life struggle

"It's nothing, I'm just upset and bored, and I want to talk to someone.【*"

"It's flat, what can be bothering you?"

"A few days ago, I had a fight with Liang Yuhua in my class, and I felt very angry just thinking about it."

"If the water in the well does not violate the water in the river, what can we do with her?"

"There is a boy in another class who hangs around her all day long. He can't even find her so beautiful. He often shows off in front of others. That boy is not good-looking, and no one wants to talk to him. Instead, she Sarcasm and sarcasm that we are jealous of her, show her face, make her ugly, she said just say it, as long as it is not targeted, no one will answer her words. A few days ago, Hongli and I met them shoulder to shoulder in the corridor of the dormitory Flirting, feeling very embarrassed, so I lowered my head and passed by them, accidentally touched her, she said that I am not feminine, no one wants to see them get pink eye disease, and deliberately trouble her. I am really angry However, I stretched out my hand and slapped her on the face twice. She became angry and slammed her head on me like crazy. I pushed her hard to the ground, turned her head and walked away. She sat down on the ground and slapped her. Scolding, let her boyfriend clean me up to avenge her. What are you talking about, why is she such a shameless person. "

"There is a problem with the brain, the psychology is abnormal, and the vanity is at work. I have experienced her. There is no need to care about people like her. Getting angry with her is hurting the liver and lungs. It is asking for trouble and not gaining insight."

"Her words are very ugly. She scolded me for grabbing a boyfriend with her, causing people on the whole floor to come out to watch the fun. Those who know are that she made nonsense out of nothing and disgusted me. Those who don't know will think it's true. I jumped into the Yellow River I can’t tell. It drove me crazy, and I turned around and tore her mouth apart. If Hongli and Kou Yinfang didn’t stop her, I would have beaten her with a black nose and a swollen face.”

"Who is she? The students in your class know best. She can say whatever she likes. If you ignore her or make excuses, you can do whatever you should. She will just let it go after a while. Will count on that."

"It's easy to say, but it's really hard to let go. I just can't swallow this breath, and I can't figure it out. When did I argue with her for a boyfriend? Who was it? Putting a shit bowl on my head? It's really depressing."

Wu Xiaojun smiled indifferently, "I've seen that her heart is twisted and deformed. If I guessed correctly, she must not be making false claims out of nothing."

Bai Lingyan asked in great surprise, "Why?"

Wu Xiaojun said with some shame, "She used to see that other girls in the dormitory had boyfriends and felt very inferior, so she tried every means to ask me to be her boyfriend. I was very firm at the time, and it took a lot of effort to get rid of Her entanglement. Except for you, Kou Yinfang and Hongli, I don't know many people in your girls' class, and I have even less contact. Maybe she mistakenly thought that the two of us had a separate relationship and had a better relationship. It was you Caused by the reason, I feel resentful towards you, and wait for an opportunity to vent."

Bai Lingyan was so angry that she gritted her teeth, "It's pure nonsense. We're dating in an upright manner, and we're not hiding it. What's the matter between her and you? It's nothing to do with me. It's just a mad dog. Whoever catches it will bite whoever it is."

"Just understand what's going on, it's not worth mentioning. What have you been up to recently, is there anything good?"

"It's so annoying. I have been busy reviewing professional courses and taking the exam for my cousin. I really regret that I agreed to her to take over this drudgery at that time. There are several courses for her to take for her in a semester. If I fail the exam, I'm afraid she will laugh at me secretly. But every exam has to toss me for several days, so after three years, I don't want to do anything, I really want to find a chance for her to push it away."

"Well, I think you have to insist on finishing it for her. First, you are a relative. You are studying medicine, which doesn't add to your extra burden. It's natural to ask you, and you can't be pushed. Two It will take a long time after you come here. If you give up halfway, it will hurt your peace. Neither your parents nor you can talk when you meet. You also know that the employment situation is getting more tense every year. Finding a job after graduation is not easy. It's an easy task. She has a wide range of social connections, strong mobility, and she has a lot of acquaintances to talk to, and she may come in handy someday.

"That's right, I didn't think so much. Just talk about me, how are you?"

"From morning to night, busy with things in the class. Fortunately, I still have a little space for myself, and I will be tutoring on Saturdays and Sundays."

"I think you are addicted to being a tutor. You won't be attracted by a young woman like last time. It's really like that. I don't dare to pretend to be your friend and do immoral things to fool others."

"It's far away, how can it be. The student I teach this time is a girl who is in the second grade of junior high school. It is not as worry-free as Tong Haoxiang last time. She is inattentive, picky and picky. She is not obedient at all. Teaching her is like going to the execution ground. After one class, I was so angry that I told her mother that it didn't work at all, but instead I said I was incompetent. I was angry and quit, but when I wanted to persist, I must correct her bad temper and bad habits, otherwise it would be a pity gone."

"Do you have a bottom line in your heart, don't end up being thankless in the end?"

"Through my observation, this child is not bad in nature, and he is not a hopeless person. You can give it a try."

"You are really good, you have patience and ambition. I hope you can succeed! Last time, I saw that Shao Yingying's eyes and tone of voice were not right. Did I misunderstand you? Didn't I cause you any trouble?"

"No, no, just a joke."

"It's fine if you don't."

"I don't understand. Now it's become a trend in every class in the school to fall in love. There are one-on-one couples everywhere. Why don't you find someone to be a partner first?"

"Last time I had an awkward fight with Jiang Shoujia and almost fell for it. I regretted it a lot. I found it boring and boring. I had a deskmate in high school who was pretty nice, and I could tell. Now that I am an undergraduate student at Lanzhou University, I often exchange letters with each other. Talking about what you are unhappy about is much more enjoyable than wasting time with someone who has nothing to do all day long."

"I have the same feeling. Distance produces beauty. My ex-girlfriend Qin Meixiang and Shao Yingying's sister Luo Xiao have always kept in touch with each other. We performed the love between two cities together. It is more joyful and happy, and less is a war of words. It’s much better than Liu Youcai in our dormitory and his girlfriend Yang Shuli who are having an awkward fight in three days. I hope you can keep it going.”

"My tablemate and I are just a kind of friendship. It can't compare to your sincere love. He already has a girlfriend, and I'm just his confidant."

"It's people's trust in you, as long as you grasp it properly so that his girlfriend doesn't have ambiguity. Of course, once the time is right, it might not be a bad thing to overthrow his girlfriend."

"It's impossible, even if no one wants it as Liang Yuhua said, and she can't get married for a lifetime, she can't do the kind of immoral thing that breaks up the family."

"Hey, time flies so fast, it's already 10:30, let's go back quickly."

"Okay, chatting with you every day today, I feel very calm and comfortable, thank you."

"We're all old acquaintances. We should communicate with each other. If you have anything to do, just talk to me and never refuse."

"There are exceptions in special circumstances. Under normal circumstances, I won't look for you, so as not to cause misunderstandings and cause trouble for you."

The two left Chrysanthemum Square, talked and laughed and returned to school.Worried about being seen by others, Wu Xiaojun stayed in the central garden for a while, watched Bai Lingyan's graceful and light figure enter the girls' dormitory building, ran around, chatted with Liu Xiaoxia and Liu Yunhui who had just returned from the movie theater, and then slowed down. He walked slowly towards his dormitory.

During this period of time, Luo Xiao was caught in a dilemma for the internship, feeling anxious and conflicted.

According to the school's regulations, students will be assigned to various internship sites in early April.Each student can choose to be contacted by the school in a unified way.For Luo Xiao, it is easy to contact the winery by himself, but the problem right now is that Yuan Zhen has no relatives, and his father has officially lived with his mother in Xinning. Although it is convenient to go back, he is still alone Taking care of her, but worrying about her parents going back and forth to visit is not easy. If you give up, it will be more difficult to enter the winery in the future.If it is arranged by the school, the school's internship sites are mainly a few large companies in Xiangzhou, whichever one is not a problem, but it has no advantage in terms of future employment.I wanted to discuss it with my parents and Wu Xiaojun, but felt it was inappropriate.Their opinions can only be used as a reference, and no one will impose their will on themselves, and in the end they have to make their own decisions.After thinking about it, I decided to stay in Xiangzhou, and my volunteers were Pingyuan Chemical Group Company and Xiangzhou Minsheng Pharmaceutical Factory.

For several days, I anxiously waited for the official announcement from the school.On March 28, the student office of the school held a mobilization meeting for interns, announcing the list of interns and locations. Luo Xiao's internship unit was Xiangzhou Minsheng Pharmaceutical Factory. There were five students from the school, and he was appointed as the team leader of the internship.

Xiangzhou Minsheng Pharmaceutical Factory is located in the east section of Pingshang Avenue. It is one of the national key Chinese patent medicine manufacturers and the largest state-owned pharmaceutical factory in the province. It has a history of more than 50 years and is a compound state-owned company integrating scientific research, production and marketing. It is a large enterprise with 21 production lines, which can produce 137 products of the national pharmaceutical standard and 11 health care products, with 132 varieties.It is well-known in the plains for its exquisite selection of materials, rigorous formula, high quality and remarkable curative effect.

On the morning of March 31, Luo Xiao and five people came to the Human Resources Department of Xiangzhou Minsheng Pharmaceutical Factory to report for duty with the letter of introduction from the school.This is a large office with an area of ​​about 40 square meters, and there are five or six people in it who are bowing their heads to arrange materials.Luo Xiao came to a man about [-] years old, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, who looked like a leader, and briefly explained the purpose of his visit and introduced the situation.

The man said warmly and politely, "Don't be expensive, I'm the chief of the section here, welcome to come here. I received a notice from the factory office early in the morning. According to the regulations of the factory, you are temporarily studying the rules and regulations and precautions of the factory in the personnel department. I will leave the workshop in a week. I will go to the workshop for personnel assessment, and Xiao Chen will make unified explanations and arrangements for your accommodation, study, etc. when I come back later, so I won’t accompany you.”

Luo Xiao said with a smile on his face, "Thank you Section Chief Zhang! Thank you Section Chief Zhang!".

After Section Chief Zhang left, the five of them found a place to sit down and flipped through a newspaper.After waiting for more than an hour, no one came in from the outside. Luo Xiao became a little anxious, and quietly tried to ask a little girl beside her, "Comrade, just now Section Chief Zhang told us to find Xiao Chen from the department. Do you know what she did and when she will come back?"

The little girl whispered nervously, "Ms. Chen's desk is opposite to mine. She often comes and goes without a trace. Why doesn't she tell us why she will come back. You can just wait."

"Tell me, please, how old is Sister Chen and what does she look like? We can recognize her when you come here."

"Your age is about the same as yours. The undergraduates assigned by your school after graduation last year are very beautiful, very stylishly dressed, and have a loud voice. As soon as you come, you can recognize them at a glance."

"We're still alumni, aren't we? That's great, thank you!"

The five of them waited until the end of get off work and did not see the mysterious Chen coming back, so they had to temporarily put their luggage in the personnel department, walked around the street outside, familiarized themselves with the surrounding environment, had a simple meal, and returned to the factory administrative office building.The entire building was empty, with no room door open, and a few people sat on the floor in the corridor on the east side of the building, chatting and killing time.

After two o'clock in the afternoon, people came to work one after another.A few people saw that the door of the personnel department was open, so they went in and continued to wait for the mysterious Chen.Waiting until four o'clock, I heard the sound of high-heeled shoes rattling in the corridor from a distance, crisp and melodious, with a strong sense of rhythm, and walked into the room from far to near.

Luo Xiao followed the voice and raised her head, her eyes met the visitor, she was shocked and dumbfounded.What she never expected was that the person who came was actually her friend and classmate Chen Mandi.

Chen Mandi is full of vigor, with fluffy and well-behaved bangs, wine red hair, fashionable and attractive perm, wearing gold earrings with a diameter of three centimeters on both sides, a thick layer of skin cream on her face, and eyebrows drawn She is clear, her lips are sharply painted, she is wearing a black woolen windbreaker, her legs are tied tightly by brown stockings, and her pair of high-heeled black boots are shiny, and she is carrying a fashionable white satchel in her hand. , People smell a fragrance before they arrive.

Luo Xiao's heart skipped a beat. Could it be that she is Xiao Chen who Section Chief Zhang said made the five of them wait for a long time.If this is the case, it will be miserable.While thinking wildly and wondering, Chen Mandi walked in lightly, glanced at a few people, put his bag on the desk, pulled the stool and sat down.She also ignored everyone, lowered her head and frowned, tidying up the things on the table impatiently.People had to bow their heads under the eaves, let alone old acquaintances, Luo Xiao suppressed the anger and resentment in her heart when she saw how she turned a blind eye to a few people, walked up to her, and said with a smile on her face, "Mandy, hello, it's been a long time No, you used to work here."

Chen Mandi suddenly raised his head, and said angrily, "Who are you? You can call me whatever you want! Let me tell you, this is a work unit, and I want to address you as a title or a comrade. I'm still a college student. I don't know the rules. There is no quality and self-cultivation!"