fairy wife

"You must be the best, the best of them all."

What Shi'er said was so sincere, Qiuqiu almost believed it in an instant.

"No. Among the fellow students who learned the Purple Jade Jue together this time, I am the one with the lowest qualifications and the lowest cultivation level. The other senior sisters all started earlier than me and have higher cultivation levels. They know a lot, and they are all very powerful. Talented people."

Of course, she believed in Shi'er's sincerity, he not only praised her sincerely, he really thought so.

This man will not speak against his will.

But his views are definitely biased and not objective.

As the saying goes, beauty is in the eye of the beholder... Qiuqiu glanced at him.

In his eyes, he may be perfect.When people look at the person they like, they may automatically install a soft mirror on their eyes to ignore all the shortcomings of the other person. No matter how perfect they look, the more they look, the more perfect they become.

But Qiuqiu herself is self-aware.

Her aptitude and talent are really not outstanding enough, at least not as outstanding as her previous life, with extraordinary achievements.

In her previous life, she seemed to be a genius in people's eyes, and she became the palm of Feng Jiu at a young age.But this life is different. In her previous life, she was already famous at her age, right?What about this life?Obscurity, nothing.

Qiuqiu suddenly felt a little ashamed.

If she is like this, even if she is with Shi'er, others will definitely think that they are not compatible at all.

Whether it is from the outside or the inside, the gap is too big.

Will Shi'er be disappointed in her one day?

Well, whether Shi'er will be disappointed or not.The Master will surely be disappointed in her soon.

Isn't the day of the school exam just around the corner?

When teaching the Ziyu Jue last time, the master also expressed great expectations for her.The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

"Don't think too much." Shi'er held her hand: "What kind of exercise do you think Ziyu Jue is?"

Qiuqiu was a little dazed and shook her head.

Up to now, she doesn't know the true face of Ziyu Jue, she doesn't even have a word description, and she doesn't have a way to practice it. She depends on her own understanding, which is really too illusory.

"Then why do you practice Taoism?"

Qiuqiu was still at a loss.What is the purpose of practicing Taoism?

At first it was because there was only one way she could go, and nothing else.There is no other choice.

It should be...to survive.

Compared with the people around her, she felt quite incompetent.Others have clear goals for what they want to do, some actively practice martial arts, and some win over fellow students to accumulate popularity, which can be regarded as blazing a path of their own.

They are about what they are doing now and what they want in the future.They all have a clear plan, and they are moving forward step by step according to this plan.

Regardless of whether they can get what they want in the future, they all live quite fulfilling lives.

After being questioned by Shi'er, Qiuqiu found out that she seemed to have been living in a muddle, with no ideals in life and no long-term plans.There are no short-term plans and goals.She has always been content with the situation, wherever she goes.

at home.She thought about marrying an honest husband in the future and living a solid life.When she arrived at the Purple Dragon Jade Pavilion, what she wanted was to follow Aunt Yan's steady study and life. In the future, she would probably take over Aunt Yan's position and continue to take care of the flower garden.

I am mediocre and have no ambitions.

Shi'er looked at her bewildered expression.His eyes became softer.

"Don't worry, think slowly. We still have a lot of time."

Qiuqiu suffered from insomnia for the first time in the evening.

She was thinking about what Shi'er asked her.

She practiced Taoism to live.But what about after living?Is it to live to live?

It's definitely not.

No one lives just to live.Some people want to be an official, some want to get rich, some want to be famous, and some want to start a family.

Where is her goal?

What kind of person does she want to be?Does she really understand the true meaning of Ziyu Jue?

Waking up in the morning, Aunt Yan saw her haggard, with red eyes, thinking that she was uneasy about the school exam, and felt very distressed.While telling her not to push herself too hard, he rummaged through and found some nourishing pills for her to take.

The more Aunt Yan cared about her, the more uneasy Qiuqiu felt.

Master is really kind to her in every possible way. If she keeps drifting like this and does not seek to make progress, will she be worthy of Master?

Aunt Yan watched Qiuqiu take the pill, told her again, and finally said: "I have to leave in two days."

Qiuqiu hurriedly asked, "Where is Master going?"

"If you don't go far, you can come back in three or two days." Aunt Yan said: "It was originally an accident with your Master Song's disciple, but you also know that there have been many things in our school recently, and there are still many guests who have not left. Your Master Song Can't leave her body, so I asked me to go for her."

The real person Song that Aunt Yan was talking about was one of the few fellows she had a good relationship with.Aunt Yan stayed in the flower garden all the time, lived in seclusion, and her relationship with her fellow disciples did not appear to be that close.This Song Zhenren didn't talk much, he didn't like to cause trouble, and he and Aunt Yan had a good friendship.

"You should also be careful at home. If there is anything you can't decide by yourself, just leave it alone and talk about it when I come back. Don't walk around. There are still many guests who haven't left. There may be troubles behind the matter of He Meijun wait."

Qiuqiu nodded in response one by one.

Aunt Yan didn't need to tell her that she knew that He Meijun might hate her after suffering a big loss.

Since it wasn't a long trip and there was no need to pack up, Aunt Yan left after noon.Qiuqiu usually practiced in the morning and took care of the flower garden in the afternoon. She never wandered around at night, and usually stayed in her room.

Aunt Yan was not there, so Qiuqiu tidied up the two rooms where the master lived in the front yard, cleaned the courtyard, and closed the door from the outside before going back to her own hut in the back.

Shi'er is not in the house.He doesn't stay here with Qiuqiu all the time, in fact, Qiuqiu thinks that this person can be regarded as elusive.He appears without warning, and usually leaves silently.

For some reason, seeing that he was not there, Qiuqiu was slightly disappointed, but also vaguely relieved.

She pushed aside a pile of things on the table, and was relieved to be able to sit down by herself.

Shi'er is very good, and I feel very happy when I'm with him.

But...she was still a little nervous.

If Shi'er was here, she would be preoccupied with him, and her thoughts and words would always revolve around him intentionally or unintentionally.

He had too much influence on her.

Starting to practice Taoism, Qiuqiu's days are almost unchanged.Every day is practice, practice and practice, although the effect is minimal.

Did she really have no expectations and ideals, or did she not set high expectations at all because she knew her talents were limited?

She has become accustomed to the thinking and life of ordinary people. Even though the environment and lifestyle have changed, her thoughts still remain in the past.

Qiuqiu stared at the candlelight in a daze.

The candle flame danced slightly, the candle light was bright and soft, not glaring.

There was a rustling sound from under the table, Qiuqiu lowered her head to look, Huo'er came at some point, and was crawling restlessly under the table.

Qiuqiu stretched out her hand, and Huo'er crawled onto her hand.

"When did you come?" Qiuqiu asked in a low voice.

Huo'er's answer was to wag his tail.

"Where's your master?"

Huo'er got down on his stomach, its scales were smooth and slightly cool, making people feel very comfortable on the skin.

Qiuqiu took out a small bag of fried green beans.This is not a good thing, but it takes a lot of time to eat, one by one, very crispy, you have to have good teeth to subdue this thing.One of the great benefits of Huo'er is that he is not picky about food, and he can eat everything with relish and interest.It picked up the green beans with its paws, and chewed them one by one, making a crunching sound.

Qiuqiu turned the pages of the book just by the sound of it eating green beans, and copied down all the words and sentences in the book that she thought might be useful to her.A good memory is not as good as a bad pen. If you memorize it in your mind, you will inevitably forget it. Write it down on paper and bind it later for easy reference.

He had only copied two lines when Huo'er suddenly raised his head, and Qingdou stopped eating.

Qiuqiu stopped writing to look at it, Huo'er jumped up, landed on the window sill, and then jumped out of the window swiftly.

"fire?"

Qiuqiu put down her pen and followed to the window.

She thought that Huo'er ran away like last time, or was going to take her somewhere.

But Huo'er didn't go away, it was in the yard, it didn't know what it was biting into its mouth, Qiuqiu heard the slight sound of its teeth snapping together.

"fire?"

Huo'er jumped onto the window sill with something in his mouth, and when he got close, Qiuqiu could see clearly that it had a tail in its mouth.

...Like a snake's tail, only a short section is still exposed.The fire crunched a few times and chewed and swallowed the small piece of tail.

Qiuqiu felt uncomfortable in her stomach for a while.

"Don't keep eating indiscriminately. I don't know if it's poisonous or not. What if it hurts my stomach?" Qiuqiu really didn't know how to say it.Huo'er must have heard something in the house and jumped out to hunt for prey.

Huo'er rubbed her neck against her hand, looking very cute.

"Come inside."

When Huo'er jumped into the house and Qiuqiu wanted to close the window, she suddenly felt a little strange.

She has lived here for a long time, and has never seen a snake in the yard.Snakes and insects can occasionally be seen in the flowerbed, but they never come near the yard.

If the master hadn't set up some formations, he probably also planted medicine to repel snakes and insects.

How did the snake come in just now?

She thought about this and had to tell her master when she came back. There are many rare plants in the flower garden, and the flowers and fruits they bloom and bear will be of great use. It might cause a lot of damage. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

ps: Tomorrow, February [-]nd.It's cloudy and rainy here, and it rains a lot around February [-].