life struggle

Mrs. Xiao Jun was in a fit of anger, and she listened to Xiao Qi's nonsense nonsense, and then she got excited, "Xiao Qi, you should also pat your conscience and think about it, which one is sorry for you, and which ear did you hear?" I'm talking about you behind your back, you can't even have something new to say, open your mouth and keep your mouth shut, you're so stupid, you're so stupid. [*] This is the end of the matter, no matter how much you talk, no matter how much you complain."

Wu Xiaoqi said reluctantly, "You should be responsible for what you did wrong. You bullied me for being uneducated, honest, and careless, and drove me around. I will spend my whole life on the back of a partial parent like you." mold."

Wu Xiaojun really couldn't see it, "Second brother, you don't think it's enough garbled characters, can you say a few words less!"

"You kid is not even a good thing. You have been encouraging your parents to trouble us all day long. You must be dealt with sooner or later."

"You bastard, you don't eat milk, your wings are hard, and you can grow up. You have learned to deal with people. Today I want to see how to deal with people."

Wu Pingshun came back with the shovel on his shoulders. Seeing Wu Xiaoqi making noise, he became furious and picked up the shovel and beat him.He couldn't dodge in time, the meat bowl in his hand flew into the air, and fell to the ground with a "slap", seeing that the situation was not good, he hurriedly ran away.The sudden action made the big yellow dog at home startled and hid beside him, staring at a pair of big eyes and barking until he dared not go forward.

It was supposed to be a happy day for the whole family to reunite, but after Xiao Fu and Xiao Qi got mixed up like this, they lost all mood.Brothers and sisters-in-law are resentful towards themselves, because they have dragged their parents down.Wu Xiaojun was full of depression, anger and helplessness.He was lying on the bed, thinking about a series of things that had happened at home over the years, tired of this noisy environment and atmosphere, and suddenly felt very strange and disappointed with his family.He secretly vowed that even if there is a glimmer of hope and opportunity, he will make a hundredfold effort to fight for it, resolutely leave the place of right and wrong, and never deal with this group of people again.

Wu Xiaojun didn't feel any joy and warmth brought by the festival to his family, so he left home and came to Pingxi on the eighth day of the first lunar month.

The night before his departure, his father Wu Pingshun was very distressed and said helplessly, "You have seen the situation at home. The money sold for more than 2000 catties of wheat years ago was only more than 400 yuan after the holiday expenses. Take it all, and send the money to you after the calf is sold in the first month. You can save the money first. We can’t count on anyone else, even if it takes me and your mother’s life to survive. I want you to graduate. As for what happens in the future, it’s all up to you.”

Wu Xiaojun took over the heavy banknotes from his father, feeling very complicated, feeling extremely helpless, and even hated himself for his incompetence.The cents in my hands are paid for by my parents who face the loess and back to the sky, put their blood and sweat against the incomprehension of relatives and friends, and the hostility and troubles of my brothers and sisters at home. It is really not easy, let alone spend it for no reason. "Father, don't worry. These and the scholarship are enough for half a semester's living expenses. When the time comes, I'll find an odd job to do. It won't be a problem to get through the semester."

Mrs. Xiaojun said, "You are a student. It is not safe to go out to work, and it will be distracting and affect your study. Don't look for it if you can. Your father and I are tight at home. Little or no money will do.”

"Mother, I know in my heart that you and my father must take good care of ourselves, and I will be at ease and everything will be fine."

Since there were still four or five days before the official start of school, very few students came, and the entire student apartment was deserted, without the noise of the past.Wu Xiaojun thought about it, but he really couldn't do anything else by himself. Based on the experience he accumulated from tutoring Tong Haoxiang last time, being a private tutor was the most suitable choice for him.He made up his mind and braved the biting cold wind to hang up a sign in a densely populated place near the Juhua Department Store for three days. Although there were people who asked, no one was able to reach an agreement.Just when he was disheartened and ready to go back, his eyes suddenly lit up, and a familiar figure appeared not far away.He hurried forward and shouted, "Sister Feng, please go slowly."

The person in front of her was Feng Yudi, Feng Weiwei's elder sister. When she heard someone calling her, she hurriedly turned her head and saw Wu Xiaojun looking at her with a smile, and asked in surprise, "Teacher Wu, why are you here?"

"Sister Feng, it's okay to hang out here. Time flies, half a year has passed in a flash, how is Haoxiang's academic performance?"

"Very good, thanks to you! A few days ago, Lao Tong and I were talking about you, please come and sit at home when you have time."

"Sister Feng, if you don't mind, I would like to ask for your attention if there is something else."

"Mr. Wu, you are so annoying. As long as it can be done, it will be absolutely fine. Please just say it."

"We are not nervous in school and have more free time. As for me, I don't want to waste time for nothing, I just want to enrich my spare time. You and Manager Tong have a wide relationship in the unit, know many people, and have information channels. Kuan, if anyone is willing to hire a tutor, please help to recommend it."

"I thought it was something. Just leave it to me if it's a trivial matter. I promise to do it for you."

"Thank you for troubling you!"

"I'm an old acquaintance, thank you! It's rare to meet someone as honest, sensible and enthusiastic as you. If my Weiwei has half of you, I'll be satisfied."

Wu Xiaojun felt guilty, afraid of what to do, when he heard the word "Weiwei", his scalp felt numb, and he said to himself, which pot is not open and which pot is not to be opened, and what is not good to say, why do you have to mention her, but it is not easy to say clearly , smiled wryly, "Sister Feng, what are you talking about, your sister is very good!"

Feng Yidi sighed and said, "What's the matter, I don't feel at ease at work. If I don't do a good job in the factory, I have to resign. I lost my job, and the house I finally got for her was also taken away by the factory. Let’s resign. Let’s resign. It’s okay to change the environment. Lao Tong found his old comrade-in-arms and arranged for her to work as a white-collar worker in the Guangzhou company. Too fast, too strict control, I can’t stand the restraint, so I am determined not to do it. I don’t listen to what I say, isn’t it killing me, it’s really worrying.”

Wu Xiaojun was taken aback when he heard this, and said in his heart that he would never dare to come back. If he came back, he would come to me every two days, and the trouble would be really big.He hurriedly said, "Sister Feng, it's so fashionable to be a white-collar worker now, and it's a good thing that many young people dream of. You must not let her temper recklessly resign."

Feng Yidi said disheartenedly, "My girl really troubled me, there is nothing I can do. Oh, Mr. Wu, you are all young people and have a common language together, can you tell me about her."

Wu Xiaojun was dumbfounded when he heard it. Feng Weiwei was the one he was most afraid of seeing. It was too late to hide. Going to persuade her was worse than killing himself. He stammered, "Sister Feng, I, I, I am stupid , but you can’t do this kind of ideological work, you’d better think of another way.”

"I know you can do it, so don't refuse. How about it, you have nothing else to do when you go back now, so go home with me. Maybe, as soon as you two talk, she will go back as soon as her heart opens up. "

Wu Xiaojun had no choice but to follow Feng Yidi to the house of Manager Tong, whom he was very familiar with, with anxiety.

Feng Yidi shouted as soon as he entered the door, "Hao Xiang, come out quickly, look who is coming."

Tong Haoxiang asked, "Mom, who's here?" Then he opened the door and ran out of the room cheerfully. He looked up and saw that it was Wu Xiaojun, and rushed over happily, "Teacher Wu, I can see you. I miss you so much."

Wu Xiaojun picked him up and walked around twice, then said with a smile, "Uncle misses you too, how about studying? Tell uncle."

At this time, Feng Weiwei pushed open the door of the room and came out, looked at Wu Xiaojun in a daze for a long time, and said lightly, "Here we are."

Wu Xiaojun said nervously, "I'm at home."

Feng Yidi looked at the eyes of the two and their unnatural tone of voice, and vaguely felt that there was something between them, but couldn't say it for a while.

Tong Haoxiang ran back to the room, took out his report card and certificate, and said happily, "Teacher Wu, look!"

Wu Xiaojun took a look, patted Haoxiang on the shoulder, and said with a smile on his face, "Okay, you're promising."

Feng Yidi said with a smile on his face, "You two are really speculative, Mr. Wu, please drink some water. Hao Xiang, let Mr. Wu rest for a while, we two go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and you also see what you want to eat."

"Mom, you have to buy me a KFC first, I haven't eaten for a long time."

"Okay, Mom will buy it for you. Teacher Wu, you must not leave tonight, you must have dinner at home." After finishing speaking, the two went out.

Wu Xiaojun lowered his head, rubbed his hands back and forth, sat on the sofa restlessly, wishing he could get in through a crack in the ground, his whole body was terrified, he felt cold, he was speechless for a while, and didn't know what to say.Feng Weiwei saw that he was in a daze and embarrassed, walked slowly in front of him, and whispered, "I'm dumb, I don't know you, where is your energy to talk nonstop?"

"I, I, I..."

"Why are you here all of a sudden?"

"Me, me, me, don't you want to go to Guangzhou?"

"How do you know? My sister told you. It's nothing if you don't come back. When you come back, you feel inexplicably annoyed. Let me ask you, why did you return the money I sent you? Could it be that my money is poisonous?" I can understand that you want to draw a line with me and you are concerned about Bai Lingyan's feelings, but you don't want to throw me away like a hot potato, right?"

"Weiwei, thank you for thinking of me, but I really can't accept the money. As the saying goes, there is no impenetrable wall, and Bai Lingyan is still fighting with me because of your remittance slip. I'm already hurt I'm sorry for you, I'm guilty of you, but I really can't hurt her anymore, I hope you can understand."

"I can understand you, but do you understand me? I am very lonely in the company. I have no one to talk to, and I dare not make friends with others. During the day, I am like a robot who keeps answering the phone. Feeling lonely and bored, I shed tears when I think of the time we were together. I am afraid to live that kind of life again, I am afraid of the life without you. Do you know the bitter taste, do you experience it!" He squatted on the ground and cried up.

Wu Xiaojun quickly stood up, helped her up with both hands, and said distressedly, "Weiwei, it's my fault, don't cry. I can understand what you said, and you should seriously consider my difficulties. I am still a student, and there are many There are many things to learn, and there are many things to do. It is impossible to spend too much time and energy on dealing with the relationship between children. If you treat me well, you should forget about that unbelievable relationship. In the new environment, you can use your ingenuity, expand your social scope, and open up your own living space. You have already entered the society, and you can no longer stay in your student days when you think about problems and see things. Let your own temper. Besides, your sister I have paid a lot to you, let alone let her worry and worry about you."

"Xiaojun, I am a young girl, and I have the right to love and be loved. I only hate that fate treats me unfairly. I also know that this is a reality that no one can change, but every time I think of you, I feel very restless and restless. I jumped into your arms all at once. I also forced myself to divert my attention many times and stop thinking about these things, but I just couldn’t control it. Once I came back, this feeling became stronger, and I had the idea of ​​not wanting to leave, so that I was thinking about you I can see you. I know this will increase your burden and affect your relationship with Bai Lingyan. It is an immoral behavior. I have nothing else to ask but you to be my bosom friend. If you are willing to listen to me pour out my difficulties to you, even if you don’t reject a letter I wrote to you, you will be satisfied.”

Feng Weiwei's mood is well understood by Wu Xiaojun. She is already in a situation where she cannot extricate herself. If it is counterproductive to refuse her now, she may do something. As long as she can leave Pingxi, agree to her request, and slowly digest Her fiery feelings are also a way.Thinking of this, he smiled, "Of course, we are friends in the first place, no matter what your emotions are, I am willing to listen to them."

"Don't lie to me!"

"I swear to Grandpa Mao that I will never lie to you! But you must listen to your sister and don't let her worry, otherwise, I really won't talk to you."

Feng Weiwei laughed through her tears, and said coquettishly, "Okay, I'll listen to you. You have to hug me."

Wu Xiaojun blushed and said, "Don't tell me, your sister and Hao Xiang will be back soon, so it's not good for them to see."

"Then why don't you go to the movies with me tonight?"

"I'm sorry, but I really don't have time to go to the station to pick up fellow villagers."

"That won't work, either hug me or watch a movie with me, you have to choose one."

"I really have you, okay, okay, I'll hug you now, it's finally okay."

"It's almost there."

At seven o'clock, Wu Xiaojun had dinner, bid farewell to sister Feng Weiwei, came out of Manager Tong's house, trotted all the way back to school like thieves, stayed at the side of the dormitory for about ten minutes, did not see Feng Weiwei following, and then left in peace Back to the dormitory.Since the other roommates hadn't arrived yet, he lay on the bed in a deserted place, picked up Liu Youcai's bedside novel "Huan Zhu Ge Ge" and flipped through it, before he knew it, he was fascinated.After an unknown amount of time, a knock on the door woke him up from the interesting story, and he asked in amazement, "Who is it?"

"It's me, open the door!"

When Wu Xiaojun heard the words, he was frightened out of his wits.