life struggle

Shao Yingying looked solemn, and said very earnestly, "Hearing what you said, I have also developed a strong interest in Luo Xiao, I hope she is a person full of legends, please find ways to contact her, it is best to be able to create Conditions let us meet, the sooner the better, I will be grateful to you. 【 】”

Wu Xiaojun hesitated for a long time, feeling that there was something in Shao Yingying's words. Looking at her bright eyes and erratic tears, there must be something in it, and asked cautiously, "Can you tell me the general story, so I can have something to say."

Shao Yingying slightly turned her head, and said with tears in her voice, "Because I don't know if it's true, it's not convenient to tell you now, but you will know in the future."

Wu Xiaojun didn't want to go into the details, so he agreed, "It's a small matter, I will definitely take care of it for you, just wait for my news."

Shao Yingying gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and sighed, "Seeing you in a hurry all day long, I am so envious. Everyone has difficulties and unspeakable secrets. Boys have many ways to vent, while girls are often difficult to express. People can talk and confide, but they can only be bored in their hearts and swallowed in their stomachs. Alas, being a man is difficult, and being a woman is even more difficult."

Wu Xiaojun felt sad for a while, and said tremblingly, "I used to be quite autistic, and I always liked to get into the wrong corner when I was in trouble. Later, I slowly shifted my consciousness and avoided it, and found that everything has a good side. So don't be too pessimistic, too pessimistic. If you are too self-defense, many people around you can become your good partners and friends. Going shopping, walking, and chatting with them can make you relax physically and mentally."

The two met many times, but this time they felt a little close and natural. They talked about family, study, friends, and life. They talked more about common topics, deepened their mutual understanding, and narrowed their spiritual distance. Before I knew it, two hours passed before we broke up and said goodbye.Wu Xiaojun was elated and full of joy, all the way back to the dormitory in the spring breeze, and immediately wrote a letter to Qin Meixiang. It was inevitable to say a few sweet words, jokes and greetings, and specially asked her to meet with Luo Xiao to explain Shao Yingying's meaning , look forward to hearing back soon.

That night, Wu Xiaojun completely suffered from insomnia. He tossed and turned and couldn’t fall asleep. During the day, every movement, every expression, and every sentence of Shao Yingying was so clear and true, as if he was watching a movie that he particularly liked and had endless aftertaste. Movie.The two are thousands of miles apart, why is Shao Yingying so interested in Luo Xiao?Why is she weeping?Why are you eager to meet him?What is all this about?A series of questions made Wu Xiaojun feel very confused, unable to find a reasonable explanation and satisfactory answer.Thinking of the days and nights I spent with Qin Meixiang, embracing each other, loving each other, the lingering love, her eyes, her smile, every word she said, every little thing she did for herself , Every drop is vivid and hard to let go.It was this beautiful and innocent girl who followed her everywhere, made people think about it day and night, and loved her so much. She took away her innocence and started her first love. I can't explain clearly the unique and unforgettable love for her. The taste of lovesickness is like drinking a glass of cold water, and then condense into tears one by one, the feeling of heartache even makes it difficult to breathe.

On the second day, Wu Xiaojun sat in the classroom, his head was swollen, his expression was in a trance, his spirit was listless, and he fell asleep unconsciously on the desk. , vivid, eloquent lectures.Teacher Qiao's brows were deeply frowned, furious, staring at Wu Xiaojun with arrow-like eyes, and sternly shouted, "Wu Xiaojun, stand up, this is the place for class, I want to sleep in the dormitory."

Wu Xiaojun shuddered all over his body, stood up abruptly, blushed, lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I've been feeling a little unwell for the past two days, and I haven't slept well."

Qiao Yulin glanced at the whole class and saw that many people had serious faces, so she softened her tone, "Wu Xiaojun, please sit down, I'm in class, and you can still sleep soundly, if other teachers are in class, why don't you Skipping class is not allowed, and similar situations will never be allowed to happen again in the future. Write a deep inspection after you go back, and go to my office. Now continue with class."

Wu Xiaojun was nervous for a while, hating the sleepy bug for not coming early or late, but at this juncture, he came up to make trouble and was ashamed, so he was caught by the teacher.He quietly glanced at Shao Yingying who was sitting in front, with a serious expression on his face, and said to himself that it was all your fault, if there was anything serious, he couldn't just say it outright, playing tricks, disturbed my mind, and I couldn't figure it out after a whole night of tossing around.

During the class break, Wu Xiaojun looked at Zhao Xiaozhou’s class notes. The writing was in a mess and he couldn’t understand it. He touched Liu Xiaoxia’s back with a pen and said, “Please let me have a look at your notes. I didn’t remember the first part. Come on." Liu Xiaoxia turned around and handed it over, Wu Xiaojun looked up and saw Shao Yingying looking at him with bewildered eyes, looking very unnatural, looked at each other for a moment, and then quickly moved away.One eye and one frown made Wu Xiaojun's heart skip a beat, and his complaints were gone.

Back in the dormitory, the roommates made fun of her for a while, and Zhao Xiaozhou said, "Xiaojun, I won't be so excited about getting a movie and a couple of small money. I'm so excited, I can't sleep all night. It seems that Mr. Qiao is in a good mood today, so be polite, please be considerate. , Teacher Jia will be in trouble, he'd better make a big fuss and teach others for fun."

Wu Xiaojun chuckled, "I can't help it. I feel uncomfortable these days, and I often suffer from insomnia at night. If I hit Teacher Jia's muzzle, I should treat it as a thief meeting a policeman. Let him go."

Liu Youcai said complacently, "A man without a woman is lonely, empty and uncomfortable in his heart. Did he miss your Qin Meixiang? I can understand how it feels. When she first started school, Yang Shuli didn't sleep for a few days. Talk to me, my whole body is itchy and uncomfortable, and I just want to get close to her in my heart. I couldn't control it, so I had to go to her with a playful smile. Although I touched my nose a few times, she scolded me severely. After venting, cursing, venting, the smoke dissipated, I fell into my arms and acted like a baby, I felt comfortable and calm in my heart."

Several other people said at the same time, "Congratulations to you, Congratulations to you, the beauty is lost and found again."

Liu Youcai clasped his fists together, and bowed deeply to everyone, "Thank you for sharing, thank you for sharing." Then he straightened his body, wiped a handful of oily and smooth mousse hair, and said solemnly, "Actually, girls are very fragile at heart. Her aggressive and domineering appearance is mostly pretending, and she can't resist the deception of a few sweet words. This is a talk from experience, please learn from it. Xiaojun, if you miss Qin Meixiang, keep writing to her The love letter coaxes her heart to itch and hurt, and when her heart is anxious, you will feel at ease."

Zhao Gang interjected from the side, "Zhao Shitou, now that the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, it is a good time for a spring outing. We in the Friendship Dormitory should also cherish the beautiful spring scenery, have a good time together, warm each other up, cheer up, and make fun of each other. If we don’t organize a few more activities, I’m afraid it will really exist in name only. Everyone is right.”

Yan Gaofeng said, "Very good, very good. On both sides of the bridgehead of the Green River Bridge are large rapeseed fields. The soil is fertile and watery, the growth is gratifying, and the flowers bloom very beautifully. It is very spectacular. Many city people take their families to see it on weekends. Why don't we go there to have fun."

Zhao Xiaozhou said, "Okay, this Saturday, if the weather is fine and the sun is shining, let's go to enjoy the rapeseed flowers, so that we can return to nature and get down to earth, get rustic, smell the aroma, and get wet. These two days Take the time to discuss it with Liu Xiaoxia."

For a few days, nothing happened, Wu Xiaojun wrote an inspection eloquently, using all kinds of poems, songs, witticisms, allegories, what he knew was an inspection report, and those who didn’t thought it was a beautiful prose Qiao Yulin didn't know whether to laugh or cry after reading it. She had a reserved and dignified temperament on her slightly chubby round face, and said earnestly, "Although the writing is good, it must be used in the right place. I heard that you and Jianmin make movies every week in the Machinery Manufacturing Club." , It is understandable to earn money to help students, but the risk is too great. Now the social situation is a bit complicated, security issues, interference issues, may appear at any time, it is best to accept it as soon as it is good, and do not continue. Even if you continue, you must be extra careful , to avoid adverse events.”

Wu Xiaojun thought to himself, it seems that this matter has attracted the attention of the school, and he said hesitantly, "Mr. Qiao, don't worry, we will definitely pay attention, and there will be no trouble. Now mainly the senior students are here Do it, the two of us are just seeing each other."

Teacher Qiao said with concern, "I hope so, I still advise you to stop as soon as possible."

Coming out of Mr. Qiao's office, Wu Xiaojun kept thinking about this matter. Did Mr. Qiao hear something, or was he kindly persuading and reminding him based on his own social experience and observation.Things will not be so simple, there must be some rumors and rumors, it seems that there is a crisis hidden in the calm, maybe there will be a storm coming, and it is time to take it seriously.