life struggle

When Wu Xiaojun saw that Lu Piaopiao was wrapped in sheets, he was both amused and embarrassed, but his guilt made him unable to laugh. After all, he was drunk to make trouble, otherwise she would not have such a strange attire. She won't be exhausted physically and mentally for most of the night, and she won't be able to rest peacefully on her own bed.

Wu Xiaojun originally thought that Lu Piaopiao would get angry and angry because he drank so much for a while. Seeing that her expression was calm and relaxed at this time, her attitude was not tepid, and she didn't feel resentment towards her bossing her around. She felt ashamed and sorry for her, and said very guiltyly , "Piao Piao, it's because I'm worthless. I drank so much alcohol and made you worry about me and suffer for me. I'm really sorry!"

Lu Piaopiao said calmly, "Brother Wu, it doesn't matter. Anyone who encounters this kind of situation will help to do it. The temperature is high in summer and the clothes dry quickly. It won't affect your going out tomorrow. You should rest early!"

As he spoke, he turned his face and took the washed clothes into the room, closed the door, spread the clothes and hung them in front of the window, made the bed a little and then lay down.

Watching Lu Piaopiao walk into the room, Wu Xiaojun's hanging heart finally calmed down. He touched his chest with his hands, and it felt a little wet, sticky, and had a bad smell. Smiled wryly, it was time to take a good bath.

When Wu Xiaojun walked into the bathroom, he felt a smell of bath liquid and coolness coming out of his nostrils. This was the smell from Lu Piaopiao's body. It was a smell that he had never felt or tasted before. Spleen, endless aftertaste.

He slowly took off the only piece of triangular underwear left on his body, stood up straight, and slightly closed his eyes, imagining that Lu Piaopiao took off his dirty clothes one by one with a gloomy face just now, With horrified eyes, he looked at his filthy belly fat, and meticulously applied a pair of jade hands soaked in bath fluid to every part of his body, bending over and tilting his hips, wiping the crystal drops of water on his breasts and the eye-catching piece. The fascinating triangle, accompanied by the constant expansion and contraction of the arms and the twisting of the body, the two lumps of plump and soft dough on the chest trembled rhythmically and regularly, the tall pearls stood proudly, and the two white and delicate pieces The plump buttocks are constantly swinging back and forth, exuding a deadly temptation with powerful lethality, charming and enchanting, unrestrained happiness, sultry, sultry, ripples immediately surged in the heart, aroused bursts of waves, the man's instinctive natural reaction suddenly Intensely, the sleeping guy stood up, mighty and majestic.

Wu Xiaojun shook it a few times with his hand, and said to himself, "You crooked bastard, retract it!"

The little guy seemed to have been lonely for a long time, and he protested strongly against him, deliberately confronting him, the more he thought about it, the more disobedient he became, and he just didn't bow his head.

"Okay, if you are not convinced, see if I treat you with cold water and see if you are obedient."

Wu Xiaojun turned on the faucet and rushed at the little guy for a while, and slowly got used to it, no longer feeling how cold the water was, took a refreshing cold bath, felt refreshed and relaxed, went back to the bed naked and got under the covers Fall asleep.

At midnight in the dead of night, Lu Piaopiao tore off the sheets that wrapped her body, lying on the bed, thinking about the past four years in the hospital. Although she encountered many bumps, difficulties and setbacks, she also suffered Some people's gossip and cynicism, more joy and happiness, growth and progress.Soon I will leave this place where I used to be full of joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. I suddenly feel a surge of emotion and infinite loss, the slightest reluctance and a touch of sadness. I can't calm down for a long time, and I can't fall asleep after tossing and turning.

For some reason, it was the man next door who made me nostalgic and unforgettable the most. From the moment I met him, I had a nameless yearning and concern in my heart, which I could not let go of for many years.

During this period of time in the hospital, my heart was always full of unspeakable contradictions and complexities. Many times, some of the things I did were always connected with him.He will always take the initiative to care about his affairs by accident, and he will always jump out to share his worries regardless of everything. There is no complaint or regret in the punishment, and there is no complaint in my heart. Others say that I am in a relationship with him as a couple, but I know that he already has a beloved girlfriend, but he is unwilling to face and clarify other people's guesses. That kind of taste and feeling is strange. Sweet, I can't tell whether it's appreciation or admiration, guilt or gratitude.

I'm about to leave soon, everything is about to end, but I feel empty in my heart, especially confused.

At this moment, how much Lu Piaopiao hopes that he next door can suddenly break in, how much he longs for him to hug her rudely and kiss her for a while, how much she hopes that this will be a wonderful night full of poetry and picturesque that she will never forget—but, this is A kind of extravagance, a kind of fantasy, he next door will never give up his bottom line frivolously, take the initiative to treat himself irresponsibly, this is why I have always admired and admired him.

perhaps--

A thought suddenly popped up by Lu Piaopiao stunned her heart, which was already agitated, and her face immediately felt hot. If she took a look in a mirror, she would definitely be redder than Guan Gong in the play.

After a fierce ideological struggle and struggle, she gritted her teeth, turned on the fluorescent light switch, picked up the sheet and wrapped herself up, combed her not-so-long hair shyly in front of the mirror, took a long breath, and smoothed the violent shock chest, Xin opened the door and walked out.

Lu Piaopiao gently pushed open the door of Wu Xiaojun's room, pressed the fluorescent light switch, and walked slowly to Wu Xiaojun's bed. He saw that he was sleeping peacefully on his back with his eyes slightly closed, breathing rhythmically. Smelling heavily of alcohol, she quietly sat on the edge of the bed, looking carefully at her beloved baby like a great mother guarding a sleeping baby.

With tears in her eyes, Lu Piaopiao said silently, Serve the army!It is both my honor and my sorrow to know you. It is you who have been tormenting my heart and making me fascinated. How much I want to wait by your side silently like this. I hope you can hold hands with me and stay together forever. I suffer with breathing, although I know it's impossible, but I just can't beat myself, restrain myself, can you understand my heart?Can you understand my feelings and intentions for you?I'm leaving soon, I'm leaving, it's hard to see your smile and angry look, it's hard to hear your hearty voice, I hope you can spend an unforgettable night with me, Leave me good memories, why don't you open your eyes and look at me, Xiaojun!

Lu Piaopiao became more and more excited, couldn't help pushing Wu Xiaojun, and shouted in a deep voice, "Brother Wu, wake up! Brother Wu, wake up!"

Wu Xiaojun was pushed and called by Lu Piaopiao, and sat up subconsciously. Seeing Lu Piaopiao sitting next to him with tears streaming down his face, he couldn't help shivering, and asked in amazement, "Piaopiao, why are you crying? What happened? Did I lose my morals after drinking, did I do something wrong to you?"

Seeing Wu Xiaojun wake up, Lu Piaopiao burst out the emotions accumulated for a long time. He threw his arms around Wu Xiaojun's smooth waist tightly, tears streaming down his cheeks, and said with a sob, "Brother Wu, you Don't think too much, no, I just feel very uncomfortable, I really want you to hug me and let you chat with me!"

Such a move by Lu Piaopiao was so sudden and unexpected that Wu Xiaojun was caught off guard. He didn't know what to do for a while, and his raised hands froze in the air for an instant.

I don't have the slightest bit of thin silk in my body now. If she is so close to me, it is inevitable that each of us will be unable to control our emotions and do regrettable things. I can't promise her anything or give anything. Once that happens, I can only let her alone Bearing the unpredictable consequences, he must not do stupid things that hurt her heart.

Wu Xiaojun gritted his teeth and pushed Lu Piaopiao hard with both hands, but her hands clasped tightly around her waist did not loosen, "Piao Piao, don't do this, don't do this, let me go!"

"Don't try too hard, I won't let go, this feeling is very good, I just want to enjoy the warmth of your body at close range, listen to your rhythmic heartbeat and breathing, just want you to spend this night Give me."

"This, this, this, Piao Piao, we have always been good friends. You are like a sister in my heart. It is very uncomfortable for you to lean across like this. Can you sit down and talk to me if you have any grievances or thoughts? !"

Lu Piaopiao raised her head lightly, looked helplessly at Wu Xiaojun's serious expression, and said softly, "Xiaojun, I'm leaving soon, I can't share my sorrows with you anymore, you know how much pain I feel in my heart And uncomfortable? Can you understand a girl's heart?"

Wu Xiaojun looked at Lu Piaopiao's melancholy and tired eyes, and his heart suddenly softened. He couldn't help the tears in the corners of his eyes, put his hands on her back lightly, stared at the door dumbly, and didn't say a word for a long time.

"Xiaojun, what's the matter, you should say something!"

After a long time, Wu Xiaojun snorted softly, "If you want to leave, there must be a reason to leave. No one can stop you. What can I say!"

Lu Piaopiao looked at Wu Xiaojun's cold face, bowed his body, quickly moved his hands up, slowly closed his eyes, gently put his lips to his mouth, and murmured, "Xiaojun , you are the second good man I have met in this life that I cannot forget. The time tonight belongs only to you and me, and the space here belongs only to you and me. Please don’t refuse, don’t let me down, hurry up and send me have."

As he spoke, he recklessly pushed Wu Xiaojun down, lifted the sheet covering his body, and got in with his whole body, tightly sticking his frail body to Wu Xiaojun on the narrow hospital bed, and couldn't help but lick his lips. We got together.

At this moment, Wu Xiaojun's brain was in chaos, his heart was at a loss, he was in no mood to appreciate the fragrance and warmth emanating from Lu Piaopiao's body, he shook his head vigorously, avoiding the attack from her cherry lips, and kept saying, "Piaopiao, Are you crazy, don't be like this, okay, we can't be together, I can't do things that are sorry to you, hurt you, hurry up!"

Lu Piaopiao suddenly tore off the bed sheet on her body, panting lightly with a focused expression, "Xiaojun, I'm serious, I just want to give you everything about me and become your woman, I don't care about the rest."