life struggle

"Well said, don't give up, persevere, go forward bravely, never give up until you reach your goal, and you must be like a dog.【 】"

"Where there is determination, there is hope. I hope you can achieve what you want. However, I can remind you that although some people are relatively close, and they care and help each other more, they may not really get along. You must not have a deep friendship. The hope is slim, and there are many difficulties in doing it, but the result will be satisfactory and more ideal, the key is how to grasp the heat and speed, which depends on your own wisdom."

"It's easier said than done. The world is unpredictable and ever-changing. It's better to let nature take its course and let things happen."

The two rested in the gazebo for a while, their boredom gradually disappeared, and they walked out of the scenic spot to the Antique Street.

Wu Xiaojun specially bought a balloon-sized marshmallow and a bunch of candied haws and handed them to Luo Xiao.

Luo Xiao smiled and said, "Why, you treat me as a child and give me something to coax the child to eat, but it's actually more than a year older than you."

"I don't dare to treat you like a child. Don't you know that I have locked the door? I can't afford expensive things. Buy a candy and put some honey on your mouth. From now on, you can speak sweet words instead of nonsense. It is economical and easy." I will be remembered by you, and you will think of me whenever you see cotton candy and candied haws when you take your children to the streets in the future."

"Being dishonest, knowing a lot, remembering you may not be a good thing, maybe thinking of it once will scold you for three days."

"If you want to scold you, just scold you. If you don't listen, you are wasting your energy. You are scolding your husband and child. If you hear it, you will relieve your anger. The child will not be in trouble."

"Okay, okay, I'm talking nonsense again, my mouth is full of foam. I should catch the last bus, and I won't be able to go back today if I'm late."

"It doesn't matter if you can't go back. If you can sit on the street all night, I'll show off my style and enjoy the cold wind bath in spring and winter with you."

"It's not about making fun of my sister. If you continue like this, I will never forgive you."

The two left Antique Street and walked towards Donglai Avenue along the path beside the moat.Donglai Avenue is a landmark north-south commercial avenue in the county. There are five or six large shopping malls on both sides of the street. Although it is afternoon, there are still many traffic and people, and it is quite bustling.

When he walked to the gate of Yuanzhen Theater, Wu Xiaojun couldn't help slowing down, glanced inside, and saw two or three young lovers cuddling in and out with smiles on their faces, feeling an indescribable sadness in his heart, pause After a while, she fell behind Luo Xiao.

Luo Xiao accidentally discovered that Wu Xiaojun was missing, and looked back at him standing in front of the theater in a daze, and immediately turned back and asked, "What's the matter, I got lost while walking, did you meet someone you know?"

Wu Xiaojun was embarrassed to speak directly, and smiled wryly, "A stone jumped into the shoe just now, and I just took it out."

"I thought there was something wrong with you. By the way, I almost forgot to ask you, when will you return to school, will you take a long-distance bus or a train?"

Wu Xiaojun said as he walked, "I plan to go back to school on the tenth day of the junior high school. Although the long-distance bus can be reached directly without changing trains, except for the exorbitant price, the old car has too many people and the safety factor is small. I still have lingering fears when I think about what happened last time. If you take the train, you will fall down." I’m afraid that there will be too many people at the station and I won’t be able to buy a ticket and I won’t be able to get on the next train. I’m indecisive these days and worry about it.”

"If you want me to say, let's both take the train and take care of each other. At worst, we can stay in Pingdong for a few more hours. I'll prepare something for my mother and Yingzi's house, and you can take it there for me, how about it? "

"In this case, take the train and wait for me at the town station around six o'clock."

"Ok."

Wu Xiaojun watched Luo Xiao board the bus bound for the town and gradually disappear from sight, and then returned home with Yu Youwei's rare joy.

At 06:30 in the morning on the tenth day of the first lunar month, Wu Xiaojun took the bus bound for Pingdong and arrived at Mingjiu Town Station. Through the window, he saw Luo Xiao’s father and daughter under the car. .He hurriedly stood up from the seat behind the driver, came to Luo Xiao, took the heavy suitcase in her hand, and said to Luo Wen at the same time as Luo Xiao, "Uncle Luo, Dad, please go back."

"There are many people in the car, you two should be extra careful, and call me in time after you arrive at school." Luo Wen earnestly explained with a little reluctance.

"Uncle Luo, don't worry, it's cold outside, go back quickly."

After finishing speaking, the two got into the car, the car was not too crowded, put the suitcases away, Wu Xiaojun let Luo Xiao sit on the car seat, and stood beside Luo Xiao with his hands on the back of the seat.

"Xiaojun, I've made you tired."

"What to say, it's only right and proper, I've been sitting for more than an hour, it doesn't matter if I stand still."

The journey was very smooth, the bus traveled for more than an hour, and arrived at Pingdong Railway Station just after dawn.

In the Pingdong area, there is a saying that "seven times out, eight times out, go out in threes, sixes, nines". Yesterday was the peak passenger flow, but today there are a lot fewer people. After only waiting in line for more than 20 minutes, I bought a [-]:[-] round. Ticket to Pingxi.

The two came to the waiting room and found a seat to sit down. Luo Xiao said, "Are you hungry? I cooked a roast chicken last night. Try how it tastes." She took it out of her handbag , Gently tore a chicken leg and handed it to Wu Xiaojun.

Wu Xiaojun took a bite, tasted it, and said, "Okay, I didn't expect your cooking skills to be good, and the taste is so good."

Luo Xiao said complacently, "It's not a good skill. I have been cooking since I was a child. You can still cook everyday meals, as long as you can eat them."

"My appetite immediately whetted after I tasted it, but I don't want to argue with you and eat it right away. I'll fill my stomach first and eat slowly in the car."

Although there were not as many passengers as before the festival, there were still many people on the train, and the aisles were full of people standing at the junction of carriages.The two passed through four or five carriages, sweating profusely, before they found a place to put their suitcases. It was even more difficult to find a hard seat to sit on, so they had to stand at the door of a car, looking out the window , waiting for the arrival of one stop and one stop.

The two were familiar with each other, worried about the shaking of the car and sudden braking, so they leaned against the iron wall without any scruples.The speed of the train on the plain was relatively fast, and it was also relatively stable. It was very pleasant for the two to chat and laugh happily and tease each other from time to time.When he was in high spirits, two stinky rural migrant workers in their 40s, wearing shabby military uniforms and padded jackets for unknown ages, came over and stood beside Luo Xiao, lighting a cigar as if no one was there.The pungent smoke made Luo Xiao cough several times in a row, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, and said angrily, "You two can't just care about yourself and ignore others, can you be more self-conscious? In such a big place, even people stand No more, you're still smoking and choking to death, so hurry up and put out your cigarettes."

A man laughed and said, "What's the point of smoking a cigarette? Since you don't like it, you won't smoke after smoking." He turned his face and continued to puff.

Luo Xiao couldn't stand the stimulus of the smoke, so the two switched to another car door.Squatting on the ground was a pretty young woman in her twenties with a child of seven or eight months in her arms.

The child seemed to be hungry and was crying very hard. While coaxing her, the young woman lowered her head and unzipped the zipper of the black down jacket, opened her chest, lifted up the yellow sweater with flowers and pink charming bra, revealing her snow-white skin, and skillfully took it out. The plump breasts put the fresh and purple cherry-sized ball into the child's mouth. The child closed his eyes and sucked eagerly, and soon stopped crying.

Wu Xiaojun couldn't resist his curiosity, and looked down at the young woman breastfeeding her child intently.

Luo Xiao grabbed Wu Xiaojun's arm and saw that his eyes were staring at the woman's chest. He pinched him hard with his hands. He grinned in pain and asked in a low voice, "Why pinch me? It hurts so much."

"You look like a hooligan and a prostitute." Luo Xiao leaned close to Wu Xiaojun's ear and said in a weak voice that was barely audible.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly felt that he had lost his composure, his face was red, his ears were red, and he was extremely nervous. He tried his best to whisper to her, "The expression on the baby's breastfeeding face is very charming, so I took a few more glances."

"The drunken man's intention is not to drink, but to the mother of the child. It's not that you haven't seen and touched the woman's thing, so you don't have anything to be curious about. In the future, when you see a woman, be honest and don't look at people with fantasies and let them treat you When the hooligans and prostitutes are cleaned up."

"It's really early for this woman to conceive. She became a mother in her twenties. It seems that you have already passed [-], and you haven't..." Luo Xiao covered his mouth, and said with a nervous and shy expression, "Stop it." , and dishonesty again, don’t think in a wrong way, and use me as a fuss.”

Wu Xiaojun pursed his lips and smiled, "I'm just kidding, don't take it seriously, I'm an upright gentleman, if you treat me like a woman, it will be a disaster."

"Okay, don't be arrogant, everyone on earth knows it, be careful not to get angry in the future."

After driving for more than an hour, the car stopped at Pinglan Station.This is a county-level station, and more people get on the train than get off.The junction of the carriages was quickly crowded with people, so Luo Xiao had no choice but to stand in front of Wu Xiaojun's chest. Out of protection for Luo Xiao, Wu Xiaojun naturally crossed his hands in front of her waist, and the fragrance from her hair inhaled with her breath. Nose, the heat of the foreign body is introduced into my body, accompanied by the rhythmic vibration of the train, the unsatisfactory little thing in the lower body instinctively wakes up from a deep sleep, from soft to hard, the whole body is swollen and uncomfortable, no matter how restrained and exerted pressure, the little thing is He was full of energy, showing no signs of atrophy, and became nervous for a while.

Luo Xiao has been so close to a boy in his life, and he feels his whole body is full of heat, his breathing is particularly rapid, his heart beats very hard, and the mysterious fleshy guy touches his body from time to time, it is so subtle and magical, like A warm current quickly swept through her body, attracting herself strongly like a magnet. At this time, she couldn't resist and resist the temptation from the other party. She didn't look back to see what kind of expression Wu Xiaojun had, and smiled secretly knowingly, pretending to be everything. Nothing happened, I held my breath and quietly experienced the belated passion that I had never felt.

Both of them felt the subtle changes and reactions of the other's body. The strange feelings could not be expressed in words and shared with each other, but could only be buried quietly in their hearts as a secret, and no one revealed it.

There were a lot of people getting off at Dongkaishi Station, and the two of them found the belated throne, and finally had a chance to rest their feet and catch their breath. Replenish the energy consumed in the body without worry.After the two of them finished eating a roast chicken, Luo Xiao took out the toilet paper and helped Wu Xiaojun gently wipe the shiny greasy corners of his mouth, and said meaningfully, "Wipe your greasy mouth, remove your sliding door, say Do the right thing, do the right thing."

Wu Xiaojun laughed and said, "Don't say I'm not serious, be honest. To tell you the truth, the experience is natural and smooth, the journey is fast and smooth, and the journey is inexplicable and sudden. The result is an unpredictable and very tangled relationship. I’m really disappointed and can’t compliment you any more. A person’s career and family are closely integrated, and no one can separate them. University is a beautiful paradise for both. You should think about this issue carefully and find a man you like in school. Friends, time is limited, if you are late, you will regret it and it will be detrimental to your career.”

"After all, I have reached the age of adolescence. In fact, I have never shy away from this issue. Some people say that love in high school is a luxury that few people can afford. Love in college is a daily necessities. It is not too shabby. But it is not an exaggeration for girls in the I feel worried about the motivation and starting point of talking about boyfriends in school, so I don’t dare to compliment him lightly.”

"how do I say this?"

"I don't know if you've heard the saying about girls looking for boyfriends in college. Girls don't look for boyfriends when they are freshmen because they don't know, and they look for boyfriends when they are sophomores because they finally discovered how much college life is. Empty and boring, looking for boyfriends in junior year is often out of comparison, because the girls around me seem to have boyfriends, and those who look for boyfriends in senior year are often looking for a springboard. In this regard, I feel particularly vulgar and vulgar, Desecrating the true meaning of finding friends."

"It's true. Falling in love and falling in love is a very sacred thing, and it is also a very common and normal thing. Now it has become a substitute for playing college life."

"Because I didn't have an unforgettable experience of maternal love since I was a child, I felt vulgar about it, and I didn't want to fall in love as soon as possible in school. True love is not a matter of sooner or later, and there is no first come, first served. No matter how bad the conditions are, there will always be someone who loves you. No matter how good the conditions are, there will always be someone who does not love you. Meeting the right person at the right time is a kind of fate and true love, and this kind of fate is just unconsciously. It takes patience and various setbacks to meet. There is no life The love of true love is absurd, I can't treat my love as a joke, I won't do an absurd thing against my will, and I'm always waiting for the person who has the fate of true love."

"I hope that your true love will appear one day earlier, making your life colorful and poetic."

"I'm about to get off at the station. If you have any happy or unsatisfactory things in the future, don't forget to tell my sister. She will help you sincerely. I don't know much about Yingzi, but I can tell that she She is a person who needs help. You should take care of her with the mentality of an ordinary friend and big brother, so that no accidents will happen. I won’t say anything else. I will visit you when I have time. I wish you the best of luck. "