life struggle

Shao Yingying pulled Bai Lingyan under a nearby sycamore tree, stared at Bai Lingyan and said, "Sister Lingyan, I heard about you and Xiaojun when I was in school, and I understand your complicated situation very well. Mood, as for the identities and roles of you and Xiaojun, it doesn't matter, what matters is how you both get rid of the emotional crisis brought about by the contradiction between love and career, how do you get out of this adversity and vortex, pain and sorrow on the road of life? Get rid of your troubles and let your mood return to peace.”

Bai Lingyan seemed to have met a confidant, and the suppressed emotions in her heart were released at once, and she said tearfully, "Yingzi, it's been too difficult for me and Xiaojun to walk all the way for so many years. But it was a deep pain. When I thought that I would be separated under the pressure of my family, and I would never see each other again, I was filled with infinite fear for the future, and my heart felt like a knife was twisted, my heart hurt, and I was so sad that I felt as if I was about to suffocate. This love is so precious to me, I always feel that the place with him is always so good, and the place where he walked is always so good! I am very lonely without him, a strong emptiness Feelings grip my soul tightly, and I will endure the double torment of loneliness and emotional loneliness. I will be like a lonely ghost, wandering in the silent night. I am afraid of the night, afraid of nightmares, insomnia all night, how much Once I woke up crying from a dream, so wronged but had nowhere to confide in. I hated my parents and was afraid of seeing their ferocious faces. My rebellious psychology forced me to avoid them and stay away from them. As for whether it was right or wrong to do so, the result How never thought about it. I am not reconciled to the end of the unforgettable love that I have finally established, and I am more worried about whether I will find someone who truly understands me and loves me in the future. I am very confused and worried now. Can you help me? what do I do?"

Shao Yingying was very sympathetic and said unabashedly, "Sister Lingyan, although I have never really been in love, and I can't appreciate the taste of real love and being loved, but from the several painful failed loves of Xiaojun, I can understand your current situation. Mood. To tell you the truth, Xiaojun had pursued me before. At first, I didn’t understand. I was afraid of him, worried that he was a very frivolous person, and avoided him everywhere to show his face. I often embarrassed him and rejected him. Later, with the enthusiastic help of him and Mei Xiang, my mother found her biological daughter and her first love husband who had been separated for more than 20 years, and revealed their rough life experiences. When I learned that his pursuit of me was based on his love for the house and Wu Xin, based on his ignorant secret love for my sister Luo Xiao. A trace of good feelings suddenly plummeted. The accident at Mei Xiang's house and her sudden disappearance made him suffer a heavy blow to his soul, and he fell into the loneliness and melancholy of being broken in love. At that time, I wanted to muster up the courage to stand up, and I had already developed love for Xiaojun. My sister Luo Xiao tried her best to stop me, and my mother also persuaded me to give up from the perspective of future employment and geography, so Xiaojun and Luo Xiao fell in love, and the love was very deep, and I also silently bless them from the bottom of my heart. It should be said , Xiaojun's love is too bizarre and too restless. Luo Xiao's accident made him fear and despair about love. I also hinted to him and expressed that the bottom line of not being able to fall in love with my sisters prompted him to deliberately avoid this. So far, we have always had a brother-sister relationship."

Bai Lingyan said with a sour face, "Yingzi, I know what you said. Xiaojun has never hidden it from me. I am grateful that you can say it yourself today. Since we met and worked together in Xinning For a long time, we have always had a mutual trust and calm classmate relationship. Every time he was frustrated or suffered pain, he would confide to me without hesitation, and I sympathized with him to help him solve his doubts and open his heart. Luo Xiao’s story The blow to his mind was too great, almost reaching the brink of collapse. At that time, I was in a bad mood, and I walked closer and closer without knowing it. Slowly, I found that I had fallen in love and couldn't extricate myself. The joy and madness of the love that came here. But I was strongly opposed by my family. I did not back down and persisted until the end. My family could not resist me and I accepted it. The premise was that the army must be in Pingxi or Beimeng. At first I thought my mother said False, who knows that it has not changed since then, and it is very firm, which is why the complicated situation appeared later. I was extremely angry and had a complete fallout with my family. I really didn't want to stay any longer. When I was extremely helpless and impatient, Xiaojun appeared Let me see hope again, and the strong impulse in my heart drove me to follow him here."

Shao Yingying said worriedly, "Yes, it's time for the end of the story. Xiaojun did feel sorry for you, and he did a little too much. It was out of his sincerity and true love for you. Uncle and aunt objected. Their distress and love for you also have their difficulties. You have your worries and difficulties, which is a last resort. In the face of difficult decisions, it is most necessary to keep a calm mind, not to escape. Did you come here for uncle and aunt? Don't you worry, can the problem be solved, don't you and Xiaojun feel pain?"

Bai Lingyan frowned, and said angrily, "My coming here this time has indeed brought a lot of bad influence on me and Xiaojun, and also brought a lot of trouble and pain to our families. Riding a tiger to wake up after drinking It's hard to get off the tiger, my mind is blank and messy, I don't know how to end it! Can you help me and tell me what to do?"

Shao Yingying comforted her lightly, "Sister Lingyan, you can feel regret, which means that you have begun to wake up, and have begun to rethink the direction of the future and the path you want to take. Yes, evasion, procrastination is not the solution to the problem or the good medicine, it can only make you both more painful and confused. I think you and Xiaojun should go back as soon as possible, confess your mistakes to your uncles and aunts, explain your thoughts, and ask for their approval. Forgive, try to simplify the problem, and work out a way to get the best of both worlds, only in this way can you both be freed from the painful situation."

Bai Lingyan said worriedly, "What if my parents still insist on their opinion and want us to separate?"

Shao Yingying said, "Separation is not necessarily a bad thing for you two, it can make you both calmer and clearer, and it can give each of you enough time and space to rethink the past, present and future, so as to make things that are beneficial to each other. The choice between future and happiness. Sometimes you have to admit that any decision will change your life, and there is no need to worry about some anxiety. The choice is in your hands, and the key depends on how you choose."

Bai Lingyan said relievedly, "People are obsessed with things. I really didn't think of these things before. After hearing what you said, I understand. I will consider going back tomorrow."

Seeing that Bai Lingyan's mood was no longer heavy, Shao Yingying continued to say, "Think hard about everything, and everything requires hard work and persistence. If you often give up halfway, you will be a complete loser in love, work, and life." There is no distinction between high and low in love, there is no distinction between winners and losers, and there is no distinction between who can't live without. Success may open up the happiness of your life, but failure can make you completely let go and start a new life. We have been out for a long time, the three of them don't know how anxious they will be, okay, let's go!"

Bai Lingyan said ashamedly, "Thank you, Yingzi, I think I am a very stupid person."

Shao Yingying joked with a smile, "You are neither stupid nor stupid. It wasn't you who snatched Xiaojun from me, and we would have no chance to meet here. If you treat Xiaojun like this, he is right. , and you want to be ashamed of me. Good things take time, and I sincerely wish you two a long life and happiness!"

Bai Lingyan left crying, but Wu Xiaojun did not go out with him. Kang Weidong and Pang Qiaoju were puzzled at first. After hearing Wu Xiaojun's introduction, they felt sad and helpless for Wu Xiaojun, and said worriedly, "Xiaojun, send her away now." , are you not worried that the two of you will be separated from now on, and this heart-piercing love will end?"

Wu Xiaojun said with a wry smile, "Procrastinating without making a decision will only make it more painful, and it is not good for anyone. Things always have results, whether it is a good result or a bad result, we have to face it. The two of them haven't come back for so long, It must be more speculative, I think Lingyan's knot will be opened."

Pang Qiaoju smiled and said, "If you and Bai Lingyan are destined to have a silent ending, will you accept Shao Yingying?"

Wu Xiaojun said quietly, "Even if the discussion with her family fails this time, I will leave enough time for Bai Lingyan until she has a stable and happy family. Otherwise, I will not consider any personal relationship issues."

Pang Qiaoju laughed and said to Kang Weidong, "Look at how obsessed Xiaojun is with love and how kind he is to Bai Lingyan, how can it be like you who stay away from home all day and treat people indifferently."

Kang Weidong laughed and said, "We were just like others when we were in love. Now that we are married, we have to cool down when we need to cool down. No one can bear that kind of heat all day long."

Pang Qiaoju pushed Kang Weidong with her hand, "Look at your virtue, you have no conscience."

At this moment, Shao Yingying and Bai Lingyan came over from the outside, and said to Wu Xiaojun with a sullen face, "Xiaojun, it's all your fault, it made sister Lingyan cry, and I took a lot of effort to get her Persuade her to come back, and apologize to her when I go back. My task is completed, and it will be up to you when I get down!" He said with a successful wink.

Wu Xiaojun understood, and said sincerely, "Thank you, Yingzi, for your hard work!"

Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan took Shao Yingying to the bus station and watched her get in the car and leave slowly before returning home.Along the way, Bai Lingyan said with a heavy heart, "Xiaojun, Yingzi and I talked a lot, and what she said was very reasonable. Now I also want to understand that it's not a problem to stay here all the time in a daze. Tomorrow you Come with me back!"

Wu Xiaojun frowned, and said reluctantly, "Tomorrow is too soon, I can't bear to let you go."

Bai Lingyan said painfully, "I don't want to take this step either, but I have to leave. If we continue to stay, it will not be good for everyone. Let's make it so, go back and talk to your uncle and aunt."

Wu Xiaojun thought for a while and said, "You have been here for so long, your family members don't know how anxious they are, and we don't know how they reacted when we went back rashly. Don't even be able to enter the door by then. How about it, let me Father will go with us, there will be an old man present, so the scene will not be particularly embarrassing, and there may be room for discussion."