"

"Yes, that's him." Daoist Yuxia smiled.Thinking of the past: "The first time I saw him, I felt that this person was very different from others. He was knowledgeable, generous, gentle and careful. We have experienced many things together. I like him, I know him I also like me in my heart."

"But Master wants me to get along with Senior Brother Yuqing. Eliminate the rifts and grievances of the previous generation, and let the sect flourish." Fang Zhenren embraced Qiuqiu.Feeling that she was trembling, she paused, and then continued: "I was very contradictory at the time, and I couldn't bear to disobey the master who had high expectations for me, but the taste of love is so good, it's like a poison that becomes addicted once you taste it. , I can’t forget it, and I can’t quit it. Later, I mustered up the courage to tell Master that I fell in love with someone else. I don’t want to be with Senior Brother Yuqing..."

The calmer her voice was, the more sore Qiuqiu's heart became.

Master...

Master and Daoist Fujin must have gone to Xiuyuan Mountain a long time ago, and the one who stayed with her may be a phantom body, or he may have deceived her by means of dreams.

Master Yuxia narrated the events of the year, just like when Qiuqiu was young, Master Yuxia held her in his arms and told her stories by pointing to the stars in the sky.

The starry sky above his head was as black as ink, and the stars and the moon could not be seen.

The dark sky was as desperate as her current state of mind.

Time passed little by little.

Qiuqiu now wants to stop time, no, let time go back.

But she can't do anything now.

Without her spiritual power, she is just like an ordinary person.

"...Although I was accused of pissing off my master and mutilating my senior sister, I was not tolerated by the sect. But because my junior brother proved my innocence, and because Elder Huang and the others defended me, I was not left behind. I was dealt with according to the door regulations, and I went down the mountain with injuries. After all, the master forgave me, and he agreed to my matter before he died. I kept walking and walked for a long time before I found him."

"and after?"

"Later...he said that the girl Xie Xiaojun who had always liked him died because of him...he said he was sorry that he couldn't be with me. Because every moment he saw me, he would think of Miss Xie dying in his arms look..."

"Why is he like this?" Qiuqiu finally knew the gossip she had been curious about, at this moment of heartbreak and despair: "How could he sacrifice Master's love to seek the balance in his own heart? Why should he?"

"At the beginning, I was considerate of him. At that time, I was alone, and the Zongmen couldn't go back. I encountered many ups and downs. I always thought that he would figure it out and we would be together. Later, more and more time passed. As time went by, I gradually understood that he couldn't pass his test, and he and I would never be together again."

"You asked just now, what is his reason? He is based on the fact that I like him. He feels that he has made a double great sacrifice, so he can compensate for the guilt and pride in his heart. This painful sacrifice is his repayment, yes The price he paid."

"But what about you, Master? Did he ever think that you would suffer?"

Master Yuxia thought for a while: "Perhaps he thinks that I have already obtained love, his love. This is such an amazing treasure. Since I have obtained it, I should pay for it."

What is the logic?

Before, Qiuqiu thought that Fang Zhenren and Master did not get together because of shyness, or sectarianism, or maybe some misunderstanding.

No, not for those reasons.There is no sectarianism, and there is no misunderstanding.

Both of them are too sober, they understand themselves soberly, and they also see through each other soberly.

"So you see, it's not enough to have love, understanding, and admiration. If two people want to be together, they need more tolerance, understanding, and tolerance... Sometimes you need to regard each other as more important than yourself. You and It's so rare and not easy for Shi'er to be together." Daoist Yuxia looked up at the night: "You and him take care of each other and accompany each other, so that you will not be lonely in a long life, don't be like Master..."

Her figure is fading.

Qiuqiu looked at her with tears, she wanted to cry, and tried her best to keep Master, but now she couldn't do anything, she didn't even dare to reach out to touch Master.

"Qiuqiu, Master really doesn't want to leave you so early..."

Master Yuxia smiled faintly, slowly raised her hand, and stroked her hair.

But Qiuqiu didn't feel her touch.The real Yuxia's shadow slowly dissipated in front of her eyes, turning into a fleeting stream of light.

She would never, never feel Master's touch again. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

ps: I cried tat when I wrote this chapter. . . .I like a gentle master very much. .