life struggle

"Sister, why did you come here suddenly, what's the matter?"

"Why, sister is not welcome, can't sister come and see you!"

"Sister can come to see me, of course I wish for it. 【】My sister and I haven't seen each other for more than four months, time flies so fast."

"I've been missing you and Mom for a while, so I'll come over to see you on weekends."

"I haven't been back since the beginning of school. I don't know how my mother is at home. I'm planning to go back tomorrow morning. If you come, we will have a companion. Maybe my mother will be so happy."

There was no class on Friday afternoon, and Shao Yingying accompanied Luo Xiao to Europa and Chrysanthemum department stores around four o'clock.Although it is not as grand as Europa and Shangji Building in the provincial capital of Xiangzhou, there are many people and vehicles. This is the first time for Luo Xiao to visit these two places. Everything feels fresh and strange, and the bustle and bustle does not feel inferior at all.

Luo Xiao's family conditions are much better than Shao Yingying's. Naturally, Shao Yingying can only be a guide and lead the way, and Luo Xiao arranges everything else.Luo Xiao bought a spring dress for each of Shao Yingying and her mother, and some things to bring home, before rushing back to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, the others went out and hadn't come back, so it was quiet, the two of them packed up their things, and then sat down to drink water and rest.

Luo Xiao didn't say anything about Wu Xiaojun's letter to him. She pretended to be nonchalant and asked, "Yingzi, how is your study during this period? Are there many courses? Is there anything new? Let me know."

"Although the study is not stressful, the pressure is still there. A boy in our class was expelled from the school because he failed six course examinations last semester. There are ten other people who received the same treatment as him. In such a situation, if one door and two doors are closed, it will be difficult for face, so I dare not be careless at all."

"Yes, almost all schools have this kind of regulation, but some of them are implemented, and some are mere formality without substantive content. Your school is really good at this."

"What is even more worrisome is that there is a girl in our class who works as a waiter at Jiahe Building at night. For some reason, her body was found in the wild, and another girl who was with her was detained by the police station and has not come out. People are panicking, and the school has become stricter. Every night at ten o'clock, people check the dormitory, and they have to ask for leave when they go out and go home."

"What has Xiaojun been doing during this time?"

"He's so busy that he's getting dizzy. He has classes during the day, leads the students in the class to clean the classroom after class in the afternoon, and checks the dormitory at night. He has meetings every three days. It's really hard to be a student leader, and it's really hard for him."

"There are some things that other class cadres can take turns to do, so why bother yourself."

"He has an indescribable carefulness, and he is very serious about everything he does. Take cleaning the classroom as an example. The blackboard must be washed with water, the concrete floor must be mopped until it shines, and the desks are all wiped with white paper. The most incredible thing is that the window glass must be transparent, no trace of traces can be seen, and even the crossbar above the door must not have a little dust. With his standard, it really embarrasses the students. Every time I see him supervise, I feel a little trembling in my heart. Of course, as long as he inspects, our class is the first in the whole school every time. In this regard, the monitor is incomparable. Later, he simply refused to let The monitor checked."

"You can see the big things from the small things. He is indeed more careful, and I am also touched. Last time when I went home during the Spring Festival, there was a car accident on the way at night. He completely disregarded his personal safety and sent more than a dozen passengers from the car window. Outside the car, he fainted from exhaustion when he got out of the car. The Pingyuan Wujian Express also reported his deeds of sacrificing himself to save others. That's it, since I'm here, it's not appropriate to leave without seeing him. Why don't you Go and tell him that the three of us will find a small shop nearby to have a casual meal tonight. I don’t know if he will go out or if he can be found.”

"Xiaojun doesn't have any special hobbies. He seldom goes out alone. He usually stays in the classroom or in the dormitory. It's already dark now, and it's too late. Why don't we stay at Yipin Fresh Vegetable Restaurant? It's relatively close to here. It's clean and delicious. Delicious and not expensive."

"Okay, let's go downstairs now, I'll wait below, you call Xiaojun."

The two sisters went downstairs, called Shang Wu Xiaojun and went directly to the Yipin Fresh Vegetable Restaurant, and went to the private room by the window on the second floor, and the three of them sat down humbly.

Wu Xiaojun saw that Luo Xiao was still wearing the trench coat from the Spring Festival, but the sweater inside was gone.Shao Yingying was no different from usual.Luo Xiao is mature and dignified, natural and elegant, Shao Yingying is calm and steady, immature and shy, from the face, the two sisters are almost the same as one person, so they couldn't help laughing.

Luo Xiao brushed the hair on her forehead with her right index finger and said, "It's inexplicable, what are you laughing at? It makes people feel very unnatural."

"I'm just laughing at you two sisters, almost like a pair of twins, walking on the street suddenly, it's really hard to tell who they are."

"That's natural. Are we sisters? You young man doesn't have the spirit of the Spring Festival. Are you very busy and tired?"

"Business and poverty are all messy and dirty things that are hard to talk about."

"Isn't this just what you want? If you have nothing to do for three days and can't find Bei in a hurry, life is so fulfilling, so you don't have to make trouble."

At this time, the waiter had already brought up the dish, put it away gently, briefly introduced the name of the dish, said "please take it slowly" and walked out.

Shao Yingying picked up the water glass, looked at the two of them and said, "Don't just talk, the dishes are ready, let's start."

Wu Xiaojun raised his water glass, looked at Shao Yingying and said, "Okay, let's replace wine with tea and toast together to welcome the elder sister." Then he and Shao Yingying stood up at the same time, and held out the water glass in front of Luo Xiao.

A woman's heart is thin.The moment the two of them got up and stood in front of Luo Xiao with smiles on their faces, Luo Xiao suddenly had an indescribable feeling, and felt a dull pain in her heart. She didn't get up immediately, and gently took the cup in her hand, eyes Looking at the two of them, he said softly, "Thank you, everyone, please sit down. Don't stick to the red tape of the world. Seeing that you are studying and living happily, I feel more at ease. Everyone agrees. If you’re hungry, let’s not be polite, let’s eat.”

"Okay, sister, you have been sitting in the car for so long, and you have been traveling all afternoon, you should eat more."

"As far as my figure is concerned, I still don't dare to eat too much, and I'm about to lose weight!"

"Sister Xiao, with your figure, if you gain one point, you will get more, and if you lose one point, you will get less. If you really want to lose it, it will not be standard. Let's save some time and money."

"Xiaojun is right." Shao Yingying said while adding vegetables.

Luo Xiaoge laughed and said, "The two of you sing and harmonize very well. You are indeed classmates. Sister Na is making fun of you."

Wu Xiaojun said, "We are all telling the truth, without any flattery or flattery. Seeing that you are blushing and energetic, have you found a boyfriend? Tell us about it, and check it out for your staff. Don't be fooled by the little boy."

"What to say, it's pure guesswork. It's nothing. Besides, based on my personality, now I won't talk about the kind of love in school that is doomed to fail from the beginning, only the process has no results."

"Sister, I don't understand what you said. Although I hate dating, I still advocate that you fall in love. After all, you are a few years older than me. You will graduate in two years, so you should think about it." .”

"Yingzi, it's not that I haven't thought about it, but I can't. Falling in love on campus will be restricted by many factors. For example, although the possibility of success in finding a fellow countryman is the greatest, suitable ones are rare. It is better than finding a rabbit in the wild. It’s still difficult. Talking to outsiders, due to the differences in customs and hell, it’s hard to integrate with each other, especially in future employment. It can be said that there are many difficulties in getting together. There were many students in our school who loved each other desperately, and finally got together I have to succumb to the cruel reality. Therefore, I still concentrate on my studies and think about personal matters after graduation when my job is stable.”

Wu Xiaojun said, "Sister Xiao is right. Some people have conducted surveys and statistics. 40.00% of those who have been in love in college accounted for [-]%, and less than [-]% of them finally entered the palace of marriage. And they live happily after marriage. Less than [-]% of them are happy. The success and happiness rate can be seen. This is because the students are relatively simple and carefree in school, and they don’t understand the troubles brought by the complexity of society and the trivialities of life after leaving the school. To put it in words From the bottom of my heart, after experiencing the childish and dreamy relationship with Mei Xiang, and being affected by the incident of Zhuang Wenjing and Wu Zhenjie, I am full of fear and anxiety about falling in love in school, and I have a kind of love phobia."

Shao Yingying laughed and said, "It seems that you have been bitten by snakes for ten years and are afraid of well ropes. Let's not talk about that, hurry up and eat vegetables."

Luo Xiao ate a few mouthfuls of food, gently put down her chopsticks, took out napkins from her bag, handed out a few napkins to each of them, wiped her mouth and said with a smile, "Sister, I want to hear what plans you two have in the future?"

Surprised, Shao Yingying turned her face to look at Wu Xiaojun, her face turned pink immediately, and she said shyly, "Sister, what are you talking about, what can we two plan."

Wu Xiaojun said, "I don't have any plans, just study hard and make progress every day."

"You all misunderstood what I meant, and you missed it. I mean, both of you are medical students. Have you ever thought about where you want to develop after graduation?"

"Although I haven't reached the time to think about these, the biggest possibility is to go back to our county seat. You also know the situation of our family's social relations. There are advantages there and we won't encounter too many difficulties. Of course, I really To develop outside, the biggest resistance is my parents and these relatives. When my third brother was an intern at Qingbei Coal Hospital, the daughter of a local bureau chief fell in love with him and insisted on letting him stay there. Work was not a problem at all. He wrote a letter to his family, mentioning this matter vaguely, which immediately caused a stir in the family, and he must not throw his child outside in vain. My father made a special trip there in a few days. Bring back the things that can be brought back, lest the son will not let the father go and never return."

"Poor parents all over the world! My dad keeps reminding me that you are a girl who majored in applied chemistry. After graduation, you should not go outside to find a job. It is most suitable to come back to the winery. The intention is very obvious."

"I didn't think too much about it. As far as reality is concerned, it's best to go back to the county and be with my brother and sister-in-law. It's best to take care of each other. That's what my mother said." Shao Yingying interjected.

Wu Xiaojun joked, "Actually, I think it's best for both of you to be in Pingxi in the future. Firstly, Pingxi is a big city with more room for development than a small county. Second, both of you will have regular jobs in the future. Uncle Luo also After retirement, there is no concern there. It is convenient to take the two old people over and take care of them in turn. It is not far from Xinning’s hometown when I come here. If the old people are bored here, there is no need to go back and live for a while. Caring. Don’t you think so?”

Luo Xiao said, "Although what you said is very reasonable, it is very difficult to do it. With my dad's temper that is hard to leave his homeland, he will definitely not leave. My dad has suffered too many blows and tribulations in his life. I can't bear to leave He left it alone at home and lived his little life outside alone."

Shao Yingying said, "Don't talk about these things, it's early, no one knows what will happen in the future, let's let nature take its course."

"Yes, yes, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and the big and small things will come to an end."

The three of them had dinner and walked around the nearby Chrysanthemum Square.

After more than a year of construction, Chrysanthemum Square is no longer what it used to be, and a leisure and entertainment place full of atmosphere is presented to the citizens.The buildings come alive at night because of the lights, and the square exudes endless charm because of the lights.At night, the surrounding high-rise buildings are full of lights, and the Chrysanthemum Building is like a monument standing at the north end of the square, echoing the gorgeous neon lights above the New Friendship Building.The light boxes of various colors are full of flowers, colorful and gorgeous, and various light sources reflect each other, colorful and dreamlike.Lamps of various shapes and lights of various colors are dotted among the trees, on the lawn, and beside the road, shining brightly to form a sea of ​​lights, illuminating the square as if it were daytime.

Where the lights are on, it is the direction of the city's popularity, the place where gold and silver gather, and the pulse of the city's excitement.People watch lights, lights shine on people, people look at people more, lights shine on lights.People take a leisurely walk, chat, fall in love, play chess and cards, play diabolo, walk the dog, dance street dance, disco, fitness dance, brag and debate, and do business in it.

It was rare for the three of them to be leisurely, strolling in the courtyard, strolling in the square to enjoy the lanterns and the scenery.Arriving in front of an open-air dance hall, accompanied by exciting music, Luo Xiao suddenly became excited and joined the enthusiastic crowd to dance disco.