life struggle

"Don't make fun of me, even if you don't want to, who will cooperate with me in this play!"

"Bai Lingyan!"

"You're thinking too much again, no, no, she will never help me. [y] Please, just give you a hard time, okay?"

"I've made my words clear enough. How can you pester me so shamelessly? Stop dreaming about your sweet dreams. Whoever you want to find, don't come to me again. If you ask me again in the future Don't blame me for turning your back on you during this kind of thing." After speaking, he turned his face to the wall and ignored him again.

Wu Xiaojun sat silently for a while, the air in the room was so stagnant that he couldn't breathe, his mood was particularly heavy and boring, so he stood up listlessly and said, "You should rest." He quietly slipped out of the room, Wandering aimlessly alone on the street under the darkness of night.

What makes Wu Xiaojun puzzled is how Yingzi has been so indifferent to him during this time, even if he disagrees with making boyfriends and girlfriends, he still doesn't develop to the stage of being an enemy.What is it about me that makes her feel annoyed and completely hopeless? Everyone knows about her relationship with Qin Meixiang and her family. Is it because she is worried that she will appear full of doubts again?There may be factors in this regard.She knew that she and Bai Lingyan were purely working, so she would not have such an attitude.Furthermore, it was Liang Yuhua, it was this crazy girl's indecent behavior that made her see it in her eyes and hate her in her heart. She had a huge misunderstanding about herself, and so far she has not given herself a chance to explain.Can't help cursing secretly, Liang Yuhua is really a bedbug, a fly that eats feces, and the relationship between herself and Yingzi is completely broken in her hands.Looking back and thinking about it, no matter how deeply Yingzi misunderstood herself and Liang Yuhua's appearance, she should give herself a chance to explain.It is too rash to draw conclusions based on just one point, disregarding the friendship between herself and her family, and denying and abandoning everything she has done for them. The reason" would mean something else.It seems that this "reason" is really the straw that crushes the relationship between the two of us.If you ask her now, you will definitely not get any answers, but you will still get confused.Let's talk about it later.

At this moment, Shao Yingying was also very sad in her heart. She believed that Wu Xiaojun's character and principles of life would not easily do things to let others down.For the few women around him, she didn't really take it seriously, and sometimes felt uncomfortable for a while, and soon forgot it.What made her most unacceptable and worried was mainly Luo Xiao, she was her own sister.Although she was unwilling to face and accept the attitude of competing with Luo Xiao for a boyfriend, her words were indeed very realistic and reasonable.My family owes her too much. If they don't listen to Luo Xiao and their mother's advice and insist on going their own way, the sisters will undoubtedly turn their faces completely, and the result may not be optimistic with him and Luo Xiao. How can they face each other in the future? Some leisure and joy will return to the origin of sorrow and depression in an instant, and the harm to others is not worth the gain.In the face of Wu Xiaojun's passionate pursuit of him, he can no longer hesitate and hesitate, and must make up his mind to bear the pain and give up his love.After a fierce ideological struggle ten days ago, I still gritted my teeth and made a painful decision with tears in my eyes. I never had the chance to tell him face to face. Today I poured out all my brains, and I hope he can understand.Rejecting his begging and asking just now, no matter for himself or for him, the main purpose is to completely cut off the cord of love, and no longer have any side effects. Although it is full of pain in the heart, it is really helpless and has no choice.He was unwilling to accept this reality, and left sadly and painfully, but how could he tell him his painstaking efforts.Xiaojun, you have already experienced a heavy blow, and it took a long time to get out of the predicament of anxiety and pain. I hope this time you will not fall into a dead end of madness again. Don't hate me for being indifferent. We both have to do it .

On Saturday and Sunday, Wu Xiaojun went to Tong's house for class as usual. Feng Weiwei just took a photo with him and left. What he was worried about did not happen.However, the categorical refusal to Shao Yingying made him very troubled, as if a thick dark cloud hovered over his head, lingering in his dreams, which made him depressed for several days in a row.Thinking of a few things that happened recently, although it has been calmed down temporarily, it is not guaranteed that it will suddenly burst out at any time. He is a little afraid, a fear that a wise man has never had.He decided to choose to escape, forget everything here, and return home in a different environment, even a moment of peace is worth it.

Wu Xiaojun returned to his parents at the end of May, just as wheat waves were rolling in the vast Pingdong land, people were busy, and the Longkou Grain War was at the beginning of the three summers.In the golden wheat fields everywhere, there are few machines running listlessly like morning stars.In large areas dominated by traditional agriculture, the vast majority of people can't bear the wheat shearers to take away the grain of livestock and throw white straw into the ground. Mechanized harvesting is not accepted by people, and traditional shoveling and looting are still adopted Sickle method.The only thing that has changed is that the wheat stalks are transported to the field. Few people use the stone rollers to grind and thresh the grains every day in the stalls. They are replaced by threshers. This can be regarded as the prelude and a big progress from the farming period to the mechanical farming era. .

Over the years, the land has a lot of people, and the strength is weak. Wu Xiaojun's family and the fat boy's family in the village have always been the last two to enter the village.At first, I was a little anxious when I saw other people’s houses had already been harvested and dried, squatting on the side of the road to enjoy the shade and chatting. Later, the old man’s broken car was incomparable to others, and he gradually got used to it.Last year was the first year for Wu Xiaojun to attend university in Pingxi. It was not easy to come back after traveling thousands of miles away from his hometown.Unexpectedly, no one cared about it from the beginning to the end. The parents moved ten acres of wheat home day and night like ants moving house.This year, I thought that the problem of the homestead would be solved, and the tense father-son conflict and family relationship would be eased. There would be no substantial disturbances. The two older brothers would lend a helping hand, but the parents were still not optimistic.

Less than 20 days after the confirmation of Wu Xiaofu's homestead during the Spring Festival, Wu Xiaofu and his family vowed to urge Wu Xiao to move away from the old house.After ten days, Xiao Qi still hadn't moved, Wu Xiaofu lost his temper, and then the two of them had a big fight.Later, Wu Xiaofu got the land and began to build a house. The initial goal had been achieved, and he started to shoot his wings and mouth full of cannons.Qiao Na yelled around in the village, saying things like "I picked it up where no one wanted it", "I bought it with my own money", "I have no skills, my family is poor, and no one looks down on me..." In short, she got a bargain and sold herself as a good girl. , Whatever is unpleasant or irritating, just talk about it.

Wu Xiaoqi and his wife heard the words, and excitedly went to Wu Pingshun's house to complain.

Wu Xiaoyun and Xiaomei hated Xiaofu's family.

Wu Pingshun felt like being played by Xiaofu, so he beat Xiaojun's mother and scolded Xiaosen in anger, and fell on the bed without eating for three days.

The desire of the old couple to look forward to family harmony disappeared in an instant, and the relationship that had just been eased immediately became tense and returned to the beginning, and they became a loner who everyone complained and scolded, knocked out their teeth and swallowed them in their stomachs.

Wu Pingshun knew Xiaojun's temper, and worried that if he told him it would affect his study, he only mentioned it vaguely in the letter.

Wu Xiaojun learned everything that happened at home, suppressed the anger in his heart, and came to Wu Xiaofu's house on the evening before returning home, and calmly asked about what happened some time ago.When Wu Xiaofu saw him, he was arrogant and eloquent, and he talked about some old millet rotten sesame seeds, and finally attributed the focus of all family conflicts to his uncle Wu Pingchun.Wu Xiaojun just lowered his head and listened quietly, neither interjecting nor interrupting his words.After he finished speaking, he listed a few things that he had personally witnessed but had nothing to do with my uncle, and Xiao Fu was speechless and speechless.In desperation, Xiaofu suddenly jumped into a rage, pointed at Wu Xiaojun's nose and cursed viciously, "Xiaojun, you ignorant guy, you just twisted me a certain point, you're mad at me, get out of here." Talking about face and reason, he had nothing to say to him, and left angrily. Since then, the two have become enemies and have never had any contact.

In the period when mechanized farming was not yet popular, the most difficult thing to find was a thresher, and there were often no one in three or five villages with thousands of acres of land.Sister-in-law Wulian and uncle Ma Wencheng not only expressed their gratitude to their second brother for solving the matter of the old man's tomb for themselves, but also had a long-term respectful relationship with Wu Pingshun, and they were more worried about what might happen to the old couple due to their physical and mental exhaustion.He used his own relationship to prepare a thresher for Wu Pingshun in advance. As long as the wheat straw is transported to the field, once the machine arrives, the four adults in the family can take it off in less than a day, which can relieve the great pressure and stress of the old couple. burden.Although Ma Wencheng is usually careless, he has never been ambiguous when dealing with Wu Pingshun, let alone anti-aircraft guns.On the fourth day of the full-scale operation, Ma Wencheng specially found a truck to deliver the goods, and it took less than a day to transport all the straw to the field not far from Xiaofu Xiaoqi and others. Early in the morning, we turned on the detachment machine and started threshing wheat.

The Wu Xiaofu couple saw it in their eyes and hated it in their hearts, and secretly scolded Ma Wencheng, what kind of onion are you? If things go on like this, when will the stubborn old man obediently hand over the land in his hands to us.No way, it's cheap for him, so I have to give him some color, and I won't mix it up in the future.If you go directly to others for no reason, you don’t care about it, and you will be laughed at by others, what should you do?Just when the imitation couple was looking for an excuse to make Ma Wencheng's family embarrassed, the opportunity came.

At around eight o’clock in the morning when Wu Xiaojun’s house was threshing wheat, Xiao Fu suddenly held an iron fork, pointed at the boundary with Wu Pingchun’s house with his teeth and claws, and quarreled loudly. Those who do less work stop what they are doing and watch the excitement.

For the rural people whose ancestors have been eating from the soil for generations, everyone wants to keep their own soil from being dug up by their neighbors for farming, and everyone wants to make full use of their own land to grow a seedling and plant an extra tree. This is understandable.

Wu Xiaoliang, Wu Pingchun and Wu Xiaofu are not much different in age, and they refuse to accept each other, and they don't pay attention to anyone. Due to the grievances of the previous generation and Wu Pingchun's simplicity, the relationship between Wu Xiaoliang, Wu Xiaofu and Wu Pingchun has always been tense. The most directly related thing is that they are connected by a lot of land boundaries, which caused a lot of disputes over issues such as plowing the other side's land for arable land, and whether to grow crops beyond the boundaries, and there were also some bloody fights.

Over the years, Wu Pingshun has discovered a pattern, every busy season, Wu Xiaofu will deliberately find trouble with Wu Pingchun because of the boundary problem.The intention is obvious, one is the son and the other is the younger brother, no matter who is right and who is wrong, I feel uncomfortable when the two are arguing and fighting, saying that no one can do it, I can only hold my sulking in my heart.In the past, when there were many people, as soon as I got angry, I would put down my work and lie down at home to sleep.Later, only my wife and Xiaojun were left, and I found that the sulking was playing into Xiaofu's hands. When something broke, he would watch jokes behind his back, and finally he would not do the work that was delayed, and no one else would do it. Angry again.

Wu Pingshun stood on the top of the wheat stack and was picking straws for threshing. He stopped and listened carefully. They were still arguing over the boundary of the land. The guy is here again, no accident looking for trouble, not for Pingchun at all, but for me."

Wu Lian said, "It's not a problem for them to be arguing like this. I'll go over and persuade them."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Sister-in-law, you'd better not go. If you go, maybe the two of them will quarrel more fiercely, and maybe they will fight."

"Xiaojun, it's not enough, I'm just an outsider trying to persuade fights, no matter how good Xiaofu can do to me!"

"Actually, I think he is here for you too. If you don't believe me, go and try."

Wu Lian didn't know the reason, so she approached Wu Xiaofu and Wu Pingchun.Before she could finish the three sentences, Xiaofu immediately turned the gunfire, leaving aside Wu Pingchun and directly pointed at Wu Lian.Yelling and shouting, all the sarcasm and harsh words were revealed, and Wu Lian ran back crying, clutching her nose, "We did some work for your parents with good intentions, but it became a crime of disturbing the relationship between your whole family. They are shameful and shameless in front of the whole village, really wronged and confused, how can there be such a person in the world who doesn't know what is good or bad."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Sister-in-law, don't be angry. He is still brooding over your burying graves in this land and messing up your wishful thinking. His heart is always full of anger. The purpose of arguing with my uncle is to attack my father and you. It’s not surprising that the family came here.”

"We had his consent to bury the grave at the time, how could we still go back on our promises, there is no such reason in the world."

"That's what he reluctantly agreed to when he saw that my father had made up his mind."

Ma Wencheng felt very uncomfortable. After all, the root of the matter was caused by himself. Although he felt depressed, he couldn't say anything more, so he could only persuade Wu Lian, "Don't cry, we are here for the second brother, not for him. Let him say what the mouth wants to say on him. Get on with the work."

Wu Pingshun squatted on the straw stack with an angry face, seeing the crying of the second sister, unable to suppress the anger in his heart, suddenly jumped to the ground, picked up the wooden fork and ran to fight Xiaofu desperately.