life struggle

Bai Lingyan was speechless for a while, she made a wrong step, wrong step, wrong left and right, and did not do anything right, feeling very depressed.

Secret passage——

Director Liu asked him to go to the operating room by himself, but Director Wang was no longer angry.

When she was in a bad mood, she forgot to prepare the patient's skin, and was caught by Director Wang, who took all her dissatisfaction with Director Liu onto herself.

You should know that today is so unlucky, you shouldn't be trying to be happy and tossing around with Xiaojun at night, Xiaojun, you killed me!

Regret is no longer useful, and I have to do what I should do.

After Bai Lingyan finished preparing the patient's skin, it was time for the patient to enter the operating room.

The operation to be performed is endometrial myomectomy. The two directors, Wang Lifen and Liu Guilan, have never done it before. Without the technical ability and level, they can't do it at all. Pan Yueya can only see some common diseases.

Occasionally in the past, some major operations were performed by experts from the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology of the Affiliated Hospital of Pingxi Medical College, and this time was no exception.

The chief surgeon from the affiliated hospital was Liang Xianghui, the deputy chief physician of gynecology. Naturally, Wang Lifen was the first assistant and Liu Guilan was the second assistant. Pan Yueya could only stand aside, and she didn't even have the chance to be an assistant on the operating table.

Since Bai Lingyan joined the work, the department has only done four or five larger surgeries. This kind of surgeries have never been done before. If she missed it, she tried her best to enter the operating room.However, Director Wang asked her to be on duty in the department, saying that the department couldn't play empty plans and no one was there, so she didn't mean to let her observe it.

Although Bai Lingyan was upset, she couldn't bear to miss this opportunity, so she took the initiative to fight for Director Wang, so she took a deep breath and said bravely, "Director, it's not easy for us to have a surgery, see if you can do it as well." Let me go to the operating room to observe and gain some perceptual knowledge?"

Clinker, Director Wang glared, and said angrily, "You? This kind of operation is useless, and you will not have the opportunity and ability to do it in the future. Just keep the door open and keep the stall." You didn't even look at it. Lingyan went to the operating room with a gloomy face, as if she owed her 1 yuan.

Bai Lingyan ate a closed door, very disappointed, her self-esteem was seriously bruised, and her heart was hit hard. Suddenly, she felt that she was a dispensable person in the department, and no one took her seriously. She was so angry that she almost cried speak up.

Bai Lingyan closed the door softly, not wanting to do anything, lying on the desk alone, feeling dizzy, limbs limp and weak, sobbing helplessly for a while, before falling asleep unconsciously.

After an unknown amount of time, she was awakened by the noise of footsteps in the corridor outside. Just as she was about to get up and open the door to check, the door was pushed open.

Director Wang Lifen, Deputy Director of the Gynecology Department of the Affiliated Hospital Liang Xianghui and Director Liu walked in with smiles on their faces. It seemed that the operation went very smoothly.

Director Wang glanced at Bai Lingyan and said unhurriedly, "Go outside for a while, let's discuss something."

Bai Lingyan understood that they were talking about the operation fee, or labor fee, for Dr. Liang Xianghui.

Dr. Liang Xianghui's operation in the hospital was not approved by the affiliated hospital. It was to earn extra money by taking acupoints. According to the Han Xia Doctor's Law, it was illegal. Naturally, he didn't want to let outsiders know.

Bai Lingyan came out knowingly and closed the door behind her.

It was just after eleven o'clock, and it was not time to get off work. Bai Lingyan didn't know how long they would be in the department, so she was quite embarrassed standing in the corridor, seeing that the door of the stomatology department was open, she walked in directly.

The doctor on duty was Liu Qunyi, and there were no patients at the time, sitting alone at the table and burying his head in reading. Since he and Wu Xiaojun were first-class fellow villagers, they were familiar with each other and spoke casually and naturally.

"Doctor Liu, where are you reading?" Bai Lingyan asked in a low voice.

Liu Qunyi raised his head slowly, saw Bai Lingyan, smiled lightly, "A patient came here all morning, it's boring, just flip through the book, why did you come here?"

"The director of the department and the doctor of the affiliated hospital talked about something in the department and kicked me out. I have nowhere to go. I came to you to pass the time."

"So this is it, let's do it!"

Bai Lingyan was not polite, and sat down on the stool opposite Liu Qunyi.

"How do you feel now, are you still used to being in the department?"

"That's it. I can't say whether I'm used to it or not. I just dawdle around all day, and it feels very boring."

"You've just started, and I've been bored for almost four years. To say something that shouldn't be said, you really shouldn't come here. With your education, any social hospital is better than this. If you want status here, you don't have status." , I want to learn technology and skills, but I don’t have any medical skills. I can’t get anything except selling time and salary. I can’t see any hope or future. Even if I am a junior college student, I have to go to the postgraduate entrance examination like Sun Xiaolong and Dang Shunfan. , graduate school, and completely change the working environment.”

"I feel the same way, but I've already arrived here. I'm in such a bad environment, and I can't change it for a while. I can only hang around and pass the time."

"Hey, by the way, I don't know if you've heard of something? Recently, the group company has completed the layoff and diversion plan, and it will be issued and implemented soon."

"Really, I didn't hear any rumors!"

"It should be true. There are many rumors in the company now. Besides, the policy for the reform and restructuring of state-owned enterprises has been clarified at the [-]th National Congress of the Communist Party of China. Many large enterprises in other places have completed the restructuring. In the tertiary industry, a large number of workers have been laid off. I wonder if our hospital will still exist? The prospect is worrisome!"

"Our company has a lot of field work projects and has its own particularity. No social hospital will send some medical staff to move around with the construction team. It should not be easy to separate or cancel the hospital!"

"Hard to say!"

At this time, Director Wang Lifen was talking to Liang Xianghui in the corridor, Bai Lingyan didn't dare to continue chatting with Liu Qunyi, got up and walked out, and returned to the department.

After a while, Pan Liya came in and said triumphantly, "Xiaobai, it's a pity that you don't go to the operating room to see this operation today. Director Liang is really extraordinary. I have been working for three years and this is the first time I saw him." To do such a beautiful operation, I can't even read the March book to learn."

Bai Lingyan understood that Pan Liya was deliberately ridiculing herself and making sarcastic remarks, and said to herself, "What are you talking about, isn't it because Director Wang didn't let me go in for a visit, isn't it because he came a few years earlier than me, what's so special." Opened her mouth a few times Zhang did not answer her words.

After Director Wang Lifen and Director Liu Guilan sent Director Liang away, they returned to the department one after the other. Director Wang looked at Bai Lingyan, his face sank again, "Xiaobai, I didn't mean you, why don't you wink?" , Why don’t the young girl work diligently and do some work? Look at the books, prescriptions, and checklists on the desk, which are in a mess. I don’t know how to tidy them up all morning. Also, the examination bed and disinfection cabinet in the inner room You didn't wipe it, and the garbage in the waste bin was not emptied. Director Liang made a lot of comments when he saw it. What's good."

Bai Lingyan was scolded by Director Wang as soon as she got to work, she was in no mood and just fell asleep, and the hygiene in the room was not cleaned up.

It's really not Bai Lingyan's fault that the things on Director Wang's desk were not cleaned up.

In the past, Bai Lingyan was the first to go to the department every day, tidy up the desks, clean up, and clear up the garbage. After all this was done, the few of them came to work.

Once, the perverted director Wang found out that Bai Lingyan had packed up the things on her desk and couldn't find them for a while, so he angrily reprimanded Bai Lingyan and was very embarrassed.

From then on, Bai Lingyan didn't dare to touch Director Wang's things.

Today, Director Wang felt that he had lost face in front of Director Liang. Firstly, he appeared to be incompetent and did not even understand basic common sense. Secondly, he showed that he did not manage well, and he could not hold back his face. Instead, he took out Bai Lingyan's anger .

When she got to work, she was given a slap in the face, and she was not allowed to visit the operation. She told her to watch the house every step of the way. , "Other people's desks are neatly tidied up, but yours is the messiest. Can you blame me? You are the director of the department, and you don't let others touch your things, how dare I."

"Hehe, I don't know how to do things, and I still don't admit my mistakes. I say a few words to you and you are still not convinced. Let's see what your attitude is." Director Wang said very angrily.

"What's your attitude? That's my attitude. Don't push your own responsibilities onto others, or take your anger out on others." Bai Lingyan retorted.

"It's against you. You should know that I am the director of this department. Unless you leave this department, you must obey my arrangement and accept my criticism and education for you. You, a little girl, can't do anything wrong!"

"Nonsense! Who are you talking about? What kind of nonsense did I do? What bad things did I do in the department? Is it okay to be a leader with a little level of speech and a little bit of quality!"

"You, you, you, you little girl, you actually said that I have no quality, you really pissed me off. Okay, you are amazing, I can't control you, can I hand you over to the hospital?"

At first, Liu Guilan was delighted that Bai Lingyan dared to contradict Wang Lifen, but she didn't take it seriously. She felt that Wang Lifen did go a little too far. Anyway, you can't scold Bai Lingyan in front of everyone.

After all, she is still a little girl who just walked out of school. She is quiet and honest, she is diligent, and she doesn't care about what she asks. Besides, she didn't make any big mistakes. If you treat her like this, she must feel wronged and uncomfortable. , she contradicts you because she really can't tolerate your actions, and you feel that you have lost face, which is purely self-inflicted.

Slowly seeing that the two of them were arguing more and more fiercely, if this continues, it will definitely be bad for Bai Lingyan, her arms can't twist her thighs, so she hurriedly interjected, "Xiaobai, Director Wang pointed out your mistakes, criticized you, educated you, It's for your own good, say a few words, say a few words."

Seeing Liu Guilan persuading Bai Lingyan, Wang Lifen got even more excited, "Director Liu, it's none of your business here, don't talk about her, let her say whatever she wants, she's too big or small to understand Be well behaved, the department can't tolerate her, and I can't tolerate her even more, I will go to the dean right away, adjust her away quickly, and disappear under my nose."