life struggle

At about ten o'clock in the morning on February [-], Wu Xiaojun appeared in front of Luo Xiao of Xiangzhou University of Technology dragging his tired body. 【 】

Luo Xiao and several roommates were packing their luggage in the dormitory. They were no strangers to seeing Wu Xiaojun coming, and they greeted each other.Luo Xiao understood Wu Xiaojun's eagerness to get news from Qin Meixiang very well, so he quickly packed up his belongings and went straight to Xiangzhou University with Wu Xiaojun.

Seeing Wu Xiaojun's listless and painful expression, Luo Xiao asked with some distress, "What's the matter with you, you don't have any energy at all, did you get so excited that you didn't sleep well all night?"

"It's not excited but nervous. There are too many people on the station. There are many trains that don't let people into the station at all. There is nothing to do in a hurry. Only the ticket in hand has been changed three times in a row. Since yesterday From ten o'clock in the evening until four o'clock this morning, I managed to climb onto a temporary passing car through the window. There was not even a place to stand, and I stood at the door of the car for more than four hours."

"It turned out to be like this. I'm really sorry for you. I hope you can feel this painstaking Meixiang."

The two first went to the school's academic affairs office. Several teachers in the office knew about Qin Meixiang's situation. When they asked about it, they all shook their heads and sighed. Qin Meixiang had neither written nor called, and no one knew anything about her.The two walked out disappointed, and saw Fang Qiao hurriedly carrying a suitcase downstairs in the dormitory, but there was no result.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly felt that his hair was blurred and blackened in front of his eyes, and he staggered a few times and almost fell down.Luo Xiao hurriedly grabbed his arm, and said nervously, "Xiaojun, don't do this, cheer up, rest on the stone chair next to you for a while before leaving."

Wu Xiaojun lowered his head silently and sat down gently.

Luo Xiao comforted, "Mei Xiang is not coming at this time, it seems that she is determined to cut off relations with others. The matter has come to this point, you can't always stay in the shadows, even if it is for Mei Xiang's hard work, you have to think about it." Open up, she must be doing well now, otherwise she will definitely ask everyone for help."

"She is a strong girl who refuses to admit defeat. She is willing to carry everything by herself and does not want to cause trouble for others. No matter how hard, tired and difficult things are, she grits her teeth and endures with tears in her eyes. I'm just working hard and never open my mouth to others. Sister Xiao, can you take a moment of your time and walk around with me, I want to seriously search for and recall every detail of being here with Mei Xiang. "

"Okay, it doesn't matter, sister understands your thoughts, and she is right about you. She is indeed a passionate seed, trustworthy and trustworthy. Even if Mei Xiang can't get together with you, with your unforgettable and nostalgic love Her heart is also her greatest happiness. I will follow you today, go wherever you say, do what you say, and relax with you. But today is only the last time here, and you can come here next time Be alive and happy."

"Hey, once is enough, I'm afraid there will never be a next time."

Wu Xiaojun led Luo Xiao with heavy steps, quietly walking along the road that Qin Meixiang and Qin Meixiang had walked many times before, and stood for a while at the place where they had sat and stayed.The two finally came to the door of the passionate and warm room in Xueyuan Hotel.Wu Xiaojun's heart immediately fell into the cold ice cellar and the eternal hell, full of infinite sadness and melancholy, it was like bowing his head in silent mourning in the condolence hall, standing for a long time.Qin Meixiang's graceful figure, delicate face, and sweet smile floated in front of Wu Xiaojun bit by bit, her name, her voice and laughter, her joys and sorrows, her tears and sorrow, echoed in her mind. Her every word and every look, even her wanton coquetry and willful tantrum without any restraint, are so clear and real, as if it happened just now.The lover who was once available at any time, but the cruel reality has turned it into an illusory fantasy, and the joy and excitement of the past have turned into distress and anxiety.At this moment, how much Wu Xiaojun wanted Qin Meixiang to give him a little bit of warmth, a little bit of care, a little bit of kindness, even if the two of them spoke ill to each other, it would be a great gift for them to fight each other.

At this time, a young waitress came over and asked with a smile, "Sir and Ma'am, are you standing here to open a room?"

Luo Xiaoteng's face turned red all of a sudden, his brows stood upright, his almond eyes widened, and he glared at the waiter fiercely, "Why are you talking nonsense when you have a room? Take a look at the place where you passed, recall the past, and leave in a while, don’t worry about it, go and do whatever you want to do.” The waiter was so frightened that he quickly restrained his smile, turned around and walked away, still talking to himself He murmured, "It's so strange. Five or six days ago, there was a young lady with a sad face standing here for a long time, like a dumb person. No matter what she asked her, she didn't say anything, thinking it was because of her. Loved to commit suicide by jumping off a building. Today, I met another gentleman, inexplicably as if he had lost his soul, and I don’t know what he’s up to.”

Luo Xiao and Wu Xiaojun heard what the waiter said inadvertently. They were surprised and excited for a moment. They hurried forward to stop the waiter and asked eagerly, "Waiter, we didn't hear what you just said clearly. Please say it again quickly." .”

The waiter stopped in his tracks, looked at the hungry expressions of the two, felt suspicious in his heart, and said nervously, "I mean, five or six days ago, there was a lady who stood here in a daze for a long time, and asked her not to say anything, At the time we thought she was going to commit suicide by jumping off the building."

Luo Xiao let out a breath, and asked in shock, "What, you want to commit suicide by jumping off a building, you should think about it carefully, what does that lady look like and how she got there."

The waiter looked at Luo Xiao and said, "The height and figure are about the same as yours, and she is very well-proportioned. She is wearing a beige knee-less down jacket and is wearing a pink scarf. It can be seen that the person is very beautiful and handsome, with an oval face, and a red mole on the middle left of the eyes. My two sisters and I asked her a few words, but she just shook her head and didn't speak. We all thought she was going to commit suicide by jumping off a building, so nervous It was terrible, she would stare at us as soon as she wanted to call for someone, and no one dared to move. For about 20 minutes, she lowered her head, cried and wiped her tears and ran away without looking back. Didn't come back either."

The two of them understood everything as soon as they heard it. This was a very cruel and ominous omen. Mei Xiang had come here sadly to recall the past in secret. Come back again.

Wu Xiaojun immediately trembled all over, as if his whole body was falling apart, he slumped against the wall, stamped his feet and beat his chest, regretting so much, he kept "slapping" the wall with his hands.

Luo Xiao took Wu Xiaojun's hand and said angrily, "What are you doing, young man? Do you still want to commit suicide by jumping off a building here? Hurry up, don't make a fool of yourself here." Maybe this is the last time I came here to recall The romantic past may be the end of the crazily passionate love with Qin Meixiang, which died midway and ended in vain. In the end, Wu Xiaojun was held tightly by Luo Xiao's hands, erratic as if he had lost his soul. He went downstairs, reluctantly leaving this sad place.