life struggle

Wu Xiaojun was feeling depressed and ashamed, he just lowered his head and thought about his own thoughts, he didn't notice Bai Lingyan's black leg from behind.

Although Bai Lingyan was merciful with her feet, she still kicked Wu Xiaojun to the ground. Fortunately, Wu Xiaojun reacted quickly and put her hands on the ground in an instant, otherwise she would have to be a pig.

Due to a little bit of force, the palm of the left hand, which was impartial, unexpectedly hit a sharp hard object.

Wu Xiaojun let out a muffled "Oops" in pain, stood up, put his right hand on the palm of his left, and ran to a nearby streetlight with strides. He opened his eyes and took a closer look. It turned out that most of the spikes were piercing straight into his palm. .

At first, Bai Lingyan saw Wu Xiaojun's embarrassing appearance when she was kicked down by her own foot. She not only vented her anger for a while, but also felt that it was very funny. , and felt that something was wrong, but he didn't laugh.

Bai Lingyan walked up to Wu Xiaojun cautiously, jokingly said, "What are you doing, what are you pretending to be?"

Wu Xiaojun grinned his teeth in pain, seeing Bai Lingyan gloating, he couldn't help but get angry, he gritted his teeth, pulled out the nail, and said angrily, "Pretend, pretend, pretend what, look at what it is, it doesn't matter." It was a good thing you did." As he spoke, he thrust the bloody nail in front of Bai Lingyan's eyes.

When Bai Lingyan saw the bloody spikes, she was startled, her face immediately darkened, she grabbed Wu Xiaojun's left hand, "Let me see, what's going on?"

"I've been pierced by a nail. If there's anything to see, don't look at it."

Bai Lingyan saw that the blood was still flowing out of Wu Xiaojun's palm, and said distressedly, "There is so much blood, go to the hospital and wash it."

"Wash it, I can't die, go home!" As he said, he shook it vigorously, and walked back without turning his head.

Bai Lingyan was really angry when she saw Wu Xiaojun, thinking about the blood on his hands, she was a little worried. She wanted to vent her resentment, but she didn't expect it would end up like this. If I knew this, I wouldn't have to kick him anymore. It's very unpleasant, and I regret it.

"Xiaojun, don't leave. I didn't mean it. I went to the hospital to clean and bandage it. If I get infected, I'll be in trouble."

"Don't worry about it!" Wu Xiaojun said coldly.

In fact, this little injury was nothing to Wu Xiaojun. What made him sad the most was that Bai Lingyan actually laid hands on her from behind because of Zhang Yanchun's words. What a vicious woman she is, don't Said to be a big man, no matter how open-minded a woman is, she can't bear this blow.

Bai Lingyan regretted her impulsiveness and recklessness more and more, which completely hurt Wu Xiaojun's heart. It is too late to regret now. If Wu Xiaojun's injury is not treated in time, if he gets infected or gets a tetanus, he will be in big trouble. Wu Xiaojun can't wait For the rest of my life, no matter what, I had to let him receive treatment and healing.

However, once Wu Xiaojun's stubborn temper came up, it was quite frightening. What he didn't want to do was to hold back eight horses, and Bai Lingyan, who was in a hurry, was at a loss.

Wu Xiaojun walked faster and faster, and Bai Lingyan had to follow closely behind. When they got home, Bai Lingyan was sweating even after chasing him.

Wu Xiaojun opened the door and entered the room, turned on the light, then walked to the water pipe with a serious face, turned on the faucet, rushed to his left palm, washed the blood stains on his hands thoroughly, and then turned back to the room, staring at the water. Looking at Bai Lingyan with his eyes, he said, "Now you are satisfied, you can feel at ease, and you can feel at ease!"

Bai Lingyan said timidly and softly, "Xiaojun, I really didn't mean it, I just remembered what Zhang Yanchun said, thinking about our current situation, I'm so sad and disappointed, I didn't expect it to be like this, please forgive me !"

Wu Xiaojun: "I saw it a long time ago. You have long looked down on me and regretted being with me long ago. In fact, it is not too late now. You can go to the wife of your company's logistics manager. Her family has both power and a house. , and endless money, I also like you very much, it is the best choice for you to be her daughter-in-law, under their guidance, your future and destiny will be bright, better than following me who cannot Give you material enjoyment, but can't give you a bright future, can't give you a comfortable and superior life, can't give you a sense of security, a poor kid from the countryside who doesn't have a brain in the field is a hundred times better."

When Wu Xiaojun said these words, he blurted out in a hurry and annoyed, and it was also a way to vent the anxiety that had been pent up in his chest for many days. He wanted to use such fierce words to test the bottom line in Bai Lingyan's heart.

A woman's heart is like a needle in the sea, and a woman's heart is like water.Earth-shaking changes will occur in different environments, and once a change occurs, it is irreversible.

The oil construction company is a large state-owned enterprise with a monopoly nature, and more than half of the company's employees have the opportunity to go abroad.Once you go abroad, your wages are based on the domestic figures and are paid in US dollars. That is to say, the monthly salary standard for an ordinary employee in the company headquarters is 7000 yuan. Calculated at [-] yuan, it would be [-] Han and Xia coins per month. Based on the housing price of [-] yuan per square meter at that time, a [-]-square-meter house would be available in less than a year. This is several times, even ten times more, and the income is very considerable, which makes many people speechless.

Although the company's staff hospital belongs to the tertiary industry department, it is a relatively good unit in Shenglin Town in terms of working conditions, income and ease of work.Although compared with those construction units, there are fewer opportunities to go to the field and go abroad, but because most of the service targets are family members of the company, and the economic conditions are very favorable, they look down on the technical level of the staff hospital from the bottom of their hearts.Although the company has clear restrictions and regulations, there are still many people who died and went to the big hospitals in the city directly to clear the relationship.Most of the employees in the hospital are the wives, children, and close relatives of the company's leaders. It is difficult for outsiders to enter. This also determines that people are inextricably linked. According to people, it is a group of inbreeding "Mice will".The company allocates a lot of funds every year. It doesn’t matter whether the employees see a doctor or not. It doesn’t matter whether the hospital has income or not. Why not do it.To put it bluntly, it is just a decoration.

If the business is not going well, right and wrong are naturally indispensable, and intrigue is indispensable.Outsiders either join them in some way to dawdle and get high salaries, or they are always trampled under their feet, despised and bullied by others, and finally eliminated. It is more difficult to achieve a career and make a difference. Unless you are exceptional.

Some aspiring college graduates couldn't bear this oppressive and wasteful environment of youth, and joined the army of postgraduate entrance examinations one after another, choosing to leave.

Wu Xiaojun was very aware of these situations, and Bai Lingyan's situation in the hospital was very difficult.Either he couldn't bear the bombardment of the gang of officials' wives, and his heart softened, and the limelight turned to blend in, or he could withstand the psychological and spiritual pressure and make a living under the pressure of others.

In the cruel reality, Bai Lingyan had to make a choice, which was what caused Wu Xiaojun to feel uneasy and full of anxiety.

For this reason, he thought over and over for a long time, worried and hesitated for a long time, it's not that he didn't consider that he voluntarily chose to leave Bai Lingyan and give her a bright future. His sincere love, if it continues, will undoubtedly increase Bai Lingyan's pain and spiritual trauma, making Wu Xiaojun very entangled.

Wu Xiaojun always wanted to find a chance to have a heart-to-heart talk with Bai Lingyan, but he never had the chance. Now that things had happened, he had to open up and talk quickly.

Bai Lingyan lowered her head and listened to Wu Xiaojun's sudden outburst of statements, her heart seemed to have overturned the five-flavored bottle for a moment, she didn't expect him to be so concerned about the fact that the logistics manager's wife let her be her daughter-in-law, so sad, so bitter bosom.

Indeed, in the face of favorable conditions, it was not that I hadn’t been tempted at that time, and it wasn’t that I hadn’t thought about it and regretted it, but after all, I was born as an out-and-out poor farmer, and I also had too many mowed grass to feed cows, and tended an acre of three The personal experience of the land distribution, I am an out-and-out farmer in my bones, and there is a big difference in lifestyle, living habits and social identity with those officials who have been separated from rural life for a long time and have the habits of street ruffians and small citizens. There are natural difficulties and obstacles in getting along, and the wavering is just a matter of passing thoughts, and I don't really take it to heart.

Unexpectedly, Wu Xiaojun's heart was so complicated. At this moment, she regretted that she told Wu Xiaojun about it so naively, and even more regretted using Zhang Yanchun's few words to get angry at Wu Xiaojun, which stirred up such a big wave for a while.Tears of grievances flowed down, and he choked up, "Xiaojun, you really blamed me for saying so much, I really didn't abandon your meaning and ideas. Think about it, I'm the kind of Is it easy for us to go all the way? Why don’t you understand my heart? I just feel depressed for a while, and I complain to you to vent the suffocation in my chest. What are you doing? Why can't I accept it? If I am distracted by you, will I still tell you the truth and tell you my secret?"

Wu Xiaojun squatted on the ground and said angrily, "You can vent any other grievances you want, but I just can't accept your complaints in some areas, let alone blaming such words that hurt people's self-esteem. I have nothing, I am status A humble poor boy in the country, I can't compare this with anyone, but I have a backbone and self-esteem, which cannot be blasphemed and insulted by anyone. The environment you are in has changed, your status has changed, and your heart has changed I am your stumbling block, a stumbling block, and it is I who have implicated you, blocked your pursuit of a happy and comfortable life, and blocked your pursuit of a bright future. Don’t you just trample me to death with one foot and throw me away completely? It’s okay, I still have this self-knowledge, I won’t pester you, let alone hold you and never let go Go for whatever you like, from now on, we will each take our own Yangguan road, each cross our own single-plank bridge, and the well water will not interfere with the river water."

Bai Lingyan watched Wu Xiaojun's words getting more and more agitated, and the more he said, the more outrageous he became, his almond eyes rolled up in anger, and if he couldn't get angry, it seemed that if he didn't give him some color, he would still push his nose on his face endlessly , then sternly shouted, "Wu Xiaojun, you bastard, you are a complete big bastard!"