life struggle

"I think it's better not to dance. ┠ ⊿ &┨"

"Can you stay here for a few days, will you go to see your aunt?"

"I can't stay for a few days. I'll see Yingzi first. I wonder if she has gone back? By the way, my mother hasn't seen you for a long time! Can you accompany me to see her?"

"I'm afraid it's inappropriate. To be honest, I feel uneasy when I think of seeing her now. Besides, Yingzi has a very prejudice against me, and she is very awkward. It's hard to talk in the middle. Last time I accidentally mentioned going to Xiangzhou with you, she I'm very upset. It doesn't matter if I don't see you, I will avoid being unhappy when I make a mistake in my words."

"Okay then, we'll decide after seeing Yingzi."

Luo Xiao saw that Bai Lingyan had gone far away and was getting closer to the school, so she let go of her hand.The two walked into the gate of the dormitory area, and Wu Xiaojun said, "I won't meet Yingzi upstairs, so as not to cause misunderstanding and displeasure when she sees us, I will wait for you in the dormitory."

"Okay, I'll see her first, and I'll find you when I come back. It's a deal, don't run around." He took the luggage and went upstairs.

Wu Xiaojun went back to the dormitory and lay on the bed thinking about his thoughts, why did Bai Lingyan and Luo Xiao meet together by coincidence.Luo Xiao is very sensitive, she feels uncomfortable in her heart, Bai Lingyan is uncomfortable, and both have the kind of embarrassment and awkwardness that they have never experienced before.In fact, Luo Xiao had a hard time with an irrelevant person, and deliberately making expressions and movements in front of her was a fuss and there was no need for it.Everyone knew what was going on, and it would be fine if they didn't go to Yingzi's house, but their mood would be quite different from before. They didn't know how to face Chen Jie and Yingzi, let alone what to say.Just when he didn't know what to do, Zhao Xiaozhou opened the door and walked in from the outside, looked at him with a smile on his face and said, "Don't close your eyes and rest, get up quickly. I met Shao Yingying and a girl with her downstairs just now. The girl who looks very similar said that she has something to do with you, and if she is in the dormitory, I will tell you to go down quickly."

Wu Xiaojun got up from the bed pretending as if nothing had happened, "These two sisters have nothing to do with me, it's rare that there is a weekend where people can't be quiet."

Zhao Xiaozhou joked, "Okay, it must be a good thing to have two beauties waiting, don't dawdle, hurry up and go."

Wu Xiaojun went downstairs to the two of them. Seeing that Shao Yingying was carrying luggage in her hands, she seemed to be going back to her hometown in Xinning. Looking at Luo Xiao, she smiled and said, "Sister Xiao, when did you come? I didn't hear that Yingzi said you wanted Come on, why don't you say hello in advance, so that we can pick you up. Are you going back to Xinning?"

Luo Xiao heard the meaning of Wu Xiaojun's words. This was deliberately acting in front of Yingzi, and casually echoed, "I just arrived not long ago. I am in a hurry to see my mother. Yingzi said that there is still time to catch the last bus, so I won't delay here. Yingzi Said that since I came, why not let you go back with us. I think so, you should also show your loyalty to her old man. "

Wu Xiaojun didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Shao Yingying's gourd, why he offered to let him go, whether he was joking with himself or something else, and said embarrassingly, "See where you said, noon and night It's nothing for me to go, you two go back, and I forget it." He said and glanced at Shao Yingying who was standing aside, but there was no special reaction.

Shao Yingying said sternly, "It's rare that my sister comes to see you once, so don't be shy, if you don't make any preparations, let's go now."

Wu Xiaojun went back to the dormitory to change clothes, said hello to Zhao Xiaozhou, then walked out of the campus with Luo Xiao and sisters, went to the street to buy something, got in the car and went straight to Xiahe Village, Xinning County.

It was already past seven o'clock in the evening when the three of them arrived in town.It is about to enter the early winter, and the temperature in the mountains is obviously much lower than that in the urban area, revealing a slight chill.There is no bustling and hustle and bustle under the colorful neon lights of the city. The dim lights make the town look particularly quiet and quiet.It didn’t matter if it was before, but now Wu Xiaojun became more and more nervous, as if he was on the battlefield. He didn’t have the courage and confidence to meet Chen Jie. How inconvenient is it at home, I will stay in the town for a night, how about going to see auntie tomorrow morning?"

Luo Xiao said nothing, just looked up at Shao Yingying.

Shao Yingying blinked her eyes and said, "It's not that I haven't seen my mother come here for the first time, and it's not like the house can't accommodate you alone. Is it interesting not to come in when everyone is here?"

Luo Xiao hurriedly said, "Xiaojun, Yingzi is right, let's go."

Chen Jie has seen her children grow up and be busy with their own affairs, and they are used to living alone. When they are lonely, they can't help thinking and caring about Luo Xiao's father and daughter.She was particularly worried about Luo Wen's heart attack, which would recur at some point. He didn't even have a caregiver by his side, and she really hoped to go to him to spend the cold and long winter together.However, I really can't leave because I am entangled in housework, and Luo Wen never wants to come here. It is not easy to do these things.Chen Jie has been thinking about this for a long time. Although the conditions here are not as good as his home, after all, the children can come back often, and the crowd is more lively. She hopes that Luo Wen can come to her side.

Chen Jie pinched her fingers and counted, this week's little girl Yingzi was supposed to come back, but she didn't see anyone when it got dark, and she was very disappointed.After a hasty dinner, she lay on the bed thinking about her thoughts, and recalled the vicissitudes of the past like a movie in her brain. She was relieved that the girl who had been lost for 20 years and her childhood lover were found, but she felt sorry for her for a long time. Seeing their father and daughter shed tears of sadness.When she was lonely and sad, she was awakened by a dog barking outside and knocking on the door. She came to the courtyard in a thin padded jacket and asked, "Who is it?"

"Mother, it's me, Yingzi."

When Chen Jie heard that it was Yingzi who came back, she immediately regained her spirits, "Yingzi, wait a moment, I will open the door for you. If you are late, don't come back. What if you come back so late, what should you do?" Opening the door, I looked up and was immediately stunned.

"Mom, auntie, don't worry, the three of us came back together."

Chen Jie wept excitedly, and said, "Xiao, Xiaojun, I didn't expect you to come back. Come back, come back, I'm talking about you. It's cold outside, come in."

When they came back suddenly, Chen Jie was very happy with a smile on her face. She repeatedly asked them to sit and drink water to rest.Watching the three children ask questions about their health, talk and eat with a smile, I feel very happy and full of incomparable happiness.Seeing that Wu Xiaojun was a bit cautious, he loved him even more, and advised him to eat more from time to time, which made him feel even more uneasy.

After the meal, Chen Jie said, "I never dreamed that the three of you would come back at the same time. I'm very happy. It's getting late, you are all tired, so go to bed early. Xiaojun, you will sleep until you can stand on your own at night." That room, Yingzi and Xiao live together."

There are three upper rooms in the house, the living room is in the middle, Chen Jie lives in the east room, and Shao Yingying lives in the west room.The two rooms on the west side are occupied by Shao Zili's family when they come back.Chen Jie brought Wu Xiaojun to the west room, packed the bed for Wu Xiaojun by himself, and said with a smile, "Xiaojun, you also know that the conditions in our countryside are poor, so you just let it go, I've wronged you."

"Auntie, you are too polite. This house has been cleaned up neatly by you. It's very good, very good."

"To tell you the truth, Auntie likes you very much. Although you are all college students and the situation in our countryside is a bit different, after all, you are not too young. When it's time to talk about marriage, I still worry about the future of the two of them. I think about their marriage all day. I watched Yingzi grow up day by day. She is a bit introverted and stubborn, and sometimes has a strong temper. If there is something that makes you unhappy, you have to be more tolerant and don't bother with her. The time Xiaoxiao and I have been together is very short. Maybe you don’t know her better than you, but I think the two of you have a more suitable personality. I don’t know where you have developed. If there are too many, Auntie will Not much to say, I just want to hear how you feel about Xiao Xiao! Would you like to have sex with her, can you tell the truth to auntie. "

Wu Xiaojun lowered his head and blushed and said, "Auntie, don't worry, we are fine, and I will take good care of her in the future."

"In this case, I feel relieved. I know that you and Yingzi are not like before, and you feel a little awkward. Don't pay too much attention to it. After all, you are in the same class now, and it will take a long time in the future. You have to give in to her more. Young people nowadays are more active in their thinking, and there are many pressures and temptations from various aspects. It is not impossible to be casual in other aspects, but you must not be too casual in terms of emotions, lest a moment will lead to eternal troubles. Hate, in the end the one who gets hurt is myself.”

"Auntie is right. We will cherish it and get along with each other seriously. We will never do things that are sorry or hurt each other."

At this time, Luo Xiao walked in, "Mom, what are you talking about with Xiaojun?"

"Xiao, it just so happens that you're here too. I've been worrying about you and Xiaojun, and I'm talking to him about the two of you."

"Mom, we are not children, so don't worry about it."

"You are my mother's sweetheart, so it's okay if you don't worry about it. Knowing the relationship between you two, mother is very happy from the bottom of her heart. Don't let her down. You two should get along well and let me see a satisfactory result. You can’t get into a dead end, communicate more with each other, be more tolerant, and be more humble.”

"Mom, it's alright, stop talking, I know. Yingzi is calling you, hurry over." Chong Wu Xiaojun pouted his mouth and left.

After breakfast the next day, the four of them were chatting together with nothing to do. Chen Jie suddenly said with a heavy heart, "Xiao, I don't know how your dad is doing now. Winter is coming. He is usually in poor health, so you can tell him too. By the way, see if you can come and live for a while?"

Luo Xiao said, "Mom, I also told him, but he said that he is used to it alone, don't worry, he will tell me in time if there is anything."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Auntie, there is nothing to do at home in winter, you might as well go and accompany Uncle Luo."

Shao Yingying said in displeasure, "You're the one who talks nonsense, can my mother get away with all the family affairs? He's just arrogant, he can't come if he's idle all day and has nothing to worry about. I don't think he has any problems at all. my mother."

Luo Xiao said with a serious face, "Yingzi, you can't say that about my dad. My dad has his own things to do. Whether he comes or not is his own choice. It's not for us to be juniors and point fingers at adults. Road four."

Shao Yingying said vigorously, "Our family is poorer than yours, but there must always be someone to take care of it. There is no one in winter, and I worry about being set on fire. If so, you can afford it." Is this responsibility?"

Luo Xiao said, "Yingzi, what you say is wrong. Being poor has nothing to do with us. It's not caused by my father. It's your own business. Why should I take responsibility for it?" Talking and arguing.

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly said, "Okay, okay, it's just chatting, you two don't argue. Sister Xiao, to be honest, it's time for Uncle Luo to come and see Auntie after such a long time, and stay with Auntie. You don't understand the things in the countryside , really cannot do without people. Besides, Uncle Luo is here, it will be more convenient for you to come here, the family is so lively."

Luo Xiao said angrily, "Shut up, you have no place to talk here."

Chen Jie saw that the three of them were blushing and their necks were thick, and stopped her, "Stop arguing, it's all my fault. See what I said, but you guys are talking endlessly. Xiaojun, you are not an outsider. , don’t laugh at me. I want to go there, no one can stop me.”

Shao Yingying said angrily, "Whether you like to go or not, it's better if you don't come!"

Wu Xiaojun said, "Yingzi, isn't Auntie angry?"

Shao Yingying stared at him and said, "What are you talking about?"

Chen Jie saw Wu Xiaojun stunned by Shao Yingying's words, lowered her head and dared not speak anymore, and snapped, "Yingzi, why are you so ignorant? If you say Xiaojun like this, you will make him ugly and uncomfortable. If you can Can you stand it?"

Shao Yingying said bluntly, "It deserves it, I asked for it." Then she stomped her feet and went to the inner room.

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly said, "Auntie, don't be angry, it's okay, it's okay!" Although he said that, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart. Yingzi obviously came for himself and Luo Xiao. Unexpectedly, such a thing happened during this trip, which made everyone feel uncomfortable. unhappy.

With tears in her eyes, Luo Xiao said with a sad face, "Mom, I won't care about or ask about the matter between you and my dad, but it's my responsibility to take good care of my dad. I won't allow anyone to insult my dad. You Don't worry, whether you are popular or not, I will take time to see you. Yingzi is angry with me for misunderstanding me, let her calm down, Xiaojun and I will not stay here any longer, and we will leave in a while."

Chen Jie said sadly, "Xiao, Yingzi's temper and personality are all she needs. She will be fine in a while, so don't argue with her. If you leave now, she will be even more sad. It's better not to get angry!"

Wu Xiaojun wished he could go out and leave this place of right and wrong immediately, but it was definitely inappropriate to leave at this time. Chen Jie didn't know how long it would take to feel uncomfortable, so he tried to persuade him, "Sister Xiao, who can not make a mistake, in fact there is no What, don't rush to leave emotionally, or Auntie and Yingzi will feel very uncomfortable and sad. If you feel uncomfortable, let's take a walk outside and come back. "

Chen Jielian said, "Xiao, Xiaojun is right. You two go out for a walk. Let me talk about Yingzi. The two sisters have never blushed before. It is not worth it to be awkward because of a disagreement."

Luo Xiao thought for a while and said, "Xiaojun, I'm very confused, so let's just leave it at that."