life struggle

The two walked out of the small courtyard and came to Jiankang Street. Luo Xiao stopped suddenly, looked at Wu Xiaojun with a serious expression and said, "Xiaojun, you are really good. I always thought you were an admirable and modest gentleman. In a blink of an eye, you forget about Mei Xiang, let go of your long-term relationship, even if Mei Xiang has promised you with your body, you can't live up to her infatuation and sincerity, even the most basic responsibility I don't even have the heart, what big things I can do in the future, it really disappoints me.【 】”

Luo Xiao's rhetoric made Wu Xiaojun confused, and Monk Zhang Er couldn't figure it out. He thought that it was good to be smiling just now, but suddenly he seemed to be a different person. He was not what she said at all. This kind of person is something out of thin air. What exactly did Zhu Chunyan say to her that caused her to misunderstand her so deeply? He said with a smile, "What's the matter with you? You were gentle and open-minded just now, but suddenly you became deep, cold and aggressive. Is there something I can't do to you? I made you so angry."

"Don't pretend to be stupid in front of me. You know what you think and do best, but let me tell you, you are sloppy and playing with your life, and you are desecrating the relationship between you and Mei Xiang. Destroy your own personality, my sister looks down on you."

"Sister Xiao, the more you talk about it, the more confused I become and the more I don't understand. Can you tell me what's going on? What did my sister-in-law say to you to make you so angry and make me so angry? Listen, is it worth your anger?"

"I'm not a person who likes to go around in circles, so I'll tell you clearly, why did your sister-in-law call me over, and why did she tell me that she was willing to be my sister-in-law with me? Isn't it obvious that you asked her to do it? Pretending to be confused in front of you, if you don’t get angry at you, who are you going to attack?”

"Hey, I thought I had committed some heinous and unforgivable crime. It turned out to be like this. I didn't have any ideas at first, but after you reminded me, I really have some ideas, but seeing you as cold as ice, and They were all scared away. Do you think I should have it? If I did, I would be ungrateful and irresponsible. If not, my sister-in-law has already told you that I can’t take it back, and she will be offended instead. What should I do? I didn't pay attention, so I might as well run away." Wu Xiaojun made a fool of himself, turned around shyly, and walked forward.

Luo Xiao was about to say what nonsense you said, before she could open her mouth, she saw Wu Xiaojun leaving with a blushing face, so she could only shout, "Stop, why are you going?"

Wu Xiaojun turned his head and said with a smile on his face, "Go to Shengxiantai and ask the old ancestor Li for an answer."

Luo Xiao chuckled, "You are such a big boy, and you still believe in praying to gods and worshiping Buddha, I want to see how you pray."

"You mean that you are willing to go with me, thank you so much, it's rare and rare."

"Come on, don't be silly, you'll start thanking me before I say whether I'm going or not."

Seeing Luo Xiao's smile, Wu Xiaojun immediately stopped in his tracks, and said with a smile, "I know you have the heart of Guanyin Bodhisattva, and you won't drive me away, but your sudden tantrum just now really scared me enough .”

"You are so timid. Who are you? You are not afraid of heaven and earth. I can still scare you. What a joke. I won't make fun of you. I haven't been to Shengxiantai for a long time. It's still early, let's go and get in a good mood."

"That's right, let's go to Shengxiantai."

The two walked and chatted along the healthy street, quite comfortably.Luo Xiao asked curiously, "Xiaojun, I still have one thing I don't understand. I always feel that you have a good impression of Yingzi. From a girl's point of view, she is cold and alone all day long. She is not the kind of girl who pleases boys." Kind of girl, I don't know what you think."

"It's against my will to say that I don't have any affection for Yingzi, but this affection does not come from her, but from you."

"Why did it involve me? What does it have to do with me if you have a crush on her?"

"It's a big deal, do you want to hear it?"

"Of course I want to hear it."

"This is a secret that has always been buried in my heart, and it is a great regret. Two years ago, if I were to say it, it would be difficult to say it. It's okay to tell you now. In the second semester of high school, there was A beautiful girl dreams about me all day long, that feeling is very wonderful, just like the meat is particularly delicious and I want to eat it even more. I miss her more and more, and I follow her quietly behind my back. , think of her every frown and smile, think of her voice and smile, think of her daily whereabouts, think of her every word and action, see the sadness on her face, try to figure out why, see her face full of joy Secretly happy, I wanted to express my feelings in person several times, but I was afraid that she would call me crazy and cause criticism from others, so I never had the courage to say it, so I had to bury it in my heart, leaving endless regrets."

"At that time, unlike now, boys and girls generally didn't talk. I still remember a boy and girl went to the street to eat and talk and chat. They were seen by the students in the same class, and it was quickly spread throughout the school with lace news. The general environment is That way, unless it's a gangster or a girl whose parents can't control her, very few people would dare to go one step further. I want to know, who is that regret in your heart?"

"Far in the sky, in front of me, of course it is you! It is because of this regret that Yingzi's appearance, out of Aiwujiwu's heart, I have a special feeling and concern for her, and there are a series of coincidences and happenings later. I didn’t know what love and love are before, anyway, it was the kind of concern and longing that I couldn’t let go of, but now I understand that it’s a secret love.”

When Wu Xiaojun said this, Luo Xiao was not surprised when he noticed something in high school.Several times I noticed that Wu Xiaojun looked at her in the wrong way and didn’t dare to look directly at him. When we met on the road, he immediately bowed his head and blushed, and always stood not far from him in group activities. At that time, he just thought he was a little weird and didn’t care.

Luo Xiao giggled proudly, "Seeing that you used to be honest and reticent, I didn't expect that the dumplings cooked in a pressure cooker were precocious, with a pair of fancy intestines. There are so many girls in the class. You don't care about me, but you are looking for me. I really have no vision and taste. .Times have changed, although it is a bit late for you to say it, but the regret is no longer there."

"In the past, I always thought that it was just a kind of early puberty, a whimsical fantasy, but I didn't expect that by chance, the gods would connect me with you one after another in a daze. I came here to confess to you frankly, expressing my heart for many years, and I no longer have any regrets, just like recovering from a serious illness, you will not laugh at me for being timid, petty and unmanly."

"I appreciate your sincere affection for me, but the world is as unpredictable as the love between you and Mei Xiang. We are already young people with reason and thinking, and we are no longer children who are unaware of world affairs. It’s not easy to say anything, I can only pray and bless you silently, and hope that your love and career path will be more convenient and smooth.”