fairy wife

"Because I don't have a sense of reality." Qiuqiu said softly, "All of this happened too quickly and too well, it's too good to be true. You have an extraordinary status, you have a high status, and the love that was promised by life and death..."

Not long ago, she was just an ordinary girl who thought she was one of countless ordinary people in this world.Suddenly her world was completely turned upside down, and even her world view was refreshed.

It's all so much, so good.Everything he gave, she applauded tremblingly, for fear of losing or breaking it.

This love, and all the changes that come with this love, are like a crystal coat, extraordinarily gorgeous and intoxicating, but also extraordinarily fragile and unreal.She held this love, but deep down she always felt that it was not her own, but was stolen or borrowed by herself temporarily, and maybe one day she would have to return all the principal with interest.

My heart is not at ease.

This love is not only heavy, but suddenly, the most terrible thing is that she still can't remember the past.

She didn't know how they met, how they fell in love, how they got along, and how the last thing happened.

Those glory and halo do not belong to her now.

Qiuqiu vaguely felt in his heart that either Shi'er had mistaken the wrong person, although the possibility was extremely slim.Either I lived so wonderfully in my previous life that I overdrawn all my luck, intelligence, and courage, so that this life is mediocre, nothing extraordinary, standing next to Shi'er, I am a complete toad A wonderful combination with a white swan.

She desperately needs something to prove the reality of it all.

"I think, if I can have a child that belongs to us. I will grasp this truth, and I will be able to stand beside you without guilt, and tie you firmly..."

Yes, tie up.

She was so uncertain in her heart, but also unexpectedly greedy.

She wants to be with him, she likes his breath, his eyes, his embrace - everything about him she wants to have, for a long time.Never let go.

But what capital does she have?The two are so disparate that they are not a good match.If one day Shi'er really turns around and leaves, what can she do to keep him?Is it an unstable and unreliable relationship?Or her three-legged cat-level ability?

A child is the emotional connection between two people, a witness, and even a bargaining chip.

Now Qiuqiu can frankly express her past worries: "At that time, my thoughts were so despicable and narrow... In fact, I really wanted a child at that time. It was not because I loved him, but because I needed him."

Shi'er hugged her tightly without words.

"Don't say that, you are not that kind of person. Everyone has selfishness, and I am no exception."

What selfishness can he have?Qiuqiu shook her head.

"You don't need to discredit yourself to comfort me."

"It's not slander, it's true." Shi'er's finger rubbed lightly on her cheek.

Although he didn't understand the process of a woman's pregnancy, he had seen it in books.I have also heard people say that most pregnant women will become plump.

But Qiuqiu's appearance didn't change at all.On the contrary, it seemed more clear.

"I also used to resent why such a fate happened to me. Even when we first met, I used to be jealous of you. You are so healthy and cheerful. I once thought maliciously that others would also like you. Go through the pain of one of my episodes and they will know how pale and superficial their self-righteous comforts are."

It was the first time Qiuqiu heard Shi'er revealing her shortcomings.

But she thinks this is normal, and patients have to endure pain that others don't understand.It is natural to have a bad temper and weird thoughts, and there is nowhere to relieve the pain on the body and the pressure in the heart.I also have to endure the useless comfort of others over and over again.

Of course, the person who came to comfort him must be out of good intentions, but at that time, what people may need more is silence. He doesn't need others to mention his pain over and over again, forcing him to repeat it over and over again. Looking back on facing those traumas, but also expressing gratitude and gratitude to those who comforted him.

It was like a long torture.

This is nothing, Shi'er's thoughts and thoughts are completely different from her thoughts.

"It turned out that I didn't think it through myself, but after I retreated and found out that I had a child, I slowly discovered my original motive." Qiuqiu continued: "I used to think that this child was not real, but It was caused by my inner demon. We all know how terrible the inner demon is. I was thinking at the time, if I let this inner demon develop, would I eventually die of madness."

At first she was panicked and conflicted.

She is afraid of death.

But she couldn't bear this child.

Even if it was an illusion caused by her inner demon, she still couldn't calm down.

"Look, if, as you said, you only want to have a child to achieve your goal, how could you risk your own life for him?"

"I don't know..." Qiuqiu was a little confused: "I really don't know."

When did her mind change?She couldn't even speak for herself.

This child gradually occupied her whole mind, and she paid more attention to him and cared for him more and more every day.She simply cannot accept the thought of hurting him, or even eliminating his existence altogether.

In fact, the change probably occurred before the retreat.

She regained her memory on the Ninth Peak.

She no longer felt that their love was a castle in the air with no foundation and no origin.She knew he loved her, she knew how they had met—she remembered it all.

Not even death could separate them, and her uneasiness and panic gradually disappeared with the recovery of memories.

So according to what she said, she should not be so obsessed with the child.

Because the child is no longer her only possible protection.

I don't know if it's because the question she was thinking was too dark and heavy, and there was a twitch in her stomach.

Shi'er's hand was gently pressed against her stomach, and he immediately noticed the movement.

"He moved!"

"Yes." Qiuqiu nodded.

for her.Fetal movement is commonplace, and it has long been no longer unusual.But looking at Shi'er's expression, his eyes are shining brightly, Qiuqiu has never seen him so happy.

Shi'er pressed his face against it, and then he felt another vibration that was clearer and stronger.

"It's moving again!"

Uh……

Qiuqiu looked at him with some embarrassment.

She is not like Shi'er, who is new and uninitiated in this matter.

If she guessed correctly, the child just kicked him hard.

——It is probably difficult to find a second person in this world who comes to the door and puts his face on it to be kicked, and is kicked happily like a treasure.

tell others.Others will certainly not believe it.

Who would believe that the wise, powerful, noble and glamorous peak master would be so stupid.

But... Qiuqiu felt that Shi'er like this was very real.

He was finally no longer bound by the past and habits as before, and gradually began to show emotional reactions and ups and downs.

The child in my stomach kicked and beat, as if trying to turn over.

Qiuqiu could feel his movement.I can even feel his excitement different from the past now.

What's wrong with this kid?

Although she was very lively and active before, she was never as abnormal as today.

Could it be that he also felt that his father was right in front of him?

possible.

Shi'er's spiritual power is surging and vigorous. For a child, such a powerful existence must be sensed.

Not to mention that he is still the child's father, the child must naturally have a sense of closeness and attachment to him.

However, the way this child expresses his joy is by massaging his hands and kicking his feet?

cough.This expression is really, really unique.

"If only I could have a look at him."

Qiuqiu felt a little regretful.

If in modern times.Some methods can scan the shape of the child in the belly.It can't be done here.

Shi'er was reminded by her words, raised her head and said, "Look...you can also watch."

Qiuqiu was puzzled: "Then what do you think?"

Shi'er smiled slightly and said, "There's no need to rush, but we'll have to wait until evening."

Waiting for the night?

Qiuqiu looked up at the sky, the sun had already set, is it evening or evening?

"Come on, let's go back first."

There was silence in Fengxian Pavilion.The two of them didn't care about other things at all.Focus on the other person, on the child.

Qiuqiu couldn't hold back.I urged Shi'er several times.

She couldn't wait.

In the past few months, she has thought more than once that it would be great if she could see the child's current appearance.

It never occurred to me that this idea could become a reality.

"Isn't it time yet?"

"It's almost there." Shi'er knew that Qiuqiu was anxious, and she was restless, looking forward to it.

Shi'er gently raised his hand, and tapped his fingertips on the case.

All the light in the room disappeared with the snap of his fingers, and the room became dark.

Shi'er held Qiuqiu's hand, and gently covered her stomach with the other.

All of Qiuqiu's attention was focused on Shi'er's hand.

What can Shi'er do?

Just when she was puzzled, Shi'er's hand suddenly glowed with a faint, pure white light.

Not only was there light, but Qiuqiu also felt a particularly comfortable spiritual power, which escaped from Shi'er's palm, and seemed to have penetrated through her clothes and flesh, and spread to the child.

The feeling of joy from the child made Qiuqiu fully understand how excited and comfortable he was.

Can you feel comfortable?Shi'er is really extravagant to do so.

The brat in his stomach is really smart, wrapped in such pure and mellow spiritual power, it's almost like taking a hot spring bath with spiritual power, all the pores on his body are probably all open, and he feels so comfortable and buoyant But I don't know why.

And Shi'er's palm became brighter and brighter.

In the white light, Qiuqiu's clothes and the contours of his arms all seemed blurred.

And under his palm, in the center of the white ball of light, there was a group of small golden lights flickering lightly. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

ps: Today I found that everyone voted a lot of pink votes.Has the month-end double already started?I have been living in a mess for a while, and I have suffered from severe lack of sleep. I didn't even think that it was already the end of the month.

thank you all.

In the past two days, it may be because I did not sleep well, or it may be that I am prone to allergies in spring and my skin is very uncomfortable.