life struggle

Wu Xiaojun and Shao Yingying felt nervous, they let go of their hands like an electric shock, and moved three feet away.After regaining her composure, Bai Lingyan flew past her eyes like a gust of anger, leaving the two of them there.

Deng Hongli, who was walking with Bai Lingyan, followed closely behind, obviously knowing where Bai Lingyan's anger came from. When she walked in front of Wu Xiaojun, she lowered her voice, "She is angry with you, you have to be mentally prepared." !"

Wu Xiaojun's face suddenly turned pale, and just as he was about to speak, Deng Hongli had already left to chase Bai Lingyan.

Shao Yingying looked at Bai Lingyan with a mournful face, and hurried past without saying a word. Deng Hongli whispered to Wu Xiaojun again, and her first reaction was that she came for herself and Wu Xiaojun.Everyone used to be very easy-going and polite when they met, but this time the reaction was so strong that I couldn't help but feel a ripple in my heart.Looking at Wu Xiaojun with both eyes, he asked puzzledly, "What did Deng Hongli tell you?"

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly put away his tense face, and smiled slightly, "Bai Lingyan just had a quarrel with the boys in the talent class, and she is getting angry."

"Oh!"

Wu Xiaojun returned to the dormitory restlessly, just in time for Liu Youcai to talk about himself enthusiastically to Zhao Xiaozhou, Zhao Gang and others. "Brother, buddy, anecdote, anecdote, today I have feasted my eyes and opened my eyes."

Zhao Xiaozhou said disapprovingly, "You are talented, I don't know where you got so many gossip news, my ears are so calloused, can you be less surprised in the future!"

Liu Youcai laughed and said, "I won't lie to you, tonight I saw Xiaojun and Shao Yingying as if they were stuck together. I can't even think about that kindness. I have never seen Xiaojun hugging a girl before." Walking on the street, not to mention Shao Yingying, who everyone recognizes as a cold beauty, I wonder why they are suddenly together, do you think it is strange?"

Zhao Gang curled his lips, "If you are talented, if you say others, I believe them. If you say they are sticking together, I think you have nothing in your stomach. Please make your brothers happy."

Zhao Xiaozhou said, "Eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, hugging and hugging, only you can do it. None of us know that Xiaojun's girlfriend is in Xiangzhou, even if he is beaten to death with his personality, he can't do this kind of thing." Come on, if you make up a story and don't even look at the target, go mad!"

Liu Youcai insisted, "What I said is absolutely true, Xiaojun will know when he comes back!"

Zhao Gang said, "Okay, every time you say that, and which time it turns out to be true."

Liu Youcai still wanted to refute, turned his head and saw Wu Xiaojun standing behind him, and said with a playful smile, "Just when you came back, I told you that you and Shao Yingying were walking together, but they still didn't believe me, so tell everyone."

Wu Xiaojun was so angry that he said angrily, "Your boy is really full and messy. Yes, Shao Yingying and I are walking together. Are you exaggerating? Didn't you see her walking with her legs bouncing?" If you are not flexible, I will help her to walk a short distance to see if you are happy. Let me tell you, if you have nothing to say, find something interesting and high-grade to talk to everyone, and don’t spend all day with low-level and boring things for entertainment.”

Zhao Xiaozhou laughed, "If you are talented, you will know that you are talking nonsense. Be honest this time!"

Liu Youcai lowered his head and muttered, "I'm not just chasing rumors, Xiaojun admits it."

Wu Xiaojun knew in his heart that Bai Lingyan scolded him and was angry with him for seeing him and Shao Yingying together.Seeing is believing, it's hard to argue, it's really hard to explain to her.Now that the thing has already happened, the more you describe it, the uglier it will become, so you might as well just keep doing it and let time pass and forget all of it.So, he let this matter go, and didn't rush to see Bai Lingyan, as if nothing had happened, what should he do.

As soon as I got back to the dormitory this morning, Zhao Xiaozhou said excitedly, "Xiaojun, my wife has written letters again, one letter a week. Don't tell me, it's nice to have a wife. I'm happy when I see her letter. There are always people who say no." If it's over! How come I haven't seen your girlfriend write to you for such a long time, is it because the two of you are having a fight?"

Seeing his high spirits, Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, "Of course it's good to have a wife and someone to care about. Actually, my girlfriend and I often correspond by letter, but not as frequently as you." After speaking, he suddenly remembered that it had been a long time since When my letter came, I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss.

Wu Xiaojun felt that staying in the dormitory was boring, so he came to the teaching area alone, walked into the gate, raised his eyes and saw a lot of letters that had not been taken away were scattered on the window sill outside the mail room, walked forward, grabbed a handful Carefully pick one by one to see if you have your own.

Seeing that a large stack was almost finished, when I was feeling disappointed, I suddenly found a very old, stained envelope with my name printed on it.I hurriedly held it in my hand and felt that it was hard inside. After a closer look, the postmark of the sending place was blurred, and I couldn't tell where it was sent from. I could still tell the time of receipt, which was not long after the Spring Festival.There is no detailed address for sending the letter, nor is there a zip code, just like the advertising materials seen in the hospital department.

Wu Xiaojun originally wanted to throw it into the trash can beside him, but then he thought about it, whoever it was, opened it to have a look, then tore open the envelope and took a look at the contents, his heart trembled, his brain buzzed, Venus stared in front of his eyes, and he almost dropped the letter in his trembling hand on the ground.He raised his hand again and looked carefully at the contents of the letter, a piece of paper and a photo.

The content on the paper was very simple, with only a few lines of small and meaningful words written by Qin Meixiang, which I was no longer familiar with: "Xiaojun, it's been a long time! I'm doing fine now, and my life is very peaceful. Seeing that my son is so cute, I specially took the photos together. And send it over, I hope you can see it. I don’t want my peaceful life to be broken, and I don’t want to disturb your life. I hope you can finish your studies on time and leave the school with excellent grades. There will be a date later, goodbye!”

Wu Xiaojun picked up the photo again and looked at it repeatedly: the photo was taken in winter, the little guy looked less than two years old, with a few sparse yellow fluffy hairs on his head, and his round and big eyes were very energetic and handsome. The chubby little face is very cute, and there is an aura between the brows, a red mole under the right ear is particularly eye-catching, and a small immature hand is making a fist gesture, which is similar to Qin Meixiang. is likable.

Wu Xiaojun couldn't believe his eyes, the photos and time had already explained everything, Mei Xiang had already completely forgotten herself, got married and had her own son.Unexpectedly, what he thought and hoped for turned out to be such a result, he leaned against the corner of the wall disheartened, and it took him a long time to recover.The despair and pain in his heart made him resolutely walk into Bai Lingyan's dormitory.

That night Bai Lingyan saw Wu Xiaojun and Shao Yingying acting ambiguously, holding hands and walking in the school with an intimate attitude. She felt an inexplicable sense of loss, loneliness, loneliness and a strong sense of being deceived. For a while, she felt that Wu Xiaojun was A despicable villain with two faces and three swords, unable to control his emotions, blurted out a curse and walked away angrily.

Bai Lingyan was immersed in the shadow of the two holding hands for several days, her heart was in a mess, her mood became extremely low, she couldn't keep up her spirits all the time, she was tired and powerless in everything she did, and couldn't be happy.I can't wait to walk in front of Wu Xiaojun all of a sudden, question the whole story, slap him a few times, swear at him, and relieve my hatred.Reason told her to keep calm. What belongs to her can't run away, and what doesn't belong to her will only make the situation more complicated, the relationship more rigid, and the consequences more serious. It is better to find a suitable mood and a suitable time to understand.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly took the initiative to come to the dormitory to look for Bai Lingyan. She was surprised, happy, resentful and hated, and asked coldly, "What's the matter with you?"

Wu Xiaojun said with a melancholy face, "Lingyan, I feel very uncomfortable right now, can you talk to me?"

Bai Lingyan said angrily, "It has nothing to do with me whether you feel sad or not. I want to go out and I don't have time. I'd better find your lover Shao Yingying!" After speaking, she reached out to pick up her bag from the bed and walked out.

Wu Xiaojun was originally full of enthusiasm and refused to accept the door. He was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say. He watched her walk out of the door in a daze.

Bai Lingyan went downstairs without turning her head and gloomy face, walked out of the gate of the living area, turned her head to see Wu Xiaojun following behind her, got angry, stopped her steps immediately, turned to stare at him and said sharply, "You Why are people so shameless, why follow me?"

Wu Xiaojun knew that Bai Lingyan was still angry with him, so he lowered his head like a thief, not daring to look at her directly, and said in a low voice, "I feel uncomfortable, so I just want you to talk to me, as long as you don't talk to me, you can go to the place where you are." I will follow wherever."

Bai Lingyan said angrily and urgently, "Since when did you learn to be ashamed? What right do you have for me to talk with you? Who wants to talk with you if I am you? It's unreasonable. I don't want to see you again Smelly rascal, get out of here!"

Wu Xiaojun said unhurriedly, "You can say anything, today I am determined to let you talk with me!"

Seeing him pretending to be pitiful, Bai Lingyan couldn't help feeling soft, she frowned and stared and said, "I've never seen someone like you, so I really can't do anything about you! Tell me, why do you feel uncomfortable? "

Wu Xiaojun stretched out his hand, took out a letter from his jacket pocket, handed it to Bai Lingyan, and said, "Look at this first!"

Bai Lingyan took it and looked at it, but didn't see anything, "Who knows what it is, if you don't understand it, don't look at it." She threw it on the ground casually.

Wu Xiaojun said a little aggrieved, "This is Qin Meixiang's letter, and the little guy in the photo is her son."

Bai Lingyan rolled her eyelids, and suddenly "spit" on his face, "Bah, you bastard, seeing someone get married and have a child makes you feel jealous, it's not a taste, it's retribution, you deserve it! Or Wake up early!" After saying that, he turned his head and left.

Wu Xiaojun picked up the letter from the ground, stared blankly at Bai Lingyan's retreating back, and remained silent for a long time.