life struggle

Zhu Chunyan said with a sad face, "Xiaojun, I can understand your feelings, but the reality is cruel and ruthless. The Qin family suffered such a catastrophe, and even her relatives and best friends have been avoiding her family. , is not something that a little girl like Mei Xiang can bear, and it is not something that you can simply help her through. 【 】Now you have to think carefully, look farther away, and don't be impulsive And you can't get out of it. My sister-in-law advises you to forget her quickly, stop trying to find her, and end your so-called childish and fragile love."

Wu Xiaojun said with a heavy heart, "Sister-in-law, it's hard to love someone, it's even harder to hate someone, and it's even harder to forget someone. After all, we've been together and in love for so long, and we have deep feelings for each other. How can we just give up and give up?" If you say forget it, forget it. In this matter, Mei Xiang is innocent and also a victim. At the critical moment when she is in trouble, not to mention lovers or not lovers, even ordinary friends cannot stand idly by. Adding insult to injury. I can't do anything to let go of my loved ones. I really can't do it."

Zhu Chunyan said with doubts on her face, "What you said is reasonable and correct, but the reality is the reality, and no one can get rid of it. Take Meixiang giving up her studies as an example. She should have told you about such a big thing a long time ago. Discuss it, but she didn't do it. Instead, she gave up her studies on her own initiative and chose to escape. She didn't take you seriously, and she didn't regard you as a person she could trust. If she didn't want to see you, you would anyway. You can't get her, so you should give up your heart."

Wu Xiaojun said helplessly, "Let me think about it. I heard that her mother lives in the county hospital. I don't know if she is still there. I will go to the hospital to see." to the neurology department of the hospital.

At the nurse station of the department, Wu Xiaojun asked a nurse on duty, "Is there a patient named Zhao Shuting living here?"

The nurse lowered her head and said while sorting out the laboratory test sheet, "I was hospitalized here before, but I was discharged early this morning. I heard that I will go to Beijing, Shanghai or other big city hospitals for treatment. Where did I go?" Not sure."

Wu Xiaojun then asked, "Can you tell me what kind of disease she has, and she has to go to a big hospital for treatment?"

The nurse said, "Her illness is very complicated. She has lived here for nearly half a month. The doctor has checked many times and adopted many methods, but she has not been able to figure out what is wrong with her. This is why she suggested that her daughter be transferred to another hospital." Treatment. But her daughter is filial enough. She stays alone here all day long and guards her mother. There is no one to come and take her place. How could such a good girl meet such a disgraceful disaster? Her dear father made her two mothers homeless, very pitiful and distressing." She kept shaking her head and sighing.

Wu Xiaojun whispered, "Thank you nurse."

After leaving the hospital, Wu Xiaojun was full of worries, wandering aimlessly in the street, and involuntarily came to the gazebo by the Scenic River where he was full of imagination and expectation for the future, and encouraged each other to "stand up straight and don't get down".At this time, without Mei Xiang's company, I felt very lonely and sad in my heart, and sat silently alone, bored.

Qin Meixiang's lively, lovely, gentle, kind, and charming figure kept appearing in her mind, and she said softly, "Don't show any scheming in front of me, don't make a premature conclusion, maybe you and I are just passing clouds on the road of life struggle , don’t ask for each other, just ask for what you once had.” “Passionate love has hurt parting since ancient times, let alone the Qingqiu Festival. Stand up straight!” “Don’t get down! This love can be treated as a memory, but it was at a loss at the time .” It kept echoing in my ears, it was so sad, so sad.

Recalling all this, Wu Xiaojun became more and more nostalgic for the beautiful night they had together, and the less he believed that Qin Meixiang would just leave him. Where is she now, what is she doing, how can I find her, see her, etc. A series of questions bothered him, and he couldn't find a definite answer.Just when he was puzzled and confused, he suddenly heard someone shouting from behind, "Xiaojun, when did you come back, and you didn't come home, what are you doing sitting here?"

Wu Xiaojun looked back and saw that Auntie Wuxue was smiling at him with vegetables in her hands, stood up quickly, and said with a smile, "Auntie, I'm going to buy vegetables. I just came here from my third brother's house and was about to go back Home, I'm a little tired from walking, so I'll take a rest here."

Wu Xue asked, "Did you know that Mei Xiang's family had an accident and came back?"

Wu Xiaojun said softly, "Yes, I just heard about it, so I was in a hurry to come back."

Wu Xue said, "Xiaojun, let me tell you, her family is completely ruined, her father died, her house was confiscated, her mother went crazy, and Mei Xiang was left with nothing in one night. This child is really pitiful, but Is there any way. I met a relative of her family yesterday and said that she is not going to college anymore, and she plans to take her mother to Beijing to see a doctor this morning. , you should get rid of your thoughts about Mei Xiang as soon as possible, and blow it up with her. Not only is she carrying her father's bad reputation, but she also wants nothing, and there is a crazy woman. enough for you."

Wu Xiaojun said, "As a person, it's better to be natural and realistic, but you can't be too snobbish, and you can't always think about other people's good times. You should also be mentally prepared to bear other people's misfortunes. Now Meixiang is a girl whose family needs others. When helping, how can I avoid her and avoid her like everyone else. If so, I am still worthy of being a human being."

Wu Xue said with a look of embarrassment, "Although it is said so, people always want to go to high places. Who wants to ask for trouble, ask for trouble, and put a shit bowl on his head."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Auntie, in fact, when Mei Xiang and I dated, we didn't value family, background and money, but each other's character and career. If we judged by those vulgarly, we would never get together. This is obvious. We will not give up and break up because of unexpected changes in each other's family."

Wu Xue saw that Wu Xiaojun's attitude was very firm and affirmative, so she didn't want to say anything. She just said, "She doesn't even have a home now, and no one knows her news. Where can you find her, old cow?" I can't use my strength in the water, and I can't help her even if I try to help her."

Wu Xiaojun said, "It doesn't matter. I will try my best to find her. Sooner or later, I will find her. I'll go home and see my father and mother first."

Wu Xue said, "Don't rush to leave, just sit at home and have a meal before leaving."

Wu Xiaojun said, "No need, you should hurry back."