life struggle

"Finish early and calm down, you still have a lot to do, you can't waste your time here. 【 】"

"No matter how urgent things are, you can't eat a hot fat man in one bite. You need to do it bit by bit. It's been almost two months since you came to my sister's house as a tutor. Everyone is familiar with each other. I want to ask you something. I don’t know if it’s appropriate or not.”

"If you have anything to say, please tell me!"

Feng Weiwei stared at Wu Xiaojun with a pair of mysterious eyes eager to get an answer and asked, "Nowadays it is common for boys and girls in colleges to make friends. Do you have a girlfriend at school?"

The seemingly inadvertent question made him feel that today's hard work was deliberately arranged. Could it be that she is also deliberately testing and testing herself.It's okay to ask yourself something else, now I'm most afraid of being asked if I have a girlfriend.If there was, it was something between Qin Meixiang and Qin Meixiang before. He suffered a heavy blow and deep hurt in his heart, and he felt that the conversation had changed.To say no, Shao Yingying is like a magic spell cast on her head, she can't forget it all the time, and she can't let go.There was also that crazy girl Liang Yuhua who was always thinking about herself, and it took a lot of effort to get rid of the entanglement.I originally wanted to get rid of the emotional entanglements with a few women, change the environment, change the way of life, and relax. If a new woman pops up, it will be a minefield everywhere.No matter what her purpose is, she has to be careful and guard against it.

Wu Xiaojun strongly concealed his complicated mood and smiled, "Since it is commonplace, I am also a part of it!"

"Your girlfriend must be very beautiful, don't you have a deep relationship?"

"Everyone is usually nervous about studying, and there are a lot of things to do with each other. I can't say whether it's deep or not, but I have more interactions than other girls. When we are together, we can say whatever is in our hearts. We are carefree, unscrupulous, and very relaxed. nature."

Feng Weiwei said with a smile, "It means that you have just stepped into the river of love. The water is superficial. The deeper you develop, the more you will find that it is not so easy. I also fell in love when I was in college, although the other party wanted to please me , is very kind to me, I always feel that he has too many shortcomings and faults, he has no self-motivation and future, lacks support and sense of security in my heart, so I broke up with him decisively. I only found out after I started working It is indeed too difficult to find a suitable boyfriend in the society. People who think they are better either already have a suitable one, or they are self-proclaimed and have high qualifications. Most people don’t like it at all. I regret that I didn’t open my eyes carefully at the beginning. Just relying on feelings to waste time and fall in love in vain. In the end, the bamboo basket fetches water in vain. If you have a girlfriend, don’t have a cynical attitude of killing time, and don’t rush to conclusions. Doing things that waste youth needlessly. But once you are sure, you must persistently pursue a good ending."

Wu Xiaojun said lightly, "What you said is very good and realistic. I will accept your suggestion with an open mind. After all, I am still a student, and I have a long time to step into the society. It is hard to say what will happen in the future. Let's take a step and talk about it."

Feng Weiwei said, "It's not like we haven't found it in two years, and the feeling is gone in a blink of an eye. I'm envious that you have more time to get to know the person in your heart. If it's not suitable, you can change it in time."

Wu Xiaojun smiled and did not answer. He raised his head and looked out of the window. At some point, the sky was covered with thick clouds and became gloomy. There were bursts of thunder coming from far and near.

Feng Weiwei went on to say, "Many students in our department come from the countryside and stay in the city after graduation. If you develop in Pingxi or other big cities, there will be more room for you medical students and a brighter future. Have you thought about going back or staying in the city?"

"Some people have asked this question before, but I haven't thought about it so much before that time."

"Opportunities always favor those who are prepared. If you don't think about it now, it will be too late. The current employment situation has changed too much, and the environment is not optimistic. No matter what your future will be, you should think about it now. I have the right opportunity to leave regrets.”

"Many friends have many paths. It is very necessary to prepare with one heart and two hands. I will try my best to create loose conditions in the future and strive for a good future. It seems that it will rain soon. Don't just chat, start working quickly. I can't eat your peaches for nothing without effort."

"It seems that you are a person who can't be idle when doing things seriously, so I can do as you like."

The life committee is responsible for the sanitation of the dormitory and classrooms. It is Wu Xiaojun's job. It is a trivial matter. The glass is cleaned professionally and carefully. Acceptance, whether you can call it a day."

Feng Weiwei kept looking at his careful and steady expression and quick and quick movements, pursing her lips and kept giggling, "Student Xiaojun performed very well, although there are some flaws, but passed the inspection smoothly, my boss is very satisfied, please Come down!"

"Okay." With a smile on Wu Xiaojun's face, he lifted his feet and jumped down from the window sill.

"Don't jump, it's too high, beware of falling on you! Come, I'll pick you up below." Wu Xiaojun pressed Feng Weiwei's delicate and clean shoulder with one hand, and was grasped by her softly and bonyly, and carefully jumped to the ground .

The two mopped the floor of the room several times, then lifted the table to the water pipe and rinsed it to wipe off the water on it.Wu Xiaojun joked, "The house that Ms. Feng has been longing for for a long time is ready for direct occupancy. I, a small worker, will finish my task and wash my face and leave." )." He was nervous for a while, and his face flushed immediately.

Feng Weiwei smiled secretly and said, "Why are you blushing, don't let your thoughts go wrong. Don't rush to leave, since you have come to work, you must work to the end. My sister has a pine plank bed that has not been used for many years in the north end of the third floor. It’s stored in a warehouse, and I’ll carry it over later.”

Suddenly there was thunder and roar outside, the wind was strong, and the rain was pouring down.

The two of them took the items prepared in advance from the small warehouse and put them away. Feng Weiwei was already sweating profusely, and a few strands of hair were drenched lazily on her forehead soaked in sweat. Dressed up in layers of sweat, the soaked low-cut dress clings to the body, setting off the exposed skin with sharp edges and corners. Before I have time to appreciate the fruits of my labor, I hurried to the bathroom to wash off my indecentness face.Then he took a basin of water and walked into the room. Looking at Wu Xiaojun, who was sitting on the edge of the bed drinking water, sweating profusely, he handed over the towel washed with soap, and said, "Wash it well, your neck will soon become an American flag."

Wu Xiaojun put down the mineral water bottle, took the towel, squatted on the ground and wiped a few indiscriminately, Feng Weiwei smiled and said, "How can you wash your face clean with your washing method, don't move, I'll wipe it with a towel for you."

"No, no, this can't be done." Feng Weiwei pressed Wu Xiaojun's shoulder just as he was about to stand up, and snatched the towel from his hand, "You are my helper, I will clean it up for you as a matter of course, don't be embarrassed, Take the initiative to cooperate." Said like a kind mother caring for a young child, gently and delicately washing his face and neck, rubbing and rubbing, Wu Xiaojun's heart warmed up.After five or six minutes, she said enthusiastically, "Okay, get up."

Wu Xiaojun supported his numb knees with a face full of shyness, and whispered, "Thank you, I will leave if there is nothing wrong."

Feng Weiwei wiped the strands of hair scattered on her forehead, her face sank slightly, and then she giggled, "I think you're a little dizzy, and you didn't even look at the big ones outside. Rain, when I went out, I was drenched worse than a drenched chicken. Can I go? I, a girl, didn’t feel any inconvenience. Why are you embarrassed? Don’t think too much. Be safe. Don't worry, take a break and wait for the wind to stop and the rain to stop before leaving."

Wu Xiaojun looked at the bead curtains falling from the sky and the trees shaking desperately outside the window. He was in a state of turmoil and uneasy for a moment. He turned and sat on the table with his head down restlessly, not daring to look straight at him. Feng Weiwei with a pleasant smile.

There was a faint smile on the corner of Feng Weiwei's mouth, seeing that his brows were deeply furrowed, uneasy, with a stiff and pensive look, she said softly, "Just now when I was working, I used to talk and laugh, but now I am dull and reticent. It's not been a day or two since we've known each other, there's nothing we can't let go of. It's a bit unbearable to see you sitting high above, expressionless, and domineering. Don't be like this, talk about being happy. "

"I'm very happy. I'm just thinking when will the rain stop? I have to go back to school and prepare for Haoxiang's class in the afternoon."

"You are such a smart person, you don't need to think about such a trivial matter. You have already sold me and Haoxiang your time today. It is no longer important to you to stop the rain. You don't need to worry about it until you get off work." Go back to school."

At this time, a strong bolt of lightning shot into the room from the window, and Feng Weiwei covered her face in fright, "Xiaojun, come down and close the window!" With a loud shock, he jumped to the door and stepped forward to close the window in an instant.Turning around and looking at Feng Weiwei, whose face was pale with fright, she said, "It's amazing, I have never encountered such a loud thunder, it came too violently."

"Scared me to death, stop standing there expressing emotion, and sit next to me."

"My heart is beating very hard, I'd better stand for a while, maybe it will feel better."

"Only your heart beats. Am I not afraid? Why do you only care about yourself and ignore others, and you have no sympathy?"

Seeing her seriousness, Wu Xiaojun had no choice but to sit beside her at a close distance.Looking at her calm, charming and mature handsome face and the slight smile at the corner of her mouth, she suddenly remembered the moment when she was alone with Mei Xiang, her panic and uneasiness suddenly intensified inexplicably, and she immediately moved her face away from her.

Feng Weiwei suddenly grabbed his hand, and murmured softly, "Xiaojun, I have been observing you quietly all this time, and I feel that you are not a glib and unscrupulous person, but a person with rich feelings, a sense of professionalism and a sense of responsibility. People with strong ambitions and ambitions, I especially admire and like you. Every time I come here, I can’t help but approach you intentionally, talk to you a few more words, and quietly watch you give Haoxiang a beautiful lecture. I said It’s all the truth, please understand me.”

Wu Xiaojun stood up in fright, trying to break free from her hand, but he used a bit more force, and took her upper body off the bed, only heard a "creak", as if her joints were moved, and quickly lifted her shoulders lightly. Put it down lightly, and asked palely, "It's all my fault, I was too excited, did I strain your joints, does it hurt?"

Feng Weiwei slowly sat up straight, pursed her lips and shook her head, stretched out the pulled arm, moved it a few times, pressed it with the other hand, and said embarrassingly, "The elbow is a little sore and numb, help me Can you pinch it?"

Seeing her face full of pain and longing, Wu Xiaojun took her hand without hesitation, pressed and stroked her elbow lightly, "How is it, is it a little heavy, does it hurt badly?"She slowly put her other hand on his shoulder, slightly closed her eyes, savoring the conditioning from the strong and soft combination of the opposite sex, the impulse in her heart became stronger and stronger, and suddenly erupted like a volcano, she couldn't control her strong desire , suddenly pulled out her arms to hold him tightly in her arms, and then lay down on the bed.

Wu Xiaojun was stunned for a while, looked at her squirming lips, struggled and said, "Vivi, please don't do this, let me go quickly."

"I just don't want you to go, can you lie down on me for a while." He said, kissing him deeply on the face, interlocking his fingers tightly around his waist, so that he couldn't move, so he had to press his hands against the bed Get up.

The two looked at each other in silence for a long time, Wu Xiaojun's arms were numb and he couldn't hold it anymore, and he fell on her body like a deflated rubber ball.Feng Weiwei moved her body to make some space, and murmured, "Don't worry that I'll be eaten by you. You feel uncomfortable like this. Come up and lie down with me for a while."

"Weiwei, no, no, I can't be with you, it will make my conscience feel uneasy, please forgive me."

"What are you afraid of? I just want you to give me a hug, and I won't do anything out of the ordinary."

"It also……"

"Don't talk, just lie down next to me."

The two chests were lying on their sides and hugging each other, Feng Weiwei closed her eyes and smelled the peculiar sweaty smell of a man on his body, felt his heartbeat and rapid breathing, and savored the firm connection of the lower body to the two of them, like A solid bridge supports the hard things in my body, freezes time at this moment, and quietly enjoys the most wonderful feeling in my life.

Wu Xiaojun's mind went blank, he forgot everything, he pushed her hands away vigorously, impatiently reliving the long-lost joy, caressing and kissing her white chest hungrily.She quietly lifted up the skirt of her lower body, pushed his hand to his thigh and stroked it.As the two of them twisted and swayed non-stop, hard objects rubbed against her body wantonly, making her feel extremely itchy, and the desire to cut seppuku could not be restrained, and her face was suddenly drunk and charming. With blushing cheeks, she couldn't help moaning in a low voice, "Xiaojun, Xiaojun, you feel so good on me, I can't control myself, just let it go in as fast as you can."